niedziela, 15 lipca 2012
Eve
Self-hate. I regret that it does not work out. Regret that something hurts, alternating with great self-confidence in recovery.
I have an impression that I am not sick enough with my health, and in addition I am losing my good talk recently.
Wake up quite late around 7-8. I went on too. It was the first time that I touched the stones while massaging my feet. Wow, quite a strong experience. I liked it very much. In fact, many ailments have disappeared. Then Nichi training, there was not much sun, but I managed to sunbathe a little
I came home quite late and as usual I did nothing ...
In the meantime, I was out for a walk with Ewa in the afternoon. On the one hand, she irritated and irritated me a bit, and on the other hand, a very nice kid. It was nice to talk to us. We were there for pulling and then tezni. I met and met her aunt
Ewa is extremely bright, brilliant and brave for her age. I admire her for that. At her age, I was quiet and confused.
On my way back, I met Oscar with his friend. I feel sorry for him that he got such an impression from Eve. I was a little stupid. I wanted to stand up somehow, but I didn't know what to say. Maybe now I will come up with some kind of retort: Ewa is a bit messy - in a hard tone. Ewa, and if you would like someone to be like that?
Dinner at home, I spoke to Mateusz about our site. This is how I look every day if someone wrote me an e-mail or a message on Skype, but nobody writes anything. Anyway, I never had anyone and I was always alone.
For several days, my mother has been paying attention to the fact that I am having a terrible mine. But when I do, she is nice to me. I would have to do that. This bitch married her father for money, destroying the family for years. Now it's time for revision. I will feel like a king here, not only to have food and drink, but I want a little psychological comfort that I have never had in this house !!!
Every day I think about revenge on my father. Because of this I have foul and bad breath. I imagine ridiculing him in the company of how wonderful he is, then hypnotize him, put him into a trance and make a plant out of him - exactly in the same way that Dr. Markiewicz. Injustice plus suppressed fear. It would be unfair for him to be a bad father. And the suppressed fear? Reputation is that he is a slipper and a cunt to his wife. I think so.
What I learned today: Walking on stones strengthens the body, and remember to take handkerchiefs to clean your feet. Michal Tombak came out of a serious back disease, he did not walk for two years so I can too !!! Although the circles are not yet in place, there is a clear improvement with the spine.
End of entry on July 14. Tomorrow we are going to Rafal Pawlik again
Hypnosis of the Father
My name is Krystian Broniszewski
When I start my diary with such a word, I feel proud that I can now write it with a delay. As Carnegie used to say, your name is the sweetest thing for a human being
Yesterday I proudly hypnotized Father Adrian. We were supposed to limit his Smoking. It worked. I was so proud of myself. It worked, and after all, I only read in the modified version 10 reasons why you should quit Smoking. Incredible
I will not write any more. I will write down all day of the most important events
Just as it sounds proudly. My name is Krystian Broniszewski.
What I learned: Use in the Diary: My name is Krystian Broniszewski. This makes me happy to write it. In addition, make your hypnosis announcement and perform it remotely for free!
sobota, 14 lipca 2012
RafalPawlik
Yesterday began with a light tanning session.
I prayed over Gerson's therapy. This, in a way, strengthened my belief in self-healing.
Before 12:45 I went to the psychologist and at the same time I went shopping. The psychologist's name was Rafal Pawlik - great guy. The guy is relaxed, he swears a bit, but he is relaxed and you can see that he wanted to help me. He also had a critical attitude towards doctors and a deep respect for doctor Prochyra for whom he works. He gave me his business card - I have to write or call in case of problems.
I was recording the entire conversation just in case. Still talking, I was worried about the insurance, but I hope that the case will not take place again.
I was also thinking about new questions for the fairy - is it worth telling the truth about schizophrenia and neurosis and my past to Rafał Pawlik in the future? It seems to me that the strong truth destroys the lie, but it is not yet the time.
In addition, I do not have the courage to go to kalemba to ask for a guide to rehabilitation ... Where to get it. During yesterday's conversation I got it when Rafal Pawlik talked about the rules. Great guest until I felt better. According to the prophecy, these conversations are supposed to help me a lot - we will see if it will be so. I believe that everything will turn out by itself, you just need to keep fighting for yourself.
For less important things, netia and Orange kept calling Dad about a certain offer. I really liked the text: "Please talk to the owner of the phone!" - brilliant persuasion, give the order instead of asking "Can I ask to speak to the owner of the phone."
What I learned yesterday:
Even if everyone says that you don't hurt: you keep doing your job. Do not give up. Everything will sort itself out somehow. Everything will be fine!
czwartek, 12 lipca 2012
Solar hypnosis
Sunbathing in the morning, hypnosis in the morning and a conversation with the subconscious, nothing interesting during the day, work and terrible laziness in the evening. Go to sleep early.
Yesterday was written with a delay. Traditionally, I woke up early and followed suit too. I guess worried I missed my morning training. Then I practiced myself in the Nichi Tombaka system by the sun in tezni. The sun made me feel PERFECT.
