BoCiPrzypierdole

4 Maja - BoCiPrzypierdole I had 2 dreams today 1) I spoke to my grandfather about his dry eyes 2) I kissed a pretty girl with glasses. She kissed great. A bit similar to Ola Paternogi. I also had some strange ticket to some place that I gave her. She was a cashier. The ticket was in the form of an MP3 player and a memory card And anyway, today I'm deviating from my routine. He gives up training in favor of: writing a program. In addition, I am concerned about a decrease in body weight. After the morning weighing, it weighs less than 69 kg. 6 holes in the belt is not enough :) Although if the other dimensions would be kept normal or even increased, I would not email anything against :) About 11:00 I gave up writing the program. It was cold, in addition, WB did not translate Java Script code After 11 I was also home alone. Dawid went to work, and I stayed home alone. I watched TV, which I rarely do: - The first program stuck in my memory when my wife cheated on her husband with her boss so that he would not lose his job - the other was a bit more like a certain possessive father, a military hand, treated his children. I couldn't look at it. Poor girl - the third is a Tuesday, when a little boy had no care, because his mother always went out somewhere. The boy was drinking coca cola for breakfast, he didn't know what butter was. Just after 2 p.m., the expectant mother. There is a quarrel again, maybe it's my fault and nothing is done at home - mother started to crack everything, I decided to wait a moment until she was finished and I returned to the room closing the door the mother came in and started screaming. I explained to her and closed the door to wait until he was done cracking everything. She said that nothing cracked, that only her keys fell off by accident. I replied that by chance her whole life all flew out of her hand. Some kind of exchange of sentences and I said: I can't stand it in a moment and I will give you a hard time! I looked at her with a look, almost voodo, I wish I was looking in one of her eyes, but in both of them. She will send me to prison and burn in hell. - Somewhere here again I felt sorry for myself and did not come up with any strong sharp retort. It's a pity it wasn't like a few days ago when I took the tram, but it wasn't too bad. At least I said something. I reacted to the strong stress with vibrations of the chest. I'm going to clean up. Normally I would have left the house, but ... I have to today. Today I have to write a program for Jarek. When I write this program for him .... End! Wait until June for Donata to help arrange a social flat for me and move out of the house! I hope and help me. I'm fucking fed up with this house. I'm fucking sick! Statham: organization, order, great manipulation, if you kill me you go sit. These are the short conclusions I wrote down today after seeing the transporter. I was most interested in this form of manipulation: if you kill me, you won't get anywhere, you don't know the number of the ignition key. Epic! In the evening I was able to discover what was wrong with TWebBrowser and HTML code;) I interpret the debugger differently and it is displayed differently. I managed to fix it. Jupi: D But the most important event in the evening, related to the quarrel with my mother in the afternoon. Some time ago I took out the Affirmation card. There were type-affirmations - Glod regenerates my body - Anger and hatred are in me ... - I don't let this whore feed me like pigs (that's what struck my mother the most) .... // I think, god, that there would be no affirmation about drugs ... Fortunately, it was not :) Somehow I survived this conversation, although under a lot of stress I survived it :) And here I thought: I need to be more secure in the future! necessarily. Because what if the next thing to be discovered is that I'm not taking medication? I'll be turned into a plant again! Because of this motherfucker and these psychotropics, I lost the most beautiful years of my life, I don't want the situation to repeat itself again. I already had thoughts like: - Write in the old code R. - Take a supply of NAC to neutralize drug effects - Read about something that neutralizes drugs (lemon for sure) - Tell Bargiel I'm not taking medication - Change doctor to dr. Prochyr now officially. They are on my side. I'm fucking scared. Just in case, I chose the lesser evil today. I took the pill. Then I drank some lemon juice, but the ground I chose was the lesser evil. The situation was too serious, unfortunately I couldn't risk it. French proverb says: never believe a cook!

