Transformation6Huge Impulse

Yesterday is traditionally written with a delay I can list yesterday's meals that I ate along with the hours: 6:43 3 glasses of krinyczanka water. I woke up with a bigger shit - hell, I assumed too much creon 8:00 Dentovit for breath + bacteria in the mouth 8:30 Tranxene - to calm down after a goddamn argument with Dad. Excellent action !!! 9:29 manti - on the t� sraczke / indigestion�� 13:00 Tunczyk, 2 slices. Just water. Kreon 1 tbl // at that time I felt like a better physical well-being (legs). My head continued to hurt 14:25 Rhodiola 16:00 Chicken sandwich next to Fuss. Do�� good 17:20 Ice cream for 3 PLN 17:30 moments later Sandwich with a cutlet 19:00 Salatka from dad. Health itself // physical well-being when it comes to legs. Slight pain in the head and eyes 21:00 I finished the leftover salad. Somehow tea from the employee and fruit from dad without any chemicals on the way // other factors: A day away from home in the new market, away from me. Strong stress in the morning but tranxene helped me. I felt like aggression I had a great, enormous hatred in myself, that I could hear my talk about - that was my feeling. I ate quite a lot too Especially meat foods. I didn't feel this strange gurgling from the side. SUMMARY: The diet and factors of the day made me feel good !!! So, night / morning, I didn't sleep very well. I got up before 7:00 am drinking water and thinking about taking manti. I was fucked up a lot, the Creon poop was thinner than before. I thought maybe I took this drug too much and reduced the dose. I drank some water. Dad started to remind me that he saw what was happening to me. But there was a quarrel, a row. But I was not afraid, it was a mastery of my arguments like: that I criticize people who have a master's degree, but you are wiser yourself. It was good!!! Then he criticized me for my education, for any further arguments. I could use a woman's retort in a calm voice: you don't know what you are talking about, when I fix computers, the factor of a given thing may be many different reasons, you assume only one reason, That it was definitely this one, without having any knowledge on this subject, later it turns out that it was something else, Wi��: THINK YOURSELF BETTER ON YOURSELF !!!. If you were to leave for me: A TALK TO KIMS AS YOU ARE BELOW MY LEVEL. HOW YOU WANT TO TALK WITH KIMS, I WISH YOU HAVE A LOT OF FUN, I WILL GO TO GO, I MAY MEET SOMEONE KEEPER. Other arguments: I reminded him that he could not admit his mistake and apologized, even though he was wrong !!! Dad left, I went to bed. 8:30 I took Tranxene to calm down, I was so damn nervous, I haven't been in this state for a long time. Tranxene had amazing power !!! It worked perfectly, the pain is gone. I wanted to take a Tramal, but one time it was not enough and two: I feel sorry to take it in a row! In bed I wrote to nearly 40 people if I could find accommodation with them for a few days. Arek, Drops, Olga, Kuba Zajac spoke / it was a pleasant surprise / Kuba later called and said: listen, you are cool visitor, as if he wanted to talk, we would boldly leave the bell and I will try to help you, although soon We know you because you are honest. I said that I am grateful and I really appreciate it, but I'm stupid that I unnecessarily engaged you / I think that after these words he felt nicer, because he really got involved and then he he says he doesn't need any help. They were brilliant words / Wow, amazing bond, friendship. I will gladly take his offer, then he will feel even nicer that we met. In the afternoon I felt better, ate breakfast and went to Nowy Targ. Dad also sent a text message, which made him feel nicer / first he apologized /: "I forgive, although even though tears are falling and I'm sad, I'm stressing now, I don't have any grudge against you. If I'm nervous or stressed, it will go now, but it will pass. I decided to meet my mother, but that doesn't mean that I am against you or conspiracy - I am on your side, because I know that you are trying to be a good father. If it is your psyche, the second thing will be initiated. I will record a conversation with my mother so that you do not have concerns that after one argument I am suddenly against you, because I am on your side I value you more. For me, the whole shape counts, because all my life I think that you were a better father and parent than mother. // as I read it now, I like it very much, a lot of implications, presuppositions, apparent choice. The news is brilliant !!! And my dad liked her very much. I went without breakfast, I took my warm jacket, hat, glasses and my dad's laptop. On the bus to NT, I listened to music from wireless headphones. Some guy wanted to go to the 1st disability group. With 5 zlotys they gave him 2.50. He haggled a bit that he always pays 2 zlotys. I went, I went to the mood, I looked and I felt mentally like a macho / tough guy who will destroy every rudeness in this world. Earlier, I bought a chicken sandwich in stescal. Then, on the moodo, the girls saw me, but as if I had a weak voice. One said something, I asked what she was saying. She am I? I could answer: my hearing is good, but I can't hear you. Either the music is playing loud or you always keep your voice low // apparent choice. And in a moment: but you speak clearly up close, so it's the fault of loud music :) I started to do with it, I was in sex for a different cable. Dad has something wrong with the network card and battery, I assumed the cable might burn. And so I did, I saw that keeping girls at a distance made them slightly interested in me. maybe they consciously had me by the tip, macho, shows off, but subconsciously something attracted them to me. I had a lot of fun talking to one of the ugliest I spent a few hours with the camera again, but nothing came of it ... Dad even bought me a salad. Earlier I was in fuss, there were 4 girls. When I was going back home I was very tired, I hadn't felt tired for a long time at this time. I fell asleep without problems, and in the morning I woke up healthier and more refreshed. I felt really great !!!

