środa, 21 listopada 2012
nmap
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Installed BackTrack extreme and partition problem but managed to overcome it :)
Today I met Hanie Zawadzka in the park with a child, then Marta Tomalczyk also with the child. We talked about everything and nothing. Hania Zawadzka gave nuts to wrons. I didn't know they liked them.
The event of the day - in the evening I was hypnotizing adrian. Contact with Angel has been successfully established. I had to put Adrian to sleep in order to get even deeper contact with him, unfortunately it didn't work out. Besides, Adrian got scared when the angel started to move his bark. This is why contact is made at the level of thought
What I learned today: making contact with an angel.
PS I wrote to Marta and I will give her the laptop for free.
wtorek, 20 listopada 2012
Running
Wake up 5:00 breathing exercises. Then running - perfectly calming down, coming twice for the test results - unfortunately everything is still normal.
Basque stories, meeting Marta at the same time.
I met a girl in the park who was lying on a bench. Unfortunately, some woman wired it and called the police
Running is great for calming the mind and body. I'm taking a week of such a break.
Also: I tested BackTrack and breaks my home WPA network. Unfortunately, I did not manage to do much with it :)
poniedziałek, 19 listopada 2012
Bloody Confession
November 19 - Bloody Confession
In the morning I went to Rafal Pawlik. Today there has been a breakthrough in our talks. I confessed to him about schizophrenia, about the wrong diagnosis, about what it was like. I was afraid to tell him this, but somehow I broke down and managed to confess it to him. Rafal took it calmly, with understanding, he even said that he could discreetly ask what could happen if I confessed in the file that I had never been treated psychiatrically - this is what I feared the most and the reaction of Rafał and Dr. Prochyry.
After the confession I went to get my blood tested. There was a red-haired woman who was crammed in front of the line. She was a bit irritating in the window, especially when she still said: let me write here again ... I'll get the results tomorrow.
Persuasion david - eat or clean up? This short pewswayza caused him to look after me anyway: D
Today, my mother went to visit my grandfather. In the afternoon Marta came. We watched the movie Project X - some kind of comedy. Besides, Marta wanted me to give her a massage
I couldn't control the excitement as I massaged her. She claimed that I was doing her massage better than my friend's massage therapist. At one point, I wanted to make love to her. Next time I will give the music to make the massage more pleasant for her. Oh, while massaging her, I sat on her buttocks :) She agreed :) It was so much nicer for me to massage, I put a little load on the lower spine, but then I was in control of the situation
Today I was interrogating my diary from June 2010. I haven't heard it for so long and I don't remember a lot of the situation. I just listen, I don't remember some, some I know that she was, but I can't see the pictures as accurately as I once saw them
What I learned today: Truth always triumphs!
niedziela, 18 listopada 2012
LonelyBackTrack
Again, I did not want anything. I promised myself that I would not do anything. I will live at my parents' expense and enjoy life.
I remembered the situation from two days ago when I needed a little money on the account. I wanted to pay for the purification of karma and the TaiChi manual. I was left with David, but he is reluctant to lend money to the account - right? If so, then meditation came to help. I meditated in the intention that David would lend me money. It worked :) I felt a bit more confident thanks to this.
Today - my mother went to see my grandfather again. I don't know if I mentioned - he has lung cancer, so my mom is going to see him now.
At that time, I downloaded GnackTrack alone, but the distro is not updated anymore, and it is not a network card. The author himself encouraged to download the BackTrack version with Gnome support. I did so too. In the meantime, I came across the website backtrack.com.pl where the author translated the BackTrack version by adding additional interesting tools. We will check the official first and then the current one :)
sobota, 17 listopada 2012
Big cleaning
Lack of courage in front of a woman who called on the phone. I could have said - do you want to invite me somewhere or sell me something?
I spent this day cleaning my room. I threw out unnecessary things, and put most of the things in the room. It took me most of the day
I played tetris on FB. A great game, I was able to change the settings of the keys, thanks to which I swipe on facebook.
Yesterday (2)
Yesterday was written with a delay.
In the morning my mum went with my dad to Zakopane. I am blogging lazy in bed. The night before going to bed I ate 4 pieces of butter and a lot of cheese, breaking my own rule, to eat the last meal 18-19. Interestingly, the dream was restorative - I slept on my stomach waking up at 6:00 am without any problems. The urine was only dark, but that's normal.
Again, I did not have the courage to turn on the hg.
Mirrel wrote back to me regarding the purification of karma for PLN 69. A friendly woman - we'll see what will result from our cooperation.
With David, we ate meat on Friday with pasta. When my mother came back, she was a bit clingy. I answered her: it is difficult - Satan will send us to hell.
He becomes the malevolent, hateful father and mother of Dr. House. Recovering its power like a discharged battery !!!
I have read Osho Creativity. There was a little bit about the role of the lips in meditation. The mouth must be closed. It's a good idea to make a few yawns to calm down.
czwartek, 15 listopada 2012
Visit Marty
Today Marta came to visit me
Before she came, however, I was doing breathing exercises. Traditionally, I didn't feel like anything. Absolutely nothing.
During my visit, I was wondering how to say hello to her. I feel embarrassed about saying hello to a girl - I don't know whether to kiss the cheek or to hug or shake hands. I do not know. Nobody ever taught me and I have no idea.
We talked about everything, I gave away the old books for Lukasz Pizama. She promised to bring me some interesting book. I lent her the book OSHO Meditation Techniques.
I also downloaded the book Angelotherapy.
I also listened to HemiSync to the rhythm of WFM - good experience. Here's what I learned today
I got old again and didn't turn on the gh
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