I choose the worse

I write this entry in the middle of the day. I just realized that everyone who has gone through some suffering in life chooses "friends with less experience" in quotation marks. But what's interesting, I sincerely like them. I sincerely like the Oscar, Damian. Apparently, Maximus did the same to me once. He already told him his story, I am grateful to him for that. But how to make us friends again. We are different today. He is strong, I am stronger. My mind wants to be friends with him, but with my heart I prefer to be friends more with Oscar, Damian, Marta ... Strange. According to Arleta and Angel, the only way to rebuild friendship is meditation and prayer ... Prayer is easier - just say the magic formula ... What am I saying, I will never start doing it anyway. After all, I don't even feel the need to be terribly friendly with Maks. End of the afternoon entry on September 29. Conversation natalka too quick diagnosis can hurt. Borderline. 3 hour talking mile. Release the laptop table and sit in Turkish.

KundaliniYoga

Yoga calling, talk about kundalini lukasz 18:00, starvation audiobook, morning leg training, light cold. Revitalizing the body with lemon juice.

The Zarowski affair

The day began with a wake-up at 6:00. It was exceptionally warm. I lay in bed for a long time, until 8:00 am then I went to exercise. Today my mother was cleaning the windows, I cleaned my room ... I had a lot of negative emotions related to Rafal Pawlik. I was wondering what to do with this fact? Fortunately, I passed now in the evening. I started listening to a new audiobook today. About Wojkiewicz's starvation. It promises to be a really interesting reading with research on hunger. Just a moment ago, Afera: I have not had the courage to tell my father and my doctor, Donata Bargiel will be. Dad said that in any case he made an appointment with Zarowski. But I felt stress, tension in my stomach and head. I wonder how to tell him this. Maybe I'll text him when he goes back. This is a thought Jeku, I relied on the decision made by a fairy, and I can not make decisions on my own ... I haven't learned anything today. He feels fear. I'm afraid of my father. I'm afraid of Mother. These two motherfuckers ruined my life with these psychotropics. PS suddenly after 8 p.m. I feel strangely pleasantly relaxed. Could this be the effect of the drugs I take? Or maybe my exercises? It's warm in the room. The warmth is conducive to relaxation. Maybe that's why ...

Renta Rafala

Dermatologist in the morning, Rebrithing 4:00 lack of sleep, RentaRafala and tests - stress ... immediately Arleta. Going to Damian - relaxing conversation. Laying love letters. Dryness!!! In the morning of 4:00 am I woke up spontaneously. Then some breakfast and went to the dermatologist. You were very kind at registration. Dr. Stoch was diagnosed with some kind of keratosis or atopic dermatitis. She had to show herself once a month. She wrote a note with a certificate of how she felt it for a friend. at 12 A visit with Rafal. It's already stress ... Some 100-question test. I had high hopes that it was related to the borderline style. At the beginning he asked about pensions, or rather insurance. Then and talked to my brother. I needlessly said that he is interested in such manipulative tricks. I wrote to Arleta immediately. I got the answer and David talked about schizophrenia. Unfortunately... At 15 I went to Damian. Stress. Dryness related to Lyme disease, which I have not felt for a long time, because I thought andrografis eliminated it. This conversation relaxed me a lot. We talked about women, about love letters. On the way back, so as not to forget, I promised Kaja and I will write her a love letter today. I thought about this raphael for a long time. What will happen next. Will I be diagnosed with schizophrenia or Borderline? The test seems to show borderline, but I don't know all mental illnesses, right? So how do I know what will come of it ...

