sobota, 26 lutego 2011
DrzenkaWDday
A day written on time and much earlier
At night I did not sleep until 7. I turned on the radio number one, Krakow, some musicology students commented. Unfortunately, the woman in charge could not only ask meaningless questions - probably one voivode is a good leader. I did not sleep, I decided to add 2.5 mg of olanzapine, but I did not fall asleep anyway. In the morning I slept a bit, I lay down to 1:13 pm but I was terribly exhausted.
In the morning, around 4:00 am, I read the training of intelligence. Grandfather advised to move around the eyes or read a book for insomnia. As the first method unfortunately didn't work, I tried the second one. I started with a stress lesson where 3 people were stuck in traffic. One of them panicked, the other took care of something else, and the third, Beata, decided that she would call and there was a traffic jam, she was definitely a little late and that I would try to postpone the ceremony a bit. Then she called her two brothers who were also in traffic. the method was very interesting - don't panic, just work! Besides, Beata called the traffic police to find out where the traffic jam is and how long it will last
Another interesting example is that a woman posted a bad chart and reached 200,000 readers. She wanted to cover the costs of the wrong graph, but the boss said that somehow it will be done and probably no one will notice it. So it happened :)
In addition, sometimes the best method to relieve stress is to talk yourself out - I noticed with the masters of this method, women are the ones. There are 2 questions to ask yourself:
- Does this or a similar situation still have a chance to arise again
- If so, what can I do to better prepare myself next time?
About 3 pm I played a course on stress on my headphones from my dad's laptop, but there was nothing interesting there again. I fell asleep while listening to the courses. There was a radio in the background - today he was jumping Malysz and supposedly he took third place. I woke up only around 6 pm This nap took a long time, because I was walking very exhausted for the day
In the evening, around 19-20 we laughed with my grandfather - there was a great cabaret: D
PS I went on the internet. Ester suggested to ground the antenna and me (two in one). I thought he was joking, but he was still quite serious
piątek, 25 lutego 2011
Hypnotic Radio
A day written on time
As I wrote in the previous diary - in the morning, when I could not sleep at 6, I played the radio. I was in a trance, the programs that I heard, not enough that I was in a dream I saw all these images - I was a bit disturbed by the game, I played music.
I got up around 12-13. I started to eat breakfast - meanwhile my uncle came for a while - I told him that it is not appropriate to disturb the eating :) he jokes that we should dig oil here, he will invest in equipment - he will buy two shovels :) Dad has gone - I started to write down the possibilities of what I could do to get to WSZIB. I was able to list only 15 items - it makes sense to forge and use my papers for the invalidity pension ..
Finally, it suits me to download some baroque music, or to use the radio intellectually.
I read about NVIDIA GPUs and something called CUDA - it is said that it allows you to reduce the time of breaking WPA passwords up to 100 times. It is a pity that I do not have such a good graphics card, you will need to read something more
During the day I took a few paracetamol tablets - I had a headache. Dad bought me drugs prescribed by Gmurkowski. I found out that the headache is probably caused by the modem I use for my laptop - I think I'll have to sell it or ask Sony Ericcson. I played puns with cash for the first time in a long time. I also downloaded speed reading lessons to Lapop. I put away the dvd, we didn't manage to see it
czwartek, 24 lutego 2011
I was rejected by the WSSIB
Yesterday was written with a delay
In the morning my dad woke me up around 9:30, although I may have slept for no more than an hour. I was stunned after the Relanium and the tram combined in one. It is true that my head hurt a bit and I was strangely tired, but at least my heart stopped aching. I ate a quick slice, dad was in a hurry. A few minutes after 10 we left - I took my laptop and a mobile phone and a package with a warranty card. Today we went to Gmurkowski for a control visit. In the car, it was great to talk to daddy, I wanted to spend time sleeping, but surprisingly I was not sleepy, but a little muddy in the head (a specific bug). On the way, we stopped by to Castorama - my father ran out of window liquid and it was necessary to refill
We made it almost on time, or rather a few minutes late. Before us, there was a guest who wanted to sign up and he hadn't been visiting for several years. Yet some guy finally came in. Traditional asking questions, after a while I told him that he was only sleeping worse and if he could prescribe estazolan for me. He said that he had never prescribed it for me (although she was prescribed by Dr. Kozanecka) and suggested increasing olanzapine to 15 mg and prescribing some benzodiazepines like tranxene. I said that I also have a memory problem - he wanted to prescribe ablify for the day and olanzapine with tranxnene for the night. I agreed, because thanks to this I will not be able to increase the dose of olanzapine, although I will still consider whether to take ablifa - maybe I will just wash piracetam on a day that is finally still from Kozanecka in tablets and bought 0.5 kg on allegro . Until I was surprised that such a prick wanted me to prescribe a benzodiazepine, and I already bought Relanium.
