wtorek, 20 lipca 2010
BezOlanzapinyRey
yesterday written with a delay
I forgot to take olanzapine. Already when I woke up with my mum at 5:30 am I was fresh and refreshed. It was also hard to fall asleep again. After 7 o'clock I went upstairs, I wanted to do oobe with the timer, but I don't know why, I don't think I did. I finally woke up around 10, dad was even surprised that I woke up in the middle of the night :)
I went upstairs to read the master and Malgorzata. I think Rey called 12:30, but the cell was loading. I called back around 1pm. We made an appointment between 3pm and 3:30 pm. I memorized a fragment of the text - I shortened it a bit, but I forgot it. From what I can see, a private number called 10 minutes after the reyu, but I did not answer.
I also talked to Cristiano Ronaldo about the design of his website. I promised to make him up to 2 days, but so far I have not found time to go to work.
At Rey's at 3 p.m. I learned an exercise for pronouncing a series of syllables, with time I gained skill to do as quickly as possible. For this language practice, tip to ear. I recited him a fragment of the text, I also showed him one of the memotechnics - a refrigerator. Honestly, I didn't like these tech memos. There were also naming the numbers 7 scythe 8balwan etc ...
I showed Hania again how to record discs. Then at home she called me more - it was about saving the session at the end of the deebburner. I confirmed that it is necessary to give NO. Dad also called Rey - he would like to help him with flagstones and Arek, we moved to today. And I wrote my way with Arek in the evening, he called back - it's good that my mother didn't wake up. He didn't want to talk about anything important.
There was little time in the house. I wanted to take a silva course, but somehow I ran out of time. I was sitting at the computer, improved file sending to the hamster: BB and public appearances. I spoke to Poeta on gg: we downloaded a good MasterCopywriter course that I wanted to buy. Luckily, Bogdan had on his folder. Mateusz called me several times - it turned out that the Internet, which has OrangeFreeDom and is on TP lines. Wanted to help him set up via wifi. Some guy from the schizophrenia forum also called - the first one who had the courage to call. Drops wrote - I didn't know you had a girlfriend. I had to avoid this conversation just in case. I suppose she found out from Mika from my description.
I also wanted to sunbathe, but the weather did not allow it again
PS I also wrote to Anita. We finally made an appointment for Monday and Tuesday. I spoke of the successes of fat-burning hypnosis, intoxication, and the drug test. I guess that motivated her to come
niedziela, 18 lipca 2010
Sunday (3)
I thought today would be very boring, but a lot was going on.
Morning as usual after 11am, tomorrow I plan to do oobe at 7:00 am. I ate something, my mother went to church at 12, I went upstairs, I was doing it with my laptop. Mom came around 1:15 pm. She came upstairs, she called earlier. I gave her the keys. In the period when it was not there, I made an affirmation and burned it afterwards. Tomorrow I plan to do exactly the same as part of awakening to oobe. Perhaps by the way, I will read the master and Margarita, because as usual, I do everything for the last moment.
I also pumped the ball to the crunches, but there was no stopper. Only when dad came and I asked him for help, the cork ended up in the garbage. heh. I wrote to the boss about protein, whether he recommended it and whether it was Ostrovia in koperniak. Only later did I find out that he was working in ireland and that must have been the reason for no reply.
In front of the computer I practiced the next parts of the memory program on the easy level - I have no major problems. Tomorrow they are planning to move to the Medium level. Pee arrived in the afternoon. He gave me 25 zlotys to the rapidshare account so that I could download him naruto films. I actually bought an account on fload, so far they have not recognized my account return. Show me my car too: Fiat Siena for 5,000. Very nice, I checked it and you can buy it at this price. Vintage 2001, weak interior, but great silhouette and roomy luggage compartment. Dad also joined the conversation.
I went back to the computer, I wanted to listen to the next part of the silva, but I had to spend 30 minutes on the next part and write things down on a piece of paper. Due to going to the church, I could not allow myself to do so. Mom called me to go, changed, took my cell phone and headphones. I went to the promenade, I bought an Italian ice cream for PLN 3 - decent size and taste. I met Smoleck's helmets with a boyfriend - they drove the car. The helmet was very clean, nice makeup and a smile. I listened to another version of Silva's recording. The first was about this method of relaxation, while the second part was a recording for 30 minutes of listening and relaxation. Apparently, after hearing 10 hours, you know them by heart and you can use this method yourself, but if you are under 18, 5 hours are enough. Earlier, however, I met Bartek in the yard. We talked for a long time, I told a story with methanabol to the Ark. I came back and met Bartek again. Earlier, on the promenade, I thought I saw a corneli with my friends, one of them is probably Natalia Dudek.
