Sad Glow

February 27 - Sad Glodowka Shoulder tiredness after sleeping on the side. The first day of the fast - we'll see how it goes. I see a lot of food everywhere, I have an appetite. I don't feel like starving to tell the truth, but I continued my hunger. Rafal - a child in the car. Little hair I didn't talk about sex. Today, a conversation about how feelings flow through me I got a message from Parsley for chlamydiosis. I told Rafal about it and I feel helpless that I can't help my boyfriend. We talked today about how feelings flow through me. After I left I called home to check if they were at home. They also called me. Fortunately, they were already leaving Starvation diet I was in town. I bought: nettle, urine containers. I saw a guy in town with a cool mohawk. He was walking with some blonde girl. I wanted and next time I also want to have such a true Mohawk! In the morning I threw out the food. In the afternoon too. I cooked dumplings for disguise. I hope these entries will never get into the hands of the family. I even started to analyze everything as in death note, but when I did, I had a lot of fears. So I preferred my chaotic tactic - to do everything haphazardly, somehow it will be. Now they fucking come. Stress grabbed me. I take a deep breath to control my stress ... Finish. I can't write anymore. I was so sad for the day. So sad, such a pointless life again.

Super Belly

February 26 - Super Belly In the morning in the morning I listened to the Diary of Maj. Earlier I was doing Rebrithing, I endured for quite a long time about 40 minutes, although I did not feel anything special. I listened to the diary very pleasantly - I was so happy then, in such a life euphoria. Was great! Today I was solving puzzles from mozgowiec.pl. It was fun and I managed to solve some of them on my own. It was actually the title of today's post, but so much happened today and I changed the title Tomorrow my parents are leaving. Meanwhile, I am preparing for a starvation. I want to do a 2-day fast. Day 3 will be a juice / butter diet etc ... Showing David's belly - I was shocked myself, as in the photo the radiator came out great Garlic and apple at 6pm. As a light meal before the starvation season. Today, the second dose of Azitrox. It should be done for 3 days, but due to this and tomorrow's starvation, I will give up tomorrow's dose. One tablet left to spare. Already in the afternoon I felt the first effects, as if the journey was "going back", it was only on the outer parts of my body cells. I had an old testicular ache and also half of my wrist which I felt many times during the gym. It is a relatively pleasant pain, much smaller compared to the aches traveling through the body. I think azitrox helped me a bit I also made a plan for a 2-day starvation :) Ah, how great, I hope that everything will work out. Parents leave in the morning, I will go to Rafal in the morning. When I come back, I hope they won't be there anymore. However, what about breakfast? I will procrastinate, stretch myself, go wash myself. I can also come home much later. Yes, it will probably be one of the best solutions, come a little later even at 11:00 and then procrastinate. However, when I am leaving in the morning, my mother will tell me if I should take the key with me. It will be a signal and when I get back there will be a good chance and there will be no more. How do I check if they are at home? I will call you on a landline :) If David's gone, he'll test a lemon enema. You will need to wash the enema container, rinse it with hot water - I think that's enough. Washing with lotions is probably a bad idea, cleanse with lemon juice. I don't feel like doing this enema, somehow I have a negative attitude towards it - I'm afraid it won't work again. But it is worth teaching this wonderful method of unconventional medicine. I think that's enough of the plans for tomorrow. I can't wait - starvation :) Although I am still thinking - how will I spend tomorrow so that it was interesting? E there, I'll be home alone. My mom doesn't have a neurologist until 3 p.m., let's assume that at least until 4 p.m. plus the journey home. But what if he arrives earlier? I have to get rid of the dinner earlier, even somewhere between 12-13. And David? If he was home at this time? hmmm ... I'll wait until he is sitting on the PC, or wait until he goes somewhere. We will have to be vigilant. However, we think positively that the starvation will definitely succeed. It is the first time that he analyzes and predicts life in this way. I don't feel pain, azitrox soothes it. However, I always thought that somehow it would be and I was good for it ....

Azitrox

February 25 - Azitrox As always, a light nonsense in life. I didn't want anything. Today I watched the dexter, I ran a bit - but because of the long break I was terribly tired. Besides, I had to register for a spermiogram today, but so far I have not done so. Cramp now I think - I started azitrox therapy - so that something in the spermiogram would not work out. Traveling pain rages through the body. Since then it started to attach to the intestines, prostate, throat, that is, the digestive system - it goes crazy. It does not budge for a moment. Out of horror, I started the azitrox therapy that I had bought an hour ago. I wonder if something will help me or at least keep this wandering bacteria chlamydia. In the morning you will need to buy a trilac during training. And in addition, I will support myself with NAC. what about baking soda. Brother can he leave her alone? I was also in the herbal store for Rhodiola today. I met Darek Michalak. I don't think he noticed me. I felt stupid to say hello to him. I have lost my ability to communicate with people. I lost ... and therefore I chose to avoid talking to him. I have lost my sharp retort, my creative abilities and in addition I do not want to exercise my mind. I eat a lot, too much. But on Wednesday we will make a decent post when the parents are not home :)