When we were leaving, we wanted to look for a samsung service, my dad, in turn, called the magazine to litka, and I received a call from WSZIB that unfortunately my direction was not created. Interestingly, I did not break down and even felt such a slight mental relief (as if I had thrown a stone from my heart). But Dad was a little pissed
We went to the warehouse, I connected my laptop in the office and looked for where the Samsung service is. It turned out to be ul. Kosciuszki 56. Meanwhile, I started to buy 2 tortillas from my dad (although he gave me money for cigarettes) I also wanted to buy razor blades, but my woman said that I would have to buy the whole package for nearly PLN 16, so I gave up. When I was back, I asked my other grandmother about the razor blades again and she said that I could buy them individually for less than PLN 5, so I agreed. Quite a good razor blade, I shaved quickly to be well ahead of WSZIB when we go. We waited a long time for my uncle to come and give my dad a bag. Dad said 10 minutes, but it took about 30 minutes which made me a bit stressed, then we went to WSZIB. Meanwhile, Kasia called, I told her what the situation was and she said that she would come to pick me up at WSZIB.
We drove up, I made a mistake on the way and the GPS was updating the route late, luckily we somehow got out of it and got to the university. I went to the Dean's Office, I talked to the same nice woman who gave me a 98% chance of getting in. The only options we have found - I have to pass the subjects at the polytechnic and then we will be able to think about assigning them to universities. I was talking as much as I could, she suggested a different direction, but I was not interested in those, because then I would not be able to rewrite myself for a different direction. She said she was stupid, it seemed to me that she was shaking something about the number of candidates - I think they only called, but did not register. I suppose that some other university at the same time opened a similar course, but it is not able to tell me which university it was
I went out, presented the situation to my dad. I gave him a laptop, I only took the papers for the cell phone. Kasia called, I asked her where is Kosciuszki Street, she said she would find out. To this end, she called Paulina and my mother, when she arrived, she knew where to go. At that time, I was in the shop to buy water and take paracetamol for a headache - I think I was on a benzodiazepine and tramal hangover.
I went to Kasia - I think she even bought me some consolation cookies. We went by trams to Kosciuszki, we had to get off at the anniversary and go straight. When we got to this website, it turned out that they did not accept mobile phones. ech: D gave 3 other addresses, the closest to us was Starowislna 43. We went there again - earlier I joked about No. 69 and I wonder what could be there: D Unfortunately, they could accept at the Old Town, but they said that when they returned the phone, all the data would be sentenced. I will have to find a way to copy the entire operating system.
We went to mcDonald - I noticed that Kasia has been wanting to meet me for some time, because of text messages I am a bit indifferent, but when we meet, she seems so elusive. We drove a bit by tram, got off on the main train and then to McDonald's. I bought mcChikeny for PLN 15 + fries. Its still ice cream and Kawe. The total was about PLN 24, I gave me the money but I returned her - she actually paid for me recently, too, although today I paid a lot: D
We talked for a long time with Kasia, I pushed her a little or even a lot. There was a mirror in front of us and I was still staring at myself - I liked my facial expressions and body language - I can see that taking olanzapine made it pleasant for me to look at me. We spent a lot of time there together. When we finished, we went towards the Krakow gallery, there we parted at its stop, and I went to the buses at 19:30 - it was just going through zaryte. He was a very nice and nice bus driver. I sat down at the end, I wanted to watch Dr. House, but I was so sleepy and tired that I decided to hurry a bit. He also got to some equally tired, emaciated guy. He looked like a drug addict or some other mental ailment. Every now and then I was looking if he wanted to steal my wallet. I slept a little and not a little - I was bloody tired. I got off in a zarynem - at the end, the busier asked sympathetically why there were so few people on the ski lift - a gray-haired guy. I went home, grandpa was alone.
Kasia also wrote a text message that I missed her this week and she is glad that I came. I was already getting to sleep on the 21st. I took a relanium, I changed the position of the pillow and my grandfather had the TV turned on (I remembered that I was going to buy him a TV transmitter for the TV set.). After a long time I fell asleep, unfortunately I woke up at 3 am and I was vegetating until 6 am. At 6:00 am I turned on the omnia radio - around 7: I fell asleep and woke up at 9:00 am. Interestingly - when I was listening to the radio, I saw all the pictures they were talking about in the broadcast on radio Krakow - nurseries for children, a conversation with the mayor of Krakow, a social flat. I remember everything and at the same time it was in �nie: D I wonder if the hypnotic recordings would work the same - I have to try it out. maybe ask the poet for some good hypnotic recordings
środa, 23 lutego 2011
Recipe for Relanium
Yesterday was written with a delay
Unfortunately, I did not sleep again, at night in the morning I took clorazepam from befree. After 6 am I finally fell asleep, compared to other days I somehow slept, but not too much - I wrote about it the day before.
