Self-healing

May 26 - Today.txt I woke up at 5:15 am. Cold, but I felt quite warm in bed. I think I slept without pain on my back most nights. I was glad about this fact :) The stool was great, because it had been strange and pale for several days. Today was great! I was also happy about this fact :) And I was getting ready for training today. Before training, however, I wanted to read WD Wattels again - Learning to Get Rich. I decided after yesterday's book the scientific secret of getting rich Joe Vitale and I will forgive the strangers a debt of PLN 300. I still have to do it so that he doesn't feel guilty about it. During the training I was reminded that yesterday I had an appointment with Jacek Gabbie twice. During training, I discovered that after training it is good to do breathing exercises to regenerate myself and then I want to stretch my muscles. Great technique, I wrote it down in my notebook. Besides, it was quite cold, I exercised in a black light jacket. I was wondering whether to do an enema today or not, but now when I came back I see that my mother is still in bed. Again, the question: eat breakfast or not? I decided that I will not eat the slices, I will do regeneration, but I can eat this cheese, then juices, egg shells, etc. After taking a shower, I will measure the measurements, eat echinacee to avoid catching a cold, because yesterday I also felt that I might catch a cold. Fortunately, it is much better today. These are wonderful tablets :) I was breathing with a modified affirmation: - "I accelerate the regeneration of my body" In addition, I fell into a certain swing again, i.e. I imagined how once I want to do nothing for the rest of my life, and the second time I want to have my combined interests ... I do not know what I want, sometimes I am in this state and sometimes in another ... however, do nothing. In turn, now I have responsibilities again - work. Gotta make this fucking website. Fuck, I really don't want to. Okay, I'm gonna get washed, then finish reading the book and get the echinacee. Yesterday in the evening I was testing again bedtime affirmations combined with breathing and the technique Get Rich While You Sleep. I guess it's a bit better again. I breathed in the intention of neutralizing the pain that was going on. In addition, I woke up quite early for such a late and great meal and there was a great stool ... A moment ago a guy with gg wrote to me: 42749646 from the website zarabiam.com. He had an interesting patent, he asked people of good will to register from his link. And what the hell, I agreed :) It is true that I will not use this website, but at least I did a good deed. Now I think to myself: crap and maybe this is how I finally finish my Universal Bot? And start making money on it? I wrote down my idea in the idea journal. When my mother went to church, however, I gave up the enema. At that time I went to Adam to buy a gift for my mother's day. I think I met some homeless man. I wanted to help him, but I didn't have the courage to talk to him. I could easily give him my old clothes and some money. But somehow I did not do it, interesting because recently I visualized that I help a homeless person. Besides, now around 2:30 pm after lunch I felt quite clear symptoms of a cold. I was practicing unnecessarily in the morning ... In panic I took another Echinacee. Let's hope he will help me. Peculiar headache - yes, I think I have a cold ... I wanted to improve my speed reading program but in this state I am unable to think. Okay I swallowed Echinacee. what to do? Maybe some kind of affirmation about faster recovery. Now WFM with affirmation, then I'll do the Breathing. For this even hemiSync SoundHeilting. That is: - WFM + Health sounds + affirmation. but what kind of affirmation? Maybe the last one with compassion: "I love my body, I love my sexuality. I love myself" Now I'm after dinner so I can't lie down on purpose, but then I'll go and lay with this affirmation 40 minutes later: CHICKENS, YOU HAVE GOOD! I HAVE COME FROM A COLD OF THIS METHOD! : d: d JUPI; d It is true that 4 minutes before my mother burst in here screaming: why didn't you give him this dinner? Fucking fucking fucking! today is still a fucking mother's day, I have to do my duty and give her a gift. It's good that I only bought chocolates for less than PLN 3.99 + paper. Because I feel sorry for more money! Later it got a bit worse, but it's still much better. Try this method again before going to sleep with breathing. Only with the window closed because it's cold. Also, during the day I did something with edreamtoys but not much. Barely doing it, because I kept thinking about the pain, the spine and the strange sensations from him and the traveling pain. There was a jack. I gave him his games. I didn't eat dinner. I don't feel lacrimation - I have a cold. I ate a tomato and onions. Now 1 hour later I took Echinacee once again. In a moment to wash and then those hemiSync with breathing. I'll do this page in the morning and quit training at the same time.