With Bartek and David we went to the rabka, first to see the mushroom on a dance evening, then to Calabria. I met a gargas at the machines but he was not eager to hitch. Bartek was playing well, with 10 zlotys he was 17, then he was zero, and finally -5 zlotys. They played soccer. Someone didn't eat the fries, I wanted to eat them, but somehow I didn't. Then David and Bartek played table football. Earlier this chess champion joined us and he came with us. We went back to the mushroom, he added some metal with his friend and they talked with Bart and Dawid about their chosen ones of the heart. They followed some girls to the playground, I had enough and I returned home.
Now I have to go get my PDA and headphones. We took a lighter before and left things there to make my mother think I was indeed in church.
PS I also called my dad to get a comfortable chair from my grandpa. Today I did not sunbathe because of the rainy weather.
PS I met Monika for the second time at my door with agnieszk. I hope they are spying on us.
sobota, 17 lipca 2010
Zus
Plans: malgorzata summary, a squeeze ball, transfer pheromones, buy protein
A day written with a delay
The night before Zus, I couldn't sleep. I forgot ear plugs. I also decided not to take zolafrene, but in the end it reminded me that the day before I didn't take it either. Just in case, know the night (about 1) I took zolafren.
I got up after 9. My eyes were bloody and tired, probably from a sleepless night. Grandpa made breakfast for us, we went with my dad to sleep. However, we chose my path: my dad admired the views, he was delighted with the beautiful surroundings. I listened to music, I also listened to 2 parts of Malgorzata. There was something about schizophrenia and there was talk about the non-existence of a god. Several gods before Christ were given as arguments who had a very similar story, and I had heard of it before.
We arrived there a little before 11. The doctor said that I was sick, my dad entered the first place and for a moment exchanged a word. I tell you not to say anything about his parable. The doctor called the pension again, just great. He asked if I had friends: I replied that I had friends, but I did not want to be with me. He was surprised that he weighs 92 kg (although he weighs now 89). He asked why so much, I say these drugs have such a side effect. He did not agree with this (stupid doctor), but I did not want to enter into a discussion with him, because I was very concerned about my pension. Dad also said that he could weigh so much on high blood pressure, the doctor would also disagree, although I admit that he was right here and Dad was talking nonsense.
We went back, we were looking for mcDonald after the town. I tried to help my dad, but unfortunately I didn't know the way anymore. Before that, however, I had led well and remembered many places. Finally, my dad said that after McDonald - it's Friday. So we came back to the house, after a long search for our way back. GPS was not very good either - dad was pissed. We quote a ladybug: I bought a cola, 2 bigbambi and sevendays for myself. While driving, my dad admired the views again and called my grandfather that he might already be making potato pancakes.
We arrived, we ate, I played for a moment in a blur. The mushroom pancakes were great and with a spicy Hungarian sauce. Then my father went to Rabka, I stayed. He said he would drive me back at my request in the evening. I watched the detectives, but due to the conversation in the room, I have no idea what the episode was about.
Grandpa went to sleep after dinner, I said I got a tan. I took the mat, but I was bitten by horse flies, so I gave up sunbathing. I went to the computer, practiced with the memory program and speed reading (widening the field of view). I also found out how to change the options in the memory program.
In the evening my dad took me back, nothing interesting here. My mother was washing the windows upstairs, I went to get Adam for borscht and pea, I was sitting on the computer, I talked to Kamil from sch - how we used to argue about oobe and hypnosis. Bartek called in the morning, so I knew that I was not going to the seaside with him. Dad tried to talk me out of my head too, and I think it worked. He also wanted us to go with the family - I will leave it without comment.