In the afternoon I went back to the city - my dad took me to the clinic for 3 p.m. There I waited in the queue, it turned out that he was not accepting gabis, but Herian - I was a bit surprised by this situation. When my turn came, it turned out that my card was not with him. Herian got a little pissed off and threw me out - I think he thought I was a scam. I went to explain the situation in the box: I was neither registered nor had my card been there, weird. So I was wondering again if I should ever play as a maxim and get his card, as Dr. House once did. It turned out I was signed on for 15 but for tomorrow. I went back to the queue, meanwhile I took out my laptop and started writing the previous diary.
I showed my mouth to Herian and then I gave it, I did something like this: "I don't know if you will be able to help me"
. He looked, said it was so reassuring and asked which one do you prefer? I asked for a relanium. He wrote out without even asking what I needed it for. Then only the famous question of what he does and I pleaded with him. I guess it's a challenge: "I don't know if you will help me" and the choice of which drug to prescribe me was such a slight, delicate persuasion on my part. I was glad that I have a relanium: D
I went home, I took the book he found for me, I talked for a long time with David and I went towards the market square. Unfortunately, there were no pens on the market, I was much late, my grandmother said that no one had complained about these pens yet and that I can bring a better one for the next week.
Earlier I was in a prokom - I discussed about my Samsung about how much it would cost to replace the screen - a moment of reflection and searching, they told me that 100 zlotys. in the meantime, a tall, thin guy came up, I didn't know what he wanted, it turned out that he was working here and he was asking if he could help me. I was wearing a cap and hood, so I had to look a little scary. I also discussed a cool htc with perfect thickness and keyboard. He recommended HTC titanium on the Allegro for 600-800 PLN, he recommended me to dig these cells on the Allegro. He said that he does not import htc, because there are problems with the warranty in Poland
PS I was in the pharmacy in alberta before. I only paid 7.11 for the relanium - very little. When I was leaving, I saw the police, I went to Alberta for a moment, but I gave up
I went to my father's house, I bought my dad a network card at home, I paid for the recorder for the strike, at 19:30 I was supposed to have an appointment with Grzesek, but I just wrote that I could not make it - I was proud that I did not use any excuses. Explaining that I can't cope is the best solution, and if someone continues to ask, just say that something fell out
I went to sleep as early as possible, I took a relanium - I felt sleepy and dazed. My heart hurt too (although a little less), but I also took Concor. After some time my heart stopped hurting completely, although I still couldn't sleep until 5-6. During this time I was talking to the ester from the cell phone, then from the laptop. I was thinking about increasing the dose of relanium as the ester was proposing to me, but I took a tramal - after this mix I didn't feel any euphoria or blog status, but I was awfully rested. In the morning, when my father woke me up, I was kind of stunned and sleepy. I checked the state of my mind - everything is fine, I am still brilliant and with full mental strength
wtorek, 22 lutego 2011
WillStayAccepted
Yesterday was again written with a delay. I was unable to sleep again, woke up at 6 am, took measurements and took notes in my training notebook. In addition, I was able to fix the DVD so that it would not record automatically when turned on.
Then I lay in bed for a long time, even fell asleep for a while, but unfortunately my dad woke me up and I didn't sleep anymore. My heart ached again, I was a little scared of it. After 12 o'clock I wrote to WSZIB - it turned out that it is not certain whether I will be accepted today. This news shocked me a bit, I couldn't stand it anymore and I decided to take the tram.
I also thought that I need to get a relanium or a tramal and go with the packages to the gabis.
In the afternoon I went out to town - for the first time in a long time. I was at the hairdresser, on the way to Helena and Gazeta I asked about four-color pens, unfortunately they didn't have any. There was a fake queue at the hairdresser's, I noticed that the hairdresser is somewhat taller and I paid attention to his shoes - quite thick sole and tall, maybe they are elevator shoes in addition very nice and similar to one side
I changed my hairstyle a bit and it turned out quite like that. On the one hand, however, it seems to me a bit fagot, and on the other hand it seems nice, quite good fringe is good for me. After the hairdresser I went again to look for a pen, I was walking towards the market square, on the way in a sweet I bought a casserole because I was a bit hungry. I bought an ice cream near the railroad. You are slightly aggressive with the cold and I eat ice cream. I replied that it is terribly hot in the field: D. Before that I was in Manhattan, unfortunately the pen shop was already closed, I went to the DVD rental shop. She was a girl of average beauty, I asked about gone with the wind, unfortunately they did not have such a film at the moment. So I took Alexander to test the DVD. The girl was talking so hard that I should have brought it to your attention - it is a typical sign of iglorance, but at least my speech was inclined. I could borrow the DVD for 3 days. I went to the market square, unfortunately it was closed there too, I walked with a little hope to the shop next door, but unfortunately they didn't have pens.
