BraveKrystian

The morning started with an 8 o'clock visit to Rafal, but before that, I took the medication alone. I swallowed, of course, but my mother was outraged and swallowed too soon. Never mind. There will always be claims and trouble for drugs. I went to him. He said he was very delighted with my MMS. He even read it several times. My words touched him. I was very pleased that I acted on him this way. He is a great therapist and for free, it would be a shame to lose him. Today we talked about my experiences, about everything and nothing. He said that when he listened to what I was saying, he saw my tone, calmness, composure says that I am very brave after all this. I felt appreciated, in the end my thoughts were just like that - to be admired for being brave. Nothing special happened at home at 4 p.m. we went to zarowski. My dad's swearing after relaxing exercises and with Zarowksi did not impress me much, as they did there, although not that big. I freed myself from zarowski, so now I am writing affirmations: only something good will come out of this situation. It can be easily solved for the benefit of all. I'm safe. We spent some time in the bonnet. I ate a huge unnecessary dinner. On the way back too - I was barefoot. I met Lukasz Lopate and some crew. We talked mainly about nutrition, Allen Kara's book, eating two meals a day What I have learned today: it's nice to be sincerely appreciated :)

I choose the worse

I write this entry in the middle of the day. I just realized that everyone who has gone through some suffering in life chooses "friends with less experience" in quotation marks. But what's interesting, I sincerely like them. I sincerely like the Oscar, Damian. Apparently, Maximus did the same to me once. He already told him his story, I am grateful to him for that. But how to make us friends again. We are different today. He is strong, I am stronger. My mind wants to be friends with him, but with my heart I prefer to be friends more with Oscar, Damian, Marta ... Strange. According to Arleta and Angel, the only way to rebuild friendship is meditation and prayer ... Prayer is easier - just say the magic formula ... What am I saying, I will never start doing it anyway. After all, I don't even feel the need to be terribly friendly with Maks. End of the afternoon entry on September 29. Conversation natalka too quick diagnosis can hurt. Borderline. 3 hour talking mile. Release the laptop table and sit in Turkish.

KundaliniYoga

Yoga calling, talk about kundalini lukasz 18:00, starvation audiobook, morning leg training, light cold. Revitalizing the body with lemon juice.

The Zarowski affair

The day began with a wake-up at 6:00. It was exceptionally warm. I lay in bed for a long time, until 8:00 am then I went to exercise. Today my mother was cleaning the windows, I cleaned my room ... I had a lot of negative emotions related to Rafal Pawlik. I was wondering what to do with this fact? Fortunately, I passed now in the evening. I started listening to a new audiobook today. About Wojkiewicz's starvation. It promises to be a really interesting reading with research on hunger. Just a moment ago, Afera: I have not had the courage to tell my father and my doctor, Donata Bargiel will be. Dad said that in any case he made an appointment with Zarowski. But I felt stress, tension in my stomach and head. I wonder how to tell him this. Maybe I'll text him when he goes back. This is a thought Jeku, I relied on the decision made by a fairy, and I can not make decisions on my own ... I haven't learned anything today. He feels fear. I'm afraid of my father. I'm afraid of Mother. These two motherfuckers ruined my life with these psychotropics. PS suddenly after 8 p.m. I feel strangely pleasantly relaxed. Could this be the effect of the drugs I take? Or maybe my exercises? It's warm in the room. The warmth is conducive to relaxation. Maybe that's why ...

Renta Rafala

Dermatologist in the morning, Rebrithing 4:00 lack of sleep, RentaRafala and tests - stress ... immediately Arleta. Going to Damian - relaxing conversation. Laying love letters. Dryness!!! In the morning of 4:00 am I woke up spontaneously. Then some breakfast and went to the dermatologist. You were very kind at registration. Dr. Stoch was diagnosed with some kind of keratosis or atopic dermatitis. She had to show herself once a month. She wrote a note with a certificate of how she felt it for a friend. at 12 A visit with Rafal. It's already stress ... Some 100-question test. I had high hopes that it was related to the borderline style. At the beginning he asked about pensions, or rather insurance. Then and talked to my brother. I needlessly said that he is interested in such manipulative tricks. I wrote to Arleta immediately. I got the answer and David talked about schizophrenia. Unfortunately... At 15 I went to Damian. Stress. Dryness related to Lyme disease, which I have not felt for a long time, because I thought andrografis eliminated it. This conversation relaxed me a lot. We talked about women, about love letters. On the way back, so as not to forget, I promised Kaja and I will write her a love letter today. I thought about this raphael for a long time. What will happen next. Will I be diagnosed with schizophrenia or Borderline? The test seems to show borderline, but I don't know all mental illnesses, right? So how do I know what will come of it ...

Schmidt

Today I met Bogdan Schmidt at the same time Besides, I would feel sleepy again during the day when the weather was bad. Nnatomieast when it lightened up I felt incredible energy. I greeted Mr. Bogdan, unfortunately I was somehow muddled with breathing. I lied to him and he is well - I don't know why. I had to answer something. I didn't want to talk about myself. I am channeling with Adrian tomorrow, and then I will be raral, stoch and damian. It's finally going to be an interesting day

Sleepy (2)

Nothing special happened today I haven't made a bed for 2 days. This is conducive to such a blog-like pleasant nap during the day. My tongue hurts. I can not eat anymore. Horror. I've been to the pharmacy for aftin, but it's probably not for that. It was nice to see the fountain. In the morning I practiced with Łukasz. As he said: joints are more important than muscles. I talked to Mrs. Marysia who cleans up. A very nice and likeable woman. I told her about my spine. I guess that's it. I also issued Cortex, a person has already reported.