piątek, 11 stycznia 2013
ManiaReading
Dream: I dreamed that I bounce endlessly. I woke up with horror, and then still felt like a shock in my brain. I was wondering what it resulted from: Radio plus music, radiation waves? I do not know...
January 10 - Reading Mania
Morning practice, I also finished reading the Magic Journey book and I felt like having another one. The training was great, I went home and ate a light meal, only two slices of tomato and cucumber. I felt a little hungry and felt great about it.
I was sitting at home, somehow before dinner my mum and dad went to see my grandmother with a moraine. I was hungry again before 2:00. I ate a light meal and it felt great
Today, while reading the book quickly, I felt euphoric when I reached 700 words / minute. Euphoria like weeds, a high sense of worth. Cool! Then I had moments of swaying, it seemed to me that I was falling into the psychosis I had on the Skawina, but I used auto-suggestion and breath. It took over. I have to be careful now, I stopped taking my medication completely, but I believe it communicates very well with my body.
This second book was: Get Rich While You Sleep.
And so it was a day of reading mania, when I finished reading after 2-3 hours, now in the evening I started the Phoenix Rebirth.
He's hungry again. I had my last meal at 6:00 PM. After 8 p.m. I exercised intensively, maybe that's why.
Oh, I got the African root of the dream today :) I wanted to test it today, but I don't want to, so I put it off until tomorrow.
PS, being able to be creative, I came up with a brilliant name for my program for free calls: the telephone and the telephone, but the telephone is definitely better.
środa, 9 stycznia 2013
CVAlsen
January 9 - CVAlsen
In the morning I read a book on super Mind and took notes. In line with HemiSync, my concentration to learn was really great and I enjoyed reading this book.
After I finished reading, I tweaked my speed reading program a bit to interpret punctuation marks.
In the morning it turned out that David stayed at home, so I could not write my post. I was hungry for breakfast, not for dinner. I felt as if I had eaten my lunch hard, and so was my dinner - a feeling of guilt was born in me. But at least I didn't eat anything else.
Today I was with Marysia to ask if she would print my CV. But they didn't have ink. I jumped to the kiosk, but it only had openOffice there that misinterpreted my doc file. So I jumped to Elena, there they did it to me on a nice satin cardboard paper for PLN 1.20. I took it to Alsen. I chatted a little with the guest. Very nice, actually he was still talking and I was just listening.
Before that, I was also taking pictures. I don't know why I paid as much as PLN 20 if I didn't like them. Lack of assertiveness? Money is not so important to me? Hard to say. When I was walking I saw Rafal Pawlik's Car.
Oh, I didn't sleep overnight. I was cold, I wanted so much to finish reading this book and I was not able to sleep at all. In the morning with this hunger, my body felt great. Such hydrated, a lot of saliva in the teeth. Cool!!! It nullified all this dinner.
I wanted to use my new skills and wrote on my white board what to do with David. He went out to wait, if I don't break my hunger - it's not worth the risk.
Today I was supposed to go to this speech club, but I quit.
My method for psychotropics works and I also feel very confident when I do it.
I have read another book today, I have read almost 40% of Abelar Taisha - The Magic Journey. It is written in a really interesting language.
Today I also tried to regenerate SoundHeilting - I felt that my body needed these sounds. At the same time I practiced my breath but ass. ASS!!! my breathing is not going the way it used to be. Why???
wtorek, 8 stycznia 2013
SuperUmysl
Dreams: I called the dream strange, pokemons, as if I rode down from a great mountain / vortex and saw a lot of worlds. I called the second dream detoxification, but I don't remember what it is about ...
January 8 - SuperUmysl
I woke up around 6. I slept on the other side of the bed, closer to the window, because my spine hurts on that side and I wanted to do something new, something different, see how it is different.
Morning preparation for training. We managed to smuggle the drugs in my pocket and throw them away in the field. The training was smooth, I did not listen to music exceptionally because of it and I was in a hat. Also some new experience for the mind. Today I was surprised by the fact that my mother was supposed to go to Krakow, unfortunately my father postponed it for tomorrow, which forced me to cancel today's post.
