August 24-orchard, 2-day new person

where to start ... writing ... writing as if it would be a way to cope with pain ... tips, I have a lot to help myself I set the energies to: 100pr reiki for me nonstop on: the court assigned me the right to a pension back. I have rent back. I have a rent back I have a rent back ( ). madeosieterazzatweirdzamen! yesterday, I ran to the pharmacy for herbs (here in the rabb), I did not run "empty" until it was mossy. I bought there, I returned home at 5:23 am and for 3 hours I was scouring myself with various things ... it would have been enough for me to drink black tea with chamomile, but I succumbed to weakness again and for almost 3 hours I lost myself ... back he picked me up like a guest atuospot he told me to run in spytkowice in 2 weeks ... then I lay down, wanting to practice a new exercise that I came up with (kundalini with buckets) - unfortunately my father came not on time and as usual .... I had to run with him ... but I succumbed to weakness in the end and I lay down in a soft cunt bed, sleepless ... and unregulated ... whore .... now I have to ... I have to eat nothing ... I wanted to buy him some bread and sugar in the morning but I fell asleep and fell asleep ... well ... I did not do... Now I watch the movie teddy bear and I am a god at the same time. such a hybrid. former bronek strong, heavy boy and actor on the subject of energy and energy. I now feel as if in the state of this bear addicted to his father whom I hate. I agree to everything ... the actor instead of having the courage to tell his mother that he is already an adult and can do whatever he wants, he is afraid to tell his mother that he has a girlfriend and looks for excuses ... the rest of watching these 2 videos let my mind and body draw conclusions automatically !!! what I do not have the power to write about, to say because I am still thinking and afraid of pain and ailments, which makes my functioning difficult. tips (a way to deal with pain). ============================ concept: rule like that, I developed a rule on the way today. it is as if in reference to today's race ... apples, although healthy spiduja - ultimately weaken! visualization itself while running .... chanting is good in bed before going to bed, preferably with visas and breaths. in synergy that's more or less the rule! it resists fasting ... bitter tea as much as possible THOUGHTS NOW: about ailments: especially about the testicles, I put on several days of socks in the 3x system so that they work painlessly, about the fact that I was stuffing a lot, about the lack of training because of my father's arrival and at the same time I hate him ... I HATE HIM FOR IT. WHAT HAPPENED TO ME AND HOW WAS MY LIFE TREATED TO ME .... UNLODGED HUGE AMOUNT OF FOOD ... I have no access to resources where I can overcome it, my father is asleep now ... I want to make an effort .... I also think about it and I can't think of it and now I'm typing and trying to relax drinking tea once and then tea with chamomile .. It is a pity that I did not persevere, if I persevered with my methods I would calmly advise myself .... in the morning we will also have to buy bread and sugar for my father ... we will have one code for Fontanne! >: it remains for me to somehow reprogram my thoughts so that my organism and my body compresses everything that it produces to the maximum DM: double visualization, for example, a pepretum mobile: the grounding sign of Hitler and the second fast icon ... probably ucrib: the visual of a heavy Arnold terminator and simultaneous visualization of movement ... this is my original and visualization method ... a hybrid of the hive and mine style. .. gives you a super powerful mixture! it's like ssj2 ... now I have to allocate txt power to this diary and what I do in front of the computer ===== ps. shit is July 25 at 8:22 am I succumbed again and I lay down. I am sleepy, not regenerated ... what should I do, sore ... in smeirdzacych socks ... so many things, I do not know what to do, dad went to 12 guests .... I don't know, I'll start with the preparation and then we'll see ... before everything, how to develop a dream to be regenerated and refreshed? how to do it t odla mine most important thing ... on the other hand, I succumbed to weakness both yesterday and today. yesterday I slept on my father's bed and was cold. instead of aspirin, I could use apples from the second tree (the first sharp from the first one) ... but ok, it doesn't matter at the moment ... today I also succumbed to weakness ... I could meditate for a while, breathe, but as usual I succumbed to weakness. Unfortunately... ========================== it is now Saturday 22:27 on 26th July 2017. this morning I was able to eat just the cake sipping bitter tea ... but I listened to my mind, I ate a chaotic alternating dinner ... as if it was necessary ... unfortunately .. again, as usual, I obeyed the mind of the rules and it is supposed to be so difficult