Fall out for a beer

April 13 - It's a Beer Drop I woke up quite early in the morning between 5-6. Despite the hearty dinner. I was quite cold. I didn't feel like anything again, but finally I got up and went to work. I wrote back to the lawyer, it took me about 1.5 hours to tell my story, despite the fact that he writes quickly, and I did not manage to write all the details. Then I went to practice. Yes, as if I was supposed to do it, tomorrow, I hesitated to do it, but it was sunshine and beautiful weather. 10 degrees. I was tempted to start the cycle with sun steroids: D During the exercises I gained enthusiasm and motivation to exercise. Intuflow and light stretching in the sun gave me energy for the rest of the day ... Then moments for the day, but literally a few minutes. I only tanned my back at 10 degrees. One lady said it was frozen :) Coming home, my mother was gone. I ate a few apples, a banana, and a carrot juice, visualizing it removing all impurities from me. I talked to the Lawyer on facebook for a while, answering his questions. It's good that he has few likes, a little over 200, so I think he gave me some free information. The conversation ended with the fact that I am entitled to compensation for the violation of my physical or mental health and negligence of the doctor. However, there is no tariff, it is the court that decides the amount of remuneration. I also wrote to Adam Bytof. In fact, he was the first to write some post about a mixture of Galantamine, 5-HTP and something else stimulating LD. I wrote to him if he knows any natural LD ​​triggers. He described that Galantamine is natural - indeed. I also thought - maybe order this galantamine with him - by the way, I would have an ally among him and maybe help from time to time. But bah ... he can be my teacher when I get to school. Anyway, nothing happens by accident, since I wrote to him and he wrote the post, I believe that something positive will come out of it. At the moment, he has just over 700 likes - so he is soon on FB. In that case, probably not many people write to him, there is a chance and he can write back a comprehensive message to me :) Now, after lunch, I tested the Venol droplets. We'll see if it gives me some mental power. In addition, I tested the meditation position developed yesterday with a vibrating chair. The vibrating chair was there to keep my food from rotting in my stomach. In fact, this method developed by me is like walking on the heels of Michal Tombak. Feels like the meal is better absorbed, eyes are tearing. It is true that during meditation I fell asleep a bit, but it was still good :) For several hours I have been trying to improve Jarek's program. I tried a long time to interact with JavaScript, figure it out, but gave up. I used TWebBrowser which translated JS beautifully and I have clean nice HTML code. Interestingly, I didn't have this pure html code using web browsers. Weird... WB.OleObject.Document.documentElement.innerHTML; // The processed HTML code The simplest solutions are the best. The program will change this way and instead of Indy or Synapse it will use the good old TWebBrowser. It may be slower, but I won't have to rewrite everything. I will use old html code. In the evening, as promised, I went to Beer with zazim. We drank 3 beers. 2 in the Park, I fired a bit because I couldn't. One beer is enough for me. I cut it off a bit. Zazi talked about Rapa, about his career. It's good that I didn't say much, what's up with me. Then we went to the chestnuts. I was a bit scared, but due to my hairstyle and alcohol and my curve, I could look quite threatening. Then to the Zone - but in the zazi zone, he talked to some blonde girl and left me. I didn't want to be here anymore - I didn't have what for. I left 4 beer and went home. Full of HATE. I thought whether to use this state of relaxation for meditation. At home, I really wanted to drink. I drank 2 coffees, 2 more during the night I was hydrated. Now in the morning I ate an orange. On the way, I read the channeling from 2 years ago, looking for some clues, some solution. Hear Greg Branden about Scientific Prayer. Follow this lead and you will find all the answers you are looking for ... I turned it on for the night and I think I fell asleep. Was with the teacher in Ivona. But they're esoteric fuckers about love, prayer. Yesterday I had such an image to Elena Kanicka like: "Let me tell the Angels, for which I can pay even 1000 PLN - fuck you fucking angels. In the morning I also found a website: stopajfaceta.pl - I read articles. What women do to stop us and think about us ... Is that really the truth.

