Entertainment

Again, I terribly did not want to write anything yesterday. I called the diary entertainment, because I started watching Dexter. I found myself having some form of entertainment. The blonde insisted strongly: don't back down now. This made the dexter say he thought and succumbed. I would also say that and I would succumb to it. Things I Have Discovered: Abdominal Wave Vibration plus Rebrithing gives you more opportunities. I had a dream about Nifuroxazite. Earlier antibiotics, I guess that means I have to take this antibiotic. Maybe I wanted to see a great doctor, and a great doctor wants to see a healer. Maybe one day our paths will meet and this great doctor will heal me. Besides, I already know my body well enough and I should think better. Now I was listening to the planning and implementation of goals: - The ability to save. Success is goals! - When you set goals, don't share them with anyone. That's right! - Failure is essential to success. You're getting close to him. You know what you should not do anymore! - Goals must match. Willing to breathe all the time you will never earn - You want to lose 10 kg. Set yourself a loss of 1 kg, e.g. up to 73 kg - 3 goals within 30 seconds: health, money, independence - Goals with my family and with me. Material and finances. Personal development. - Do what you can with what you have where you are. - Set a goal for the next week, month. I noticed that writing all this on the blackboard I felt better and so fascinated again. Yesterday I finished writing my program. I made some extra options like a ruler. When writing a post in the evening from the internet heyah on 4programmers I got an interesting answer in the morning to use the FindChildWindows function. It almost solved my problems in the app :) At night my mother came in and closed the window for me, while the phone with Tombak's e-book was on. Writing on the blackboard gives me a lot of fascination: D

Saturday (2)

I missed writing my diary again. After 7 pm I fall asleep so terribly I do not want to write a diary then. I'm going to sleep and that's it? What to do to prevent it from happening ?: Maybe you can explain that I exercised a lot and breathed a lot during the day and there is no need to do it all around at night as well. Then devote your time to yourself for prayer, diary and reflection of the past day. During the day, nothing special happened. About 4:30 p.m. Jacek came, I really wanted to sleep during the day and so I did. I had a terrible lazy. I noticed that the bacteria always attacks those places that are weakened at a given moment. Thanks to this, I know what is healthy and what is not, how to arrange my life to be comfortable. And until I do it and get rid of the psychological causes of my ailments, I would like this bacterium to stay in me. I have already discovered a lot, it remains to find some work and entertainment. I may consider reading interesting books as entertainment.

Funeral

Gosh, I don't want to write this diary so much. How could I make my writing more enjoyable? What to do to make writing it pure pleasure? Music - music is a medicine for everything. I can also write everything as if there was an extraordinary story - then each new entry would seem exciting. So let's check: No major changes in the morning: I didn't want to exercise, I was exhausted, so I was just breathing in tsnia. I returned early 8:30 for a physiological need. I ate the steamers. I advised my mother which dress would be better for the funeral and we went to the clique. On the one hand, I really did not want to go to the clique, on the other hand I thought to myself that I could learn something new in my life. Always choose new ones, as Osho used to say, right. Being in church I was terribly afraid of my joints. Over time, my dad joined me. I listened carefully to what woman my great-grandmother was. She is 96 years old. She raised 8 children in hard times, the most important thing for her was God, faith. And I thought to myself - beautifully, I devoted myself to God, but it is a pity that she lived in such a lie as the Catholic and Christian faith. It is a pity that people do not know the truth I have learned. On the other hand, it makes me feel better than others. After the last year, I have low self-esteem. Maybe because I once recognized myself how wonderful I am. I think so. I felt worse than others, Tearz feels inferior. I stopped in place. However, when I discover something new in myself, I seem to find happiness in it. There is power hidden in the Books, as Ewa Foley says. After the funeral, my dad drove us to Remiza in the new market. I met 14-year-old nephew of Aunt Bozena from the seaside, we also saw them. We ate dinner there, then a moraine and home. At the fire station, I felt like I had lost my good old talk. I didn't know what to talk about. And I was like dr. house. I had a super fast and strong mind. What happened to it, where did it all go? I had good conditions in the house where I spent almost a year and I talked to my grandfather. with people on skype, and now everything seems to be lost ... but we'll get back the good old talk. I don't feel the need to talk to people again, but when I talk I'm glad that I can talk to someone :) I watched the people in the fire station as the poor were destroying their health, they were poisoning themselves: coffee, cola, sweets, cake. What a horrible sight it was for me. Rest at home. It wasn't good for me to drive back home. It was very stuffy in the car. Instead of air conditioning, however, I prefer a tilted window. At home I came over to give him dinner, then I went too, but at one point it spilled terribly and I was incredibly wet. As I laughed, I wanted to hear about this situation: D I also remember a woman who was nice and I lent her my kikji to play with her daughter. Potema even wanted to repay me and give me a lift, but I went with my dad since he already called me and wanted to give me a lift. Ah, how a certain lady laughed at me too when I came wet. I also wanted to laugh: D: D I had an interesting dream last night. How I talked to Max about living together. Surprisingly, he agreed that we should stay in four, as he said. Me, Max, Sandra and Kaja. Interesting dream, maybe it bows me something good :) For now, however, I do not feel strong enough to talk about it with max. Today I learned to write in a diary about what I feel and what I think about the situations experienced during the day

