SMS Ania

This is the fourth day in the row of my journal. I must boast modestly that endurance increases. Today I woke up around 9, but I woke up around 10. 9:45 my dad woke me up, asking where do I have my ZUSU papers. He wanted to stay in my heart (it would be uninteresting if I found affirmations from Kai), I said that I would just get them up. After 15 minutes, I easily found an envelope with documents in the cabinet and handed it to Dad. Later I gave him a personal ID. At which point my dad got pissed off at the pen written out - it didn't sound nice to the ear, but I understand it - I myself often get pissed off in front of the computer, cursing, which must be very pleasant for roommates I prepared for training, dad suggested that I change long fuss pants for short ones, I was right and so I did. He gave me a lift, he also had some renovation matters to deal with. Before leaving, my dad is ashamed to wear a black woman's "pélegan" shoes for short shorts. As I had no other shoes, I suggested wearing long pants. Later, in the car, I had a long lecture on clothing and what other people think, as if clothing was the most important thing. I was pissed off, she explains to him that it is nonsense brought by the social system, clothing is important, but it's only 10%, the most important thing is character. But my dad would never give up and argue as if the garment was the most important thing. I felt like getting out of the car which I said too. I didn't want to get my mind upset because I'm working on my voice and my character traits, and this kind of conversation affects it badly. I was already in the gym, but I remembered that I still have to buy water and a banana. I returned to a nearby shop (my dad gave me PLN 5 at home earlier). But there were no bananas, so I bought peanuts and non-carbonated kryniczanka. I discovered an interesting thing, that peanuts contain 25g of protein and 41g of good fats (in those 41 there are probably some bad ones, but the advantage of good ones). As always, a girl working in the Fitnesland greeted me with a smile. She's always smiling at me, I'd like to go out with her, but I can't talk and be fancy so well (at least for now). Maybe I start talking sometime: I like your laugh, he's always so cute. Next training, I met an apparently dangerous colleague, but I gave me interesting advice on training. Perfectly shaped and slim - little fat, and with 42 in bic he will have. Broad at the shoulders. I did give advice on hoods, but it didn't help me much (it was about making shrugs on a slightly more inclined bench). I did my back today, went to the locker room, eat peanuts and had a cocktail. At this point one of the staff came in (old gentleman, light belly, unremarkable figure), took one locker and I guess I went to exercise, but I didn't get to see that anymore. Then this guy came in again, he reminded me that I should take only the protein to burn the fat (anyway, I don't know anymore, once in a while, once in a while, it's hard for me to say anymore). I also told how he takes the supplements and this is what he looks like. He also mentioned the story of Patryk (Pony, I think) - we are talking about him with Bartek that he looks best on Rabka. He told me that I was spending 1000 zlotys on doctors to look like this and practicing for 7 years already, and that I was drenched in fat more than I was. They agreed that they had exaggerated the carvings. I also talked about my beginnings 7.5 cm in the bowel within 6 months without diet, about the study of 1.3 g of protein per kg of body. I was answering these things: you see ... a little bit contradicted his previous information on the diet. I said goodbye, took the key away, and smiled farewell again from this girl. Earlier, my dad called and he will give me a ride back when he comes back. It's good that he called when I returned to the cloakroom, because I left the phone there. We went back together talking about millimeter problems with the equipment. On the way, we stopped by Taniego for shopping. At home, I did something at the computer. We ate a delicious dinner, our favorite meat in sauce, mom does it sensational, licking fingers. Earlier, however, my mother tells me that she urgently needs to leave for Nowy Targ and that we are cooking dinner. I wonder if my mom might have an affair ... On the one hand, I would like it to be. Then dad could get a divorce, we are in peace with this witch who only poisons the house atmosphere and treats dad like garbage (we have to admit I praised my mother for having Kaja, she treats Me better before anything else). After lunch, we watched the detectives - there was an episode with female traffickers for prostitution. We talked to Daddy that I would also like to solve such puzzles and think about becoming a detective. Dad said that he liked Colombo during his time - but there the puzzles were really difficult. After some time around 3 p.m. I went to sunbathe on the river bed. There were some clouds, but the sun was enough and I caught a little bit of rays. I saw Dorothy and Julka a few times - I love these kids - always cheerful and smiling. I wish my children would be so happy too. I listened to music while sunbathing, and when I returned they told me that I got sunburned. I told Julka that she has orange skin :) I was alone for a while at home. I watched Talks in Progress - about women who have had ovarian cancer. Then there was a family court - an interesting trial, where the daughter was the younger brother. One of the parents seemed to do it, and it was hard to tell which one did. The case, however, as usual, came to light. When my mom came back she was pissed that we hadn't left her anything - I ate her meat portions, I thought it belonged to Dad - and he was losing weight. And so the time passed, around 19:40 I noticed a text from Ania. I thought she finally dared to write. In the text, she asked me to call her home number (provided in the text) and that her battery was about to run out. The style of expression did not suit me - it was not her style. I checked it in my contacts, nor was it signed otherwise (with my surname). The following text was displayed as the phone number: "Ania". I called there from an on-line telephone, the secretary came back: "I'm available now, on my private home number: 0 70 8 .... etc". I checked, there is no area code 070, it is a number like 0700, although it pretends to be 070. Who did you think of a business. I shared my discovery with Tat. I also called Arek, I wanted to tell him that my girlfriend recovery program was working so well that even Ania wrote. Unfortunately, I did not tell him anything about it, but I warned him about this type of text message. After the interview, I started working on ECCC Access, now I have 3 tasks left. Dawid watched the match on TV: Hispania-Poland, at a time when it was 4-0 for whom? you can guess :) I was also looking for laptop parts, vibration platforms on the Allegro website. Affirmation in a moment and to sleep. PS Mateusz called me too, or rather me. I asked him to bring cash for tomorrow. Mateusz then asked me by text message if Leszek would not be in the store tomorrow (then he would have saved on fuel). Unfortunately I had to write back no answer, but he will come tomorrow. I wrote back that I may not be (although I probably will, the principle of the MDGs). PS 2 while learning, I lit the fragrance lamp. It smelled great in a long time and a lot was left But Long, the writing itself took over 30 minutes. End

