August 12

yesterday our family from Krakow fell down unpleasantly Ula's aunt, Beata with her new husband and kids Elenka with Bartek darkness and dark thoughts are within me today, around August 12, after a normal meal, I felt better - heavy ... hania said the diet of the future is fruit, but I find that vegetables are better for me - they ground as a rule, I also drank coffee - but I could start with a brewed prima, but well, it's hard to talk ... Dad remembered something yesterday when he forgot his keys in edelweiss ... I kind of repelled this attack reminding him that he was fucking us then and blaming me, he obviously grunted ... there was always a piece of an unfair dick, I felt bad at all .... David treated most things better although he claims that he has always treated us equally but this is not true ... this is a lie of course