Schmidt

Today I met Bogdan Schmidt at the same time Besides, I would feel sleepy again during the day when the weather was bad. Nnatomieast when it lightened up I felt incredible energy. I greeted Mr. Bogdan, unfortunately I was somehow muddled with breathing. I lied to him and he is well - I don't know why. I had to answer something. I didn't want to talk about myself. I am channeling with Adrian tomorrow, and then I will be raral, stoch and damian. It's finally going to be an interesting day

Sleepy (2)

Nothing special happened today I haven't made a bed for 2 days. This is conducive to such a blog-like pleasant nap during the day. My tongue hurts. I can not eat anymore. Horror. I've been to the pharmacy for aftin, but it's probably not for that. It was nice to see the fountain. In the morning I practiced with Łukasz. As he said: joints are more important than muscles. I talked to Mrs. Marysia who cleans up. A very nice and likeable woman. I told her about my spine. I guess that's it. I also issued Cortex, a person has already reported.

Crossed chair

The Crossed Chair, as I called it, is a fantastic form of meditation !!! Crossing my legs on the chair, I feel that my energy is not escaping anywhere. Besides, the position is incredibly comfortable for me. Today Wacek called me. I gave him some advice about his illness. I was proud of myself and I could help someone. I wrote down his phone number in my contacts. Yesterday I also recommended magicznyogrod.pl on the forum. I wondered for a long time whether to do it. Black thoughts came to me - this is how someone will make money for me, right? However, everything that I gives comes back to me seven times. These herbs greatly improve my health, so .... I believe that it will come back to me seven times, or at least I hope so :) A moment ago my mom was fucking me about drugs again. She probably wanted to do something at that time, she was waiting in the kitchen to check me if those fucking psychotropics were not breaking into the toilet. That's why she kept shouting at me to come to the kitchen. I used to tell her something: Don't be so nervous. I too have the right to a few minutes of peace. Then, to her attack, I could answer: blah blah blah ... Donata Bargiel's psychoanalysis: She is very nice, smiling, outspoken - somebody might say nervous. I think he believes what he says. When I told her that she wasn't feeling well at home, she believed me. I told Keidy that I feel muddy after these drugs - she also believed me. She knows chlamydia, has had patients associated with it. Chbya cares about the health of the patient, not about making her believe. She must be careful now, I suspect chlamydia and they did not mention it at the hospital discharge. She will be the perfect doctor for me, maybe even help me a healer. I wonder what he thinks about all this, what he thinks about me. Do you reveal your personal borderline? I have analyzed it before. I could ask her - what do you think about all this now? What I learned today: Psychoanalyze people again :)

CPN

I have noticed that recently I answer everything with simple retorts. Is it the fault of psychiatric drugs or this, and I have not communicated with people for a long time. So I decided to go back to the old times in my diary and then write down my imaginary retort. Here they are: Dawid: You must do everything you write: - I think you got your dad's genes. Everything you do, you must criticize, because you are the smartest peppers in the world. Mom - are you slimming? - yes, winter is approaching and I would like to lose unnecessary kilograms! Fuck, fucking fucking. They made me sleepy with these drugs !!! I lost my super good talk. I hope, however, that I will recover. Today I read some of the basics of esotericism. There was a little bit about sex and Kundalini. About kundalini, I learned that this energy can be stimulated through pranayama. I also practiced in the BrainChallenge program. My mind has to go back to the old quick-thinking that this program gave me. I have a lot of shortcomings, but it's a matter of a few months before I recover. I also commented on the CPN forum. It was nice to establish a relationship with the users. I wrote a little about gerson therapy, medicinals, buffer and Reiki. I also made private contact with jabadabadimdi who mentioned satanism to me and that he was playing in manipulations. Besides, I talked to a certain user who had unpleasant memories of reiki because someone was sending negative energies to her. What I learned today: Writing in the CPN forum. It's nice. And play BrainChallenge. PS I also installed a self-diagnosis program yesterday. But I ran into a problem and gave up. PS 2 I gave my mother a reply a moment ago: there is an abundance of water in our country. We are not the poor kids of Africa. I noticed that I am afraid to give a sharp retort. Fear overwhelms me. But it will master it thanks to WFM. I will be nagging Dr. House :)