Hypnosis and% 20padniety% 20Laptop

Today, as usual, I woke up after 11. I started my laptop and here Fan Error pops up: fan error. I scarred and started to take my laptop apart. It took me a long time, because even when Krzysiek came, I was still doing it with him. Krysiek dropped in at about 4 pm. He called him to tell him that he was standing in front of the block, I called him to come up. Now, as I am writing about it, I was reminded that I undertook to retrieve the data from the laptop. We talked for a while, then came Kuba and Arek, whom we met a few days ago. So we went down Together, we created an interesting atmosphere. Before we turned into Cuba's hypnosis, we talked a long time. Arek was the life and soul of the party, as he said: it was just fun. Krzysiek is a bit boring, but the atmosphere was good. We got down to Kuba's hypnosis. Arek disturbed a little, fidgeted and wrote text messages, which I suppose influenced the quality of hypnosis. Unfortunately, Kuba turned out to be immune to hypnotic suggestions. Pity. At one point, Krzysiek raised his hand and was about to rise, but this one remained stiffly (probably this function was performed by subconsciousness). After an unsuccessful hypnosis, we took Kry�k to buses, I talked with Krzy�ek about OBE and LD on the way. He asked me for the materials I got from Vampire. We parted with Krzysko, after a while Kuba went his way, then I went with Arek. At the playground, next to the buses, we met David with his new team. The types seem uninteresting company, I wonder who Dawid hangs out with. In the park we said goodbye to Arek, he went to Paulina, I went home I didn't have much time at home, I took a moment to finish my laptop, but I didn't do much. We ate to church, and on the way we discussed my tank top with my dad. We also saw aunt Iwona's car, I said that we would ask if I paid attention. After the mass, I asked, I started a conversation that I changed these laces and I ask if everything is ok now. She says yes, but after a while she adds that it is not completely - such a shirt is not worn � to the church. Earlier, however, I talked with Jacek Gabis, I found out that you have to apply for studies. We came back home, I finished assembling my laptop. In the meantime, I was writing text messages with Monika Pitek. I asked if she wanted to go for a walk. She likes to sit on the bench and let me go out. I wrote back in 10 minutes. It was worth it. We talked about being picked up by boys and men. We concluded that they are both ashamed of being in their city. She talked about the colony from 3kl when she was dancing with a boy and they never met again. As usual, I said that Monika has skinny legs and Agnieszka has great legs, breasts and height. In the meantime, Mateusz, a little brother, fell over and took him home. Patrycja talked about the dance that she had 13 boys at the camps - a bit of a fairy tale writing, but she liked her. She has a weak voice and a lisp, but I like her. We talked about who Agnieszka wants to become in life. There was also a situation that some climasara's lover came, and she is Agnieszka's teacher. Agnieszka hid so that she would not see her. The arek called too, he was about to come and we were supposed to talk to the girls together, unfortunately he came when they had already gone home. I walked Monika to the door and touched her back. We said goodbye. Then we went with Arek to the Chestnuts, lit our pipe, and went out to the Calabrian cheese fries. Our lick runs off, how we felt these smells, and in a word: a small pizza you could get diarrhea. I also liked some little game, we talked to the ark to make such a slot machine in our basement. Earlier we met Gargas and the crew, I also turned on the music on the jukebox. We ate fries, burned myself 3 times. Arek also drank 2 coca-colas. I escorted him for a bit of salt, I returned home in a leather jacket. Arek was dressed in Hawaiian. Now I am writing this journal PS I remembered that in the meantime my friend Szymek wrote for help in free text messages to heyah. Additionally, Krzysiek asked me for materials, the vampire agreed and I sent him