Transformation 5 Home Earning

A day written after midnight ... In the morning I woke up incredibly well rested. By 9:00 am I was already three, but I was lying down for some time. I ate the ice cream I bought yesterday, I take Kreon for the pancreas. I probably woke up, I didn't even eat breakfast, then just cabbage. After a while I noticed that I felt very well and it was a little over 24 hours since the tram effect, so amazing! the treatment was working. I also ate almonds traditionally, but unfortunately they are already over. I made vibrations for my brain to the rhythm of this music which I like very much now I went to the store in these new shoes, unfortunately my knees hurt a lot. maybe not that much, but more than without these shoes ... I ate yoghurt today, eat ginger, take medication. Unfortunately, in the evening I noticed that my stomach was not doing well. In the afternoon the almonds were gone and I forgot to buy new ones in the shop. Awful bastards Besides: I don't think I'm doing anything. After 5 pm I was on the porch, I wanted to upload a new soft today, but I stayed on the internet. I found a home way to earn money on Google Adsense. But I was fascinated: that he found a way, I realized that my wife fell ill with a rare disease, but the website was too professional, a lot of text, and the guy claims he doesn't know computers ... I entered it in google, you had to read the regulations and it does not guarantee a refund for the product. In a word, he is a scammer! but it kind of motivated me more to cooperate with the ark. Just a brilliant cheater and that's it: D In the afternoon I ate two pigeons. They tasted fantastic to me. Then a meal with yoghurt. Some coffee (I probably didn't drink coffee yesterday, or not in the amount like today). In the evening, when we watched the winds go by, unfortunately they came back I ate the pigeon again for the night, I took my medication. Today I even took 4 tons of Creon. The pressure was also quite high 140 / xx. I provoked the subconscious in front of a mirror, or rather, through provocations, I try to reach it. I do not know if she needs her help, I have worked a lot myself, contact with her would be a great success for me. Now, as he writes, I hear how the lacquers also gives off terrible farts. maybe our common problem lies here. Besides, I took a hot shower - he probably also improved my health, maybe dilated my vessels. It suits you to call michael and Kozanecki! I also wanted to buy 2 pairs of glasses, so I decided to buy one with a webcam, and the other with an mp3 and a voice recorder for two different occasions, and it would be affordable as if I had to buy all in one. Or maybe one kuie with bluetooth and mp3 would fit omni? I will see. And in the evening I felt a pinch on the side of my knee. So I took 100mg of Tramal again. I wrote to Esther what he thought about 100 mg sneakers + 5 mg Zolpidem. Then we talked in the evening hours. I wanted to download the instructions for uploading the software to omnia, unfortunately the link has long expired. So I will find instructions on the old forum, not its forum. We talked about politics - ester has a good opinion of Kaczynski and that he is a better man than tusk. I started to wonder if we really watch the same TV? I also found a code for abc ultra. Tomorrow, so that the day is not wasted, I will write it down. Certainly the memory code and in the evening I called Michał and Kozanecki. Today, such thoughts came to my mind as if I would start my own order, have my own students: Damian Ronaldo, Oskar, Arek, Tomek Glowacki - I think I could be their leader and I would pass a lot of knowledge to them, aside from the martial arts that I have to learn myself. You also need to do something with the Monthly Tickets.