Planting Kaja

3 May - Planting the Kaja A day on time, although for the first time in a long time I did not write it up-to-date. Training in the morning, lalo. I got sick under the mushroom where I was meditating in front of people. The "sound" of people made me feel good to meditate. There was a girl who had a tiger from GerlandToys. I thought to buy one Elence ... But as much as 800 PLN And I didn't do anything for the day. Fear of the spine again. Cocks in the neck and cancer. I went to exercise in a panic. Actually, today I have finished the training on Crucifixion. Now a week off ... In the afternoon, after lunch, I went to exercise again out of panic. After 1718 I lent Szymek even PLN 300 After 6 p.m. I went to plant Kaje and Strasko. Puck, it was really wet. On the way, I wanted to give up and plant them somewhere else, but I got to my dream place. I said: I love you Kaju. I really loved this plant, and it also broke on the way; ((( I secured it as best I could. At home, I ate scrambled eggs in the vicinity my mother made. It wouldn't be a problem. Great meal. But I was hungry and ate 3 more slices of cheese. It is also not a problem, but in the head: separate diet, I will not mess too much? Ah, that tombac ... But ketchup did me bad. I read there is sugar there. Passing the stool was somehow strange ... Seemingly noble, but there was pain when passing the stool. Color as if not completely digested ... That means one thing: ketchup is not a very good thing. I could chew on a tomato instead. Actually, I did that later, but ... better late than never. Time to go to sleep in a moment. I'm still worried about the spine. These strange feelings. I can't wait to register for the growler to set these other 3 circles.

Power Guarany T60

May 2 - MocGuaranyT60 I woke up before 6:00. I tested the Guarane today - it also gives almost identical effects to the sound of Tramal. Great for training. Today I felt a great surge of energy. Cloudy training, then it started raining. I went to breathe too. Additionally, I drank Yerbe, ate 2 apples and breathed my diaphragm with the same nose. Only HUH was mouth. Great energy. ENERGY AND POWER! Speed, speed, adrenaline, until I didn't know what to do with that excess energy ... At home, after 11:00 am I ate a light meal. I think my laptop came in today. I have just picked up the parcel. Coming back, it got me terribly wet. I'm drying clothes now. Today I came up with an idea to collaborate with the magical Garden and make a guide to a life-saving one. I have already created the appropriate text file on my desktop. According to the movie Adrenaline with Jason Statham - adrenaline stimulates: movement! Rest of the day. Until dinner, I felt a pleasant hunger. Better and better the spine. After lunch, I started with the T60 package. I unpacked my laptop and did a preliminary inspection. Then I threw out the garbage. The second package arrived any moment in the afternoon. In the morning the postman asked about some Jack, because he did not have the address given until the end. Unfortunately, I was not able to help - it must be some new neighbor. I felt it was the one where the police used to be. Then again thesis, laptop, exercises. I have more and more imaginations. My brain is getting back into shape. In the afternoon I tested Yerbe alone, but it seems to me that guarana is much better than Yerba. It's a pity because Yerby is much more. For the same price, I have as much as 1000g (1KG) and only 100g of guarana. During dinner I fucked my mother a little: why do you always crack when dad comes? I felt fear, I no longer felt that confidence like yesterday during the tram, but at least I broke down. I broke down with my physical possibilities. Moreover... Today I came up with an idea to also prepare a text file with things how to live economically. It came to me during the afternoon training with water, I can draw from the snow, from public places with a water filter ... Hehehe. I would like to try this life. I will save a flat, a pension and my life for free :)