Propolis

But today I was glad when Breads noticed something in the picture. It was freezing cold in the morning. Mum was worried that I took my medications a bit earlier, although now I think she probably meant it and she did not look after me while taking the medications. I went to practice. It was freezing cold. On my way back, I ate a hearty breakfast. Mom complained about the onion smell. I dressed nicely, took some extra photos and went to the new market. I stopped by on the way to the shop next to the minibuses. It's twice as large, I think for that corner with the machines. Being there, I had to let a few people pass, but let's focus on the most important one when I was already in the office. Mrs. Stanislaw Pierzga found something in the photo that worried me. She was surprised that I had full mobility and that nothing hurts me there. She also noticed a spinal injury when chlamydia clung to my spine. There were more of these injuries, of course, in the spine ... I was glad that she found the disease. I still used phrases that he is already recovering and this disease is probably ending. She replied that she had to check and investigate. So you have to say: I'm healthy now :) I returned full of satisfaction. Hearty lunch at home. I ate it by force. I went an hour later too. I ate a lot of ice cream today Today I was doing pretty good HemiSync healing plus Sex Kaja imagination. This form of sexual touch plus imagination stimulates the senses and receptors in the body. You can have fun with it :) It is a great form of imagination to heal. Here's what I learned today.

Psychology of Esoterics

Today I read the book Psychology of Esoteric I met Monike and Edyta Trzyiak together at the same time. They looked stunning. I commented on the forum about herbs. Today my mother left somewhere with her friend. It wasn't really long. I wonder if it was maybe Mrs. Basia who wanted to gossip about me.

Paszczak

The day was written with a slight delay I saw yesterday with the mackerel. He called me on a landline. We met. However, again, which irritated me a bit, he was rummaging my teeth !!! I didn't want to be unkind to him, so I didn't point out to him. I don't know if I did the right thing. Perhaps I should say: Father, I am terrified of germs, bacteria, so let the priest understand I do not want to show you my teeth. I lacked assertiveness On the night of 18/19 I had two dreams: 1) Dream with Damian Wnekowski as he wanted to attack some store. I was trying to buy a bar for myself at that time. Again, I lacked the assertiveness to refuse to break into the store. I only asked: what will I get from this break-in? 2) The second dream was about going to Egypt, in many hotels there was a symbolic number that I called "ro". I don't know what this dream might mean, I have never been to Egypt. Interestingly, that day I slept on my stomach, and the dreams were incredibly clear!

Memory Athene

I am just reading the information that angel athene gave me on June 8, 2010 Remembering his words, this was the period when I started writing my diary. Work on yourself, your character and personality. I achieved the effects quite quickly. Niesetty now I do not have the opportunity to analyze the diary whether those few weeks were actually angels with me. In the morning I was supposed to go to dr. Stoch. I called to ask if Dr. Stoch is actually admitting from 8-19. I wrote something wrong because from 8-9. The nice lady at registration, made me feel good that I have a good heart :) I immediately called Rafal to reschedule our meeting. He called back recently in the evening, he has time for the same dr2 at the clinic. Browsing the internet, I wanted to find out how to summon an angel. I found something like this: http://wrozenie.wordpress.com/2009/07/15/przywolanie-aniolow/ In order to prepare myself in a unique way for this ritual, I even cleaned the room. I also have one candle. Who knows, I might be able to experience this angelic therapy. I also read the vibration of the brain waves. Among other things, they wrote about involuntary movements and focusing on the exhalation, thanks to which the technique becomes almost similar to Rebrithing. It would be correct, I remember starting a long time doing this form of exercises for the hips. Angel Athene's message was: The angels gave me a message for you: they are with you. Angel Athene will help you to show your strength and energy so that your relationships (also love relationship) blossom again. It will help you regain confidence and ware in yourself and thus all obstacles that have been in your way - will be removed. There will be great changes in your life in the weeks to come as you find yourself in the realization of your calling. Your strength comes from love for God and trust in supernatural powers. You were created in the image of God, and you carry divine strength within you. Use this strength for your needs and the needs of other people. Be careful not to lose this strength or to destroy it as your heart chakra is fully opened in the following weeks and love is welcomed. You are a strong Light worker, which you will discover in the following weeks. You must accept your calling and your strength. Your mere presence fills other people with light.