Transformation4 A psychiatrist

Yesterday was written with a delay. Oh, a lot has happened ... I wanted to get up early, but still didn't get up. Only around 8 am (maybe a little earlier). I got dressed and moved the eyeglasses. I took my laptop, backpack and referrals. First, I took blood by bus to the hospital. I have ordered additional tests: cholesterol and liver tests. The lady took the blood nicely, I felt almost nothing, except that for the next day, compared to other punctures, there is quite a large bruise. I left limping. Before I entered the research, however, Arek called. I spoke to him and tried to help me about his Pro100 program. I recommended DiskPulse and Com port sniffer After my research I went to the Psychiatrist. Some woman crammed into me even before the queue. I talked to some sad woman from somewhere near Jordanów. She tried to talk, but they were not interesting topics for me to develop. she said that the doctor is there and only prescribes medication. At last it was my turn. I am greeted by an unpleasant woman, I thought she was the doctor. In an unpleasant tone, ID card and insurance. I showed my insurance and said it wasn't my insurance at all. The first time a woman was picking on. Finally, he gave me something to sign that up to 7 days I had to report to Zus that I was insured. I was already leaving and she told me to sign here, because a doctor will see me soon. And I took the door further. Awesome guy, older, nice. He said he didn't sleep, he asked a lot of questions to get to the cause. He said that I was healthy and there was no point in creating a file for me, he would write me a medicine. It came to the fact that the cause of my insomnia may be too high blood pressure, then it was 160/90 so very high as I could. Cramp a little - I could stay longer and set up a file. Then I told my grandfather, or rather lied, that I was so healthy that I could heal people myself and he would not keep files for me I left, this grandmother with whom I was talking in the corridor cried that she would not receive her, and she would not have her appointment in two months. I feel sorry for her a little. Then I tried to contact Kozanecki, but he did not answer the phone. I went to this cafe and sat on my laptop for a long time. I wrote back to my boss my creatine side effects, wrote it all to Kaja - quite a long letter for me. There, it was as if I was suffering from pain, but I took a tramal and after a while it was a bit better, but not completely like 2 days earlier. But I had a probable diagnosis - high blood pressure, narrowing of blood vessels. I was just waiting for the results from the hospital. I went for the results: the cholesterol was even lower than before, which might have been correct. I went to consult the results with Herian. I think he knew a little, amoebiasis puzzled him - something about the pancreas. He asked if I had rare stools - I admitted the truth so he scored me well. Kreon prescribed it, although he stated that he would not do anything with cholesterol, as if in his opinion there was no problem, even though he says that there is a high risk. Now I mean, these poops are fatty, maybe the pancreas will regulate it and it will continue. We will check the drug he prescribed, in the end it cost as much as PLN 18 for 20 tbl, and you have to take 3 a day ... I also got a referral to a cardiologist, then I had a blood pressure of 140/90. I still felt pains Then Ziemianski went to a cardiologist, but there was as much as PLN 100 for a visit. I asked if it would be better in the cardiology hospital, but she said that they must have paid too. However, I forgot to check and went to the Orange salon. However, the promotion of neostrada is over. So I went to this store, my grandmother said, they have these good cookies on a Wednesday morning. I think I bought mineral water in a cellar which I drank on the way back home on the tracks Earlier, I ate: something in the ABC store - probably a cabbage soup, I ordered something in a cafe, I put it hot on my laptop. What was that? I already know - pizza. I ate a similar pizza in Malagasy. At home, I ate ice cream, I bought 2 yoghurts, including one I also ate. Although at home I still felt pain, even though I was on a tram. maybe too much physical exertion. When I was going to the store to get a snack, I saw Mrs. I said hello to them :) Ryszard is a powerful tall guy, this name does not fit him because he is quite young. I was supposed to call Kozanecki, but I forgot. At 7 pm I went to sleep, I wrote a little with Kasia - finally, it was fun to talk. I knocked on some 21, we talked with my dad and grandpa somewhere till midnight. I started taking the medicine for that mess in my mouth. It suits me to create a summary file for each month: what I have learned. PS I burned great at night. In addition to yogurt and ice cream, I also ate almonds, which supposedly clean pebbles from the stomach and wires, as I heard on the Polish Radio One. I also brewed lemon balm I ate salami sandwiches made of sunflower bread and blinks, and I drank some rice oil, which is said to also have a good effect on the heart. In addition to this, I also take Kreon. I also did brain wave vibrations for the brainstem. P.S3 I was reminded of one more situation. I sent my dad this message: you will probably be angry, but the money has come back for Strama. I'd like to be honest and give her the money back. / Dad asked why would he be angry. For him there was a word honesty that I value so much and he was probably pleased with me. I already know what word to use for him, although the message was also honest - I want to give back the money!