Before 23, I wrote Affirmations to Kaja in the basement. I burned the card and went to sleep with my mother
PS Dad complained about the employee before dropping him back. All day, apparently only a pipe - a bad one
P.S2 I also tested the battery. Durable for about 2 hours. They also plan to freeze it to gain more power
PS I also talked to grabys. He wanted me to create a page for my uncle for only 50 zlotys, in addition on his behalf. I was supposed to see on his design but forgot
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Milking cows
Goals: master and Margarita, spine straightening belt, razor
The day began at home. after 7 o'clock I went upstairs to get my laptop and use a timer to experience something. Unfortunately, mum was at home and it was not possible, the timer was working and mum too, unfortunately.
After 11 I woke up, popped in, it was almost 12 and it was 11:05. I got up, ate, in the meantime I bought 2 parsley for my mother. I went to training. Today only belly bars. I think I discovered the side acton technique. Hold the upper hand and additionally squeeze the dumbbells tightly and keep the wrist down. I will continue to test this technique
After the gym, regenerative scrambled eggs, Dawid called for the cow milking championship. I wanted to go sunbathing, but I went anyway. About 13:30 David came by. I wanted to buy water, I gave 5 zlotys to him to buy water for creatine, because he was on a bicycle. I went to the funfair. Meanwhile David has caught up with me. We drank water in front of the shop opposite the amusement park (it was not in adasiu) + creatine, or rather activelab creatine stack.
In front of the amusement park I met Grzeska lesniak - he was very nice to me and he had a little chat. He even wanted me to stop by afterward, no matter what the outcome. Somehow, however, I was stupid, I wanted to come on the other side. We waited a long time, more than an hour, for our queue. After a while, I overheard a woman on the phone: her daughter was having trouble playing movies. I spoke to this woman, I was smiling and cheerful. I explained that there is a need for k-lite. Then she came again, took my number and also wanted help with choosing a new computer, because it keeps getting hung up all the time. I was proud of myself and spoke to a stranger. The woman and her companion were nice to me too
But then David told me to go to the fat man too, to speed up my start. Here I was already waving my approach, though eventually I did come with David's psychological support. I wonder why I hesitated to approach him? I do not know. I started faster 1900ml (one of the worse results). We also talked to the champion several times, he was quite eager for a rom, we asked about the milking techniques, but we did not find out anything special. He came here with his wife and son, who also milk well.
We went a little bit with David, I asked about a pharmacy, bought corks and returned home. We ate pigeons. After lunch, I went upstairs to hide the pheromones and turn on David's router. He came a moment later, but he had to chase the laptop a second time. During lunch, I also wrote yesterday's report.
I also wanted to go sunbathing, but there was a storm, so I practiced my voice in the basement. I only made the cow 5x. There was also a problem with the headphones, I couldn't find them. I asked my mother politely and she started yelling at me. I replied sharply, and a retort: think better about yourself. I also plan to read The Master of Cut Riposte again. She recalled that I couldn't address her like that. I could say that as a mother, she should set the example of justice! although, as she said, I had no punch line in my head, unfortunately.
I also heard from below how David cursed. I wrote a funny text message that his poetic words can be heard here downstairs :) After voice training I went upstairs, gave me a computer and so I was sitting with breaks until now.
I read a little menshehalt and the rules of building muscles: Train your stomach with a cup of coffee + stretching, imagining muscle growth during exercise, twisting your wrists against the biceps (haltle), deadlift involves more muscles. I wrote to ester regarding TWR. I watched some terrible making movies, I download a silvy course, I saw a nice demot: the real fault of the election is 46% I have it d *** :)
Earlier, being a David, I checked whether I was admitted to university. Yes, I have to submit my documents by July 23 (Friday), unfortunately I don't know what to attend to 2 schools, because I have one certificate. Perhaps today I will also write an affirmation.
PS I also downloaded materials on mind development, including speed reading
czwartek, 15 lipca 2010
Grandpa
Plans: hernia - belt, Win training program for Rey, download all MetalSlug games.
I woke up after 7. After a while I went upstairs to get my laptop. I copied the files to a removable drive, I came back, I did it and it woke me up well. I went back to sleep around 8. I set the flash timer. After a while, I had a lucid dream, which I reported in the OBE journal.
I was called twice by an unknown number. As it turned out later, it was Mrs. Beata (from my mother). It was between 9-10. I did not answer because I was very sleepy. Today I am going to experience OBE again, I got excited to read this book about hidden places in the astral.