SpyPhone

April 12 - SpyPhone Wake up at 5:00 in the morning. Well well-fed, quite early, despite the fact that for the night I got 2 chocolates like a pig. In the morning I ate 1.5 more chocolates. Nice ... Spring is coming, it's quite warm 6 degrees on the field, I slept in my pants for a change. I had a great sleep, I felt so at ease in bed. I think I'll take a walk for a change. Although I was wondering what to do: meditate, write a program? But I'm going for a walk. Even though I ate a lot of chocolate - chlamydia did not travel much. Yesterday, she also wandered little during the day. During the treatments, I even fanatized myself and imagined various things, which I had not done for a long time, because thinking about pain consumes all my mental energy. I think I will give the rest of the chocolate to someone. Now, after I ate 1.5, I can't look at the chocolate. I wish I had eaten so much of her. This contradicts my affirmation "white sugar is fucking poison ..." "white sugar destroys my mighty body ..." Oh, Chlamas started to wander me :) But on the other hand, I could say to myself: "My body is becoming resistant to this poison ...". Yes, but my body is able to resist small doses of poisons ... This is what homeopathy is all about. Let's face it, I gorged myself like a pig, I wanted to please myself, although once in a while you can :) I went to practice after 6:00 in the park. In the park, I really wanted to shit. I showered myself in the bushes, it's good that it is morning hours, there are not many people and I had tissues with me. However, a certain slaughter disturbed me. Half of the stool was stained red in blood. Oh god, a little panic. And I was already looking for the reason: I must have eaten too much of this chocolate. Yesterday until 2, today also almost 2. On an empty stomach. It's poison. In the morning when I got back, there was also a lot of stool in my blood. The cure for me would be an apple and a carrot. In addition, hunger, but the stomach was clogged with chocolate. At the same time, I was breathing a lot this time using the 4-4-4-4 technique. However, the effects in the form of a stronger and stronger voice are completely absent. FUCKING MAC !!! Legal Counsel on Facebook Bartlomiej Marzec announced free legal advice. I am writing to him, but I really don't feel like writing. I want to do nothing. In a moment I will feel good again, but due to the lack of effects, I do not want to go there. What to do, what the fuck to do ... Yesterday I still had the impression that the urine is slightly red, today I also had such an impression ... Fucking chocolate, I will not eat it anymore. I remembered that he also talked to some guy about what I was doing. I told him I was breathing. I could tell you what do you care I have a lot of hate today. cold needles in the brain from that cyst. and this nonsense of life. I decided to take the tramal to lunch. 100mg. without sipping. maybe it will work less well and I will be able to work today. pancakes for dinner. Bartlomiej Marzec - legal advisor wrote back to me. Although I did not want to write back to him ... Also: I found interesting meditation positions today. In fact, I think I wrote about it once, but despite this, I kept repeating the same mistakes. And so: Back position, legs crossed, hands behind the head for the pillow. I could stay in it for quite a long time without tiredness and suffering, perhaps even 20-30 minutes. The position is great! My unloaded anger and hatred was burned in this position which made my meditation easier. In addition, I took a tram today :) Even if it was not meditation, I got joy and pleasure from Tramal :) In the evening I was tapped on android and hacking bluetooth. I was looking for eavesdropping programs a lot, but the spyphone costs up to PLN 1000. Then bluetooth hacking, but of course all Linux password cracking programs are so complicated that it's impossible to get over it. KURRRRWA. For the night I ate a hearty dinner, lots of dumplings. FUCKING ... Until my belly bursts. I wish I'd eaten like a pig again. And after all, I kept my diet for so many months. It all started with donating blood. Well, with the chic, I gave my chocolate away. I had a great desire to listen to my father's and mother's phone calls, to know what was going on, what they said about me, but now that I have seen how complicated it is - I have enough again. Plus, I felt like a pig. In addition, my head hurts in that one particular place, the feeling of cold needles in my brain ... eh ...

