piątek, 4 czerwca 2010
Expedition with% 20Ark% 20i% 20recognition% 20Kuby
Yesterday morning I watched a body language course (my morning starts at 11 am).
Then I went to the new market, previously ordering a double hamburger from the booth. Even earlier I went to burn the cards and threw them into the river, unfortunately I didn't manage to burn, so I threw it loose into the river. It would be fitting tomorrow to check if they were indeed damaged.
In Nowy Targ, when I arrived for training, the room was unfortunately closed. Along the way, I listened to Harvard's public speaking training and auditioned the entire course. I also asked the housekeeper if she knew anything about the closure, she said that they probably had a long weekend. Earlier my family left and I called David to see if they would take me with them. Unfortunately, they had no places, Dawid probably made me a horse yet, so that I would go to the store for laces (he did not specify, I thought he would come to us for a fuss). I went to Jadzia, she didn't know anything, I called David, I called my dad - he was only pissed that Dawid suggested it. I went to oblivious to buy shoelaces - they were cheap 3 zlotys
On the way home I listened to the end of the Personality Plus course - unfortunately I did not like it, I was waiting all the time for the culminating moment of my personality change - to no avail. Perhaps it would be better to see a good therapist
After I got home, I don't remember what I was doing, Arek called me in the evening and asked if I would like to go with him and Kuba Zaj�c (I didn't know him). We went, it was great. They were waiting in front of the entrance to the shell. We talked a lot about girls, I managed to help him write good text messages. By the way, I developed a good answer used by the girls: "think about yourself". Girls breaking up still blame you. We escorted Kub, meanwhile we talked with Arek about Maks's party. Arek was surprised that the maxim did not invite him and he regretted it, although he did not admit wrapping the cat in cotton. After Cuba's return, we went to the taxi, here we sent a text message with a riposte. Kuba still thought he had lost his phone, but everything was fine. Then we made eggs on the phone, from my mobile phone, because we had free. Kuba talked brilliantly about the funeral home and the sexually desecrated corpse: D it was fun, I admire him for being so serious. I also remembered that she wrote to me before she left, but I ignored it and went to a meeting, this morning (my morning :)) I wrote back to her. We parted, arek wanted to say goodbye to the cup for the second time, he made a fuss: his hand is not ass, he does not give twice: D I took a piece of the ark away, I returned home through the church and at home I went to sleep (I had a bit of trouble falling asleep)
I can say that Kuba Zaj�c is a cool friend and he could be a great friend by the way. A� I would like to meet him again someday, but preferably with Arek. Such companionship is a great complement to be pleasant.
PS I remembered that I had smoked a lot of cigarettes and that my funeral joke that I would be buried at Wawel: D (I can't tell you that)
The present day:
boredom. I practiced in the morning. I had a problem with the lack of drugs for high blood pressure. I went to the clinic, the doctor wrote me off, she also asked if I was controlling my weight. I replied that I lost weight to 80, but then there was a yoyo effect. I read a little about WILD from a vampire. Kryzsiek sent me a script which I did not look closely at. I offered the Ark to Hypnosis for tomorrow, he agreed. I sent Andydep 4MAT, but he didn't reply to the text message. Now you are going to wash and make an affirmation. I hope that writing such a diary will strengthen my memory.
PS yesterday I also did backtrack 4 distributions for usb. unfortunately it does not work, I tested it today
środa, 14 listopada 2007
Cossack and% 20skar
Well, I did not kill myself on New Year's Eve. New Year's Eve was awesome, Tomek gave a great deal: D I was supposed to be at home and be bored at home on New Year's Eve, but suddenly in the evening I decided to call Tomek and ask him what and how, and it was really worth it: D We went me, Tomek, Janicki, geyser and mati. Tom was the main attraction of our pack. If it weren't for him, everything would be really boring. It's just a great New Year's Eve, fun under the shell, nice meeting of friends (except for those salt mats). Tomek really did a great job, he's fucking funny, he can tell every story from his life in an interesting and funny way. And that was the magic of the entire New Year's Eve. Only Tom ... I returned home late in the evening, probably two in the morning: D My parents shouted a little, I went to sleep, nothing bad happened at all: D I don't know what else to describe, I just felt well ... maybe it's a pity that My Master was not with me.
And as for the heat and the Cossack, they came to me last Saturday to see the basement from which we are going to make a gym. I am starting to worry a little about making it, because from my point of view the heat will want to turn it into a box for smoking and smoking. I'm starting to dislike it. But in general he was quite impressed, he said that a nice cellar, just clean, paint and it will be bent: D However, the boots and heat have equipment that would be of use to me. I would just buy a bench. I don't know what to do anymore ...
that's it....
