I choose darkness

I remembered 2 dreams: The first time I was at my grandfather's and I walked into the kitchen with my shoes on. I pledged to clean the kitchen. 2 with Dr. House. I felt dr. Wilson. Our block 13a was like a hospital. I dreamed that 2 girls came to me and wanted to complain about dr. House that what kind of doctor is this, since the advanced stage of cancer cannot distinguish from leukemia. I went to House. We injected each other into the patients with some poisons. I think my patient's head exploded - he shouted freezer / freezer. I was devastated to be ready to wire the House for counterfeit prescriptions. Finally, House says he doesn't know who he is, a dermatologist, a nephrologist (...) but he knows one thing - he'll do anything to fix the spine. December 14 - I Choose Darkness. The day did not differ much from the other days. In the morning I read the diary of August 2010 in my speed reading program. I read every 2 words. I spent a lot of time in bed. In the afternoon I had to train so I trained my stomach, chest and legs. At 4:00 PM I had an appointment channeling with Wioletta for today. We talked about it that by December 21, that is when the world entered this whole aquarius (I don't know what's going on, I don't know any esoterics) we should decide whether we want to be bad or good. After listening to this at the beginning, I wanted to be angry. Wioletta contacted some Angel of joy. But when I heard this, I had this regret, I said to myself: I will not be doing any meditation technique. It sucks, it is stupid !!! HUJ WITH IT. I'll be licking like dr. House tramal, I'll get my good old talk back and eat people with my hate. Why do I need some fucking meditation! Before we channeled, I spoke with David about Christmas gifts for parents. Dad a little laptop and mom a new mobile phone. I'm not fucking doing anything! I have what is there, I have a place to live, I regain my health thanks to my herbs. I just want to get back my super earthly good talk !!! I hate people! Huj with Angels, channeling and esoteric. HUJ WITH IT !!!

December 12

Yesterday, December 12, written with a delay. I got cold, but I bravely coped with garlic, plenty of water with lemon and nettle. Today, although slightly weak, I feel much better, and alternate showers. Mum was in Krakow all day. I spent the day at home because of a cold. I turned on the New Age Gods, but I couldn't hear the lies they were telling about my master OSHO. I turned it off, the television is lying. I had a dream last night about Gum to live. Maybe there was something in it, maybe it was needed to go to Sebastianowicz, but more about it in the next post.

Osho Autobiography 2

Today's Dreams: Mountain Expedition, meanwhile on the train you will rob us. I remember the text that this mountain trip was supposed to last 30 days. I called it the mountain expedition, because this expedition happened somehow as if in a skip when we were robbed on a train. Interestingly, they forgot to circle "us", i.e. me and Tomek Marek - I think you were him, but why did he appear in this dream ?. The second dream, moments after waking up, when I wanted to record the dreams was the fight between Wacha and Klitchko. Yesterday was written with a slight delay. In the morning I had a very optimized training. I started practicing at 8:00 AM and finished at 9:00 AM. Something incredible in my performance. After the training, I prepared myself for an appointment with an ophthalmologist. I quickly made up my mind, ate something, and a little after 10 I was in the clinic. I met Angelik on the spot. She wrote her way a day earlier to me on Facebook. Maybe we thought together. Her sister was then on a visit to the dermatologist Dr. Dragonfly. Dr. the pacifier, of course, arranged everything in 2 minutes for PLN 40. Hehe. Oculist visit: not very satisfying. The same visual impairment 0.25 and 0.50. Droplets on dry eyes. She didn't notice that my head ached in one place and it was putting pressure on the nerves in my right eye. I am not satisfied with this. After the ophthalmologist, I brought the insurance to the clinic, as asked by Rafal Pawlik. I met dr. Prochyre - great guy. He asked in a friendly voice: Lord to me? I explained that I had only come to report the insurance. I went out and wandered a bit after the rabka. For a change, I went a different route. I bought 2 cereal bars in kefir and cabbage soup in Malagasy. I was in the bookstore next to Rafal Pawlik. I asked if they bought books and books about medicine and a healthy lifestyle. I came across the book Self-healing with the BSM method. Since it was sealed, I downloaded the e-book from the Internet. I have been wearing underpants for 2 days at home. I feel such an incredible desire to act lightly and freely. I feel good about it. This way I read books, I listened to the magic of reading. It feels so nice: snow and winter outside. I don't have to work and go to school. It's pretty good :) http://chomikuj.pl/bronex/Medycyna+naturalna/Ezoteryka << interesting hamster, interesting movies. Worth watching I also resumed juggling with balls. Not only that it synchornizes this exercise, it strengthens its power. Osho's Autobiography: Osho was the only one who had the courage to complain to his teacher for being tortured by Master Kantar. 21 years osho nervous breakdown. According to osho, only those who are ready to go mad can reach god. I wanted to do a fasting for this day, but I gave up on this idea. Today my mother was going to Krakow for some surgery. I don't know exactly, I'm not interested in her. At night, just before going to bed, I ate 2 bananas and a few slices. At night I opened my window and slept with the window open. I woke up at 5 am well rested. I wonder how, after this break of several days without a window and without food, I could get up early. we'll see in 2 weeks. After all, my idea of ​​homeopathy lasts until December 21st. What I learned today: Lots of interesting things. Books are a good way to deal with my present loneliness.