The message of Jesus

May 25 - Jesus' Message My mind and body surprised me positively once again. Yesterday, while going to sleep, I gave myself an affirmation: - "He sleeps comfortably flat on his stomach to get up at 4:30" I woke up at 4:00 am fully refreshed and well rested. I slept sideways in places, but I suppose this is due to the fact that it was terribly cold at night, despite the thermo-active clothes. I have to buy some kind of thermo-active pajamas. Good today I will start training exceptionally quickly. Maybe even 5:30 I will leave the house :) I finished the training really early. I felt like I had a lot of free time to myself. I even wanted to go to Rokicin or to buy new clothes for a chaise longue - but I don't want to :) Because the house has been cold for some time, today I overcame my fear and put on 2 sweatshirts on myself. It makes me warmer. Although I am afraid and think about it now, although it is actually warmer. I decided to download Rocky 4 Training for the words of my affirmation / self-suggestion: "Builds a strong body". Somehow these scenes, when he trained before the fight with Ivan Drago in the Russian frost, remind me of a strong organism. In addition, it is wonderfully warmed up by the mibilization of the Crayfish spine. Additionally, to heat the house I lit 2 candles in my room. I am afraid that it burns oxygen, I will have stale air, but on the other hand I will become resistant to this situation + now you have to choose something else at the expense of something else. My lungs are fine, but I'm cold. This is now more important and prioritized. I went out around 12:00 to the city for a clothes-liner. I wanted to buy some nice clothes, but unfortunately I didn't see anything interesting. I wanted a black V-neck shirt. Somehow, you asked if you could help. God, what are these sellers making a standard mistake - you should not ask right at the entrance for help. First, you should give the client the right decision, see a few minutes and then ask ... Then, out of fear and panic, I bought horse mask at a pharmacy. Message from Jesus - I got channeled today from Jesus Himself ... Wow, what an honor ... Reading Books - today I have added 2 new affirmations to my notebook to build a powerful, muscular body: - once every 3 days I break my fear and do something brave, something simple - I read with pleasure 1 book for 3 days During this time, I read a book: The Greatest Secret To Get Rich. Cala ksaizka is about giving to others as much as possible, then you receive as much as possible. And then I thought about chimek - maybe I will forgive him this debt of PLN 300 ... Besides, laziness and constant hypochondria. Pictures of my dream apartment - I found them on google, saved them on my desktop and will print them out soon. There was an episode on Facebook for good and bad about Lyme disease. Unfortunately, my browser crashed, but it promised to be interesting ... Achievements in the near future. And dinner. I did not want to eat, and I ate the medicin with rice. Then I also took a huge add-on. And I think about it. When I do not eat - I think that I eat too little and my muscles will not grow. And when I eat: I think that I did not want to eat and I ate too much. In addition, when I do, I think to myself: heated twice, loses nutrients ... But I know what I'll do. Tomorrow is Sunday. Morning fast + enema I think it will fix the matter :)

