środa, 24 października 2012
Hosue
Boring days. Nothing special happens in my life. The nonsense of life. Park, exercise. My mind is bored, I do the same thing in a circle, maybe it's time to try a new technique in practice - that is, explore new areas, do new things. In a moment, when I go to breathe again, I will go another way.
In the morning of training, I met a lady who was picking mushrooms. People started to like me somehow. I mean mainly older people.
However, I have nothing to talk about with them. I feel like I have a weakened sense of self-worth. Not as much as I used to, but I think I lost my good talk because of these drugs. Through the sensations of his own body, he no longer analyzes anything as before. July, August, September, October ... and I feel that I haven't regained it yet. When I started writing my diary, I was filled with euphoria.
When you are afraid of something - you will lose it - that's what Transerfing says.
Today I read the next parts of the streaming. It was about slides. About imagining what kind of a picture. Visualizing something someday it will happen. So if he visualizes revenge on his father with my new power - it must happen sometime. I believe it. And what I am experiencing now is to make this situation happen in my life.
Gee, now that I am slowly starting to analyze, writing more what I feel - the diary becomes more interesting. However, it is 21 o'clock, I turn on this music, and I still do not want to write. Maybe because the music is the same over and over again. I'm listening to something new at the moment - within tempation, the next songs from the entire discography.
Today I found out from one guy with a drag that exercise also affects the brain. Is it true or not - everything is interconnected. They certainly influence there to some extent.
I watched dr. House. Ah - think that a year ago I had his strength as well as his talk and now I lost it. I enjoyed watching an episode of it again, but these online series have limits and I didn't want to refresh the screen to watch it.
What I learned today: WRITE INTERESTING IN THE DIARY ONCE AGAIN. Usually describe events in an unusual way to make them unforgettable. Include new music. There is a radio!
wtorek, 23 października 2012
Ice-cream
The day started with nausea at night. I really wanted to vomit several times until I woke up because of it. But my body has taken a poison. I was calm and composed. I explained myself and thanks to this I will be strengthened. My body will remember in the future what to do with such a poison. What you accept as truth becomes truth ... Truth?
I fell asleep for treatments. Mom woke me up and I went. I took the medication a little earlier. On the way, I met a farmer. He said I still go everywhere.
When I finished my treatments, I visited him. I bought milk and cranberries. Even though I had 2.40, he gave me cranberries for 2.60. Nice of him.
I went home, training, thermos, green tea. The training was so exhausting and I wanted to throw up.
During the day - I don't think I did anything special. I programmed a little, in the afternoon I ate a liter of ice cream, which I regretted with time and so much. Teznia, music. Day like everyday.
Have I learned anything today - I don't know ... Boring day.
I asked Arletta what to do to strengthen my self-esteem. She told me that when I start working my self-esteem will increase, so my feelings will be mixed.
poniedziałek, 22 października 2012
KrakowskiRafal
A day with a slight delay
Treatments in the morning, then rafal - a conversation about the lack of a TV and radio. Talking about Maks, plans to live alone, feeling that I will disturb Maks when I live with him.
Then breakfast, 12:25 Krakow, herbal medicine clinic, visiting guests, departure to Wroclaw.
Ice cream, obzanek, driving a stinking rabbus. Baba in the bus gives way to a girl.
Teznia, grapefruit juice, krystian drazek, Dawid laptops
Long interesting day. Lots of freedom :)
Could the End of Reitera
The day began at 6:00. Exceptionally, however, I did not want to get up. I was strangely awake. It has rarely happened to me.
between 8 and 9 I went to training. After 10:30 am I went to the new market. I was supposed to go with my dad, but when we called it turned out that dad is already in the new market a long time ago.
I have a low self-esteem. I'm afraid I've lost my old power. That confidence, your good talk. I'm afraid of everything. WHORE!!! And as if arleta says that nothing has been lost, the more I talk to people, the sooner I will find out about it.
Since yesterday I have been reading Satan's Bibles, suddenly I became interested in magic, the power for which I began to desire !!! Enough of these affirmations about love and joy, since I am full of hate !!!
At Pierzga I waited a little in line. From a psychoogical point of view, being at the nurse's, I said briefly: good morning, will you register me? I knocked very briefly, only 3 taps.
Pierzga sees narrow gaps. I want to enter that it was nothing, no Reiter. Maybe I made a mistake and said that the injection worked. We are to repeat the photo after the treatments. When I put her photos away, I said what I was doing so that she would not worry. I can feel it, everyone just wants to know.
I ate 2 cabbage rolls there, and I drank a liter of grapefruit juice. Then I went under the daisy. Even earlier in the queue, my grandmother talked about her husband, who had worked on a construction site for 35 years, had destroyed his medicine. He cannot walk, and in addition, after so many years, he cannot receive an invalid group, and crazy people somehow receive.
Nothing special at home, I wanted to sleep. I didn't do anything, ate corn and Cips in the evening. Double main course is a hearty meal for me. It's hard for me to adhere to it.
What I learned today: better and better communicating with the public health service.
niedziela, 21 października 2012
The End of WorkCholism 2
The day started at 6:00. Well-rested.
Then training. I was able to throw drugs in the field. I was proud of myself. Mom was in bed at the time. It was too easy.
The training was great. Today I exercised the lower body. I met Marek Pitek - I think he started to practice too.
After training, acupressure of the foot on the tezni. Perfect
Breakfast, but the unloading of training after breakfast streatching was amazing.
Sunbathing after 12 PM. Mom and David were in the church at that time. So was the day
In the evening someone wrote about the bot. I was listening to H louise. My programs did not work out well, I left myself alone. Now in the evening I also managed to smuggle in drugs. I'm going to wash and go to the toilet.
What I learned today: smuggle drugs.
Ala, I was also looking for a tram to the ibazar. I hope I will be able to get it and I am curious how the tram will work on me with neuroleptics.
sobota, 20 października 2012
End of Workocholism
Standard training in the morning. I was doing very well. I practiced push-ups on newly discovered handbags, and triceps with a cage on red ones. I forgot to take a watch to count time - that's why I counted in my head. After training, I felt a laugh. The pumped-up biceps was 38.5 cm
During the day, I supplemented the links with a link shortener for my blog. I didn't write anything in delphi and somehow I felt bad and didn't work.
I downloaded the book hay louise you can change your wish in pdf. Of course I converted. Despite the fact that I have always been a skeptic of such literature, this time I really liked it
I have recommended Lukasz Lopata a few items on earning money.
piątek, 19 października 2012
UnderOurSkin
A day as I used to say - finally written on time :)
During the day, I was 2 times my mother for a finger so that it would not hurt. In the evening I was walking on the stones.
Nothing special happened after that. Morning training and treatments. There was a new lady - we talked pleasantly. Unfortunately, I had to lie and study.
now I started watching the movie Under Our Skin - a documentary about Lyme disease. It interests me very much. People also had similar problems and were told that they were fine. This is screwed up !!!
It motivated me and you should fight for yourself even more! Again, I visualized Kalembe as I step into it and receive the necessary treatments.
Today I also started reading Volume 2 of Reality Transfers. There was a lot about lucid dreams to ask myself throughout the day - do I really dream - and from what I understood asked the dream question similarly.
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