May 17

So where to start ... Well, during this time, the only things I remember are the meetings of the Jedi Order and the Arena master. It's real friend!!! I don't sense rudeness, aggression or dark power in him. There is positive energy in him, thanks to which he can live !!! Worthy of admiration and attention. Everyone should follow his example. I would very much like him to accept me as his student. Talking with him, spending time together is pure pleasure. In addition, we took great photos together, as Jedi Knights: D The best is where the Jedi and Matrix merge. COOL!!! However, when our conversation ends, I get sadder every hour :( I would love to have internet so that we can at least chat together. The conversation with him on GG is as good as live, but it is always my fault, it lasts very short :( Why I don't have a net: /: / !!!!! The only thing I fear is Sarrias. He doesn't want me, he doesn't like me. I feel that he would very much like to kick me out of the convent. I don't like him either. He takes offense at anything. You can't like him. In addition, I am faced with the choice of the future school. I am not so much interested in it. I would love to go to a technical school in Krakow, get out of this damn crap that is rabka. However, the parents do not agree to this. Although I don't know if he wants it now. Maxym wants to go to Zakopane. From the whole fucking rabbi, I would miss only him, and no one else ... Although maybe one more person at which I went crazy, which unfortunately did not work out for me :( Yesterday I got a six with chemi. I really thought the hare was making fun of me like me she said that I wrote the best test in the whole school. For a moment I get weird the way I was happy. Then as if nothing was there. Somehow I feel sad, I do not want to live; (...