Im strong

Hard months. I have the impression that the circles are inserted into their place. Herbal medicine worked wonders :) The morning traditionally without major changes, except that I felt stiff and hard and I was not hungry. At the same time, I taught myself to walk without poles. Breakfast at home. Then I met Szymek at our place. I thought: her leg was broken again or something bad happened. At first, he had a day off. My mother was surprisingly in a good mood today. Thanks to this, I was in a good mood too. She hasn't asked several times: what are you saying? what's going on? which is really annoying and annoying. I read the tombac's book How to live a long and healthy life. I have read quite a lot because I have reached over 1000 items. During the day, nothing extraordinary happened today and it is difficult for me to say what I learned today. Maybe to read a book while listening to the radio and without sticks. It made it nicer to listen to and I had time to add to bookmarks.

Dark Affirmation

Ttyl actually started with: Turkish Loneliness, due to today's day, however, I changed the title practically to the Dark Affirmation which I will write about in a moment. Everything spreads throughout the body: anger, food, emotion, poison, drugs ... I have already mentioned it, but because it was written on my board, I decided to repeat it. I was stupid to analyze, I thought, and it turns out that there are simpler methods and, in addition, more effective. You just have to change the way you think. I wanted to be like House, and that's what I was. I analyzed everything around. It makes you mad. I made the statements that the subconscious mind should be making consciously. Low expectations are the best way to succeed. That's what I was doing today, when mom left. I started meditating, actually WFM for the head combined with a Turkish sit and a diamond position. Wow, I was doing pretty well already! cool! and in addition, this meditation gave me real joy when my mother wasn't there. After 30 minutes of nodding plus Hemi Sync Positive Thinking, I was incredibly positive, I didn't hurt anything, for a while I didn't think about pain when I do it all the time, and in addition I was super focused. This form of meditation was great for me. I felt very well with it :)) In the afternoon I felt like having ice cream. I ate up to 1 liter. Exaggeration. Now I feel it all over my body: my eyesight, dryness, burning when I pee. And I felt pretty good. But it's not too bad. My body is in better condition now and it's just a small poison that will soon be removed. Interestingly, there are sweets after which I feel good like cereal coffee on sugar, cookies. However, the ice cream, although good in such a large amount, harmed me rather than helped, but it is not that bad. It's been pretty good lately. You need to exercise your body to adapt to each situation. After all, in March the pants were too heavy, and in April too. Only 3 months of amazing progress :) After 6 p.m. I played with jack. Nice, until mum and dad came back. What I learned today: the key issue of today. My dark affirmation that gave me incredible power: Every day I take action to become stronger, even more powerful and to implement my plan of revenge. It made me happy to write this diary ... I will take revenge Dear Daddy !!!!!!!!!

SenAbx

During the night this dream about antibiotics, which, unfortunately, I do not remember exactly. What could he mean? Go back to them? I have no idea ... With echinacea, I felt better, can actually repeat the treatments. However, in a dream I felt to repeat the treatments for 2 weeks. A day like every day, but with some change. I practiced in the morning at home, and by 2 p.m. I wrote a program for fast reading. I improved some functions and made more beautiful graphics. Now I like it very much :) During the day I discovered Radio Katowice, which I liked very much :) I haven't read any book, I practiced the rest of Nichi's exercises at 5pm. I was wondering if Kaja would agree to meet. I am waiting impatiently for a text message from her. He expresses himself very nicely in these text messages. It's hard for me to believe that she writes to me. Maybe I will finally be able to watch the movie of the Indestructible What I learned today: it's hard to say.

Everyone says

6:00 am in the morning. Cold but very rested. Traditional activities, Nichi, herbs etc ... I did it all! Go out to practice and return home by 9-10. As always, my mom pissed me off. She made me cocoa in this bad milk. Ah, he relishes no pain, not even his tailbone. You can see herbs and affirmations are working :) I have enough, I want to rest because the pain is much smaller. Nothing works, just listen to music and read books. That's my whim. Parents are chuje, in the end when mom this slut married dad because he worked in peweks. I have never seen her love him, I have never seen her kiss him or hug him, but all my life I saw how you despised him and you pushed him around like a rag !!! About 17 Jacek Gabis came. We played together. Then dinner and remorse, and I ate enough. Burn quickly and quickly to the beat of the music. On the way back, around 10 pm I met the boss, zazi and the crew. I greeted them. In Ddzien, my mother irritated me with the word: everyone said that you only walk with poles ... but it offended me, the tension in your body. I quickly discharged my chest with vibrations and it passed :) Wow, it was amazing. In the afternoon, a guy called a second time about a porn site program. I gave a cosmic price of almost PLN 1000, exactly PLN 987. And the guy was interested: D That's what you have to do. High prices and don't get fucked. What I learned today: you have to value yourself, give high prices, sell people.