poniedziałek, 5 lipca 2010
Tramal
Yesterday also describes the next day. Once again, I ran out of time.
I don't remember exactly what time I got up, but in the morning my mother asked me for help in handling the new cell phone. We transferred the sim card, I show her how to get text messages. And there were a few messages from a similar number, the content: good night Ania ... Then he says, it must be some kind of a mistake. Yeah sure, I bet it's a text from a lover
After this situation that morning, I think around 12 Arek called me. For the first time in a long time, we had a good chat. I also told him about the morning situation, I asked if he was still willing to train kickboxing. At that time, I was on the health path, my mother was probably going to sunbathe.
I returned home, dad let me walk around the new apartment, I set the router on fire, at the beginning I gave David to play the water. My dad asked me to check my e-mail and the allegro, although Dawid had already discharged me from these obligations, but just in case I checked again.
Later, somehow Dawid went somewhere with his dad, mum left, so I decided to take a tram. I took a half tablet of 150 mg and ate half of it. The day before I did not swallow Zyprexy. What did I feel ?: energy and willingness to act and a little feeling of well-being. It was not a euphoria, but I think that in a week I will repeat the experiment, this time with 150 mg. I was a bit afraid that something would happen to me, but luckily it was only positive.
Then I went to lie on the mattress for a while (I was alone at the bottom) and listened to music to an oobe from a vampire (the sound of the lake). I quickly gave up, but I was able to hold a position of stillness. Then I went upstairs and searched the computer, sending files to the hamster (Szuba - show what you can do). Downloading the entire page of the cerebral pacemaker to disk, I wrote a broadcast post asking for death meditation. I also wanted to take a silva course for my omni, but somehow I didn't.
In the meantime, I went to jack. I met him at his place in the stairwell. I made an appointment with him on the 18th, because on the 19th I would go to church. I also scoured people (jurek, zazi, bartek) to print the script. Today I wouldn't be able to use my laptop due to the download, but I was good at improvising anyway.
After Jacek's visit, I spoke to his sub-consciousness. She said she was in a trance enough already that we could induce a regression state. I was glad, however, as it came out of the conversation (Questions on the hand, Yes and No), my eyes were not quite relaxed. We made an appointment again at 20 because I had to go to church. A call from my mother interrupted a bit, but Jack was still in a trance.
I went to change (pants) and went. On the way, I stopped at the office to vote, it was open downstairs. One gentleman looked at me (grim or a little surprised). I asked where I vote here, he sent me back to the lake. There, for the first time in my life, I voted, my choice was Jarek Kaczynski, somehow I like his character better. I went to church, although I hesitated to see if I could go buy something (I wanted peanuts). But I did go, I was in the field, on the right side outside I saw papa with Darek
After returning from church, Jack popped in and I hypnotized him again. However, I was not prepared to suggest a painting, so I improvised. Jacek did not see the picture, but he saw it with his imagination. I have been asking a lot of subconscious questions, I do not remember exactly. I promised my subconscious that I would prepare myself thoroughly for today to evoke the images. The eyes, the position of the head, the subconscious mind said that there was a possibility of imaging, Jack, however, saw everything with his imagination, but at least more and more accurately. The subconscious also said that there was a possibility of imaging, but it was unable to speak through Jack's mouth, which she also said on her hand. The hypnosis lasted one hour and 10 minutes. In the meantime, my mother, who came to take the keys, interrupted, Jacek stood up and we started from the beginning.
After parting ways, we met with Arek. I called him, he had previously called me, but I turned off my cell phone during the screening. We talked in the basement, smoked a pipe, talked about what happened at the construction site, a song without end, and how today you make love after a long time with your girlfriend, with whom he had no contact for a whole week. After a long conversation, I escorted him (PS I had taken the garbage earlier and on my way back I met Arek with David at the bridge). I took him to the chapel, we talked, Arek also said (it's still in the basement) that he doesn't like philosophers (I think he meant me). At the chapel, during the parting, we also met a salty team: Marka, Jakna, and some third guest. They were drunk. I went home, from my mom downstairs I took the keys upstairs, I uploaded the files to the hamster, I came back, I changed and went to sleep.
Now, the next day I am writing this report. It's 12:53
PS Mom has started a beauty course since today. Must go to the new market 5 hours a day
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