Osho Autobiography

Peaceful winter day I spent almost all of my time at home. In the morning, Rafal Pawlik called me. He said he wanted to give me a lift because he was passing in the area, but I turned on the phone too late. We continued talking about my feelings. I gave him the movie. I felt such a hunger during our conversation as if it lasted too short. On my way out I met a girl who was also recently. Hoarse voice, but she tried to be nice. While at home, Rafal called again and my insurance ran out. I have committed myself to report a new insurance tomorrow. I spent the day in my pants. Although I did not look my best in them, I felt very comfortable. I have completed the notes on starchies in my book diary and on lucid dreams. I was reading my autobiography in the evening. I was in touch with the channeling girl Violetta. However, he takes up to PLN 120 for such sessions. We'll see what Mirriel says to that. Tomorrow to the ophthalmologist.

Deprivation Chamber

December 9 - Today 2 dreams around 6:00. Holes as in the matrix (I wrote so, but I don't remember what's going on anymore). Rafal Pawlik's second dream on a wheelchair. Ninja Pads went crazy around town. Next to Rafal a spouse but much older with dry eyes. In addition, the morning training 39cm cold, Nothing special happened, I healed Adrian at a distance. The placebo effect worked on his teeth, but the reiki effect was moderate. I tried to heal my tongue on myself - no results.

Rental staff

Sleep in the morning: Talking to my dad, going to Gazda where max was at the pharmacy. Dad talked to me, I really wanted to go to Maks at that time. Talking to my dad was about fixing the computer. I also remembered looking at my and his biceps who has the bigger one: D Suddenly a jump in time and space to oli's cousin. She spoke of Elence as she conquered many areas in the North Pole. Elenka's achievements were shown on the map in Ola's room in the old apartment: D What could it mean? : D Ola wanted to find out with me, but I wanted to return to Maks. I went back there, but the max was gone :( December 7 - Feather Rental Morning workout. It ran brilliantly. I stick to homeopathy. Instead of herbs, I switched to green tea, which I liked very much. Oh, I woke up at five o'clock in the morning, taking my sleep over. Restless blood pressure, lack of sleep, but it was possible to compensate for it with breathing and vibrations of brain waves. The window was closed, making the room warm and pleasant to get up. After training, I went home. I drank cocoa from the wrong milk and sugar - finally 2 weeks of homeopathy - I can eat anything that is messy. I ate, changed my clothes, took my photos and went to the new market. Being on buses, fear of life again. I'm out of my own ground. What will or someone fuck me up, he will shout - and I do not have my short retort. Fortunately, the busier was cool, we sensed each other. He wrote chimek asking for a top-up of PLN 5. So I jumped to the store and sent him the top-up code by SMS. Before that, I also met Dawid when he was returning from Mszana Dolna. He was boasting about his new job as an advisor to Play. PLN 1000 base for 3 months, PLN 200 from the signed contract. Great job. He plans to buy a car from January. He was also talking about some app that would find jobs from all job related sites. In the bus I really wanted to pee, my bladder was full. However, I asked my body to help me bear it :) Being there, I registered for the beebust. And actually going up The registration was closed, the wall was fenced. It turned out that from December 3 she was moved to the bottom. I went downstairs, she was a very nice nurse - she said that the card was already lifted upstairs. I thanked you. In the meantime, I somehow settled my needs in the toilet. I also bought tissues in that little shop at the entrance. I waited a few hours in line. Interestingly, people have complained a lot and have to wait. I, however, waited patiently. On the one hand, I wanted to hear what people had to say, on the other hand, I ran away from them - I didn't want to listen to how they were suffering and to get excited. Chills passed through me. Finally after 2 p.m. it was my turn. It turned out that Dr. Sebastianowicz is receiving on Thursdays and today is Friday. But I don't think time has been wasted. Despite this, dr. Pierzga was very nice. I think she liked me. I went to re-register with Dr. Sebastianowicz - according to her, the only orthopedist who can deal with my case. Unfortunately, I could not register because I do not accept new patients at all. There was Dr. Wolski for next Friday, but Pierzga really wanted it to be Dr. Sebastianowicz. I came back, explained the matter: Dr. Pierzga a bit irritated. She said, she also could not register new patients, so how is it ... We agreed with a smile on our face that I would wait patiently until this January, then I will register and, having a date, I will come here to your nurse. She with a smile - well, let's do it, after all, when I go with it for 2 years, I can still come a bit. I went back to Rabka, it smelled terribly in the bus, I was hungry and I felt it very much, although I instinctively wanted to clean my intestines with grapefruit juice. I did it when I was at the train station. Meanwhile, while in the queue, I wrote with Marta Tomalczyk. She asked me to lend her the book by S. Kinga Wie�a 7 in the library, unfortunately it was not there. I looked at books on medicine and healthy lifestyle in the library. There was a lot of it. There were even about Hypnosis, H. Louise you can change your life. Wow. I wrote about 9 titles on the x-ray of the spine. I borrowed the Yoga book for a good start. I went home. David ordered a pizza. I ate another bread. Pizza for PLN 15, or PLN 7.50 per head. Great pizza ala kebab with lettuce. I liked it very much, but it was so great that we couldn't eat it all. And here I will shortly. I continued reading Adam Bytof's book of Orientals, I went jogging, I threw away my medications - today I managed to be without drugs all day long. I went for a run. I was at home. Now I'm going to wash myself. Parents ate the rest of the pizza. It was a long and interesting day :)

IdeaLotto

Sleep, from 00 to 02 chakra sounds meditation plus visualization of winning battles with doctors. Dream: FB app for free phone calls. morning laziness. I was not mistaken. What I am homeopathy. A cold walk. Conversation with Adrian about winning the lottery, the deprivation chamber, the second book about lucid dreams. I enjoyed reading.