Przemek's visit

This morning at 9 am my dad woke me up. He said that some friend came to talk about the gym. I was wondering who it could be at this time? ... I asked dad to tell him to come over in an hour. Then I fell asleep and woke up 10. I thought that could be an oskar = he never calls, he comes right away. But Dad says he was dark. I had no idea who it might be anymore. A moment later he calls, it turns out it's Przemek Talaga. He reportedly brought me a T-shirt worth PLN 60 per phone, allegedly eaten by a dog. The T-shirt was sweaty and later found out it had chewing gum stuck on it, but that later. Przemek also wanted to practice that we are no longer practicing in the basement, this one, as usual, insisted. I said Mondays and Fridays in the mornings do my stomach exercises so you might drop by. I told him to come in another hour, I'll just get on with life (I was in pants, but I had pajamas on top). We went after training, talked to the widow we drank about Oscar's fairy-tale writing about Przemek's apartment and the demolished plasma. About the fact that bartek owes PLN 10. Generally, what is going on at the sneak: his mother released him from school because he was leaving class, he even confessed to breaking into someone. I was doing the belly, the sneak practiced anyhow After the gym, I went upstairs to make a cocktail, but there was little milk. I sat on the computer for a while and decided to go sunbathing (so that my muscles rose and provide some vitamins). I called my mother and asked where the suntan oil was, but she did not answer because her phone is off. Then she wrote a text message and is staying by the river. I loaded omna files of Forbidden Technique undera and I was on the other side of the mirror (about a former schizophrenic). I went to the river, put cream on and sunbathed for a while while listening to undera lectures (he knows women very well). Later return home, eating broth and pancakes. I watched the Synergy movie about body language on my computer, and later about being a leader. Earlier, however, I was watching a clip of Detectives. After a while I went back to sunbathing by the river. This time I listened to the second recording about schizophrenia. A story of a sad female devil who was lonely, teased her and did not experience true friendship. Finally, delusional, what terrified me the most was the fact that she had some kind of captain who kind of wanted her good, and in fact, he beats her for everything. Since there was no sun to anger, I went back home, but wondering if I should come back again, because it started to shine again (irony). At home I started watching a movie about being a leader, I ate strawberries, practiced my voice (cork, mattress, tarzan) and somehow the time passed. Before going to bed, I exchanged a few words with Poet Łukasz and Esther. Łukasz said that he taught ester to put him into a trance, Ester said that everything he touches spoils. I don't know what he meant, he says it all. Now I am writing my diary, I have made an affirmation and go to sleep PS Someone stranger wrote to me on gg. I was wondering who it was. I also read a little about voice diseases, there was supposedly a super strong medicine, but PLN 120. I plan to turn on idoser tonight and play Tetris at the same time

