May 17

So where to start ... Well, during this time all I remember are the meetings of the Jedi Order and the Arena master. He is a real friend !!! I don't sense rudeness, aggression or dark power in him. There is positive energy in him, thanks to which he can live !!! Worthy of admiration and attention. Everyone should follow his example. I would very much like him to accept me as his student. Talking with him, spending time together is pure pleasure. In addition, we took great photos together, as Jedi Knights: D The best is where the Jedi and Matrix merge. GREAT !!! my guilt lasts very shortly :( Why I don't have a net: /: / !!!!! He would very much like to kick me out of the order. I don't like him either. He takes offense at anything. He cannot be liked. In addition, I have a choice of future school. I am not so much interested in it. in Krakow, to get out of that damn shit that is rabka. But my parents do not agree to it. Although I do not know if he wants it now. Maxym wants to go to buried. ... Although maybe one more person at which I went crazy, with whom n Unfortunately, it did not work out: (Yesterday I got a six with chemi. I really thought the class was making fun of me when she said I wrote the best test in the whole school. For a moment I was in some strange way enjoying myself. Later, as if nothing were there, somehow I feel sad, I don't feel like living; (...