After training, I ate 3-4 sandwiches, but quite small. For the first time in a long time, I added tomatoes and onions. The meal tasted divine. I felt a little hungry after leaving the table, and the meal gave me a lot of energy, because I usually feel a heavy belly and choking.
In the morning I cleaned up, or rather I brought the room from yesterday's priest. I finished reading the book "Can You Live Without Eating". I recorded that affirmation for listening to readBox, or rather such a prayer of Archangel Michael about the Vision of the new world.
I was at the store for a student. I bought two green and red ballpoint pens and two green and orange underliners. I found a job offer at Alsen - just submit your CV. It would be a fun job here and there. I saved myself to jump to Elena tomorrow and do a resume with a new photo
I read a new book today: SuperUmysl. Simple techniques, or rather habits, how to learn. I recently discovered a new one: listening to HemiSync BrainMassage while reading a book quickly. I enjoyed it all.
I began to imagine again how I would have my own apartment in Zakopane, like dr. Bargiel will try to arrange them for me and I will live by myself, alone, he was educated, he had a pension of 1000 zlotys, he lived without food. Super vision!
After the evening training, I was back at the post office. This time they had my 5 books. Lately, the postmen leave avizo instead of bringing them to the house, but I don't think it's too bad for them. I have an excuse to go jogging in the evening. At home, I opened a large collection of osho books.
I ate little during the day. Light meals. I felt strength and energy after them. In the evening I ate an apple and a banana, because I felt that my body was going downhill after the leg training. I was also guided by my old belief and my muscles were burned out: D
In the evening, test this prayer again, Archangel Michael's vision of the universe. Tomorrow, get an avizo from szymka and go to Elena to take a better picture.
poniedziałek, 7 stycznia 2013
LiveFood
January 7 - Live without food.
In the morning, at 9 am I had an appointment with Rafal Pawlik. Earlier, however, I woke my mum to go to the bathroom - she is sleeping in the living room now. I thought to myself - crap she was cunning. I want to be in control to use these psychotropics. But I had a brilliant idea - I made coffee and dissolved medications in it. Coffee slightly changed its color to rough - this is the fault of tegretol, or rather amisepin, which dissolves quickly. I dissolved the rest in the room and poured it out. I did the same in the afternoon and in the evening.
At 9 am I spoke to Rafal about my plans to become a naturopath. We also went down about Maksym. He said he was his second son - so they lived together. He even met his parents. As for my plans - Rafal seemed to warn me against the fact that it is impossible to do everything at once. Of course, he did not tell me this directly, but I had such an impression. He asked if I could meet: a naturopath, security guard and IT specialist ...
Then a day like everyday, i.e. doing nothing. Father Christmas was to come to visit today.
In the morning I called the clinic - I wanted to make an appointment with Dr. Kalemb� to write me back treatments. Unfortunately, the clinic did not answer the phone. I also wanted to make an appointment to Ochorowicz's school in Krakow. However, I also did not manage to get through, I was directed from the secretary to another telephone number which, interestingly, began with 018. Maybe it is somewhere close to Rabka: D
OK 14-15 I went to return the book to the library. I met the priest in the street. I borrowed a book on the spine in the library. They also made an electronic system and got a new card.
At home we were waiting for the priest. I looked at that time, or rather listened to the ReadBox for 2-3 months entries from my diary. It was really fun with the music, even in a sitting position.
The priest came, I saw my mother afraid that he would come down on topics or go to church. After lunch, I went to the post office and picked up the outstanding books at the post office. Karma, Sciaga and the Psychology of Esoteric. Then I was jogging again, but I quickly returned home. I did not want to run after such a frost.