Help for Patients

April 11 - Help for Patients injured in the result of a doctor's error. I woke up around 2:00 am. I went to have a drink and checked the post. This clairvoyant vanessa wrote back, although I felt that there would be no threads of it ... I was not wrong. He claims that I have chlamydia and Lyme disease, and he does not see how it was confirmed by the EAV test and the Arletta fairy. She advised me against cards. She gave some links on how to get compensation. All in all, it did not help me much. And I would very much like Raphael's prophecy that the doctor is from New Salt and the bacteria healed by spiramycin become a reality. I really want this. In second place, I want compensation and regain my honor! It confused my head a little. At the Skawinska street, the doctor asked me if the pain was moving in the finger, on the side of the joints. So it is. Rita also diagnosed me with chlamydia then when I did not know that such a thing exists. Too many coincidences. It confirmed my thoughts to write down my history of my treatment today and report it to a good lawyer. Maybe this number with injuries from Limanowa is not a coincidence. On Polish Radio, London also advertises: the highest compensation ... for free ... What harms me to get some free advice ... Oh, this morning I called you. Donating blood did not significantly reduce my muscle mass. Only 0.3 kg what these oscillations can be due to various reasons. Moreover, fat and muscles remained unchanged. Biceps 36cm. There is no huge colossal difference. It only suits to document it nicely in my training diary. In the morning I went to sleep well after 8:00. After 9:00 am I picked up my package from InPost. MJ seeds, I can not wait until we can plant them: D I wonder if sage and Ahauasce can also be planted in PL? Then I thought about a place for my new training. I went to the playground. The perfect place. There is a bar, ladders for spine exercises. I even tried to hang my legs down, although I don't think I have so strong muscles to hold on yet. It would also be nice to have some pillow. There is a straight bench, you can make dips decently. There is everything. Complete gym! On the chains you can pull up, do biceps. Only these drazyki a bit uncomfortable to pull up, but somehow I can handle it. And the most important: - you will be able to draw energy from the sun! SUNNY STEROIDS: D can't wait for Sunday, 2 more days! I also imagined walking on stones to the river. Then it would be less suspicious than walking on stones at tezni. I wouldn't feel like a tip. When I read the message from Vanessa at home, it pissed me off. Urazil. She did not understand, fortunately it was possible to reach an agreement, I even received a beautiful apology from her. I was about to write that she pissed me off, but I wrote "she hurt me" and it sounded better because I wasn't angry with her. I just felt offended. We reconciled, gave me more motivation to find an institution that would help injured patients. I just don't want to write my story and tell it. I got too lazy, unfortunately ... I don't feel like anything, I would just lie in bed all day. In addition, today Jarek needs to write a program. But I do not want to. Theoretically, I have until Tuesday, because a new project is on Tuesday. However, I will earn a lot of PLN 1300. Although I do not depend on the money at the moment. I just want to have a finished business card and do nothing else. I made an affirmation which I like very much: Kaja does not love me, and I love her. However, we will think about ourselves for the rest of our lives. I liked this affirmation very much, and when I like it, I say it several times! I was just analyzing my situation. I hurt Kasie unknowingly. I didn't want to hurt her. Maybe that's why I was so lucky in my heart. I think those who wanted to hurt me were punished ... A moment ago I came back from the treatments. I was returning through the park, I still wanted to catch a dragline. There I met Lukasz Lopate. He came very clearly. You can see that it is massaging faster. As he claims, he weighs only 65 kg. Not enough that I lost weight it visually looks more massive. He's put on weight, and he only eats 1 or 2 meals a day. I'm impressed! He gave me 2 techniques. One is a GUN. Lean your forearms on the floor and those muscles that tremble are weak. The second is pulling up with the drag on the drazku. Without a thumb, as if on the last 2 fingers. The back works better. In the evening, when I was going to the store for bread, I met zazie. We made an appointment for a beer. Then I started to think and analyze my hasty decisions: after all, I have no job, I am not studying what I will talk to him about. what will I tell him that I am not doing anything? Although I wanted to meet him, I nevertheless dismissed him, but he came to my house. I postponed it to 21st then canceled it for tomorrow after 4pm maybe it will forget :) at least that's what I hope :) Besides ... I talked to Marta and Esther about my work with the toy store. Marta says that this boss is not here and that is why they did not speak to me and are interested in me. They are to give me some work for the test. On the other hand, Ester was convincing not about the advantages of taking up a job. Reason says: work would be useful, but my heart: I do not fucking want to fuck: D I succumbed in the evening. I ate all the chocolate. Just like yesterday after donating blood, although yesterday I ate 2 chocolates. It is a pity that they would be wasted. Eh, maybe I'll eat one more. That's a lot of calories, but .... I feel like it. With this I satisfied the evening hunger. I consider it a homeopathy that my body will fight off once in a while.