The eyes watered beautifully, I mean hunger. It was great. It was great to exercise. I was a movement addict.
Then I returned home, mum went for some breakfast. I hypnotized Adrian from the subconscious conversation script. I managed to get in touch with his subconsciousness, although she spoke very quietly, but I managed to explain the psychological cause of his deterioration in eyesight - he saw his parents arguing in their childhood. The subconscious also advised to accept this state. On the other hand, with the chest, I could not give an answer and she said that the answer must be sought outside. We also talked about his low self-esteem - Keidys too, I had this problem, I mentioned to him, but I managed it. I think I will pass on my methods to him and help him.
I put him in a trance by the nodding method combined with the autogenous method.
During the day, nothing special happened, only the headphones broke, mainly my fault. In the evening I sat down to work, but once I really didn't want to and I was afraid to work on both of them.
At least on time, because I was already in bed at 22 and the hotar could probably do its job
What I have taught me that day: always tell the truth. I think a strong truth destroys the lie. So when I got acquainted with Adrian and believed in my views on diseases (he also gets sick and read a lot of books), I believed even more in myself and the affirmations I made :)
Gerson's therapy
A day written on time.
There was a storm in the morning. I didn't want to go for a walk. It rained. I was blogging in bed and I didn't want to do anything at all.
So somewhere until 2pm I was at home, I never went out. I listened to a bit of Michal Tombak's e-book.
In the morning I also tried to hypnotize Adrian Zielony, but there was a problem with the connection. Maybe it's even good, because I didn't really want to do it.
At 4 p.m. I went to a chess ring, but it turned out that they had closed for the holidays
At 18 I went to Maks. His mother let me in, as if she wanted to wait outside. Max came in, gave me a massage and I returned home happy. The back was brilliantly massaged.
At home, I saw Gerson's therapies. It made me believe in my own possibilities again.
There was also a problem with the chimney - a lot of late lately, and mom's been pissed about dinner.
wtorek, 10 lipca 2012
Hypnotic Massage
The day, as usual, began with a wake-up and exercises outside
Yesterday and today I joined the exercises at the university. You were driving with glasses.
I went home for breakfast. Then I went to the urologist, but before I did it, I fearfully went to the drug's wife to give me an appointment. All the time I was afraid that he would ask me about insurance. She or the drugs
I went to the urologist
My communication error occurred during registration. Well, you asked me to ask the urologist if he would admit me, I, out of fear not to bother the urologist, said: I'll wait well.
Then the lady in the registration firmly says: No! Please ask the doctor if he will see you ... something like that.
My communication error was that I did not want to bother the urologist, and I turned my head in registration. but better late than never. So I did
I went to ask the urologist if he would accept me. I said I was registered and he saw me. Then I looked at the calendar and it turned out that today was not 11, but some other day on July 10. But I gave my back. But he welcomed me :) Nice to have a good chat
I said without any expectations that I was treating with herbs when he offered preparations. He was positively surprised by this news. This time I was treated like a patient who cares about his health, not like a freak. I finally have a completely different character :)
People in the queue were pissed off, because I came last and went in first, but when I left a woman said: it's good that you were sitting for a short time.
I went on foot to Aunt Ewa, but I did not find her. Then I had a fight with ATMs, but I didn't get the money. Despite two ATMs. I was at the food to lend me money, I will have to give her back on July 17. I went to eat a little in fear, but I took a deep breath and it was better :) I love controlling my breathing.
On my way back I met Paul the Church. Also like Max is a Physical Therapist. We went together.
Dinner at home, then rebrithing because my feet hurt. Walking on shoe insoles for years has done its trick.
I went to Max, he gave me a massage. It was fun to talk to him and his dad - I relaxed a bit thanks to that.
I went back home, had dinner and put Adrian in a green trance. It worked, the hand rose. Fantastic. Despite the lack of practice, because I haven't done it for a long time. Tomorrow we made an appointment to have his eyesight by hyponosis.
What I learned today: It's nice to have contact with people :) Even via the Internet.
Prochyra
Wake up early in the morning. Sleeplessness. Why?
Insurance problem. Fear of lack of documents
Meditation for insurance. Great breaths
Return to doumu, breakfast, sending chimek, losing documents and finding by a strange woman.
Cool dressing room - I felt a laugh
Coming home - I don't want to exercise, but I did
Mom, you will go shopping, you will meet Robert and Patrycja. The flies were biting me.
Meeting with Maks: Ola won the trip, Maks promised to give me a massage until Thursday, we talked a lot about the public health service again, there was a guy who was running around, he analyzed if someone had scoliosis, kyphosis etc ... exactly like I am now. I mentioned the plan to move out of the house - unfortunately I didn't come up with the idea that I should live with him, which I was counting on. What to do, can keep him at a distance like women?
Tomorrow I have to go to the urologist and in the morning I also have to see a psychologist. I don't know how to plan it all and I don't have too much money to go to the new market ... What to do? Maybe she can take the money out of the bank.
What I learned today: a cool outfit gives you incredible power, energy and motivation. Be careful, plan, although I will probably do everything at the last minute anyway.
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