September 3, archiving

I liked yesterday's optimus quote in the movie: okay, just blame what if you're wrong .... I bought tchibo coffee and chocolate today ... I could first drink my coffee and burn everything and then eat tea with chocolates ... unfortunately I made a mistake again Moreover, recently I feel that I should avoid apples, three (they spice me too much), similarly spicy brewed coffee, barrage as well as the already dissolving cafe dore ... years, rules, etc .... in connection with cism, I don't know what to do anymore .... update: it seems that the black tea saga is the best for fasting Anyway, today on September 4 again a mistake ... in the morning I ate dinner from mum ... now it was enough to start a coffee and then sage tea, but I do not know why again ... I ate a pig from her again ... I feel unnecessarily that I must detoxify the bitter saga tea. I ate the dove from her again moreover, a few days ago I got weight .. only 73.9 kg God I feel like the unloaded remnants of the tram are fucking me up with each subsequent meal. God ... why do I eat it? because it is a pity to eat because I like to eat it so that it is wasted .... I do not know what to do, because of fear, bad habits developed over the last few years ... it is now 5th September. Will I persevere in my resolution of fasting and the night out so that I can finally do everything normally? update: mantra dnirtayag - it seems great there is an odd number there is something before and what else ..... hmmm .... there is deca and poison before irtagag.