Rheumatoid Rafal

Rheumatoid Rafal In the morning, Rafal, a conversation about what was in the hospital, a girl you loved, a conversation about good and bad feelings, treatments, Kaja can't swim because she is afraid of low sugar, Rheumatologist lies that the drug is working - my mistake, I guess. Coming home, sleepy ... In the morning I went to Rafal. I missed him 3 minutes. We talked about what happened in the hospital on Skawinska Street, about "a girl I supposedly loved" - as he put it. I wonder what he meant. He's a great psychologist, could he make me feel? He also explained to me that there are no good and bad feelings. Now I also agree with him, it's just like good and bad don't exist. I almost wanted to cry when I was talking about the Skawinska street, but I couldn't cry. Then I went for treatments. Somehow at that time I got a text message from Kaji why I can't swim: I'm afraid of too low sugar ... I went to the Rheumatologist. I was afraid of not accepting me today, fortunately, while searching the photos, I found a note with the date of my visit. I have an appointment today :) I am also glad that while writing this diary I am returning more vocabulary. I took the bus and before 12 I was at the clinic. Fear again - I wore heavy denim pants and a blue shirt. But somehow it was, I didn't even have to repeat my learned self-suggestion. I was registered, accepted - unfortunately I lied that the drug helped me. It seems to me that it has resulted in the fact that he will not look for another disease, although I have continued to say about the wandering pains ... But maybe he will diagnose me. Well, a man learns all his life from mistakes ... Coming home, awful sleepy, nothing more important happened during the day. I decided to work on only one affirmation: life itself loves me, nourishes me and supports me. It's safe to live ... What I learned today: always tell the truth, be honest.

Training without equipment

In the morning treatments, sunbathing - great, buying a frame and notebook and meeting Raphael again. Rewriting notes and getting fascinated by it. I enjoy praising myself.

Patrick

Morning as standard, treatments, then a long time I sunbathed near the police, because I was accosted by this drunk and I did not want to see him. I chatted with him for a while You will not be back home until around 10:30. Then I did two game hacks for a day, bought a dream healing book - finally money came to my account. I sent the ionizer and the book. On my way back, I met Patrick - we talked for a long time. We practiced together. I noticed that pulling up with series of 5 series I feel amazing muscles. Maybe that's the key !!! Doing Exercises in series !!! He also mentioned that I should take care of my grandfather - he was right. Haven't seen him for a long time. Maybe I'll surprise him one day. He also showed me how to properly do push-ups. Plus, we talked about drugs, exercise, and a lot of stuff related to doping and bodybuilding. We're just cheating the body. Today I called dr. Zarowski. I said goodbye to him. What a relief, finally this stress does not bother me. I was glad when I settled this matter, you can say I breathed a sigh of relief, I also managed to buy a book today and return the books and an ionizer. After lunch, I was in the mountains. I must have worn out all my muscles. Come home, something to drink, now I want to finish reading osho books. I'm terribly tired. I guess I'm going too.

GreatSleep

Morning sleep until 9:00. What was good about eating ice cream yesterday? I found out on my body how big a mistake it is to eat ice cream for the night, or to eat ice cream at night, especially sweetness. How the body was poisoned by toxins after eating ice cream. Over the day - I wrote one hack, pasted an ad on my website. I have played a lot of tetris The relaxation of nodding my head calmed me down a lot and gave me even more motivation to work. Today I made an appointment with a chick to watch movies, but somehow I don't want to go to him. Mateusz came up with the idea of ​​a "magnet link generator". I suggested that I also write something like that. I also started taking notes that I didn't finish regarding whether it was possible to live 150 years. I resumed my prayers and affirmations. Only one thing affirms: life itself loves me, nourishes me and supports me. I'm safe. 15 errors that kill a compound: You are attracted by unreachable people You are greedy You are inclined to dramatize You are involved in previous relationships Negative attitude You are too powerful and demanding You have friends who limit you You are only interested in non-binding sex You prefer practicing rather than romance You are disorganized You prefer to work rather than romance You can't say NO " You have a problem with your ex-partners You have possessive parents You don't care about your appearance or health

Feels Cancer

Fast and rested, I got up in the morning. I made herbs, but not exercised. I went out too. Then sunbathe. The weather was amazingly beautiful. The sun makes her feel much better. Vitamin D works great miracles. Perhaps it is good to voluntarily put myself in a psychiatric hospital. They are looking for nothing else in me so I can continue to discover myself :) Coming home, I wrote practically no hack for the day. I've played a lot of Tetris, found a better crack. You will laugh at the game;) I was about 5 in the mountains. Excellent condition. I read an article this morning about the starving men how the guy did a 21 day fast. It made me believe in this method again. Now I have worked out my body better, I am more resistant to stress, whenever there is an opportunity, you will have to try this method again :) During the fast you should exercise, move, keep a good mental condition. Drink lots of water. Then it works best. I read the article in the program I created For tomorrow I made an appointment with szymon for a movie I wrote the diary exceptionally earlier thanks to which I feel that I have more time for myself. And the weather was fine today.

My name is guilty

My name is guilty, morning treatments, aunt 6.00, new post and more and more views, Osho seven human bodies, Kaja discussion about guilt via SMS What I learned that day - reading interesting books is extremely fun !!! Sen Monika Friday and sex with her - baking of the sexual organs. Maybe you should be careful to protect yourself from intercourse, take care of your sexual organs ... Sleep Cyst and second pulmonary

Czestochowa

5:00 wake up from the alarm clock. Earlier I couldn't sleep, nervous tension, I felt a little hungry, stress related to hunger so I went to eat an apple. It helped. I abolished the nervous tension with one of the yoga exercises similar to the chest vibration exercises. I made a mistake, I went on foot to cornflower. In the morning I only ate breakfast. I practically fasted for the day. Now I feel this has given me an amazing improvement in health !!! Feet do not hurt, eyes are tearing, niesetty returned to me old habits of tearing. I also felt intestinal contraction and I wanted orange juice. Amazing starvation, although she was in a smeirdzacym bus, I have the impression that it helped. And I also used NAC as a support, you can say that it replaced lemon juice and cleansed the body of toxins. Returning to Kaja - she dressed beautifully today. Fantastic feather earrings. I didn't even get to tell her all this. It failed, we did not have the courage to talk about what we should talk about. We talked about other, incidental, less important things. I only managed to hug her in the gallery, I did not have the courage to do anything more - I have a boyfriend. I don't want to destroy her life, her relationship. On the other hand, if I don't look, I'm the other one ... Lack of time, little time, too hurried meeting meant that I did not have time to talk to her about it. I borrowed 10 PLN from Kaja because I missed it. I bought a ticket only to Krakow. I was afraid of what would happen, luckily, by eliminating negative thoughts, I managed to reach Repair where there was an accident. From there I went on foot, then a woman gave me a lift to the rabka where my father came. I ate dinner, nice homely atmosphere - something unbelievable. I also stuffed myself with dinner and other delicacies. I also went to read the tombac book. What I have learned today: to control the hunger, to control it, to understand its beneficial effects.