Aska -% 20pami% C4% 99tnik
On Thursday, December 14, I talked to someone for the first time in a long time. �omnicki. How cool was it. He said something interesting, I said something interesting. After all, I talked to someone and I relaxed myself. It is a pity that I did not write what I felt right away, because now I feel bad and everything went right :( sorry to say .... it doesn't give a shit !!!: (: (: ((((((((
The next day my class went to tear, luckily my dad fired and I managed to go home earlier. We talked to each other, talking to people relaxes, now somehow I really like talking to old friends, but I do not have the slightest desire to meet new people :( that david discovered that there is a poorly secured computer in the office. He actually broke most of the security (lucky guy). A regular shack, secured with the "kiosk" program, no access to the system shell, but one usb input. Arek even laughed at us with such a hacker family: D But being in such a great mood for the weekend :( :( now I can't describe what I was so happy about then. Cornelia wrote to me yesterday on Saturday, we chatted for a while :( :( :( Master !! !!!! Where are you !!!!!!!!!!!!! I relaxed talking to Arek, walking him home, David even liked him very much .... it was beautiful .... about the gym and now to Krakow, everything it started to break down ..... and it was good ..... I tried ...... I want to kill myself. Why didn't I have the courage to do it sooner. I feel something that on New Year's Eve I will feel so bad that I will do it and kill myself :( :( :( Remember last year, jealous, pissed !!! I was looking for her under the mushroom, because she said she will be there, but unfortunately I did not find it :( :(
And today, suddenly, it came to me to find Aski's photos :( :( Why ??? How beautiful she is. Suddenly I remembered about her :( :( :( I can't stand it :( :( :( WHY !!!!!!! !!!!!! And you Aren where have you gone !!! Now I need you, now I need to talk to you !!!! :( :( :( And you are gone. We had plans, ambitions and dreams .... Even you have destroyed everything. I lost her ... and you :( :( :( It's a plague
How sad, how bad ...... Why is that so ........ She wants to kill herself .... But before that I will kill her !!!!! He will pay me for the hell he inflicts !!!!! I HATE YOU!!!!!!! and I love at the same time :( :( :(
sobota, 21 kwietnia 2007
Good old% 20kumpel% 20Rafal% 20part.2
The next day, on Friday, when I was returning from school, I met Rafal again. He called me himself, he ran up to say hello, a short conversation and went back to the girl.
At 5:00 p.m. he came to me on time. We went to Adaś together for a while to buy mineral water. Then we started to practice, by the way he told me a very important detail that 2 minutes after we had said goodbye in front of the bus stop, he saw Max with Ral. Then we practiced, and after 40 minutes Kozu came. I was even a little jealous of his presence, because they talked very well together, especially about smoking herbs. It irritated me a lot, because I felt that we started to distance ourselves more and more. They even went a little together when they left the gym, even though each of them lives in opposite directions. But before they went, Rafal mentioned that maybe he would come to the club to talk to people about what to listen to. I asked him that if he wasn't going with a girl, I would go for a beer with him, because I'm bored at home.
In the evening I spoke to him on the GH, we made an appointment at 21:30. Mom and Dad did not want to let me in a bit, but somehow I convinced and we met with Rafal. It was good to talk to him after two beers, I found out that I know the Polish champion in Q3. We were a bit drunk so we went to the cinema to buy some popcorn to eat something. I met Ole in a flight, quickly asked about Max, but I was not completely suitable for the conversation. I met Krasik and somehow I was very happy to see him, and he to my: D: D But we had a good talk. I also met Konrad, somehow he was also nice to see, I don't know why: D Rafal went into his circles of acquaintance, and when I went home, I felt that we somehow drifted apart again. My Hangover still lingered, I went home and went to sleep. Today we were going to make a punching bag, but we didn't manage to get it right. at 20 see you at the booth. We'll see how everything goes on.
czwartek, 19 kwietnia 2007
Good Old% 20 Friend% 20Rafal
Well, there is a terrible hole in my diary, many events from my life are missing. I should describe how I left Krakow, my first days in the new class, the adventure with the telephone box and the final vengeance on the master. This period was terrible, I didn't even want to write anything here. Now I have a net on my home computer and I spend most of my time on it too.
Anyway, on Monday (today it's Thursday) I met Rafal when I was arriving by bus from school. Just a quick part and I went further, lest he find out that I am not going to Krakow anymore. The next day I met him again when I was returning home I met him again, this time we talked a little longer and more pleasantly. I'd even like to talk to him a little longer. He even walked in the opposite direction, and he went with me, take a little walk because he wanted to talk.
Finally, on Wednesday, I was going to Arek to salt water, lend him lessons and I met Raphael again. He followed me. We chatted for a long time again, and finally we talked about the gym. He couldn't believe I had 37cm in my paw. This time it was great talk, so we made an appointment at the gym at 7 PM the same day. The exercise was great, the talk was also great. I showed him some interesting exercises, Rafal was very interested, he even said that he would be willing to pay PLN 30
It was great, it was great talking and we made an appointment the next day and it was also great. We talked about more serious topics like girls, my Aska, Paweł's love problems, the good old days from gymnasiums. I have relaxed a lot and now I feel exceptionally well. In addition, I partly revealed to him the secret with Max that I hate him and I want to "beat him", so I offered to exchange him, he will train with me in exchange for training in combat. Of course he agreed without any problem. We started training at five and finished at eight, a lot of time for a chat. I think that's it in short. We meet again tomorrow and we'll see what comes out of it ....
