Invitation

February 15 - Max's invitation I woke up quite early. I noticed that chlamydia started attaching to the heart and kidneys. She has not attacked there for a long time. Trial of Valerianov - Lipa. The only advantage of the valerian test was that it was breathing at night. I felt a slight slight tingling sensation, especially concentrating on the exhale. I do not create breath on rigid rules, it is important that it be calm, deep and diaphragmatic. Baking soda test to refresh the air. Just in the evening, Dad said that it smells like a hospital here. In addition, after the morning training, I cleaned the room. How beautiful and clean here now. At 2 p.m. I felt a little hungry. This is probably the effect of a light morning breakfast and lack of food and training. After the morning training I felt a mega positive energy boost. In the afternoon around 4 p.m. mum went to church to pray. She complained about her finger. I started with intuflow and training legs and abdomen. I wanted to start using baking soda today, but I postponed it to tomorrow. After today's training day, I didn't feel like sweets at all. Something incredible. I even threw out the Rafaello my mom gave me. The feeling of a slight hunger for lightness in my stomach was very pleasant for me. At 6 p.m. I went to Maks, he invited me for today. We ate scrambled eggs which his dad made especially for this occasion. She was great. We watched the Avengers movie together with the max - pretty cool lyrics and special effects, but the story was so-so. Still, I'd rather talk to Max and talk to him instead of watching movies. It's good that I sat down next to him on the couch. Thanks to this, I felt his closeness. He also showed me tons of chops they keep in the bathroom. Max's dad invited me to their house, I didn't understand exactly, but their house was as if chosen by the representatives of the attic. That's how I understood ... But, I want to stay away from the Catholic religion, and on the other hand, I like Maks's house, his parents' house and this unique atmosphere. Now I got a joke: Honey, I would eat you with potatoes and cabbage�: D In addition, there was also the situation with Ola. Ola greeted me, but I didn't know what to do. Maks took me to the house after the movie. I think there were the most beautiful moments here. At my place, we talked about college, about what he wants to do in life, and that Maks is jealous on the one hand for being alone. It was a fun conversation, I felt we were together again. I came home, there was chocolate. And cramps, I ate an inch, 700kcal per night. Fuck me, if I don't eat sweets here. But I was successful. I see that physical exercises make me feel like I don't feel like sweets, but for the night this desire came back. Weird... PS A moment ago I had quite a lot of positive mental energy. So I started moderating the blog. To my surprise, the goo results went up a bit despite my 1.5 months of laziness and lack of website positioning and in addition some wedge on this dynamic template, although I only earned 2 cents. Now I found a really nice cool and clean template. He's moderating his blog. I am proud of it, the ads also compose nicely. I think I finally found a template for myself :) Oh, most of the visits come from google.

I asked for everything

February 14 - I asked for everything - I got everything ... Free planet. Today I read about UFO 50 PLN from a neighbor for a laptop Writing a letter to Kaji. Now I'll be testing Valerian droplets in the evening. My attitude towards lucid dreaming is small, although after DXM also my attitude is small and various strange things are happening ... I don't feel like writing much today. I asked for everything, I got everything. I wanted to suffer - I suffered. I wanted to be like Wojewodzki - I was like House - I was Dr. House and I had super indestructible retort. I wanted to be like Sawyer, like Maksym - I was too. I was like a chameleon - whoever I wanted to be, I was. Now I want to get it back because I still feel like nobody despite these affirmations. I am not able to play anyone. I feel like nobody. Now I see what a great gift I had. Fucking Ablify!

Hopono (2)