Arletta's decision

During the morning breakfast I cut my finger off. This taught me to use a chopping board, however, instead of cutting in the air. During the day - Dad fixed the washing machine. The arletas came back to me. It shocked me that my dad has nothing on his conscience. I noticed by psychoanalyzing myself that I was still frolicking before going to sleep. I chase on rebrithing to have energy, but I don't do rebrithing .... I don't want to, I don't have the strength, which is a pity. I was also looking for a job, I wrote my CV to several companies. As Arletta claims, work will change my life, although I used the word career. Finally, I would like to get something extraordinary with Meditation, Rebrithing. Although the RB method is like on a plate, I do not want to do it. I find it terribly tiring. Thanks to WFM, I am becoming more and more resistant to stress related to my parents. PS Next day I was at Rafal's in the morning. We talked about religious views. I also told him about bioenergotherapy. I regret a bit because I didn't quite tell him the truth. But the trick is to admit a lie. Maybe I'll do it someday, I'm capable of it. Hell is paved with good intentions.

Breath

No major revelations of today. I met Luke Luc. I promised him to transfer some points to the hamster. He was talking about a book that allows you to be mentally relaxed in all situations ... Boring Sunday. Panicking, breathing, reading transfers. Today I was amused a little by osho's text about the connection paper. I was in pain today with a springing up circle in my spine. Besides, my WFM is getting better and better. Msyle myself - they stuff me with psychotropics. I drink them faithfully with lemon juice, so I can do whatever I want: breathe, meditate, do enemas. Whatever he wants !!! It's good that I voluntarily went to the hospital and they didn't test me. Now I just need the results confirming my Lyme disease! I am counting on positive relations from Arletta. Bargiel's gonna be my psychiatrist now, secret visits to drugs. 19 I have a dermatologist. the fun begins ...

David's return

At night in the morning David returned. I was under stress again. The breathing exercises and WFM were helping me, I would say AVERAGE. The weather was terrible during the day. I made a non-training day. In addition, a little sleepy made me think to let go of today's training. The dull weather made me sleepy. I do better and better with WFM with a certain drawback. I can't last 30 minutes during HemiSync, but I believe it will work out eventually. After all, the form of meditation is not as important as the intention with which it is being carried out. So I think to add Stretching before PE. This can already be considered active meditation. Wanting to read a book about transfusion today, Christianity opened to me - the most lethal of all poisons. I thought to myself - maybe God wants me to open this book. She was BEAUTIFUL! True, osho's words are amazing! Today a guy from mbank called. She wanted me to agree to buy some credit card. I did not agree, she was stubborn and ambitious. She tried several times. At some points I didn't know what to say to her - from the beginning I wasn't interested in buying that credit card. Although I did better than the last time a year ago when I agreed unnecessarily and I was losing PLN 5 every month.