PS I was also in the clinic, unfortunately they said that Gabis has already seen 50 patients and I have to ask him if he will see me. I said that I do not want to bother him anymore and I am asking you to register me for tomorrow.
I went home, in front of Bartek's block I just met ... Bartek Slosarczyk: D he was on his way home from a slug. We talked for a long time, I actually talked about everything and asked questions: gym, hospital in Rabka - they supposedly saved him, David, computers, heyah internet - there were a lot of topics to talk about and I came up with great, flashy remarks. On the way, there was a guest who made me lose my job in Rabkoland - he greeted us. I talked to Bartek for so long that he probably enjoyed staying with me and continued talking. I was proud that I strengthened my personality and attracted people to me;)
I went home - from David I was copying the Millionaire and Cisco Internet files to a flash drive and over the network from my laptop. I sat there for a long time, I took a few things, the headphone adapter. For a moment he jumped to the shop for bread, I also drank 2 glasses of milk, I gave him the outstanding PLN 130 for piracetam.
When we were leaving, I went to the basement to look for a book about fast reading. I did not find it, but I took 2 hard drives and a few other books - they got a little damaged in these boxes, you can clearly see that they had to be buried there, unfortunately.
Then walk across the rails to the zary. In addition, at David I saw light effects of this tramal - I think it strengthened the well-being, pain resistance and slightly the heart. Walk home via the railroad tracks, I wrote a text message to my grandfather that it would be 21:15 at home - I was almost perfect on time.
Grandpa has already slept in the house. I sat in front of the computer a bit, talked to Kasia about my symptoms and I was afraid that she infected me, although I did not tell her directly. I talked with Grzesek about GTA, I'm supposed to come over the next day. I'll take Dad's laptop for this. About midnight my dad came. Earlier, I was also in the pharmacy, I had a long discussion with the doctor about the muck in her mouth, she recommended some ointment and sage, and a magnet and persen for sleep. I paid a total of PLN 35, and besides, they changed the name of the pharmacy to a health center (previously it was green and there were quite cheap drugs)
At home, I wanted to go to sleep earlier and even succeeded, around midnight I went to sleep. I tried various things, the music, the idoser, but I was a bit anxious. About 2:30 I went to the stuff that Befree sent me and I took 10mg clorazepam - I think he calmed me down a bit, my heart was in a better condition. Until 12, I slept quite well and probably even slept, only the heartache remained. maybe I'll take a Concor - my grandfather mentioned that it strengthens the heart, and he knows drugs very well.
poniedziałek, 21 lutego 2011
A brilliant lie
Yesterday was written with a delay
Once again unfortunately I have not been able to sleep for a long time. I wonder if I got infected with something from Kasia when we made love. I need to talk to her about it seriously
around 4 am I watched Wro�ke on TVN. I even sent a text message with my question: "am. I am a strong person. Please, give me a justified answer - I know that you are wise and that you express yourself well, that's why I write and take it with a grain of salt - the most important thing is what I think. But I wanted to see the opinions. cards and, above all, Mrs. :) Best regards, Krystian (April 27, 1990) ". Later, however, only the answers that you need to use a special deck of cards, The Fourth Way, and whether I agree to it. I wrote back that Yes. Again, a question about the date of birth I gave! You just get pissed off !!! Dad also told his story of how a gypsy had robbed him. On the one hand, I just wanted to see how he speaks on tvn, and on the other hand, I was curious about divination. I just lost my money unnecessarily, I was wondering if I should send a similar question from my grandfather's phone and we will see if I will press the same to write more texts ...
During the day I was murdered and weak again. After noon, I went to sleep a bit, but it didn't work out too well. I uploaded an add-on to TCPmP to play the subtitles - it didn't help much, although an option appeared in the program. But I was still watching dr. House on the phone, there was a voiceover.
In the evening we called the strama. Dad made up a brilliant lie so that we wouldn't look like a fool: "The stuff is from China, and the guy keeps pushing me off, calling him and writing." - when I talked to my dad, he told me that I speak great and I am very eloquent. It was a very nice compliment
Later in the evening I talked to Grzesek and was involved in GTA San Andreas.
A little earlier, I did cleanup on my hard disk and I made a spare female D disk using Norton
Kasia asked that she was worried about me, and I was afraid I got infected with something from her.
Withered Kasia
A day rewritten with a delay, but only 1.20h
That yesterday:
-if you say that he deserves to leave, vote for yes, but if you think so only because you are afraid of losing your job and money, it means that you are puppets - you are his property�
-Rat poison - hard to find antidote
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