April's blood

April 10 - April's Blood I woke up at around 2:00 in the morning. I sat for a while in front of the computer, I downloaded some old NLP recordings to my phone, for which I paid 300 PLN. Then I listened to some new manipulation by Lewandowski and fell asleep. I woke up a little after 5:30, I lay a little more in bed. Normally, a long time ago that lounging would have made me sleeper even more, but lounging gave me energy and I got up to get ready for the NT departure. Oh, at two o'clock in the morning I must have eaten an orange and an apple. After 6:00 a.m. I had a little coffee, ate an apple and hit the road. I brewed Yerbe tea, but decided that I will not be so heavy on the tachal road. So I only took apples, buttermilk, x-ray documents and books for sale. I went by bus, on the way I met Hubert Zywiol. Penwie went to school or college, but more likely to go to college since he is David's age. I took the bus ticket from the bus driver and went to the hospital. Ewelina Miskowiec with Agnieszka Smolecka also got out in front of the hospital. I asked them what they were doing here - it turns out that they are nurses. Something came out of this conversation for me, I said that the nurses earn little. They want to go out for 2 thousand zlotys. They asked what I was doing here: I told them that I came to see the doctor. First I went to register with Macinkowski, although the deadline was 30 April. There were no more timelines. Then I went to the MRI, but because it was 7:30 the MRI was not active yet. I was talking to the patients outside the door. I met Adam the computer scientist on his way to the MRI - I've already seen him here in the hospital once. It's probably even good - if he ever met my father and talked about me - I have a strong alibi and I'm often in the hospital. I wanted to pee, but because the toilets here in the hospital stink, I went to the Labor Office. There the lounges are very clean and fragrant. Then I went to donate blood. I was wondering about the safety shoes, but the Lord gave me when I entered. Really very nice women work there. I had to complete the survey again. At the end I left the question: "do you pose a threat / risk of contamination". It was probably question no. 4. I noted that I was treated for Rzrzaczka and skin diseases related to butcher's disease. As a last resort, I said I was not a threat. Earlier, when I registered and gave my ID card: I was a little afraid that something had gone wrong, some scandal. Czuelm that the lady behind the computer seemed to have some doubts. I looked away, pretending to read a leaflet on the wall, but found that I was probably doing a wrong thing, and then started looking at her. Once somewhere to the side, sometimes on her. And we did it. Later, when the Lady took a blood sample from her Finger, she no longer had a grudge against the Butcher. Everything is OK. I went to the doctor who was supposed to check me out. He only examined the blood pressure properly. I think 145/65. He didn't even examine the mouth, eyes, and lymph nodes. It's probably even good, because I have a red dot on the left side and those red dots under the tongue. It worked. Then for a blood donation. I felt a bit cramped when donating blood, the nurse must have put the needle in the wrong way. I specially chose a bed closer to the computer to be able to see what is written there. This time I don't think I was marked in red. Jupi! : D I was highlighted in green like a normal patient. I gave up the blood, then tea in the company of this obese Lady. Oh, the lady told me how exactly I thought of the elbows: D She joked, she was very nice. And the prize is 8 chocolates, juice and canned food. I went to registration, got 10 PLN for the ticket and left. Oh, I also noted that my mother's blood group 0Rh + or -. I felt it was probably a rare blood group, I am a universal donor, but I can only accept blood type Rh-. I'm about to check on my relatives how rare this blood type is. And no, Firefox has crashed in addition. Fuck it, it seems to me that it is a rare blood type and you could make money selling it. It would be nice to earn 500 zlotys on giving Blood. In the corridor I talked to some old gentleman who said how in the past you received 12 chocolates, 100 PLN, a few hams and something else. That's why everyone gave blood. One grandmother was pissed at having to