Stryszawa 2

I really don't feel like writing yesterday. Fortunately, I have music in the background, thanks to which I got a bit of energy. Apart from the irrelevant facts from yesterday, such as the visit to the hairdresser and the visit to Manhattan on the thread, around 4:45 pm I went with Agnieszka and Pania Ani to Stryszawa for the second time. On the spot, I met the Paternogow family again. Ola made me wishes. The girl turned into an attractive girl. Pretty, tall, smiling, long and shapely legs. I temporarily watched her with my eyes. She looked great. I think I even fell in love. I also wanted to write about my conversation with the priest during my confession. I spoke about my illness, the practices that I use: herbs, eastern meditations, as I have put it. He said such practices are distancing from God. I can find God only in Christian prayer. But I was angry that I went there. It's brainwashing. God, prayer !!! But I was angry with myself. Until I wanted to re-read the book of conversation with death what he writes about it. On the Christian faith, because from what I remember, they spoke about it in a wrong way. These people are in a BAND !!! I told myself aloud in my mind. Besides, the angel told me to avoid para-religious movements. Should I create a new true religion? I can believe what I want - that's the answer I got! I waited for it all to end. Oh, despite sitting a lot, my tailbone didn't hurt. I was in shock. I was angry with myself for going there, I felt sorry. Well, at least I have my diary as a friend. It's good that I have my trophy on that day. This situation gave me one more kick - FEAR! Fear that I have to act, healed, learn to meditate, learn about the psychological cause of my illnesses and contact God !!! What I learned today: Both love and fear are powerful driving forces!

Resistant to stress

Apart from today's standard activities, I will shorten to the most important ones. DoRi vibrations made me incredibly immune to the stress of my mom today. Something beautiful! On Facebook, by mistake, today it is allegedly my birthday. Hehe, max and a few people greeted me. Now I am a little scared about my brain disease, but I hope it will be okay. PS Next Day 1) An unfair allegro dream related to mom's coats 2) HL Affirmation: Only something good will come out of this situation. It can be solved easily. All is well. I'm safe.

DoRi

Today in the evening I performed the DoRi vibration Fantastic. Not only that I feel relaxed, but also more resistant to stress. Something amazing. This will be a form of meditation for my needs !!!

Nadabrachma

Pawlik - a conversation about the act of certain wasps, revenge on the father, lack of contact in the family Conversation with an old man who is well and deaf Nadabrachma - I felt something amazing while purring. The Space of Variants Lyme disease - free tests. Grazynka blood Chlamydia forum. Writing about herbs.

Grażyna

Conversation with grazynka in the evening. We talked about our views on the disease. It was nice to talk to someone. Because I'm alone at all I'm feeling better and better. The treatment is progressing even though I have days and I feel worse. But according to the book by D Walles, The Art of Being Healthy, Never Say Something Hurts You During the day I slept a lot and listened to books. I tried to do something on adf.ly but it did not work well. I discovered a cool site megatypers.com where you earn money for rewriting captcha.

Channeling

Debra the lieutenant manipulated while the new detective Black Negro came in :) Channeling with Adrian. I had a little stage fright, it succeeded - it failed. I talked to either the subconscious or the imp. But I don't consider it a failure. I got the answer what to do in the future to make the channeling successful. One should get closer to the frequency of the angels using your imagination. Here's what I learned today. I was also able to do the functions of reading large files in the Speed ​​Reading Program. But I was proud of myself :) It was enough to use the LastPosition variable instead of a complicated formula. I discovered to debugging TTimer1

Transerfing

The abundance of events gives me a smile. It's been a long time since so many positive things happened :) At night I had a dream from Wojska Polskiego Street in Nowy Targ. The dream spoke of signing up for a dermatologist. I wanted to choose dr. Stoch, but there were 5 others. Doctor, I chose a different one. I watched the Dexter in the morning. I noted an interesting psychomaniupulation: If you want to resign - if Deb is promoted to the position. Instinctively, everyone says take it. You are not afraid of you, my son. What are you waiting for, kill me. - THIS makes you not want someone to kill you. And then to this "I will pray for you, son" Went mum to get threads, tried on a fantastic brown shirt. I met a family of paternids. I talked to them for a while, they encouraged me to continue the fight, I confessed to them that I was overly fed up with my own health. I was reading the book Transerfing Reality. It promises to be really interesting. I finished reading the art of being healthy to the beat of the music. Wow, I read 100 pages in two days. Music is a great medicine. In the evening I met Łukasz by the bar and Krystian. He talks great with Łukasz, as he admitted he is interested in personal development. encouraged me to do isometric training. What I learned today: it's fun to go out to people :)