Connecting under the brain

February 24 - Growing eyes under the brain Today, chlamydia began to attach from my throat to my brain and eyes. She has not traveled there for a long time. However, the only ailment is wandering pain in different parts of the body. For this headache and right eye pain, back pain - joints are already great. Lump on the testicle and nodules on the feet. Today I was looking for a careful spiritual master. I wrote to RichZonePL, although he did not have time to help me, he declared that he would be happy to answer my questions. Final state wrote to me today. He asked me one exercise, but due to the pain that moves, I am not able to think normally. Whore... But it is better .... My body is not poisoned with toxins and thick blood ... Something else today: workouts in the morning and evening, some breathing but as usual I gave up. She wrote to me a fairy from which I bought a fairy for the whole year. Such a scandal. The first half of the year is good and you go ahead, love triangle, going abroad in autumn. So-so, this scandal very short ... For my 4 questions - breathing exercises according to her, she does well, but I do not accept thoughts. I am not going to renew my friendships by far. Mirriel, according to her, is lying to me, she is not sure what she is doing ... I offered Esther to undergo hypnosis especially for me - but he refused. Has anything else happened today? In the morning I even wanted to exercise my mind, but now since chlamydia has attacked my brain and eyes again - I don't really want to do that.

AttachingPodProstate

February 23 - Prostate attachment In the morning I left the house. I ate 2 bars of chocolate. One from cheap, the other from Carefour, white chocolate. I liked it very much. Then I bought Kodeine at the Pharmacy - I had a great desire for it today. I ate at home. The effects were already after 15 minutes, so I became convinced that chocolate must strengthen the codeine - it worked great. That tram guy called today. He pledged to take a risk and send me a letter Tramal, and then I would send him money. Amazing - what a gesture of trust :) I hope he will send it to me. The change of skin to perfect health resulted in drastic declines in visits Laptop extension - more willingness to work. I have been working on my blog a lot today, although I think it is also the effect of codeine. Traveling pain in the prostate - today chlamydia began to attach to the prostate, and with it the intestines, esophagus, throat, testes ... Cramps ... And it was so good, the traveling pain was practically limited only to the knee and ankle , rarely hips and leg muscles. Fuck ... In despair I eat garlic, soda soda - I think about that fucking traveling pain, about my defeat. Although, on the other hand, I told myself that I crave for wandering pain - to pay attention to the sick parts of the body that I am supposed to heal ... Clotnia with my mother that my heart hurts - it's to a cardiologist! Further tests the baking soda. Mirriel had just written - she asked if something was wrong. I think he'll write her back with something twitching. I tested breathing with this weight on my stomach today. Breathes much better, even brilliantly. However, I still do not feel the energy in the form of tingling. Today I also practiced my mind - specifically juggling balls. For moments to sleep, maybe I'll do rebrithing on the occasion.

CoZaKurwaNoss

February 22 - What a fucking nonsense Oh, how would I like to regain my mental skills that I lost a year ago since I was in the hospital ... fucking psychotropics. The whore doesn't want super psychic powers anymore, but regain her amazing good fucking mac !!! Today I tried to repair the computer of our neighbour's chairman. I cleaned the entire keyboard, but when I asked something, I had a problem speaking ... In addition, I really wanted to give me peace of mind, I don't want to be known as an IT specialist anymore ... I tried to do something on my website, commissioned programming, but I gave up. I did not feel like it. I don't give a fucking shit !!! I was late for dinner - up to seven slices ... FUCKING FUCKING MAC !!! WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO FUCKING ANGLES? WHAT THE FUCK IS ROBICCCCCCCC ????

Fight with creativity

February 21 - Fighting Creativity In the morning I resumed running. However, I was quite tired and didn't run much I bought nothing dental today and I'm starting to wash my teeth today. I also bought new super shoes in Alberta for only 58 PLN. A bit too big but at least they don't get wet. Looking further at DeathNote, I noticed my resemblance in L due to the times of strong back pain. Maybe he also had serious problems with the spine, he was harmed by fate and life, which made him decide to become the best detective in the world and administer justice. In the evening I talked to Mateusz the business. I helped him a little with his website and I earned 20 zlotys. After that, I felt like starting another blog about programming. And so I did, but when it came time to write an article, I tried to write something - but nothing came out ... It's too beautiful to be true for me to break out of this vicious circle ... Will this cleaning of the aura help me at all? Probably not... Revenge, force, anger, hatred, power, intelligence, creativity.