piątek, 26 października 2012
BotChomikuj
Today I exercised exceptionally at home in the rain. I started training between 8-9. A full warm-up at the end of your workout.
I made push-ups with a tennis ball on the chest, and it was perfectly replaced by a lemon. It made me push-ups much slower. It's hard for me to say how the buttocks and stomach worked with all this, but I felt a bit better the cage due to the slower work.
After training, I measured the biceps. Az 39cm. It was amazing for me. There are more and more :) Natural medicine works miracles !!! every time I measure my biceps I imagine him wanting more and more.
Mom went somewhere, I was doing a hamster for the day. I overcame more and more new obstacles in this browser.
A guy wrote to me today about writing a program for remote control with sound support. He is a musician, hence he needs such a program.
I was with Mrs. Basia Slosarczyk. I repaired her computer, or rather, I only used System Restore to recover the audio on her computer. I even got 20 zlotys from her.
I met with Łukasz Lopata. We discussed nutrition. He gave me a book: a man's amorous potential. I gave him a book of meditation techniques.
What I learned today: I gained experience with the TWebBrowser component
czwartek, 25 października 2012
Movie: True
From yesterday I forgot to add a conversation with Darek Michalak. He said that I was a handsome boy and that I should find myself a woman, because loneliness is good for 2-3 years. It was nice to talk to us, although on the other hand I didn't want to talk about Mary's ass. It was a pleasure to listen to him, I asked him numerous questions.
Today's treatments, then I did not want to exercise. I ate a huge breakfast. I've been eating huge portions for several days. I'm stuffing myself like a pig. Then a dream, around 12 I went to practice. I met a lady from a neighboring block whose name I cannot give at the moment. We talked about my barefoot walking on stones.
Today I regretted and unnecessarily told my mother about my ordered armchair. Now he will send negative thoughts to me and the chair will be broken or something. And the armchair wants to use osho kundalini for meditation. It seems to me that it will be perfect for this.
Arleta advised just to change the meditation technique and not do esoteric tricks on strength.
I was able to figure out what the problem was in my delphi program
I downloaded the truth program today. There was something about money and the US economy. I wonder what will happen next, will there be anything about meditation.
We managed to get in touch with Marlena. The poor one is experiencing the same things as me. I feel sorry for her. How is it possible that with so many symptoms people do not want to heal us? This confirmed me once again in an even stronger conviction to go to kalemba and in the future to win the fight against the court!
środa, 24 października 2012
Hosue
Boring days. Nothing special happens in my life. The nonsense of life. Park, exercise. My mind is bored, I do the same thing in a circle, maybe it's time to try a new technique in practice - that is, explore new areas, do new things. In a moment, when I go to breathe again, I will go another way.
In the morning of training, I met a lady who was picking mushrooms. People started to like me somehow. I mean mainly older people.
However, I have nothing to talk about with them. I feel like I have a weakened sense of self-worth. Not as much as I used to, but I think I lost my good talk because of these drugs. Through the sensations of his own body, he no longer analyzes anything as before. July, August, September, October ... and I feel that I haven't regained it yet. When I started writing my diary, I was filled with euphoria.
When you are afraid of something - you will lose it - that's what Transerfing says.
Today I read the next parts of the streaming. It was about slides. About imagining what kind of a picture. Visualizing something someday it will happen. So if he visualizes revenge on his father with my new power - it must happen sometime. I believe it. And what I am experiencing now is to make this situation happen in my life.
Gee, now that I am slowly starting to analyze, writing more what I feel - the diary becomes more interesting. However, it is 21 o'clock, I turn on this music, and I still do not want to write. Maybe because the music is the same over and over again. I'm listening to something new at the moment - within tempation, the next songs from the entire discography.
Today I found out from one guy with a drag that exercise also affects the brain. Is it true or not - everything is interconnected. They certainly influence there to some extent.
I watched dr. House. Ah - think that a year ago I had his strength as well as his talk and now I lost it. I enjoyed watching an episode of it again, but these online series have limits and I didn't want to refresh the screen to watch it.