Przemek's visit

This morning at 9 am my dad woke me up. He said that some friend came to talk about the gym. I was wondering who it could be at this time? ... I asked dad to tell him to come over in an hour. Then I fell asleep and woke up 10. I thought that could be an oskar = he never calls, he comes right away. But Dad says he was dark. I had no idea who it might be anymore. A moment later he calls, it turns out it's Przemek Talaga. He reportedly brought me a T-shirt worth PLN 60 per phone, allegedly eaten by a dog. The T-shirt was sweaty and later found out it had chewing gum stuck on it, but that later. Przemek also wanted to practice that we are no longer practicing in the basement, this one, as usual, insisted. I said Mondays and Fridays in the mornings do my stomach exercises so you might drop by. I told him to come in another hour, I'll just get on with life (I was in pants, but I had pajamas on top). We went after training, talked to the widow we drank about Oscar's fairy-tale writing about Przemek's apartment and the demolished plasma. About the fact that bartek owes PLN 10. Generally, what is going on at the sneak: his mother released him from school because he was leaving class, he even confessed to breaking into someone. I was doing the belly, the sneak practiced anyhow After the gym, I went upstairs to make a cocktail, but there was little milk. I sat on the computer for a while and decided to go sunbathing (so that my muscles rose and provide some vitamins). I called my mother and asked where the suntan oil was, but she did not answer because her phone is off. Then she wrote a text message and is staying by the river. I loaded omna files of Forbidden Technique undera and I was on the other side of the mirror (about a former schizophrenic). I went to the river, put cream on and sunbathed for a while while listening to undera lectures (he knows women very well). Later return home, eating broth and pancakes. I watched the Synergy movie about body language on my computer, and later about being a leader. Earlier, however, I was watching a clip of Detectives. After a while I went back to sunbathing by the river. This time I listened to the second recording about schizophrenia. A story of a sad female devil who was lonely, teased her and did not experience true friendship. Finally, delusional, what terrified me the most was the fact that she had some kind of captain who kind of wanted her good, and in fact, he beats her for everything. Since there was no sun to anger, I went back home, but wondering if I should come back again, because it started to shine again (irony). At home I started watching a movie about being a leader, I ate strawberries, practiced my voice (cork, mattress, tarzan) and somehow the time passed. Before going to bed, I exchanged a few words with Poet Łukasz and Esther. Łukasz said that he taught ester to put him into a trance, Ester said that everything he touches spoils. I don't know what he meant, he says it all. Now I am writing my diary, I have made an affirmation and go to sleep PS Someone stranger wrote to me on gg. I was wondering who it was. I also read a little about voice diseases, there was supposedly a super strong medicine, but PLN 120. I plan to turn on idoser tonight and play Tetris at the same time

Expedition with% 20Ark% 20i% 20recognition% 20Kuby

Yesterday morning I watched a body language course (my morning starts at 11 am). Then I went to the new market, previously ordering a double hamburger from the booth. Even earlier I went to burn the cards and threw them into the river, unfortunately I didn't manage to burn, so I threw it loose into the river. It would be fitting tomorrow to check if they were indeed damaged. In Nowy Targ, when I arrived for training, the room was unfortunately closed. Along the way, I listened to Harvard's public speaking training and auditioned the entire course. I also asked the housekeeper if she knew anything about the closure, she said that they probably had a long weekend. Earlier my family left and I called David to see if they would take me with them. Unfortunately, they had no places, Dawid probably made me a horse yet, so that I would go to the store for laces (he did not specify, I thought he would come to us for a fuss). I went to Jadzia, she didn't know anything, I called David, I called my dad - he was only pissed that Dawid suggested it. I went to oblivious to buy shoelaces - they were cheap 3 zlotys On the way home I listened to the end of the Personality Plus course - unfortunately I did not like it, I was waiting all the time for the culminating moment of my personality change - to no avail. Perhaps it would be better to see a good therapist After I got home, I don't remember what I was doing, Arek called me in the evening and asked if I would like to go with him and Kuba Zaj�c (I didn't know him). We went, it was great. They were waiting in front of the entrance to the shell. We talked a lot about girls, I managed to help him write good text messages. By the way, I developed a good answer used by the girls: "think about yourself". Girls breaking up still blame you. We escorted Kub, meanwhile we talked with Arek about Maks's party. Arek was surprised that the maxim did not invite him and he regretted it, although he did not admit wrapping the cat in cotton. After Cuba's return, we went to the taxi, here we sent a text message with a riposte. Kuba still thought he had lost his phone, but everything was fine. Then we made eggs on the phone, from my mobile phone, because we had free. Kuba talked brilliantly about the funeral home and the sexually desecrated corpse: D it was fun, I admire him for being so serious. I also remembered that she wrote to me before she left, but I ignored it and went to a meeting, this morning (my morning :)) I wrote back to her. We parted, arek wanted to say goodbye to the cup for the second time, he made a fuss: his hand is not ass, he does not give twice: D I took a piece of the ark away, I returned home through the church and at home I went to sleep (I had a bit of trouble falling asleep) I can say that Kuba Zaj�c is a cool friend and he could be a great friend by the way. A� I would like to meet him again someday, but preferably with Arek. Such companionship is a great complement to be pleasant. PS I remembered that I had smoked a lot of cigarettes and that my funeral joke that I would be buried at Wawel: D (I can't tell you that) The present day: boredom. I practiced in the morning. I had a problem with the lack of drugs for high blood pressure. I went to the clinic, the doctor wrote me off, she also asked if I was controlling my weight. I replied that I lost weight to 80, but then there was a yoyo effect. I read a little about WILD from a vampire. Kryzsiek sent me a script which I did not look closely at. I offered the Ark to Hypnosis for tomorrow, he agreed. I sent Andydep 4MAT, but he didn't reply to the text message. Now you are going to wash and make an affirmation. I hope that writing such a diary will strengthen my memory. PS yesterday I also did backtrack 4 distributions for usb. unfortunately it does not work, I tested it today