Transformation3 Ear

A day written ... Prematurely. It is 20:52. It's unbelievable for me I got up late as usual, I think I hardly slept anything. I fell asleep, but my dad woke up, the tram held on, I listened to the radio in the morning. It was just about healthy eating: almonds that cleanse the body, said a very young woman. Making myself some shake. It's a pity that I forget everything so quickly ... Grandpa was gone when I got up. my ear hurt all the time, once it hurt, sometimes warm as if something was dripping. I ate some breakfast, today I tried to keep it clean. Only between 3 and 4 pm I left. Meanwhile, some �an Renata +33 called and wanted to ask Pan Tadeusz. A very nice voice, kind of nice but I think she wanted to use it. Wycodzas also met my grandfather. I packed my laptop, put on my glasses. heh, I was a bit scared. Going, I met some �ula who traveled 230 km. Gypsy / �ul was from Zakopane and he talked. I was still afraid of his touch - he was fucking fucked up. I told him about my ailments. A very light guy. But ... in the end, he wanted PLN 4. I gave him 6, he wanted two more. I gave the gold. But I was pissed off !!! what could i do I may say that I do not have that much money, give less, say that I do not give money to strangers. Or ... I have a suspicion of HCV. It will be strong !!! HCV virus and I get infected just by touch. A bit of a lie and cowardice, but I'll be sure to fuck off. Use arguments: you have two daughters, yes? Patrycja and Roksana. I have HCV, if you are affected now, in a few months I will mourn you ... Good text ... The guy reportedly walked over 200 km from the industry and walked for 5 days! I went, then to the center. I told Gabi about the blood from the ear / lie / and asked for some basic research. Unfortunately, Alat and Aspat as well as cholesterol I will have to do myself! Tomorrow you have to get up early Then register upstairs to the Laryngologist, then to the cafe. I bought scrambled eggs - in the end I had the feeling that the eggs were good for me. But I also had the impression that something black in those eggs again tasted bad. It didn't look like 3-egg scrambled eggs. Here I was browsing the laptop: Anita wrote back to me when I entered - at the beginning I wrote with her from Rana. She asked me why he didn't write to her, did I take offense at her? I replied to point out that I am writing the first time all the time ... She answered the question: do you think guys are pigs? A very nice diplomatic answer: that this view is due to failed relationships, and she says so herself. She wrote on this. In addition, she quit studies, probably will not take her final exams this year, and she has been going to the hospital since May, but she doesn't want to talk about it. I also used to mess with the Poet, a little bit with Kasia. This guy called Seweryn, he wanted to help him with his program. I had no earphones now, but I helped him at home on the phone. I also told you about this Creatine - it has to deal with this guy who takes this creatine ... So there are situations when creatine can actually destroy ... I came back home, I started to feel a little discomfort in my legs, but Tramal worked for a long time anyway. Tomorrow you have to get up earlier: ENT specialist, Psychiatrist and Neurologist. I think you will have to get up at 6:30. I went home. I ate dinner. I talked to my grandfather a little about that nobody wanted to keep this meat for him. Besides: yesterday he had been scrubbing ice for 5 years and that's probably why he was in such a bad mood towards me. Sometimes I get scared of him. I wrote to Kasia that I felt like I had a Cancer, she said I was talking nonsense. I started writing this diary, I'm going to sleep, because tomorrow you have to get up earlier! PS I also got an e-mail response from Kaja: first I will wait, and then did something happen that I wrote this message in such quantity? now a counter-post: what does this amount mean? I have to get Tramal too!

