Biceps35po

April 28 - Today.txt I woke up quite early. I think 4:30 or maybe earlier. I started to go to life. Nichi, armchair vibration + Rebrithing has become my habit. I made the teeth in the kitchen while preparing the thermos. Time has flown. Wogole at that time in the morning I had a terrible desire to listen to the old OwalMC2 song - I'm Tu. I was looking for him on youtube, I thought he was a husband, maybe one eight L, but in the end I found this track intuitively. I went to practice. Cloudy and terrible weather. At times it was sprinkling lightly, but it was not bad. I had no energy, but I honestly felt cleansed. Fasting lasted just 16 hours. At 6:00 in the morning, I left the starry bottle eating apples, then during training. I was running to the ladybug after 7:00, leaving a heavy baggage, unfortunately the ladybug was open only from 9:00. I did an incomplete intuflow, a bit of a drag and then moved on too. I practiced barefoot too. I didn't feel like a creek anymore. At times / at times, I imagined that I have a powerful, muscular body and no one would jump. It helped me :) At the same time, I was walking on stones, I did an incomplete stretching and then to a nearby playground. It was great to walk on the sand with your bare feet. A great stopping experience! I practiced on a sling. I also tested doing push-ups on a platform there. On my way back, I was doing a little bit of breathing while walking on the stones. Wogole I had interesting imaginations which I wrote down: 1. To make these cups that are used there to grow herbs :) They will be great pots :) I took 3 washed cups 2. To take this brine and sell it. 3. To win an end-of-life flight ticket and travel half-free around the world. Walk in a tent, eat fruit, vegetables, what grows: D So explore the whole world. Protect yourself, a rucksack on spikes ... Super dreams: D I even imagined talking about it with Wojewodzki in his program telling him my adventure :) It would be nice to win such a ticket :) Generally this morning I think I was thinking a bit about Mr. Panz. And it hapenned. I saw him too. I was a little afraid. I no longer felt the need to talk to him. In a certain period of time it disappeared from my sight. At that time, I was eating peanuts, hoping that they would pay attention to me. However, I wrote down at home in my notebook as part of building a powerful body to talk to when I met him. I practiced my diaphragmatic breathing a bit. At home, I hesitated whether to eat or not to eat. I finally ate one slice of hohland and tomato. And so much for regeneration, because earlier nuts and apples. But I had a terrible desire for a tomato: D I think I'll go get another one. It's 12:40, so I'm going to breathe again. Buying a gel, applying hair in a store. I felt a rush of adrenaline Fortune grapefruit juice. feeling full. Lunch, great satiety. Regretting it all. I have to go to the park again. I felt that instead of supplying the body with energy, I provided poison. Maybe that's what this fortune grapefruit juice did. Generally, it will certainly give you more satiety than timbark juice. 4:40 pm I took a tramal with grapefruit juice, but just for fun. I wanted to feel good. 17:40 - Even though 3 hours have passed since lunch, I still feel full. I'm not okay with it. Chewing gums, breathing exercises. I broke down a bit when I measured my biceps and here is a lousy 35cm .... Come on, FUCK HIS MAC! It was still 36cm in the morning. I suppose when I wrote down in the journal, the body was simply poisoned instead of regenerating itself! As a result, he devoted the energy for regeneration to the excretion of "poison", that is, inadequately consumed food to the starves. This resulted in a 35cm bicep. Wogole today I felt much thinner. The next one is only 9 days from now. Then he won't be in the family's house, so it should be much better! I still fucking think about it. Wogole today I felt much thinner. Maybe I'm repeating myself. I felt the sweatshirt hanging over me. I felt it. I felt muddy after eating. Fuck me! I can't get over this loss. 35cm in the biceps. Fuck me .... And today was going to be such a beautiful day. In addition, I am still thinking about a slight stress related to my commitment to clients on the offer ... In despair, measure the biceps again, hoping for something more. I have passed again and it is probably less than 36cm. I will measure again: DI is less than 36cm again: D maybe it's not that bad: D but I still regret it and I did the regeneration wrong. All because of Fortuna's grapefruit juice. I cannot allow myself to make such an error anymore. I will see what the results will be tomorrow. Yes, it's not a very successful starvation. Chlamydia goes crazy, wanders ... This is a sign of error. I'm still feeling full, and it's already 19:16. I'm trying to get rid of my food mentally. I'm a bit depressed. In addition, the tramal doesn't work ... At least I haven't reacted to it yet. Who knows, maybe the grapefruit juice took it out of the way. I'll give him some more time and we'll see what happens. Now it's time to get on with your programs. Oh, I used a slight manipulation trick on the stem today. I really wanted to go for a walk with Szymek. Returning from the store with him, I sent him my thought that I want to go for a walk with him and at the same time "say goodbye to him" and say that I must go. He himself then suggested if I would like to go for a walk. I agreed, I said that how can we do anything. Of course, the plans, as usual, were ruined :) Because in the afternoon, through the park, I was looking for a place to meditate. I was sitting tan on a bicycle lane in a diamond position on a certain bench. It was quite well suited for this. Then I went to the park, the river, but I didn't find a place to meditate. I don't feel too confident in this body ... It's 19:30. I think I feel the first effects of the sneaker. A bit late, after 3 hours, although it will ease my slight breakdown after an unsuccessful starvation :) I just went to pass a stool. Not only was the body signaled with a slight pain, but in addition the stool had a slightly greenish tinge and the smell of mixed badly digested nuts, meat combined with grapefruit juice. Not interesting ... Eh, I still think about it. I wasted my starvation, instead of gaining energy, I lost ... It's good that the tram is already working ... Thanks to this, the pain in life has been alleviated. Training tomorrow, it will be sun. I should have more energy and motivation to act. Oh, and for the last 2 days, he has also been using a technique to remember certain things. I shift my watch from left to right. It is used mainly for smuggling drugs, although today it is useful for taking cups from the thesis and buying nuts. Jeah how nice the tramal finally works. But on the other hand, I put my orders aside. Today I also used chestnuts for the knee joints. I have these light black pants, I put them in my pocket. Most recently chlamydia as it travels practically to the muscles and testicles. It hardly clings to the joints. That's cool :) Oh, today, being at the same time, I had such a positive image. When I get a very old laptop, which is not too small and light, it is old. 1MB Ram, 1MHZ processor, 80gb disk. I imagined myself installing a floppy linux there and learning on such old hardware: D