Clean room

May 24 - CzystyPokoj I guess the affirmation to get up again at 5:30 worked perfectly as if I had a watch in my hand. I tested sleeping on the stomach, I have already developed a suitable technique, but there are moments when I want to roll over to my right side and now I am atoning for this sin :) The shoulder was pressing on the thoracic vertebrae, neck on the cervical. Ledzwiowy is just somehow alright. I thought that since it is cold and the sun is not shining, I will do something new and now I will go to training, and then I will do the page. I'll probably start my day around 8:30. Cool :) I broke the basement drain for the first time. We'll see how this experiment turns out. I'm going to exercise! I think breaking the manhole helped. It didn't stink at home for the day :) It is now 6:25 pm. After a cold workout, my mom started cleaning my room. I came up with the idea that since the affirmation worked, and I am also positive about affirmations with photos + visualization = can print the apartment of my dreams in this way :) I was also thinking about my own car in which I would have my own apartment - my little hiding place. When I got back my mother was cleaning the windows. I had a great desire to go on my site, but first I cleaned the room a bit as my mother asked. It is really neat, clean and nice here now! Beautifully I also changed the windows shell. Although from StyleXP this option was blocked, I did it manually: found the file and fired it. It feels like my eyesight gets a bit sick at the same time. Skorki really cool: Project521 I made copies of them to my email address. A 51MB file was compressed to 7MB. Oh, how much I wanted to create a website, create a work of art, but in the end I do nothing again. Today in the evening I want to test affirmations: she sleeps flat on her stomach to regenerate properly + breath + vibrating chair. I tested in the afternoon for nearly an hour: nothing hurt! In addition, I was in the library today to hand over the book about the spine. Fortunately, they did not pick on anything and I am late for several months. I was also in PPU - they called me and I did not give up the procedure card. Luckily, it found itself in my punching bag: a bit wet and wiped out, but it caught on :) Then I went to the farmer to buy 3 onions. And on my way back home I felt like doing something. I left photoshop on top, but again did nothing. Now that I have closed it, I feel sorry for it ... I think I will write this rule of self-manipulation in my notebook. Just before entering Facebook, I saw an interesting photo of Marcin Miskowiec. He made his photocopies in different positions in one photo. A great effect, maybe I will use his idea someday if I want to work and earn money as a model A moment ago I had a nice joke: my mother complained that it was cold, I said: unfortunately, you have to wait until winter until they heat up. Moreover, I discovered how nice a place to meditate in the room is. In the living room, on the orange sofa. Soft, cozy, irresistible and the TV set hypnotizes you. But I'm bullshit. After all, I don't want meditation anymore

AffirmationBeforeWellness

23 May - Affirmation I think I slept sideways at night. I woke up twice. One dream I remember that I was as if I was completely in the "crush". That's why I slept sideways, it woke me up. A little bit of guilt and regret ... But what's interesting: I got up a little before 5:30. And before going to bed, I wrote down the affirmations / auto-suggestions on my blackboard: - He gets up 5:30 to finish the project and enjoy a beautiful sunny day Was it fulfilled? This is exactly what he told me to do silva and this author of the book get rich while you sleep. Maybe someday I will use it for such mental / esoteric purposes, although I will show you what I need to use it for real / manual dreams! In addition, the positions sideways feel like a "tightness" in the stuffiness and stuffy nose. What's good in this situation: I found another wrong solution, how not to be done. Okay, time to go to life and the project It seems to me that the effect of waking up relatively early so early is probably the effect of affirmation. For the night, I ate as many as 6 slices, previously almost an entire baking pan ... The fuck is 7:35. He feels a chill in the right testicle from the spine and the right side of the throat. During this time I was making Windows for DreamToys. Time to train. Cloudy weather, but it's time to train. The training went quite well. The only exercise I didn't finish was the head pull. But I will start to pull up a bit with a monkey grip - then I noticed that I have more strength, which I also wrote down. Somehow after the training, I edited the photos of Arnold Szwarceneger on my blackboard. I cut out my face and cut out the photos and now I really like his silhouette! Expressing his affirmation: "It builds a powerful body, a powerful musculature, a powerful body" and looking at these photos I feel a real desire to express them and work on such a figure! At 11:30 a.m. Tomek from TGS arrived, the one for whom I was configuring the laptop yesterday. I missed breakfast, only an apple. During this time, fortunately, I was able to complete the IncrediMail configuration. I used the technique here and explained a lot of simple things to him. The more you know, the better you are with your method. I made him a ViStart start bar in Windows8 + IncrediMail. I guess he was really happy. He picked me up and gave me a ride to the company. Marta brought back PLN 100 for a laptop to the company. Mom, I lied that the PLN 100 is for repairing a friend's PC. I do not want my parents to know that I work, because they will convince me again, especially the FATHER, that I know nothing, can do nothing and are useless - and then I will be praised by what a gifted son he has. At 1:00 p.m. I ate my soup. You could say that I had a light morning fast, but after yesterday's eating for the night I was practically not hungry. By the day I am making a website. I have already made some windows and am now extending the page. I think in Joomla you will be able to set the appropriate options. I was working on the website for the day. It worked :) I expanded, I am proud of myself :) There was Mrs. Basia, I talked to Michał Przybyslawski. I'm dying because I'm tired, especially my back. In addition, dad said before going to bed to clean the wells in the basement, then the air in the room will not stink. And I really appreciate fresh and clean air.

