South with Jack

Ah, those sweets. In the morning I don't think I was in training, but I had a terrible desire for something sweet. I ate so many candies that dad bought for dad's birthday that the holes in my teeth got bigger. On the one hand good - I wanted something sweet as my body said and ate it. I try to stick to 14 hours of fasting. On the other hand: I regretted it. The pain in my teeth and the holes got bigger. Two conflicting views are in conflict. I started practicing in the Nichi system yesterday. In the afternoon I played with Jack in the Wii. Kirby was a fun game, the music made me emotional and somewhere deep down there I wanted to cry. Perhaps it was because of an unhappy childhood, and the music was also a joy to children. I wanted to go back to those moments ... I wrote down to psychoanalyze people. Jacek is very tolerant and understanding. A bit childish - but I know what he really feels. After all, according to psychology, I have something like Borderline Disorder, I am an actor, and in fact, being in so many different situations I can understand a lot of people. I can understand him too. I know what he feels, because on my own skin I was also in his skin. I like him very much, I think he likes me too. From the book, a complete healing system, I learned that: Thoughts are also things, only at a different frequency (different energy, maybe more or less depending on thoughts). I have sent too many thoughts into the universe. Too many, and now there are a lot of random tiles in Tetris. I think I can arrange them according to my principles and thoughts, and one of them is TRUE !!! A strong truth is the key to clearing up this great mess in the life of a narrative. According to what I talked to Rafal Pawlik, he gives himself higher levels. I wrote it on the blackboard what to do, I added Nichi, for 2 days I have to read 1 book which will give 3 books a week, so a huge amount of knowledge. Thanks to these higher levels I have become addicted to the movement and slowly I am becoming addicted to reading books;) What I learned this day: Remember also about the psychoanalysis of people I have met.