Ok 11 Rey also called. He asked how was my reading going. He has postponed today's meeting to Monday, thanks to which I have some time to finish (or rather listen, I already have an audiobook 15h). He also said that it would not be 3 p.m. because it is terribly hot. So much.
I got up after 11, traditionally some breakfast, then a gym (only shoulders with a belly). Return. I called my dad to ask where he is and if we are going to krk for documents. He said that he had already been to Krakow, which I thought was where there is so much time ... It was not nice. After a while I went to sunbathe. After training, I also ate cottage cheese. I had a place just a few meters away, because there was a guy standing there and someone was drying their panties in the sun :) Today I found myself much thinner. I came back, my mother was already there, we even met in front of the block - I think she was taking the laundry. At home I ate croquettes, I tried to listen to the TV, it was damn quiet and I could not hear anything, but for my mother of course TOO LOUD FUCKING !!!
Dad came by too, as usual mom is not nice to him. Dad asks something, tries to talk and this Bitch disposes of him, attacks him with words, I am ashamed that she is my mother and I would like a divorce, so that she would move anywhere and we will stay here alone with dad. Maybe he would get lucky and find a better woman. I also had an idea recently, I would ask God if they ever had classes until 7 PM. I might do it soon.
I was alone for a while, I watched Malanowski (something like detectives). The father cheated on his wife, he had a lover and the lover is missing. She left a farewell letter and it's over. It turned out that his children had kidnapped her. The mistress did not prosecute. Interestingly, the man who betrays was the main character here.
Dad around 17 asked if we could go, I also jumped up for clothes for me and dad, downloaded the book of Master and Margarita and packed: shoes for a change and water. I also took my laptop - otherwise I wouldn't be writing this diary now :) Going out Kamil, a little �obuz, as usual, pretend to be stupid, where are you going. I could answer: you are agile. I will ask my mother to see a doctor. On the way, we stopped by to a Malgosia: short shopping, we took Atlanta ice cream, dad was reluctant at first, but he liked the ice cream. We also bought unusual nectarines. We went to my grandfather, I wanted to entertain him, but then I forgot. I even poured ice cream into a bottle.
We talked a bit with my grandfather about the army, touching eggs, hernia, we watched the reporters' express: the drama of treating people in a psychiatric ward, severe physical injuries. One person could not even move his head an inch, whether it was up or down. Confidence. I also tested laptop batteries, I did exercises for expanding my eyesight for speed reading - I'm done, all the time for exercises. It is a pity that there is no exercise wizard as it makes learning difficult. I played Star Wars dad.
PS we went to my grandfather for the night, because tomorrow we are going to the lake with a document and it will be more convenient if I spend the night here
Today I want to experience this at 5:30 am. I hesitated to take zolaphrene, but I don't think so.
środa, 14 lipca 2010
The vocal cords
The morning was horrible
From 5:30 am someone disturbed, woke me up, dad comes in, david, ringtones on the phone. Ok 7 I took my laptop in advance, the files were downloaded. I needed it for my alarm clock. Meanwhile, David came. It turned out that Daniel fell asleep and they were to go to work that evening. Luckily David fell asleep too. I do not think I did wake up sufficiently, because I did not have a lucid dream. I hope that today I finally get up at 5:30 with my mother. Put the alarm clock somewhere else - that's probably for the best. I wonder how daniel's father accepts such an employee, in addition, he pays PLN 150 a day with meals.
The morning was so bland. Today I did not exercise, I went to the river, probably before 1 pm. Marta wrote about whether Arek still likes her. I called Arek. Arek said that he does not mind keeping in touch, but I think he does not care about further acquaintance. I wrote back to marcie similarly and added that arek sends 200 msms a day to Paulina. Marta thanked for the explanations.
