piątek, 14 września 2012
Stryszawa 2
I really don't feel like writing yesterday. Fortunately, I have music in the background, thanks to which I got a bit of energy.
Apart from the irrelevant facts from yesterday, such as the visit to the hairdresser and the visit to Manhattan on the thread, around 4:45 pm I went with Agnieszka and Pania Ani to Stryszawa for the second time.
On the spot, I met the Paternogow family again. Ola made me wishes. The girl turned into an attractive girl. Pretty, tall, smiling, long and shapely legs. I temporarily watched her with my eyes. She looked great. I think I even fell in love.
I also wanted to write about my conversation with the priest during my confession. I spoke about my illness, the practices that I use: herbs, eastern meditations, as I have put it.
He said such practices are distancing from God. I can find God only in Christian prayer.
But I was angry that I went there. It's brainwashing. God, prayer !!! But I was angry with myself. Until I wanted to re-read the book of conversation with death what he writes about it. On the Christian faith, because from what I remember, they spoke about it in a wrong way. These people are in a BAND !!! I told myself aloud in my mind. Besides, the angel told me to avoid para-religious movements. Should I create a new true religion? I can believe what I want - that's the answer I got!
I waited for it all to end. Oh, despite sitting a lot, my tailbone didn't hurt. I was in shock.
I was angry with myself for going there, I felt sorry. Well, at least I have my diary as a friend. It's good that I have my trophy on that day. This situation gave me one more kick - FEAR! Fear that I have to act, healed, learn to meditate, learn about the psychological cause of my illnesses and contact God !!!
What I learned today: Both love and fear are powerful driving forces!
czwartek, 13 września 2012
Resistant to stress
Apart from today's standard activities, I will shorten to the most important ones.
DoRi vibrations made me incredibly immune to the stress of my mom today. Something beautiful!
On Facebook, by mistake, today it is allegedly my birthday. Hehe, max and a few people greeted me.
Now I am a little scared about my brain disease, but I hope it will be okay.
PS Next Day
1) An unfair allegro dream related to mom's coats
2) HL Affirmation: Only something good will come out of this situation. It can be solved easily. All is well. I'm safe.
wtorek, 11 września 2012
DoRi
Today in the evening I performed the DoRi vibration
Fantastic. Not only that I feel relaxed, but also more resistant to stress. Something amazing. This will be a form of meditation for my needs !!!
poniedziałek, 10 września 2012
Nadabrachma
Pawlik - a conversation about the act of certain wasps, revenge on the father, lack of contact in the family
Conversation with an old man who is well and deaf
Nadabrachma - I felt something amazing while purring.
The Space of Variants
Lyme disease - free tests. Grazynka blood
Chlamydia forum. Writing about herbs.
Grażyna
Conversation with grazynka in the evening. We talked about our views on the disease. It was nice to talk to someone. Because I'm alone at all
I'm feeling better and better. The treatment is progressing even though I have days and I feel worse. But according to the book by D Walles, The Art of Being Healthy, Never Say Something Hurts You
During the day I slept a lot and listened to books. I tried to do something on adf.ly but it did not work well. I discovered a cool site megatypers.com where you earn money for rewriting captcha.
Channeling
Debra the lieutenant manipulated while the new detective Black Negro came in :)
Channeling with Adrian. I had a little stage fright, it succeeded - it failed. I talked to either the subconscious or the imp. But I don't consider it a failure. I got the answer what to do in the future to make the channeling successful. One should get closer to the frequency of the angels using your imagination.
Here's what I learned today.
I was also able to do the functions of reading large files in the Speed Reading Program. But I was proud of myself :) It was enough to use the LastPosition variable instead of a complicated formula. I discovered to debugging TTimer1
sobota, 8 września 2012
Transerfing
The abundance of events gives me a smile. It's been a long time since so many positive things happened :)
At night I had a dream from Wojska Polskiego Street in Nowy Targ. The dream spoke of signing up for a dermatologist. I wanted to choose dr. Stoch, but there were 5 others. Doctor, I chose a different one.
I watched the Dexter in the morning. I noted an interesting psychomaniupulation:
If you want to resign - if Deb is promoted to the position. Instinctively, everyone says take it.
You are not afraid of you, my son. What are you waiting for, kill me. - THIS makes you not want someone to kill you.
And then to this "I will pray for you, son"
Went mum to get threads, tried on a fantastic brown shirt.
I met a family of paternids. I talked to them for a while, they encouraged me to continue the fight, I confessed to them that I was overly fed up with my own health.
I was reading the book Transerfing Reality. It promises to be really interesting.
I finished reading the art of being healthy to the beat of the music. Wow, I read 100 pages in two days. Music is a great medicine.
In the evening I met Łukasz by the bar and Krystian. He talks great with Łukasz, as he admitted he is interested in personal development. encouraged me to do isometric training.
What I learned today: it's fun to go out to people :)
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