February 13 - Hopono In the morning I argued with my mother about how many slices I can eat. Today is a great strict post so only allowed me to eat one slice. I put some cheese on myself, it still clung to the fact that there is cheese, it should be eaten without cheese because Jesus suffered terribly on the cross. Later, even out of anger, I ate snickers and peanuts. It is true that without her presence, but there was something about me to anger her. morning training I saw an eagle shade. I didn't do all the exercises. Today I resumed training. I also resumed my mind training a little. In the afternoon I did not do sit-ups, I did not warm up, but it made me overcome this great laziness. adrian - hopnono - as he claims saying these five words changed his life. I feel happy, I do not hate. And as he claims, he read many books for 2 years and shit changed his life. 1 is that you say in your mind the words: I'm sorry, forgive me, please, thank you, I love you Captain Bomba - Driving without a ticket is like driving without a rubber band - cheaper but more dangerous. Hehe: D In addition, in the evening I read a book a little, it was about the miraculous power of garlic and onions. About color therapy. In addition, I was unlucky enough to pour the coffee on the recipient and my notebook with notes got a little wet. Dad tried to help find a thief on the Allegro. I wrote today with Kaj�. Something was hard to make this conversation. She wrote me that she missed. I too ... - I replied. I was thinking to write her a text message

SuggestionBorderline

February 12 - Borderline Suggestion The morning after cleansing. I woke up many times during the night and finally slept on my stomach. In the morning I went to Rafal Pawlik. Today I revealed to him the secret of my personality: I am an actor and I am able to play anyone. We discussed this for a long time. In addition, for the day I was downloading a movie about a girl who had a similar personality disorder, but because I did not identify with her and, moreover, I had already watched this movie - I interrupted it and deleted it from my hard drive, following the Polish law. I also listened to a little radio broadcast, but I didn't like it either. I accept my personality. I like who I am. I don't want some psychotropic to take away my acting skills.

Today, cleaning

February 11 - Today it seems like a Purification The day was mainly spent at home. I am still gorging myself on sweets and food, and the situation has been going on somewhere since the day I gave up my blood. On the one hand, I want to be scared, and on the other hand, I have a hard time feeling guilty. I wrote back to the Gracians a moment ago. In just over 2 hours, the aura will be cleared. And I ate a lot, I was overwhelmed with sweets. But fuck with it, at least I will read the decree 20x That's probably what I have to say today ... But I feel depleted - I ate so much for dinner a moment ago, still at 20:00. How not to get pissed? Probably when I get up to weight and see that I will get fat ...

Shambhala

February 10 - Shambhala Sleep: a bleeding lump in the foot. Yesterday was written with a delay, so I will shorten it as much as possible. I entered the Shambhala Meditation Center. I remember talking to a girl when I was leaving about my health. Generally, I was taciturn in company. In the evening, Gracjana wrote to me, today I wrote her something back. I ate sweets like a pig. I even thought about the tram, but today I have a clean-up ... FUCK, What to do? Fuck Wam In Dupe Aniolki !!!

ChujWamWDupeAniolki5

February 9 - Fuck You In Dupe Angels 5 Dream: szymon got a flat in the Rabka hospital. One little green room like in the basement of a hospital. Today I was doing interesting things: I marched a lot in the park, trying to perfect the hate march with my original technique of deepened breathing. Clenched fists for me are a brilliant uniform, they wonderfully discharge the hatred that is inside me. I was in a science institute to do something new A moment ago I took a tram, some 50 minutes ago, around 9:00 pm Fuck your ass angels! Fuck I still think about pain, cold needles in his heels, spine. I'm afraid ... But the tram will surely ease the matter ... I am waiting for the full power of the tram, I juggled a little to strengthen its operation. Today I watched a bit of a fairy, a bit of Krzysztof Jackiewicz, the famous clairvoyant. Now I'm talking to the ester. After all, after the tram I have a great desire to talk to people. I found PLN 20 in my jacket today. The extra money will definitely come in handy. Tomorrow I'm supposed to go to a Zen center in Krakow, but somehow I don't count that she will help me the first time. 15:40 I'm supposed to be there. I still have to check the timetable of buses in Krakow. Although my technique is: do everything in excitement, anyhow. Maybe it's bad, but it feels good. I like to be impulsive, chaotic and irresponsible. I like to do everything haphazardly. I listen to vegito1089 music all the time. She is great. How vegeta turned into Majin Vegeta, that hate! She's beautiful. I like that feeling. I only want to be angry, hateful, only when I regain my full mental potential. I feel suck, I feel bad. Ritalin? Meditation, breathing didn't help. He can get this Ritalin. Can Donata Bargiel prescribe it for me? FUCK YOU IN DUPE ANIOLKI !!! FUCK YOUR FUCKING PROPHECIES AND MEDITATIONS