ScanFileCheck

May 22 - ScanFileCheck I woke up at 4:00 but I was terribly cold, so I also thought to lie for a while and lay sideways until 5:30. 5:30 a.m. as standard. Despite the fact that after yesterday's affirmation I fell into anger again and I tried it again and somehow it worked out. After 7:00 am for training. Later I finished and returned late. I finished my belly. I came up with the idea to look for spy glasses on the Allegro that would look like computer glasses. As usual, the plans ended. Yesterday, talking to Esther, he said that Adrian knows some clairvoyant who does skype sessions for free. I just wrote to her My mother went to Morczyna so I made dinner earlier. After training, I had a lot of ambitions and plans for the future. I wanted to take my hand again. I wanted to work! Today I discovered a new tool SFC.exe - Scan File System (Check) It is like an alternative to the R function - repair from Windows which for reasons unknown to me is inactive in SP3 ... I used it to restore system files so I have XP skin again :) JUPI: D With the pendrive I was able to reset the password (HIRENS BOOT CD) in windows 8 on Tomek's TGS laptop. And for the day I kinda fuck at home. I was still doing it at home. Affirmation works in the middle of something. I think about needles in the spine. I overloaded him. I'm going to exercise! And I think I have practically done nothing again today and I probably will not do anything anymore ... At 6 p.m. or a little before I ate. Almost an entire tray of cheesecake to build a powerful musculature. Perhaps my mother was extremely pleased about that. Now, however, I am a bit sleepy after him and it is a bit before 8pm For the night I ate a total of 6 slices (4 slices + 2 usual) and I was hungry. A little guilt or I'm doing right. I ate the last 2 with the feeling of being quite full. But if I regret it, maybe not. By breathing in, food will be transformed into a strong, muscular, powerful body!

