sobota, 3 lipca 2010
I am a hypnotist
Today is Saturday, I set my alarm clock to 9:00. A few minutes earlier, however, my dad woke me up with words, so that I would go upstairs now if I want to use the Internet. However, I preferred to sleep a little more. I got up very early after 10. I killed some ant that was walking after me. I went upstairs, it turned out that the worker Rafa� only smeared the parents' room and it was still possible to get to my room. I ate some breakfast, went upstairs (which I already mentioned). There was a problem with my mother, she wanted to go to the river and had to leave me the keys, but there were no keys. I went to my dad, it turned out he had the keys. I went to exercise, today it was the back, my mother still went downstairs and whined to inform dad and david about my stay in the basement. I said that I don't feel like chasing so much. Earlier, she asked me to take the cubes from the freezer in my room for tomorrow. I brought them all to my mother so that she would separate it - somehow I couldn't cope.
After training, a cocktail, Friday bread and I wanted to go to the river. I thought to leave my daddy the keys, but he wasn't supposed to leave for half an hour and mom would stay by the river without the keys. Ultimately, however, he was supposed to bring the keys to me to the river, but I think he gave them to my mother - because it was definitely not to me. I was still looking for a towel to sunbathe. Dad suggested that I take his blanket from the trunk. By the way, I also took his damaged glasses. Dad gave them to me, said I could take them or even throw them away because he bought a new one for night riding.
There were some people by the river, I listened to some music from Valentine's Day, then chapter 8 and beginning of chapter 9 of this girl with schizophrenia. It was about how she wanted to commit suicide, how she was tied on a leash so she could go for walks. It was humiliating. She also mentioned the doctor who apologized to her and the policemen who treated her with such kindness, but it was mainly about how people use their authority to humiliate other people. One nurse was fit and let her walk without a leash, but warned that if she wanted to run away, he would catch up with her. I was also sunbathing while walking on the river, to make it more sunburned, I also took an hour old man, he did not answer by showing me his watch. He had no sympathetic expression, although I did show a smile. After yesterday's approach to the girls I feel much more confident.
I went home, ate a tomato and a second egg with cauliflower. In the beginning, it was on television about the tallest man in the world who had a tumor in his brain, but somehow miraculously the tumor disappeared. The guy was huge and he had great hands. I think he was Russian, because the names of the places were signed in Cyrillic. Then there was a match. David made a comical situation by accidentally overturning the mattress for dinner. We laughed :) Play Argentina-Germany. The Germans dominated, and I am their supporter. They won 4: 0, they scored the first goal about 3 minutes, the rest in the second part of the second half. The Argentines were crying, no wonder their coach, maradona, was once a great footballer, but now he failed to lead the team to victory. However, he himself says that he may not be able to train, but there is an amazing family atmosphere in his team. I'm glad the Germans won. Between 1 and 2 half there was a break for a super expedition, as usual about the elections, unless I vote for Kaczynski.
Jacek came by at 6:00 p.m., but I reminded him that we had agreed to 7:00 p.m. Dad said that I could connect the router upstairs for a while, it turned out that he lied and said that we can only walk on Monday morning. He was walking himself, the mortar was ready, well almost, but it was long to walk. We connected the router and sat for a while on the internet downloading regression scripts for jack.
Before 7 pm I waited on the bridge for Jacek, but earlier Przemek and M�odi came by. They're starting to piss me off !!! I ask without asking, I made it clear that we didn't have an appointment and I'm set for today. They made fun of Jack a bit, I took him to my place, the sneaker was surprised that I made an appointment with such a friend. When will I go!
I tried to put Jack into a trance, first suggesting sticky eyes, he didn't work, so I got him out of the trance (to be sure, although he was already conscious). Then I put him into a trance again, but this time standing. The hand raised a little better than yesterday, although not so much. Just like yesterday, I introduced myself into a trance by blinking my eyes and then relaxing the whole body using the autogenous method. Unfortunately, the regression failed, but I spoke to his subconscious afterwards. He is not sufficiently introduced into deep trance by the relation of the results. I felt great that my hypnosis was getting better and better. As it came out after hypnosis, Jacek said that the subconscious still wanted to talk to me, even though his consciousness said otherwise. I also think that Jack is fidgeting too much, which may make it a bit difficult to put you in a trance. I offered to bring a deckchair tomorrow to make it more comfortable. Then I talked to the mess about the importance of the voice in communication, body language, cults and psycho-manipulation - a friendship so great that it is greater than love for a girl. Jack and I broke up.
At home in the evening I watched an interesting movie - derailed. The guy met a woman on the train, paid for his ticket, had an affair, and then they were extorting money from him. And they did the same with the next one. He got the money back by accidentally killing everyone on their next bounce. One survivor met in prison. He killed him too. Perfect movie for the evening
I feel like a better and more self-confident hypnotist. I liked it very much. Jacek agreed to do screenings with him every day at a similar time.
Today I wrote to you, for the first time in a long time.
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