Good Old% 20 Friend% 20Rafal
Well, there is a terrible hole in my diary, many events from my life are missing. I should describe how I left Krakow, my first days in the new class, the adventure with the telephone box and the final vengeance on the master. This period was terrible, I didn't even want to write anything here. Now I have a net on my home computer and I spend most of my time on it too.
Anyway, on Monday (today it's Thursday) I met Rafal when I was arriving by bus from school. Just a quick part and I went further, lest he find out that I am not going to Krakow anymore. The next day I met him again when I was returning home I met him again, this time we talked a little longer and more pleasantly. I'd even like to talk to him a little longer. He even walked in the opposite direction, and he went with me, take a little walk because he wanted to talk.
Finally, on Wednesday, I was going to Arek to salt water, lend him lessons and I met Raphael again. He followed me. We chatted for a long time again, and finally we talked about the gym. He couldn't believe I had 37cm in my paw. This time it was great talk, so we made an appointment at the gym at 7 PM the same day. The exercise was great, the talk was also great. I showed him some interesting exercises, Rafal was very interested, he even said that he would be willing to pay PLN 30
It was great, it was great talking and we made an appointment the next day and it was also great. We talked about more serious topics like girls, my Aska, Paweł's love problems, the good old days from gymnasiums. I have relaxed a lot and now I feel exceptionally well. In addition, I partly revealed to him the secret with Max that I hate him and I want to "beat him", so I offered to exchange him, he will train with me in exchange for training in combat. Of course he agreed without any problem. We started training at five and finished at eight, a lot of time for a chat. I think that's it in short. We meet again tomorrow and we'll see what comes out of it ....
niedziela, 3 grudnia 2006
two long% 20 weeks
So maybe I will start with the fact that this page of my memoir is written in a very good mood, in the rhythm of the music "you are crazy": D During the last two weeks a lot has happened and I do not know if I will be able to recreate everything in a generation, but I will try Aug: D
Two weeks ago, on Friday, when the older classes were writing their junior high school exams, Zi�biec teased me terribly when I came home from school. There were also Cyganek and Skawianczyk. Every now and then he cut me off, he made fun of me. I tried to calm down. For a moment he stopped, then he started again, and I was in front and he was behind me, I gave him a fist in the mouth of the turn. I couldn't stand it. However, when I struck the blow, I got scared for a moment. I waited until he would give me back. However, he still laughed at me, but didn't raise his hand at me. He was still laughing at me, I think I wanted to cry, he was mentally stronger than me and he defeated me mentally. He said "what krystian, you will cry". I went to my room, I packed up, I went home and that's it.
The next day, for the first time in my life, I decided to visit a gym. I was in the gym in two with David. After that incident with the finch, I wanted to be strong, trained, skillful and powerful. I exercised very well, everything hurt, I practiced for about 1.5 hours. Later, probably in the afternoon, I fell into the geyser, I don't remember what we were talking about, I think I only told him that Tomek is our master, I lied. Somehow I could not reveal that Maxym is my master and also the master of the entire order. On Sunday I went to the boarding school.
On Tuesday, dad came to the boarding school, to meet my tutor, what grades of behavior, etc ... We talked for a while, very nice, he also set us up on the Polish TV, tv4 tvn etc ... Dad also told Durowski that they would not let me sleep and that he will try to sort it out.
On Wednesday I couldn't stand it !!!!! These stupid things kept me awake all night, so I packed up and went home. I was pissed. My heart ached, I felt bad, I had to sleep at home. I just exploded. I had had enough of this life and of that life in a boarding school. I managed to sleep for a few hours at home. The next day, unfortunately, they chased me back to the boarding school. I arrived in the afternoon.
On Thursday, the polling station caught them not sleeping between 23-24. It seemed: D: D Now there was an excuse to take my computer.
I met Max over the weekend. I don't know if our meetings still have any sense. I keep asking myself this thrilling question, does max like me yet? I was with him a little, we discussed the film, preparations, etc ... The same day I was later to talk about the geyser. Then I also dropped in for a moment for jujutsu or a seminar to see how he fights with sticks. Nothing interesting. Then again to the geyser and home: D
On Sunday, when I was already in the boarding school, Durowski hit them under the guise of Mrs. Agatka, took their computers and that's it. However, I did not sleep during the week, and so I did not have too much. Nothing special happened during the week. From Thursday to Friday I spent the night at my aunt iwonka. I was able to sleep well in comfortable conditions. Man, I felt good in their company there. Uncle relaxed guy, nice to talk to him, aunt iwonka the same, just great !!! I would like such a life with them, at least on probation.
Now I am at home, learning to use devices, because on Wednesday I missed this test, because my tutor talked to him about me at the request of my thesis. Complicatedly, I wrote: DI so now I have to do it myself. That's it
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