Czestochowa

5:00 wake up from the alarm clock. Earlier I couldn't sleep, nervous tension, I felt a little hungry, stress related to hunger so I went to eat an apple. It helped. I abolished the nervous tension with one of the yoga exercises similar to the chest vibration exercises. I made a mistake, I went on foot to cornflower. In the morning I only ate breakfast. I practically fasted for the day. Now I feel this has given me an amazing improvement in health !!! Feet do not hurt, eyes are tearing, niesetty returned to me old habits of tearing. I also felt intestinal contraction and I wanted orange juice. Amazing starvation, although she was in a smeirdzacym bus, I have the impression that it helped. And I also used NAC as a support, you can say that it replaced lemon juice and cleansed the body of toxins. Returning to Kaja - she dressed beautifully today. Fantastic feather earrings. I didn't even get to tell her all this. It failed, we did not have the courage to talk about what we should talk about. We talked about other, incidental, less important things. I only managed to hug her in the gallery, I did not have the courage to do anything more - I have a boyfriend. I don't want to destroy her life, her relationship. On the other hand, if I don't look, I'm the other one ... Lack of time, little time, too hurried meeting meant that I did not have time to talk to her about it. I borrowed 10 PLN from Kaja because I missed it. I bought a ticket only to Krakow. I was afraid of what would happen, luckily, by eliminating negative thoughts, I managed to reach Repair where there was an accident. From there I went on foot, then a woman gave me a lift to the rabka where my father came. I ate dinner, nice homely atmosphere - something unbelievable. I also stuffed myself with dinner and other delicacies. I also went to read the tombac book. What I have learned today: to control the hunger, to control it, to understand its beneficial effects.

Tuesday (2)

Probably nothing concrete happened. I spent the day without a laptop, the weather was terrible and I really wanted to sleep. I wanted to borrow a USB flash drive, unfortunately, I couldn't find it anywhere at home. I made an appointment with a kaja, I tried various ways to get money. I did not work anything due to the lack of a laptop. I decided that in the morning I will not be wrong, due to the large water costs and a large lack of time. Now I'm going to wash up, it's 10:30 and it's time to optimize all of this.

Wednesday

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It is your choice

Pododka at 6:00 am. In fact, I woke up well earlier and couldn't sleep anymore. I went on too. Every now and then I have bumps on my foot. At one point, I really wanted to shit. Luckily, I went to the toilet in the spa town of Rabka. Interestingly, somewhere along the way, Rafal saw me about or we talked about later. Today we talked about such things: it is my choice whether I want to be calm or not. He showed me success charts. I don't remember their name anymore, but the point was, the more you want to get to your goal quickly, the more your motivation drops. However, if you simply do a given thing, the success comes with greater and greater success. My constant laugh also made me realize. I am afraid to talk about myself, about my feelings, I avoid difficult matters. I kill it with a laugh. Until I was sad when I realized it Late afternoon - departure to �arowski - the guy took my hopes away again. According to the arlet, I could easily change my doctor today. However, I chickened out. I put it on hold for later. Zarowski signed the documents for me. The more he talks about some kind of psychosis, the worse he gets. He will change the doctor by phone in a few days. It will be easier this way. I have signed documents on ZUS, besides, I recorded the entire conversation. He also drew my dad's attention to the herbs, breaking medical secrets as usual! What pisses me off now !!! Bot Request: Unique YT Impressions, Mass Facebook Account Creation and Likes, and Mass Commenting.

Better Herbs

Now they are playing under the mushroom and I will write my diary. Sunday morning, sleep until 9:00. I didn't want to exercise. I abstained with affirmations for the time being. I made herbs in a different way. after 15 minutes of brewing knotweed and giving herbs bonifrats, I gave them so that they burned while cooking. Thanks to this, the coffee grounds have fallen to the bottom and I have a better brew. Two minutes of course, maybe three. I kept writing hacks to facebook and others ... Nothing special happened. Have I learned anything: maybe I have learned to make herbs better. I was also maniacally doing WFM to the rhythm of Madtracker's music PS I just watched an episode of dr. House. It made me remember my good talk. I told my mother: yes, we're going to sleep - lulu because tomorrow is a beautiful new day!

3 dreams

First dream: Hide the drugs from Daddy. That's what I did. I hid them in the herbs of Bonifrat. Second dream: Dirty Uncle Staszek who lay down in my bed. He was masturbating and he had a huge ejaculation that almost shot at me from a distance. A disgusting dream. What could that mean? The first dream. What happened yesterday. I was still writing hacks, this time a facebook hack for my blog. Tired, I went to a dirty sleep. Maybe that's why I had such a strange dream. Kaja wrote that we are losing contact again.

Could theSect

My name is Krystian Broniszewski, I am the leader of a sect because I learn and work on my skills every week, every month! Madtracker2 and PyroZone's music - I'm listening to it right now. I also listened to her yesterday. Brilliant electronic music. Yesterday I did a bit of a hard time finding converterea to mp3, but my efforts were wasted. This is what I think: how this world is perfectly filled with a lie. Just taking into account my disease and modern medicine. Even doctors believe in diseases such as schizophrenia and neurosis. Patients believe it because it says so, because psychotropic drugs treat only the symptom of this disease - only pain. But if you don't destroy the cause of the pain or disease, it will appear elsewhere! Zarowski is a deep believer in schizophrenia and neurosis because that's how he was taught. He was taught a lie. And although he is a good doctor and a great man, I cannot trust him. For the whole world is built on a lie! And because of all this, the whole world is falling apart, the whole world is going to destruction. Where is the truth I ask? Maybe hidden somewhere in this pile of lies. I believe deeply that the truth is hidden in simple things, you have to change and believe that this simple way of thinking gives you happiness, wealth, justice and the discovery of the truth! Psychologists, even if they want help, do not understand ... They also studied modern medicine, which is built on a lie I wonder who built it all this way. Who created this mask of lies? Maybe all of us? People lie like Dr. House used to say. I think so. I wonder how live those who know the truth. And the truth, as Osho says, is hidden in Meditation. For several days, since Rafal taught me a simple relaxation method, 10-10 treats it as a cigarette break. Thanks to this, I am much calmer and better adhere to my activities and duties. Relaxing helps me clean up the mess. at 4:20 pm I had an appointment with Monika. We were supposed to go to the village behind Sucha Beskidzka, the church where healings are allegedly taking place. We went by bus, with her uncle, aunt from the church. There I met Adam Paternoge and his family as well as Mrs. Dziub from Mathematics. I took advantage of the prayer that Agnieszka recommended to me. Then the Holy Mass. In the meantime, Monika and I visited this beautiful area and I was taking pictures of it. What stuck in my head was the priest saying 3 things about me: I feel that there is a person who has intrusive thoughts, I feel that there is a person with a brain tumor on the left side behind the ear, something else with a spine, but that was probably not my thing. Everyone prayed and believed that they would be healed. I was wondering how the priest knew about this? From where? On the way back, I thought: maybe those shepherds who prayed over us then passed this information on to the priest. That would be a valid theory. This intrigues me, that's why I will be going there in a month. I have to check it, I have to be sure, I have to check it carefully !!!