I love my body

May 21 - Today.txt I think I will start with some wonderful news for me. Yesterday I went to sleep after 00:00 and woke up around 04:00 - refreshed, well rested and fully regenerated. Wow :) I feel great physically, mentally and I have a lot of time for myself! :) So I decided to list what factors could have influenced it. Here they are: MAIN: - Last meal 19:30. I ate nothing else - 2 cloves of garlic with dinner, which could have contributed to better sleep and regeneration (5000 mg of vitamin C + other compounds) - I was warm at night, I did not freeze at all. Maybe because I gave up the vibrating chair. - Sleeping flat on your back - I drank a total of 3 cups of coffee at bedtime at various intervals - A thorough cold shower before going to bed could regenerate me better - Breathing exercises before bedtime - Positive mental attitude (work) - Affirmation before bedtime! SECONDARY: - No afternoon training - Check back tomorrow! Today I will repeat everything almost exactly the same. Maybe with the exception of garlic. I will also have an effect without afternoon training. The time is now 4:48. Time to go to life. I also have herbs that I brewed in a thermos yesterday. I wonder how they will taste now during morning training. And as I promised myself - the morning training took place a bit earlier due to 8:30 am going to Rafal Pawlik. Morning training so-so. I decided that I will train 6 times a week. I break down the lafay training instead of 2x3 days into 1x6 days. At Rafal Pawlik's, we talked about suppressing feelings, about how I got a job, about the fact that IT specialists are thieves and about tolerance towards doctors ... At home, I ate 3 slices and left feeling slightly hungry. It is true that the 3 last slice at 11. But yes 13: 00-13: 30 I will do breathing exercises. Somehow it struck me that IT specialists are thieves ... And I don't want to pass for a thief! Between 11-12 I went to my friend to pay my bills and buy a battery for my toothbrush. I still have to report 20gr. When I finished, I felt like checking out my old house and its surroundings. Besides, my neck hurt. It was great. Behind the motley is "Prison Zaprawa". Imagining myself training there, I felt very free. It is true that the equipment is old and much uglier, but there is no plastic, trees around, fresh air and large grass, although close to the street. But the most important thing - loneliness - no one is looking at me! I also called Mruk. I signed up for Tuesday 10th. He said something about lumbar but I didn't hear because there was a storm and the connection was temporarily interrupted. I could have asked for a repeat! But I didn't, I wanted to be nice, I didn't want to piss him off and I nodded OK! I think maybe he can only do the lumbar spine right now? I don't know, at most I will just go for a ride. As a temporary affirmation in the draft, I gave: once in 3 days I break my fear and do something brave, something simple. So far it is only in the scratchpad. Today I broke my fear and asked a chemical store in front of the queue for batteries! I don't want to work again. So I started doing 50 diaphragm breaths. 16 more for tradition. I suddenly felt like visiting the old site gratyzchaty.pl - After all, I haven't been here for a long time. Maybe I can find some nice clothes;) At 15 I had an appointment at GerlandToys. What fear and panic about my own health: tailbone, cold needles everywhere, from an uncomfortable position for the spine. Wandering pain in places. Oh shit ... But I was scared. And so 2 hours ... In the future I have to make an appointment for 4pm, then I will only sit for 1h, and then take a pillow with you. Now wandering pain clings to the testicle, somehow so strange. He feels the tension in his head, light in his teeth. Temporary imbalance. slight Panic ... Eh ... I don't know what to do, it's cold in the field until I don't want to exercise? Brac tramal? Cramps like panic, suppressed panic because through my spine I have various strange but discreet feelings - and yet I am calmer. Much quieter than when I was working in the afternoon. Cramps for the next long time, despite the recurrences of spinal feelings and the pain wandering through the nerve cells, I began to say affirmations: I love my body, I love my sexuality, I love myself ... I felt full of joy, maybe even love and peace, no panic. I felt happy with this affirmation and my hateful old ones that I developed about a powerful body began to seem worse to me ... Strange ... Supposedly today's title was: Super dream, but I changed it to KochamSwojeCialo.

WorkaholismGerland

May 20 - WorkaholismGerland Light toxins in the morning - that's probably too much cheese for the night. I woke up early before 6:00 am Sleeping on your stomach sideways - slight thoracic stress. Item to be refined. In addition, there was pain when I tried to the side 32 breaths, guarana, it's time to train I put the herbs right after I got up to let them brew. I came up with the idea of ​​revenge against my family during training. I will buy SWIFT flooded - yes the water-soluble one ... I will not write if I want to use it ... Revenge will be sweet! But today a lot has happened. Morning training was super effective, although it will have to be repeated once again. I did not do afternoon due to workaholism. I modified the position of the hands on handbags and A7 pumps Lunch: I felt stuffed. Probably because I ate breakfast late after 10:30. In addition, dry bread, which I did not like. And I've been working on the GerlandToys site all afternoon. Finally I took my hand! It was a pleasure to work with. Today I found out from my mother and Father Kornela died. Exactly on May 18 ... I continued my affirmations with the breath today In the evening I hesitated whether to train or not, but I was so tired that I quit. Thanks to my work, I completely forgot about the pain. I mean the pain was there, but I didn't think about it that much. A certain situation of the day when I was selling Marcin Rakowski, or rather translating it. I lied that I did. It's good that somehow I picked it up, saying that the browser is loading it with data from the Cache. Ah, how nice it was for me to create this website today. I felt like a work of art on my own. Time to stop, time to go to sleep. For dinner I ate slices in separate mode and finally a cube of cheese. I felt that my body needed it. After morning training, I went to the store. I bought with my own money Carrots, mountain milk and vegetable margarine for myself. I hesitated which product to choose, finally I chose something new at a similar price. In addition, up to 500g So much... I feel like working more, but my body and mind are tired.