July 17

it's at the tech moment 6:00 am on July 18th. I gathered as usual to start with training at 1:30 in the kundalini park on this drazku but as usual I did not recover today is tuesday, ola came by surprise on saturday for a few days ... until i'm mad ..... i don't like guests yesterday on Monday I asked my father a little bit of wood .... my feet smelled terribly in the evening without e-mailing the socks I was wearing ... in addition, I still feel like I have feminine features. I'm trying to bounce .... but probably too few attempts a way to sleep: diamondposition and then a skateboard ... so I have an impression that this method works quite well .... now only drink water, somehow the body is gathering, I would like to eat only water, but they are here .... they haven't seen and I'm not eating ... maybe it's just a minus, maybe it will be something ... now pour out all the coffee and mugs and I'll drink the water alone? yes, it would have some realities, it's a pity that I didn't take paracetamol with coffee, but it's already difficult ... it's pretty good inside the same clean, cold, energized water yesterday, I should somehow collect ... and as for the post ... maybe somehow It will be also you will have to collect somehow for training ... cups, pack, hatchet, take the charger that I left for free landing on the ski lift a few days ago ... and maybe then it will all be ... echo cuzje like I wore feminine features ... as for work: it would be easy to find something on the construction site quickly, even in black ... a dream solution: a diamond and then a chair board that's how I was able to largely erase the white board and rewrite most of the things to the computer ... it would be good to do a similar procedure with notes at the same time I feel guilty ... Ola kids, my dark thoughts anger and hatred want revenge ..... good, then shit out of it ... I'm afraid ... for everything about opinions, money, kernels, health, I'm afraid that I have cancer ... I'm afraid that I won't find a job, I don't know how it will be ... culturally It would be appropriate to get along with these debt collectors .... I feel in the ass and honestly speaking I have no green concept, I do not know what to do ...