Transformation2ZlyGrandpa

The day, as always, was written with a delay I got up 11 at my aunt Iwona on this great mattress. On average, I burned, but I slept. I fell asleep a few times, but Dad kept waking up with his cough. As a wake-up call, I ate cranberry, then my aunt invited me to eat her cabbage, but I didn't like the sauce too much ... ? I wanted to buy something for a liver cover. I went to the store, I bought ice cream from my own pocket, and for Aunt milk and cookies. We wanted to add whipped cream, but it turned out to be spoiled. Dad said it was enough to rinse it, but it stank of mold there too, so I preferred not to risk it anymore. I sat on the computer until noon. I downloaded dr. House with a hamster and eavesdropping stuff to eavesdrop on papa. Something I don't trust him, I have the feeling that he spreads everything about me. So I have to check it out because I really don't like it all. At the same time, sitting on the computer for a long time started to hurt my head and eyes - I looked at the monitor with narrowed eyes. I checked my e-mail, facebook. Even before we left, I tried to rip episodes of Dr. House on Pnedrive, but failed to get them all. I was also looking for glasses on the Allegro mp3, camera and dictaphone. If I do not have a camera, just buy one with mp3 and a voice recorder and bluetooth - so that you can easily play music from samsung omnia. I have also registered at znlekarz.pl looking for doctor Gmurkowski. I was curious about the opinion about it, google found it, but when I entered the website there were completely different doctors - it's like giving a candy to a child and it gets a piece of salt inside ... // I used a comparison And we went to see the doctor. I began to feel enormous stress. In the end, I just told my dad: I feel stressed ... Dad started talking after a while and said that this is my health and he will not say anything, but if he loses contact with me, he will start intervening. I entered Gmurkowski alone. he had good contact with me. I found out that with cholesterol problems, there is a narrowing of the vessels. I associated it with my leg problems ... He didn't even want to talk to my dad, talk for a few minutes, as if he had no objection. We went back, along the way I expressed my opinion about 5-year-old children who jump from windows, because I think they are batmen ... We also tested cbRadio, some woman called the guest a moron. Well, you would like to hold this idiot in your mouth: D but I like this retort. Dad dropped me off on the road a bit from the house. Grandpa then talked to Staszek. I wanted to help him take the wood, but grandfather, as usual, did not want my help. Later, a few times I was told: for a book on hypnosis, so that I would not believe in miracles / more complaints / that it is impossible to do everything in life. Then I did not come for dinner, and finally I went for a while and did not clean the dishes, because I was taking omega3. PS for dad's laptop connected to the network on the porch. But I was sorry then, Grandpa wasn't so angry with me yet. I was so sorry, in addition, there was a pain in my legs and head again and I decided to take Tramal. I was also supposed to talk to Kasia by phone, but I gave up on it. Tramal worked great. At first it eased the pain, I took 100mg. It was like a euphoria / blogostane. In the evening, around midnight, I only started to feel some blood in my ear, but I don't know if I told myself it somehow. Somehow I talked with my grandfather, we decided to burn all the pills and so we did. I was looking for them myself. I gave my grandfather a massage, he said he liked it very much. Writing to Kasia, I encouraged her to a secret, I want to tell her the secrets of how to be cool, brilliant and have a brilliant mind. The pain in my leg disappeared and the next day until evening as if I did not feel it. maybe it's an anti-inflammatory effect. PS as I talked the day before my grandfather noticed my problem with joints ... P.S2 I suppose eating butter may have a bad effect on me. You need to buy a butter that improves cholesterol. I slept on my dad's couch. I wanted to throw dr. House for the evening, but I thought it might affect me badly. Dad was suddenly supposed to go to Warsaw, he brought 20 kg of meat from Jadzia.