What I learned today: WRITE INTERESTING IN THE DIARY ONCE AGAIN. Usually describe events in an unusual way to make them unforgettable. Include new music. There is a radio!
wtorek, 23 października 2012
Ice-cream
The day started with nausea at night. I really wanted to vomit several times until I woke up because of it. But my body has taken a poison. I was calm and composed. I explained myself and thanks to this I will be strengthened. My body will remember in the future what to do with such a poison. What you accept as truth becomes truth ... Truth?
I fell asleep for treatments. Mom woke me up and I went. I took the medication a little earlier. On the way, I met a farmer. He said I still go everywhere.
When I finished my treatments, I visited him. I bought milk and cranberries. Even though I had 2.40, he gave me cranberries for 2.60. Nice of him.
I went home, training, thermos, green tea. The training was so exhausting and I wanted to throw up.
During the day - I don't think I did anything special. I programmed a little, in the afternoon I ate a liter of ice cream, which I regretted with time and so much. Teznia, music. Day like everyday.
Have I learned anything today - I don't know ... Boring day.
I asked Arletta what to do to strengthen my self-esteem. She told me that when I start working my self-esteem will increase, so my feelings will be mixed.
poniedziałek, 22 października 2012
KrakowskiRafal
A day with a slight delay
Treatments in the morning, then rafal - a conversation about the lack of a TV and radio. Talking about Maks, plans to live alone, feeling that I will disturb Maks when I live with him.
Then breakfast, 12:25 Krakow, herbal medicine clinic, visiting guests, departure to Wroclaw.
Ice cream, obzanek, driving a stinking rabbus. Baba in the bus gives way to a girl.
Teznia, grapefruit juice, krystian drazek, Dawid laptops
Long interesting day. Lots of freedom :)
Could the End of Reitera
The day began at 6:00. Exceptionally, however, I did not want to get up. I was strangely awake. It has rarely happened to me.
between 8 and 9 I went to training. After 10:30 am I went to the new market. I was supposed to go with my dad, but when we called it turned out that dad is already in the new market a long time ago.
I have a low self-esteem. I'm afraid I've lost my old power. That confidence, your good talk. I'm afraid of everything. WHORE!!! And as if arleta says that nothing has been lost, the more I talk to people, the sooner I will find out about it.
Since yesterday I have been reading Satan's Bibles, suddenly I became interested in magic, the power for which I began to desire !!! Enough of these affirmations about love and joy, since I am full of hate !!!
At Pierzga I waited a little in line. From a psychoogical point of view, being at the nurse's, I said briefly: good morning, will you register me? I knocked very briefly, only 3 taps.
Pierzga sees narrow gaps. I want to enter that it was nothing, no Reiter. Maybe I made a mistake and said that the injection worked. We are to repeat the photo after the treatments. When I put her photos away, I said what I was doing so that she would not worry. I can feel it, everyone just wants to know.
I ate 2 cabbage rolls there, and I drank a liter of grapefruit juice. Then I went under the daisy. Even earlier in the queue, my grandmother talked about her husband, who had worked on a construction site for 35 years, had destroyed his medicine. He cannot walk, and in addition, after so many years, he cannot receive an invalid group, and crazy people somehow receive.
Nothing special at home, I wanted to sleep. I didn't do anything, ate corn and Cips in the evening. Double main course is a hearty meal for me. It's hard for me to adhere to it.
What I learned today: better and better communicating with the public health service.
niedziela, 21 października 2012
The End of WorkCholism 2
The day started at 6:00. Well-rested.
Then training. I was able to throw drugs in the field. I was proud of myself. Mom was in bed at the time. It was too easy.
The training was great. Today I exercised the lower body. I met Marek Pitek - I think he started to practice too.
After training, acupressure of the foot on the tezni. Perfect
Breakfast, but the unloading of training after breakfast streatching was amazing.
Sunbathing after 12 PM. Mom and David were in the church at that time. So was the day
In the evening someone wrote about the bot. I was listening to H louise. My programs did not work out well, I left myself alone. Now in the evening I also managed to smuggle in drugs. I'm going to wash and go to the toilet.
What I learned today: smuggle drugs.
Ala, I was also looking for a tram to the ibazar. I hope I will be able to get it and I am curious how the tram will work on me with neuroleptics.
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