keep filling out the questionnaires. I am surprised by her behavior ... For me, these shoes are OK! I went to the Buffet, rested there, ate a little. Forging in the thoracic spine worried me. I was afraid of the loads I was carrying with me. I headed towards the town through the cemetery looking for Spokojna Street. Along the way, I drank almost all the butter, I ate all the apples. Ok, and here I will shorten it. I was in the bookstore on the alleys, but they didn't buy books there. Then I went to the bookstore on Szaflarska, although here they only took school books. So I set off in search of ul. Calm. People were surprised that they do not know such a street, one guy has lived here for 40 years and has not heard of such a street. But I found ul. Spokojna 7 where the Antiquarian Bookstore was supposed to be. Unfortunately, it was open from 3pm to 7pm. So I gave up. Such a strange and quiet street, like private houses. I went to the stop, I already wanted to go to Rabka. Oh, in the hospital I registered for a hip resonance. It was only on September 16. For almost half a fucking year. I thought to myself - maybe it has some advantages. Maybe one day this outstanding doctor from Nowa Sól whom I meet will look at it differently - but he was bothered by the visitor, but he waited a long time for the visitor. I hope that's what he will think. I felt hungry at the bus stop. So I ate 2 chocolates. Interestingly, however, the chocolate had as much as 8g of protein. I drove home, I walked through the Park and on the stroller. On the back of the road I really wanted to shit. I tugged the spine a little and took my luggage home. At home, quickly into the toilet - trust what a relief. But I was weak and hungry. I felt that I was lacking food and oxygen. So I was breathing deeply, then drank the carrot juice. Relief, a great juice, and also has hematopoietic properties. I needed that. But I was still hungry. Due to the fact that it was already after 1pm and I had to go to the Treatments, I ate eggs with bread and butter. The perfect meal I felt that I needed it. Although I was still hungry, I walked away with this feeling of light hunger and weakness and sleepiness. I packed up, Yerba on the road, I took my mother's cream on my back, the "green sheet" and went on my way to the treatments. The lady agreed to do a Borovine for my thoracic spine. Then for a massage, I gave the guest this cream, but it feels more like me: it was smearing as he was massaging it. Darek and Maksym gave me a lot of massages, and this guy just smacked me. Then on the lamp. There was a slightly different woman, but then the one I liked came. She liked how my tailbone was there, and we talked a bit. There was also a little blonde girl in front of me with her mother who had treatments, but she spoke quietly. I was wondering whether or not to go out with this woman, she is cool. I even like it a bit. She talks to me, maybe she likes me too, waiting for a signal from me. After the treatments I went to their room and said goodbye, thinking that this nice woman would hear it. She is short, nice and quite pretty. My type! I went home, although I left feeling a little hungry, now I felt full and full. Mom was at home. I wrote back Jarek's emails about football tables, a bot for TibiaMe, a gg guy who wants a crack for AutoCad. I got down to writing my diary. Earlier, however, before I started writing my diary, I was breathing deeply and diaphragmically to the rhythm of the chair's vibration for 15 minutes. I could feel the energy of the breath and vibration quite clearly. Because I was weak and tired. It energized me and I started the Diary to the rhythm of Hemi Sync Brain Power. These hemiSync are like Bethoven for work and study. It is better for me to follow the rhythm of their work ... I think I'll start using this form of breathing and chair vibration. I will resume it, perhaps simultaneously with the hemisync concerning the Chakras? We'll see. In any case, I really energized myself and that was what I needed! Today I was supposed to start the fixes to the Tables of Football program. Unfortunately ... Wincomparator service has been completely rebuilt. The program is completely useless. Client Jarek decided to write 2 separate programs with 2 services. In total, I will earn PLN 1300 on this interest. Oh shit, but money: D: D But you're so fucking happy: D