Full of adrenaline

May 1 - FullAdrenaline My first night on a super healthy orthopedic pillow. I turned to the side. The neck doesn't hurt, though I rubbed my hands from a bad position. I did not want to tense my muscles before going to sleep, and this is just enough to sleep on my back. I had a dream and I am talking to Wojciech Panz. He gave me a lot of information, I talked to him a little about health. He also said that actually at the SOR, I was acting a bit like shuffles. I explained to him that I took Ketonal, although it was really a tram. I download Diablo over night to improve bot this guy. Alternately with 2 servers, otherwise it will take me about 20h. It was quite cold in training. I warmed up by running but I was still cold. But after a while I warmed up. My first training session with a lightweight Adidas punching bag. After training at 11:00 am I had an appointment with a woman from Maciej Wieczorek - this guy from Lazy Richacz. I transferred it to 11:30. Nice woman. I wonder if it was his secretary or if she somehow found me. If she somehow found me, she congratulates her idea. I told her that I am not interested in MLM, what I have is enough for me. MLM is not for me. I have a programming talent, I don't need to use manipulative tricks to trick people and do things I don't like. Oh, while training, I was daydreaming, thinking about various imaginations. I am glad that this state is coming back to me. Maybe it is because pain is very rare for me. Rarely compared to what was, so I can think :) I can imagine different things. Yesterday I even got into an interesting emotional state - I felt great! After 1 p.m. I went to bed and lay in my panties to the rhythm of the mattress's vibration. Around 2 p.m. I stopped the tram. I thought to myself: I have no obligations anymore and it would be fun to have fun from this miserable life. I bit him a bit, but not that thoroughly. I think I felt its power as early as 15:00 - 15:30. Now at 4:00 p.m., a total departure :) I drank cold cereal coffee without sugar :) From 2:30 p.m. to 3:30 p.m. Jarek has been bothering me a lot about the TabelePolkarskie program - although he knows what we'll call it :) Ah tramal, how wonderful it feels :) At 6 pm with Esther, I have an appointment to plant our plant :) I'm only influenced by the tram: D I don't know how it will be :) The couple already has about 10cm. I decided to name him Kaja. You would have Slawomir Strasko, but I will name her Kaja. When I say this, I will feel sad. Such blogs a pleasant light sadness. Oh, and Jarek also mentioned something interesting SQLite. It does not require any additional Database software. This is a very useful thing! Really. The only limitation is the supposed lack of full possibilities. But even if they are missing, I can still manually write queries for me. Ah Tramal, how great I feel. I'm going to sleep in a moment :) Chocaiz has a certain conflict in me. After all, it's 4:00 PM you need to practice. Exercise in the evening. I'll do something new - night training. As long as I can :) Somewhere until 7 p.m. I lay in a bed in a tram-like condition. Earlier after 4 p.m. I went to the Zabka to buy some things for my mother. Today, May 1 and everything is closed. I didn't feel like it, because the phase was the largest then After 8 pm I went to the park to train. I met this friend Krystian who is also practicing. I showed him a couple of exercises. But that's not what I want to focus on. I felt mega psychic POWER. Full of adrenaline, full of energy, I was incredibly outspoken. I felt great !! It's probably the effect of the tram. Carrot could have helped a bit, or rather carrot juice + pumpkin seeds. Sober mind. I felt really great! I used the stimulation effect of the tram. It was really great talking to me with Krystian, mostly I was talking. I felt like a young God: D It's 22:00 and I'm still full of adrenaline. Jarek wrote a text an hour ago: Works already laptop? then another: what was it for? In my head I think how could he know. I felt that it was probably the order I submitted to. It was signed Jarek and in addition it is about sqlite. It's probably him. I found that if I wrote back a text message like some Pussy: but I have a tablet, it will not believe me and I will be even more angry. He has to be a little more resolute. I came up with: - Mr. Jarek, at the moment I work on the GC tablet with Android, which is used mainly for replying to e-mails and watching movies while traveling ... Quite emphatic seems to be: "Mr. jarek". I wrote quite a long text full of feelings. I think it worked :) He wrote back: OK, no problem :)