After my return, I also do not remember much ... I watched the detectives, ate dinner, an insane friend tried to reflect the client's husband. The client herself became a suspect by the police. I went downstairs to practice my voice. I was doing mattress blowing and cow blowing. I don't think you should overdo this cow - for the first time I overloaded my voice and found out what it meant. I took the egg for recovery. I watched Star Wars while resting - the voice rested and after the recording I like it very much :)
Pajamas came, he had a grudge against me, he calls and I don't write back to him. I explained that I live downstairs and have a renovation. He gave me the Bruce Lee books, as always, he also talked and talked a lot. I had a few jokes in front of the girl, although I failed to tell the bird what he was shedding (an egg during the trip). We talked for hours
We also exchanged a bag with David, my mother asked for fear - I explained everything to her and confessed. I also told Monika that she doesn't have to pretend to be my mother anymore
I also tested the purchased recording - we'll see if I can really fall asleep. I talked to Bartek wasp about joint vacations next week, and to poet Łukasz about illusions - although I do not agree with his views. I also sent him this recording to test on himself
PS on the river I listened to the next part of schizophrenia and listened to the end. The girl talked about recovery and now she is a therapist herself. It seems to me that the book is incomplete because it is missing how she recovered. I need to talk to Esther about this
Million Dollars
Yesterday was written with a delay.
In the morning I used to lie down. Around 10-11, the director from Ochikara called me. From what he said, he is also from Rabka and commands the branches in Zakopane and Kraków. As only 2 people are willing in Zakopane, he encouraged me to register myself for the Krk branch. I agreed, although I could also say that I would prefer it buried due to the lower price, unfortunately I did not. His voice was very pleasant. I told him that I knew this school when I attended a technical college there. He was surprised when I wrote the lower Mszane in the form (he even thought it was in the rabka). I explained that I had to rewrite for personal reasons, he was discreet and did not ask for details. We disconnected.
In the morning, too, finally came the hard drive from Bogdan. He added 5-10 more material CDs. There was a lot of sinister stuff. I have to admit that I tried to add a note to each cd. Before the evening, I started copying materials to a portable disk, at the beginning it reached a speed of 2-5MB, later in the evening it was even up to 20MB / s. Avi 700mb movie downloaded in one minute to disk. It also pissed me off that the tiniest movement of the cable or the laptop disconnected the connection to the disk.
At 15 I made an appointment with Bartek. In the meantime, I was watching the detective and writing a progressive script for Bartek (actually I was working with Wampirek for 6 magic numbers). There was a boy in the detectives who missed my mom, he got on the buses to London for luggage. The bus had an accident and they found the boy at the end. Mother decided to find a job in Poland.
Bartek was a lot late, he was supposed to be 15 and he was after 16. Mom also sends him. Then she showed tipsy. We went down with Bartek and I entered it according to the script. As the subconscious said, he laughs at it :) I myself, speaking these words brechtalem with laughter, bartek too :) Subconsciousness gave the numbers: 6, 8, 14, 26, 47, 49. After the screening, we went to send my money to the sports totalizer. I also asked you in the window: If we win these millions, we pick you up :) You smiled. For this text, please be careful, these are numbers worth millions of zlotys. I think I'm going to use this text to pick up some guy in the store. I gave Bartek a coupon as a proof of confidence, but when it turned out at 10:15 pm - Bartek wrote: ass. I had no access to the numbers because they transferred the draw to the TVP Info channel.
They replaced that door today, it pissed me off in the morning, and I have to chase down every now and then, as if Dad couldn't tell everything at once. Before they left, I went upstairs, I wanted to download the files. But my dad asked if I had to do it, because the door had to stand like this. I gave it up, but finally changed his mind and went up. I downloaded files from the hamster and transferred them to the disk. It was here that the speed reached up to 20MB / s. Revelation! I also played an omnipotent look sound: relaxation, motivation, concentration. I wanted to try it yesterday before going to sleep, see if you really fall asleep, but I thought how it would work, in combination with olanzapine it may be uninteresting.
Late in the evening, around 9 p.m. somebody called Bozena. she wanted to talk to my mom. It seemed suspicious to me. I even went to the bench, believing that it would be Monika and impersonate my mother. I thought someone was trying to kick me. I made an appointment with Monika today at 14, but it will not be needed anymore. The third time she called, I said that my mother was asleep and should I pass something on. It turned out that she was her cousin's daughter (i.e. my distant cousin) and she wanted to find out something about the class. I just wonder why she called me? Maybe Mateusz gave her a number? I do not see any other solution.
Today I also need to remind my dad about the ZUS papers, dad already called, but describe the incident in the next report
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