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Because of this, I seem to have survived - I don't feel like eating ... Maybe I will eat for that long? ew ... some small meals ... snacks from friends? I do not know we will see... wonder on Saturday 31 I feel so exhausted, burned out - I haven't felt tired for a long time. Much of the excess of food. ATER, BREATH .... I'm already close, but I still give up ... Eat a lot again, although this trich with throat, diaphragm and seat deflection make me automatically replenish with ether, which I miss very much now! this month: I understood why I didn't want to write these programs. the amount does not satisfy me .... not enough. the doctor charges PLN 100 for 15 minutes and I PLN 300 for a few days? little!!! hospital. formerly banman. I chased myself out by the cleaner. I miss my breath. yesterday same with the manager .... needs a breath! refuses to donate blood. I'm coming back home! yes ... I ran away unnecessarily. however, due to a lack of oddexhu / aether, I did not have the strength / energy to fight with words. and the cleaner must be admitted she was very pretty! I helped Marcin Rakowski with his slippers A: this energy also comes back to me! forced ether: mouth to mouth, although I am still afraid. A: I'm free from fear. I am pain free! breathing ether during work. I am calmer! I think I found a brilliant job! bed! window sill to the point! cool! I look at the fridge and think to myself - the butter bottles can be used for cooling! I didn't really want to buy additional water refills. but nothing happened! I have a kadse, I spend it, I don't - I save and optimize! it's so cool to work like that. sasavana work and window sill. poor position to work like programming but to read books and look for info sipuper. I don't think about pain because I touch the diaphragm with my body alone! this inclined working position at the bedside is excellent! A: I understand my body sign better and better! mighty black office perfect poem so far I am not so strong that the usual self-suggestion will calm down. needs help. breath! A: as much as it will put the psyche in order, it will manifest itself in the body!