HairdresserSzymon

In the morning I went to Rafal Pawlik at 8:30. I talked to Rafal a little why I gave up 2 weeks ago to come to him. I told him that nothing big had happened, I just didn't want to come to him. I was wondering whether to tell him that that day I also broke up with Kaja, but I forgave myself. We also talked about Meditation. I told him again about my achievements from nearly 2 years ago, about Shambhala, and I do not like their approach to meditation. I told you how big plans and dreams are related to Meditation. Afternoon treatments: mud, then massage. There was a very nice girl with soluks, maybe a bit older than me, I liked her. Then I went to Marcin's to buy chewing gum, but before that, I must have tried to change the coins in the exchange office, but they didn't accept it. In Malgasy, they only accepted the euro. Coming home. When I returned, I asked Szymek to shave my head on the Iroquois. As for the first time, we had a great cooperation. He did it quite well. A ladybug machine, because mine had a cable and there was nowhere to connect it. I was a bit disgusted with getting this shaved under my arms, but in the end I took a risk. When I came back from the treatments, I also spoke a little to my mother. It was dirty in the corridor: Mom knew she wasn't going to clean it now. I say to her: don't clean up ... And so the discussion broke out, and I had great regret and grudge against myself and I lost the power of my cut retort. I have lost my creative and brilliant mind. I feel sucked, I feel sucked. And again desperately balls, juggling, writing a diary to strengthen my mental potential, and I still can't regain my former power !!! WHORE! I don't even want to play Tetris and brain challenges. I don't even want to do morning stretching. I don't feel like anything, the most I'd like to do is exercise and burn all day ...

Wolski

Vanessa

April 7 - Vanessa In the morning around 2:00 am I woke up. During this time, I auditioned the films Jasnovidz Vanessa. Oh, I also got an answer from her in relation to my question. She wrote that my question: "What should I do to get a positive Lyme and Chlamydia test?" She said I just need to get infected. Cure Lyme disease will be easier and chlamydia more difficult. And she said she would treat the question as a joke. I had to correct it and explain to her, because I care about the answers, right ... Now I think, if I will later pay her 200 PLN for unlimited questions, will I not treat my 20 questions like that? Maybe I will add a few 5-7 most important questions to which I would like to know the answer. Well, we'll see how I deal with this question for now. Some time ago there was a website aleksanderdeyev.pl on gmail - healing the soul. I entered this site but forgot about it. Moments ago, about 30 minutes on Facebook, in the company of obenauts, someone wrote a post that today on Radio Paranormalium at 8:30 pm there will be an interview with this Alexander Deyev about the healing of the soul. I wrote it down, and now I downloaded mp3 files from the broadcast from his site. I wonder if these are the same files that are supposed to be today at 20:30? The guest charges PLN 500 per working week. A lot, little? If it worked? On the other hand, he doesn't want to heal his soul somehow. I want to be full of hate! To have indestructible responses, swallow the tram regularly and live in solitude peacefully. I wrote to Esther on the Psychedelic Substances: mushrooms, cacti, ayahuasca etc ... Maybe thanks to something like this I will manage to reach deeper states of consciousness ... I am also thinking of taking a DXM tonight ... although, this week I want to get a blood test? Although with my great diet it should definitely be fine :) I watched videos on Youtube today. Something about Atlantis now buffers the power of thought. I watched lying on the vibrating mattress. The perfect excuse to make this massage more enjoyable. I spent a while ago with Simon. I haven't been with him for ages as long as we watched the Vacation Diaries, as a mean fairy tried to break up a woman's relationship because she liked this guy. Anielica wrote to me - she says that since we started writing about Angels, etc., she feels bad, her head started to hurt terribly. Doesn't know what's going on ...