Running

Wake up 5:00 breathing exercises. Then running - perfectly calming down, coming twice for the test results - unfortunately everything is still normal. Basque stories, meeting Marta at the same time. I met a girl in the park who was lying on a bench. Unfortunately, some woman wired it and called the police Running is great for calming the mind and body. I'm taking a week of such a break. Also: I tested BackTrack and breaks my home WPA network. Unfortunately, I did not manage to do much with it :)

Bloody Confession

November 19 - Bloody Confession In the morning I went to Rafal Pawlik. Today there has been a breakthrough in our talks. I confessed to him about schizophrenia, about the wrong diagnosis, about what it was like. I was afraid to tell him this, but somehow I broke down and managed to confess it to him. Rafal took it calmly, with understanding, he even said that he could discreetly ask what could happen if I confessed in the file that I had never been treated psychiatrically - this is what I feared the most and the reaction of Rafał and Dr. Prochyry. After the confession I went to get my blood tested. There was a red-haired woman who was crammed in front of the line. She was a bit irritating in the window, especially when she still said: let me write here again ... I'll get the results tomorrow. Persuasion david - eat or clean up? This short pewswayza caused him to look after me anyway: D Today, my mother went to visit my grandfather. In the afternoon Marta came. We watched the movie Project X - some kind of comedy. Besides, Marta wanted me to give her a massage I couldn't control the excitement as I massaged her. She claimed that I was doing her massage better than my friend's massage therapist. At one point, I wanted to make love to her. Next time I will give the music to make the massage more pleasant for her. Oh, while massaging her, I sat on her buttocks :) She agreed :) It was so much nicer for me to massage, I put a little load on the lower spine, but then I was in control of the situation Today I was interrogating my diary from June 2010. I haven't heard it for so long and I don't remember a lot of the situation. I just listen, I don't remember some, some I know that she was, but I can't see the pictures as accurately as I once saw them What I learned today: Truth always triumphs!

LonelyBackTrack

Again, I did not want anything. I promised myself that I would not do anything. I will live at my parents' expense and enjoy life. I remembered the situation from two days ago when I needed a little money on the account. I wanted to pay for the purification of karma and the TaiChi manual. I was left with David, but he is reluctant to lend money to the account - right? If so, then meditation came to help. I meditated in the intention that David would lend me money. It worked :) I felt a bit more confident thanks to this. Today - my mother went to see my grandfather again. I don't know if I mentioned - he has lung cancer, so my mom is going to see him now. At that time, I downloaded GnackTrack alone, but the distro is not updated anymore, and it is not a network card. The author himself encouraged to download the BackTrack version with Gnome support. I did so too. In the meantime, I came across the website backtrack.com.pl where the author translated the BackTrack version by adding additional interesting tools. We will check the official first and then the current one :)

Big cleaning

Lack of courage in front of a woman who called on the phone. I could have said - do you want to invite me somewhere or sell me something? I spent this day cleaning my room. I threw out unnecessary things, and put most of the things in the room. It took me most of the day I played tetris on FB. A great game, I was able to change the settings of the keys, thanks to which I swipe on facebook.

Yesterday (2)

Yesterday was written with a delay. In the morning my mum went with my dad to Zakopane. I am blogging lazy in bed. The night before going to bed I ate 4 pieces of butter and a lot of cheese, breaking my own rule, to eat the last meal 18-19. Interestingly, the dream was restorative - I slept on my stomach waking up at 6:00 am without any problems. The urine was only dark, but that's normal. Again, I did not have the courage to turn on the hg. Mirrel wrote back to me regarding the purification of karma for PLN 69. A friendly woman - we'll see what will result from our cooperation. With David, we ate meat on Friday with pasta. When my mother came back, she was a bit clingy. I answered her: it is difficult - Satan will send us to hell. He becomes the malevolent, hateful father and mother of Dr. House. Recovering its power like a discharged battery !!! I have read Osho Creativity. There was a little bit about the role of the lips in meditation. The mouth must be closed. It's a good idea to make a few yawns to calm down.

Visit Marty

Today Marta came to visit me Before she came, however, I was doing breathing exercises. Traditionally, I didn't feel like anything. Absolutely nothing. During my visit, I was wondering how to say hello to her. I feel embarrassed about saying hello to a girl - I don't know whether to kiss the cheek or to hug or shake hands. I do not know. Nobody ever taught me and I have no idea. We talked about everything, I gave away the old books for Lukasz Pizama. She promised to bring me some interesting book. I lent her the book OSHO Meditation Techniques. I also downloaded the book Angelotherapy. I also listened to HemiSync to the rhythm of WFM - good experience. Here's what I learned today I got old again and didn't turn on the gh

Runs Conversation

Talking to a guy who is also running. I was talking to the old man, not having as good a conversation as he used to be: I admire your condition at this age. Congratulations. He told me about his successes, the impact of running on health, shoes, marathons. He recommended that, with my health, I try to run several dozen meters a day and see how I feel. In his opinion, the spine will adjust while running. On my way back I ran a little bit. I imagined (even during the conversation) how to run a marathon, how to win a medal, how to prepare myself with fasting, breathing exercises, proper training and diet, having a great body. I am thinking now that I have experienced such unimaginable pain, maybe I will be able to reach the other pole of this strange story - super strength! Mom and Dawid left. Dawid for a job, mother to visit my grandfather. Besides, I'm afraid to turn on the gg. I decided that I will probably give up this Chomikuj bot. I do not want to write it, I can write it, but I do not want to :-)