ThanksCiMacikowski

April 30 - DziekiCiMacikowski I woke up around 5:30. I'm still not hungry yet. Interesting... I have a little stiff necks and collarbones. I was even wondering if I could try to sleep my head a bit up ... So that there would be no friction. I guess so much room, time to get to life: weight, teeth, tea for training, etc. I just changed my pillow to the orthopedic one. Though it seemed uncomfortable for a year to sleep on my back, it now feels OK. At least at first glance. We'll see how the rest goes. Training: cloudy. I stretched a little and the spine. In general, it is much better when it comes to strange backbone ailments. I practically do not feel them. Just clasp your neck. When I was leaving for training, I ate 2 of yesterday's sandwiches. It's already sunny in the afternoon. I finished the NormaPrinter program quickly. Seems to be quite ok. Besides, I was at Macinkowski's today. // because I'm just writing now that I'm worried about the spine: D I tested an ultra-light adidas backpack. He was doing great. Macikowski - he practically did not examine me: D believed me when he said that the light hurts, it hurts the neck, the chest. It was 6:00 PM. He probably wanted to go home soon, so he didn't test me. Or the doctor on the second visit does not check it at all. - He prescribed medication - He stated that the thoracic spine is bent and twisted - just a photo after this event on the Skawina - He noticed narrow hip gaps. He said you have to be careful. - he kept asking about things like nausea, vomiting - probably he meant a stroke. Coming back, I stopped by the spa for a moment. I studied the mirror for a long time. I was delighted with my appearance, I was delighted with how handsome I am: D I got a laptop today. I would love to test it, but once I'm afraid for the spine, and two I want to sleep. However, I ate a lot during the night: a whole cube of cheese, a handful of nuts, previously 2l of grapefruit juice, which already gives 10g of protein and 800kcal. But maybe I will wash myself, do spine mobilization and play with this laptop :) I just unpacked my laptop. It's not a laptop. It's a rucksack on colic: D and that's what I wanted to install Damn Small Linux: D I went to sleep and woke up after 1 hour when windows shutdown was programmed. I went to drink. I spoke to the Diablo3 bot guy. It turns out that: AutoHotKeys is some universal bot that I wanted to write myself ... Interesting ...

Glodowkowe T60

April 29 - PochinGlodowkowe T60 I woke up at 11:52 pm. Painted: D I came up with the idea that since this starvation did not work out for me, I will now carry out a second, double one. I still do not want to eat, but only drink: D So I drink and see what will happen, at most I will be 34 cm maximum: D I talked to Esther about MJ, told him the good old days when I was working on a Toshiba 32MB Yesterday evening I was looking for some old laptop. I found 2 interesting offers, including one for PLN 25. Equipment almost complete: D - http://allegro.pl/laptop-ibm-thinkpad-560x-2672-14-i3187448648.html - 39 PLN, a bit missing but it starts. In addition, it weighs only 1.5 kg, although now I think maybe because a lot of equipment is missing - http://allegro.pl/ibm-390e-pii-333-64mbram-bez-hdd-i3210514167.html - for PLN 25, there is a trackpoint and more complete. But according to allegrowicz, weighs up to 3.5 kg, according to Google, 2.9 kg. No hard drive and no power supply. The power supply is not a problem, it could be my own. I can also give my own disk and install some linux. Even a floppy drive is included: D Batteries also I can give my own. There will be a git;) I also came up with an idea to fix my lapop on ultrasonic treatments: D Before that, I