Cossack and% 20skar

Well, I did not kill myself on New Year's Eve. New Year's Eve was awesome, Tomek gave a great deal: D I was supposed to be at home and be bored at home on New Year's Eve, but suddenly in the evening I decided to call Tomek and ask him what and how, and it was really worth it: D We went me, Tomek, Janicki, geyser and mati. Tom was the main attraction of our pack. If it weren't for him, everything would be really boring. It's just a great New Year's Eve, fun under the shell, nice meeting of friends (except for those salt mats). Tomek really did a great job, he's fucking funny, he can tell every story from his life in an interesting and funny way. And that was the magic of the entire New Year's Eve. Only Tom ... I returned home late in the evening, probably two in the morning: D My parents shouted a little, I went to sleep, nothing bad happened at all: D I don't know what else to describe, I just felt well ... maybe it's a pity that My Master was not with me. And as for the heat and the Cossack, they came to me last Saturday to see the basement from which we are going to make a gym. I am starting to worry a little about making it, because from my point of view the heat will want to turn it into a box for smoking and smoking. I'm starting to dislike it. But in general he was quite impressed, he said that a nice cellar, just clean, paint and it will be bent: D However, the boots and heat have equipment that would be of use to me. I would just buy a bench. I don't know what to do anymore ... that's it....

Aska -% 20pami% C4% 99tnik

On Thursday, December 14, I talked to someone for the first time in a long time. �omnicki. How cool was it. He said something interesting, I said something interesting. After all, I talked to someone and I relaxed myself. It is a pity that I did not write what I felt right away, because now I feel bad and everything went right :( sorry to say .... it doesn't give a shit !!!: (: (: (((((((( The next day my class went to tear, luckily my dad fired and I managed to go home earlier. We talked to each other, talking to people relaxes, now somehow I really like talking to old friends, but I do not have the slightest desire to meet new people :( that david discovered that there is a poorly secured computer in the office. He actually broke most of the security (lucky guy). A regular shack, secured with the "kiosk" program, no access to the system shell, but one usb input. Arek even laughed at us with such a hacker family: D But being in such a great mood for the weekend :( :( now I can't describe what I was so happy about then. Cornelia wrote to me yesterday on Saturday, we chatted for a while :( :( :( Master !! !!!! Where are you !!!!!!!!!!!!! I relaxed talking to Arek, walking him home, David even liked him very much .... it was beautiful .... about the gym and now to Krakow, everything it started to break down ..... and it was good ..... I tried ...... I want to kill myself. Why didn't I have the courage to do it sooner. I feel something that on New Year's Eve I will feel so bad that I will do it and kill myself :( :( :( Remember last year, jealous, pissed !!! I was looking for her under the mushroom, because she said she will be there, but unfortunately I did not find it :( :( And today, suddenly, it came to me to find Aski's photos :( :( Why ??? How beautiful she is. Suddenly I remembered about her :( :( :( I can't stand it :( :( :( WHY !!!!!!! !!!!!! And you Aren where have you gone !!! Now I need you, now I need to talk to you !!!! :( :( :( And you are gone. We had plans, ambitions and dreams .... Even you have destroyed everything. I lost her ... and you :( :( :( It's a plague How sad, how bad ...... Why is that so ........ She wants to kill herself .... But before that I will kill her !!!!! He will pay me for the hell he inflicts !!!!! I HATE YOU!!!!!!! and I love at the same time :( :( :(