Transformation1HypnoJoints

A day written with a delay of 33 minutes I wrote a moment ago about dreams at night. As usual, poor sleep, but in the morning I slept a little with the radio. I slept on the side of the bed that day. At 12:30 I found out that my aunt had arrived. I get up and I have a joint pain in my left leg under my knee. For the first time in my life I felt something like this ... I walked like a cripple but I didn't want to tell them about my ailments anymore, because my dad would think me crazy. After a while we ate the broth - it was terrible, it tasted like chicken. Then I asked Papa to take me to the scream at the station. He said there would be a show today. We went home, earlier in Adam I bought ice cream and cranberry. I met david too, but that prick won't even say hello. I also pissed behind the block We went down to the basement, he was the first to put me in a monodeistic state. Earlier, he warned that he had induced a few things. First anesthesia - I was supposed to touch his pulse and say when he will stop feeling, but I guess it was just a trick, he touched my hand, I touched his. Just how he made me not feel his pulse anymore and that's it. The second trick is numbers, when I gave two numbers 0 and 9, he kind of drew them with his finger - but he just had a pen tucked away and showed me the numbers - still asking how do you think the chances are that I guessed these numbers ? And then the famous hand levitation which simply failed as it used to be. Then I put him in a trance, or rather monodeistic state. I just counted from 1 to 5 and I was telling you how his hand rises, that some strength does it ... Once it went up, once it went down. Then I asked him to subconsciously say what I had done, wrong and what was right. He said that I should be confident, voice and command - the metaphor with an invisible force was good. As I explained, the balloons seem like something to children. He told me to induce in him the processes that were then, I tried but answered NO! just do it, induce it. He said that he is losing faith in the monodeistic state, but he gets along with his father, is his friend and feels better. I was in a hurry, I couldn't induce changes today, so I got out of the trance and we went a bit. a bit, because he was in a hurry on the bus and I told him to go, because you can walk slowly anyway because of the leg. Several times I had the impression that this circular fracture was in the lung I went to the bus stop, called my dad. The time I picked up and came for me. Then straight to the church, but before we went I changed my pants and put on a leather jacket and glasses. I felt horny in these clothes. In the church, when I was standing - my legs felt strange, as if the muscles were weak. Fuck me, what's wrong with me? Creatine had so many side effects? At home, I watched a report about patrycja Kazadi - she is amazing, great, pretty and energetic girl, although I don't know if Sav would be suitable for a longer relationship. We went to Krk, I was going with her aunt and her car. We talked cool on the way, she said that I should go out to people and not stay at home all the time. I downplayed her and explained, but I don't think she believed me. Besides, my dad must have told her too much about me. I have to find a listening device on symbian phone, because it pisses me off a bit what my dad says everything about me. At home, I mentioned that these nk and fb it just arose on a complex of people willing to communicate. I asked my uncle to find something similar. PS when I was driving, I saw a brand of gackowiec in some car. I waved him, he was probably surprised by my confidence and new personality: D Sitting on the computer, I talked to befree. I told him about my ailments. Finally he started talking to the point. I also chatted with Greg.

Treatment7Cold Legs

Yesterday was written with a 2-day delay I got up around 11, but so I was staring or rather feeling the pebbles in my legs. I drank a lot of water, took vitamin C, took a paracetamol tablet, ate a light breakfast. I was beginning to have a feeling that something was choking on the side of my hips, as if there was a leakage of water. It kind of felt warm against my liver. And so I spent a lot of time About 5 pm grandpa made fish and rice. I tasted fantastic. When my father came, I felt a cramp in my leg, I wanted to vomit earlier. Finally, during a contraction that was strong, it seemed to me after a while that my hands and feet were icy - especially the legs. I just panicked and made my dad go to the hospital. but he was pissed In the hospital they complained about me. The doctor laughed at me when I told her this: she said that she had been working here for 15 years and she had never experienced such symptoms and they had not even been taught about it in college. I said about creatine. That blond nurse again - she was pissed at me ... eh ... Although I didn't really care. I was afraid of those icy legs, then I got more chills. After a long time, I got the results: as if everything was ok. I explained my behavior in my own way: that I do not belong to people who call an ambulance for no reason, even for small things I do not go to the doctor - so I said, concealing part Originally true. On that day, I also confessed to my dad that I had stopped taking my medication - this was probably my mistake. I asked my dad to call my grandfather so that he would not worry about me - only 3/4 of the time he answered this phone I had three dreams during the night. Wogole in the evening I persuaded myself affirmations as recommended by the poet. He said it works for even the most stubborn, well, I thought it did work. The first was that I was walking home in the parliament, the second I heard a priest talking incredibly (then I was listening to the radio and maybe it was transferred to pictures). And the third one, I kissed Kasia and opened my legs. I began to feel pleasure until suddenly the pain in my right egg woke me up For the night, fearing these pains on my side, I ate only a banana.