can try 2 speakers next to each other and turn on the mosquito repellent program: D Okay, but first-class I do a double hunger: D may open a second window in the symbolic gesture. It doesn't matter if it is 16 hours or longer. When I feel hungry, I will start to eat. Right now I want to drink something refreshing like green tea. In the morning, I will do it with a little lemon for training. Interesting thing. It's 2:22. I can't sleep, tram sedation and agitation. I measured the biceps. Once under a strong tension of 37 cm, then back 36 cm. Perhaps even a bit more. Am I regenerated? Could the double starch solution be a good approach to the current situation: D Now less than 36cm, but the situation has generally improved anyway: D The training went pretty well. Sweetheart. Some children wondered why I was walking barefoot. Mom has gone somewhere. And I still did not want to eat. I completely did not want to eat. Only around 2:20 pm I felt a little craving for potatoes and then I ate the beans in Breton. Although I was not so hungry. I did this as part of a double starch regeneration. After 12:00, I was breathing a lot in the same way. Earlier, I called Jarek and my laptop got flooded and I will not be able to do the program for him. Of course I lied because I really don't want to do anything. I just want to build my mighty body. That's it! And adjust the spine. At the same time, Jarek called me and he will offer me IBM T60 for free. I was in shock. Moreover, when I write now I am afraid that the pain will come back soon ... The training was great. I was even under the influence of the tram. I felt a greater desire to stretch all my muscles. That's what I did too :) Today I was a bit worried because the slam started to cling to the biceps tendon. Fuck really awesome guy. In my life, no one has offered me such an expensive gift. I am really touched ... Only now I will be obliged to write this program for him ... In addition, these 3 circles that have been left to set me still: they press on the nape and neck. But forging is less after my practice. Only constant fear of the spine. I didn't feel like doing the afternoon training. I came home, I do not want to eat this bean. Now it's 7:45 pm and I'm still not hungry. Interesting.... I think so - maybe the body treated it as a 3-day hunger: D eh ... not really. After all, I came out correctly from those starvations :) I don't think so :) It is good to finish this NormaPrinter program and have peace of mind, but I really don't want to do it again. I'm tired. I think I'm going to sleep sooner. The only question is: what about dinner? Moreover, today during training I imagined myself as a martial arts trainer. I train people in Zaryta, close to nature, saving on renting a room: DW additionally river, running uphill gives a strong training. I also came up with the idea that at the next push-ups training, lean your legs on the yellow slides, hands on black handrails + a ball thanks to which you will be able to feel the chest pain better. I also dropped in on a message (I thought about it 2 years ago) to do a reabiling of the T41 graphics card for ultrasounds in the PPU or to put it in the sun :) But I still have to check it :) I bought food containers for my afternoon training. I also started to carry my backpack on my back. Less strain on the spine. Better weight distribution on the shoulders. Ah, a moment ago, I didn't want to eat dinner. I wasn't hungry. I was afraid to smuggle sandwiches, but because they were so delicious, I decided that I would not give them to animals. I'll eat them tomorrow. I drank the juice and ate an apple - it feels pretty good. I just have an appetite for these sandwiches. But it's too late for sandwiches :)