At home I read the book: "You can live without food - Ejma Yasanta"
As I read, I wanted to live without food. At one point, I even wanted to forgive my father. Wow, I imagined it would be if I had a social flat, if I do Lyme tests, go to Kalemba for a spine referral and work on my health. How Dr. Bargiel writes me out for a disability group and a social flat. How will I study at Ochorowicz's school. I started to have something to live for, and the desire to live without food suddenly became my passion!
What I learned today: you can live without food!
PS Yesterday or this morning I was very pleasantly surprised how highly qualified my website DosknaleZdrowie!
niedziela, 6 stycznia 2013
Sleepy2
Dream: Marta, Russian champagne alcohol. Besides, my mother rummages in a bucket of clothes for dirt and drops a tegretol tablet.
January 6 - Sleepy 2
Today I did nothing again almost all day. In the morning I practiced in the park, and in the evening I also did some incomplete training. I lent my mother a laptop and she was browsing the allegro. Now I was looking for a new blogger shell for excellent health again. I wanted to find a nice simple and transparent one, the best that I could give a background. They are nice and simple, but it is difficult to find background options ...
sobota, 5 stycznia 2013
Sad Maksa
January 4 - Max's sad
A day written with a delay of 21 minutes. In the morning my mother got up at 7:00 and she was preparing medications. Of course I didn't take them, then she came back somehow. I was jogging to the rhythm of dupstep music. Euphoria and joy from running. After running, I went on too.
At the same time, I developed a new breathing technique, or rather, one element of it has been refined: exhalation. Exhale deeply through the "throat" and I had such chills on the zebra crossing the pressure from the spine. I felt great blogging.
After that I was still with poles in the park, but I think I'm breathing so well already. Some two older people asked where the brine thesis was because they had something to sign. Today I was supposed to meet Maks, so I went to the hairdresser, to my favorite hairdresser, Asia. The hairstyle is brilliant as always!
Mom went to the moraine after 2 p.m. I watched her on the internet for the bus schedule.
I started drinking Rhodiola today. I mixed it with tramadol expecting good results. Rhodiola strengthened opioid receptors, and tramal too. I was drinking 1 tbl every 5 minutes, 3 tablets in total. I was already in the blog post, a pleasant dream blog post.
At 18 I went to the max, earlier I bought ice cream from Malgosia. We ate. We tried to talk to you, but I think these conversations came out on average. We watched James Bond, but I didn't want to watch TV so badly. Now I'd rather read a good book than watch TV. I hate television. However, I didn't want to hurt, so we watched to the end trying to talk about everything and nothing with Maks.
Maks said that he was leaving tomorrow, at the end of my stay I promised him a 2GB card. He said he wanted to become a chiropractic and study in the USA to ensure Sandra a better life. I told you about my plans to become nautrotherapists. But I was saying it somehow without conviction. I was talking about hypnosis, but also somehow without conviction. I wonder if he believed me. I spoke a little about Kaja.
I sadly said goodbye to him and made an appointment with him tomorrow morning to give him this 4gb card. It was raining, I went too well and I imagined how I made love with Kaja. Such a visualization can be maintained for a long time and is very enjoyable. Cool!
I came back home, my mother was a bit clingy and is writing this diary. I feel a bit of sedation which is a side effect of the tram, but it's a nice sedation.
What I learned today: new breathing and sex visualization.
Somnolence
January 5 - Sleepy
In the morning I got up quite late. My mom tried to wake me up around 8:00 am. I pretended that he was still asleep. I got up, unfortunately I had to take those fucking drugs. I was getting ready for Maks to come. I was wondering if he would come. I even checked it in the cards, but I didn't understand the result.
However, Maks arrived around 9:40 am. Ola was driving the car, their dad was behind, I went to the streets. I had to wait so long that I didn't want to exercise anymore. I did too, but I didn't even practice breathing. I just didn't feel like ...
By the day you feel sleepy. I slept. I was doing nothing. I haven't even read the books. Later, I cleaned the floor. Lukasz came - I gave him his book about stretched relaxed. There was also Waldek who wanted to write down the water meters. Mom hid from him with fights on her head to my room ...
I guess that's it ...
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