Biceps35po

April 28 - Today.txt I woke up quite early. I think 4:30 or maybe earlier. I started to go to life. Nichi, armchair vibration + Rebrithing has become my habit. I made the teeth in the kitchen while preparing the thermos. Time has flown. Wogole at that time in the morning I had a terrible desire to listen to the old OwalMC2 song - I'm Tu. I was looking for him on youtube, I thought he was a husband, maybe one eight L, but in the end I found this track intuitively. I went to practice. Cloudy and terrible weather. At times it was sprinkling lightly, but it was not bad. I had no energy, but I honestly felt cleansed. Fasting lasted just 16 hours. At 6:00 in the morning, I left the starry bottle eating apples, then during training. I was running to the ladybug after 7:00, leaving a heavy baggage, unfortunately the ladybug was open only from 9:00. I did an incomplete intuflow, a bit of a drag and then moved on too. I practiced barefoot too. I didn't feel like a creek anymore. At times / at times, I imagined that I have a powerful, muscular body and no one would jump. It helped me :) At the same time, I was walking on stones, I did an incomplete stretching and then to a nearby playground. It was great to walk on the sand with your bare feet. A great stopping experience! I practiced on a sling. I also tested doing push-ups on a platform there. On my way back, I was doing a little bit of breathing while walking on the stones. Wogole I had interesting imaginations which I wrote down: 1. To make these cups that are used there to grow herbs :) They will be great pots :) I took 3 washed cups 2. To take this brine and sell it. 3. To win an end-of-life flight ticket and travel half-free around the world. Walk in a tent, eat fruit, vegetables, what grows: D So explore the whole world. Protect yourself, a rucksack on spikes ... Super dreams: D I even imagined talking about it with Wojewodzki in his program telling him my adventure :) It would be nice to win such a ticket :) Generally this morning I think I was thinking a bit about Mr. Panz. And it hapenned. I saw him too. I was a little afraid. I no longer felt the need to talk to him. In a certain period of time it disappeared from my sight. At that time, I was eating peanuts, hoping that they would pay attention to me. However, I wrote down at home in my notebook as part of building a powerful body to talk to when I met him. I practiced my diaphragmatic breathing a bit. At home, I hesitated whether to eat or not to eat. I finally ate one slice of hohland and tomato. And so much for regeneration, because earlier nuts and apples. But I had a terrible desire for a tomato: D I think I'll go get another one. It's 12:40, so I'm going to breathe again. Buying a gel, applying hair in a store. I felt a rush of adrenaline Fortune grapefruit juice. feeling full. Lunch, great satiety. Regretting it all. I have to go to the park again. I felt that instead of supplying the body with energy, I provided poison. Maybe that's what this fortune grapefruit juice did. Generally, it will certainly give you more satiety than timbark juice. 4:40 pm I took a tramal with grapefruit juice, but just for fun. I wanted to feel good. 17:40 - Even though 3 hours have passed since lunch, I still feel full. I'm not okay with it. Chewing gums, breathing exercises. I broke down a bit when I measured my biceps and here is a lousy 35cm .... Come on, FUCK HIS MAC! It was still 36cm in the morning. I suppose when I wrote down in the journal, the body was simply poisoned instead of regenerating itself! As a result, he devoted the energy for regeneration to the excretion of "poison", that is, inadequately consumed food to the starves. This resulted in a 35cm bicep. Wogole today I felt much thinner. The next one is only 9 days from now. Then he won't be in the family's house, so it should be much better! I still fucking think about it. Wogole today I felt much thinner. Maybe I'm repeating myself. I felt the sweatshirt hanging over me. I felt it. I felt muddy after eating. Fuck me! I can't get over this loss. 35cm in the biceps. Fuck me .... And today was going to be such a beautiful day. In addition, I am still thinking about a slight stress related to my commitment to clients on the offer ... In despair, measure the biceps again, hoping for something more. I have passed again and it is probably less than 36cm. I will measure again: DI is less than 36cm again: D maybe it's not that bad: D but I still regret it and I did the regeneration wrong. All because of Fortuna's grapefruit juice. I cannot allow myself to make such an error anymore. I will see what the results will be tomorrow. Yes, it's not a very successful starvation. Chlamydia goes crazy, wanders ... This is a sign of error. I'm still feeling full, and it's already 19:16. I'm trying to get rid of my food mentally. I'm a bit depressed. In addition, the tramal doesn't work ... At least I haven't reacted to it yet. Who knows, maybe the grapefruit juice took it out of the way. I'll give him some more time and we'll see what happens. Now it's time to get on with your programs. Oh, I used a slight manipulation trick on the stem today. I really wanted to go for a walk with Szymek. Returning from the store with him, I sent him my thought that I want to go for a walk with him and at the same time "say goodbye to him" and say that I must go. He himself then suggested if I would like to go for a walk. I agreed, I said that how can we do anything. Of course, the plans, as usual, were ruined :) Because in the afternoon, through the park, I was looking for a place to meditate. I was sitting tan on a bicycle lane in a diamond position on a certain bench. It was quite well suited for this. Then I went to the park, the river, but I didn't find a place to meditate. I don't feel too confident in this body ... It's 19:30. I think I feel the first effects of the sneaker. A bit late, after 3 hours, although it will ease my slight breakdown after an unsuccessful starvation :) I just went to pass a stool. Not only was the body signaled with a slight pain, but in addition the stool had a slightly greenish tinge and the smell of mixed badly digested nuts, meat combined with grapefruit juice. Not interesting ... Eh, I still think about it. I wasted my starvation, instead of gaining energy, I lost ... It's good that the tram is already working ... Thanks to this, the pain in life has been alleviated. Training tomorrow, it will be sun. I should have more energy and motivation to act. Oh, and for the last 2 days, he has also been using a technique to remember certain things. I shift my watch from left to right. It is used mainly for smuggling drugs, although today it is useful for taking cups from the thesis and buying nuts. Jeah how nice the tramal finally works. But on the other hand, I put my orders aside. Today I also used chestnuts for the knee joints. I have these light black pants, I put them in my pocket. Most recently chlamydia as it travels practically to the muscles and testicles. It hardly clings to the joints. That's cool :) Oh, today, being at the same time, I had such a positive image. When I get a very old laptop, which is not too small and light, it is old. 1MB Ram, 1MHZ processor, 80gb disk. I imagined myself installing a floppy linux there and learning on such old hardware: D