TV

Anna Maria Wesolowska, 15-year-old in love, w11, addiction reading books with musician hotara For the first time in a long time, I was watching TV. I did it in my cool armchair. I didn't have a tailbone pain. I had a nice look at Anna Maria Wesolowksa, difficult matters of a 15-year-old in love and W11. For a day I became addicted to reading books. I discovered a new interesting way where I played hotara music while reading D Walles The Art of Being Healthy. Until I could not stop reading books. In the evening I met with Arek. Give me PLN 45. Another 40 PLN. Today I have learned once again that music is a great remedy for many mental problems. It must be properly selected for the situation: to study, to work ...

ConversationPetter

Today I talked to a petter about anything and everything. I listened a little about the bedding. Live the imagination. My thoughts are on my father as I take revenge on him. Out of curiosity, I did not drink lemon drugs today to test their effect on myself. I felt gestures and released. On the one hand, it's nice, and on the other, I'm a bit too slow. I am healthier, the vertebrae are in better and better condition.

Visiting Grandpa

The day started with training I was training with Łukasz for today. We did a warm-up together and talked about the yoga gym. We even went down to the topic of Kundalini - I wonder how it was taken to practice such things: D We had a lot of fun talking together. I hope this is not our regular conversation and on Friday we will stray to esoteric topics again. During the day, as usual, nothing special. I finished listening to the Healing Dream book, but as if I found nothing special in it. from the information interesting for me, I learned about the importance of relaxing before bedtime. In the afternoon I decided to visit my grandfather by surprise. New windows, we talked for a long time, but I remarked that I didn't know what to talk to him about completely. I lost my super good immortal talk, although there were places to talk, but it was mostly my grandfather who talked to me. We said goodbye, gave me 5 zlotys on the way so that I could come back. At the drazku I met a new person: Krystian. Second class student of the Gastronomy Technical School. He practiced le parkour. I hope we will meet again and train together. I showed him some exercises. What I learned today: It's nice to go out to people again and talk about common interesting topics. I know people, I've been in many lifetimes.

I healed Adrian

I healed Adrian because that was the title for today. In the morning I woke up a little sleepy. Finally, a laptop with Wifi was on. I wanted him to feel good, to have jbc support in me. Adrian seemed to feel better, but in a moment worse. I told him I would send the energy. In fact, mentally, I put him on PLACEBO, but he said that the energy would actually work, he felt warm. During the day I repeated the treatments several times I couldn't believe I had succeeded. What I did was: Relax with my breaths, then nod my head and I thought about it intensely, in the end I even wanted to sleep. I could even feel this energy when I breathed. In the afternoon, devastated, he went to the doctor. Fortunately, they did not diagnose him with diabetes, but only: Jelitowke. I told him that now he can breathe a sigh of relief: he has a diet, his mother will not scream, he can drink a lot and feel calmer. The only thing that scares him is the medicine he got. It's soluble paracetamol. However, the cause of the disease was not given. I wonder what this has to do with insulin. Today I have learned to heal. Information from Arletta: Dear Krystian, the cards show that Mr. Adrian will feel better thanks to the Lord, the Lord has given him energy, mainly thanks to motivating him to act. You have so much strength in you to help others, but there is also one condition, they must want this help and believe it, and that was the case with Mr. Adrian.

Problem Insulin

Luke's meeting at the drazku. Conversation about the gym and the spine. Rafal: talking about a great talk, about Kaja - I reject me, but Rafal doesn't. About a patient with a throat. About a relationship that cannot even exist. Adrian and insulin problem. I saved him as much as I could. He worried me. I also understand how Kasia and Ola must have felt when I did the same with them ... I had an idea to talk to people in huts. Improve your chatter like you used to.

4Hacks

Today I wrote 4 Hacks to infhack.blogspot.com I hope that together with David we will now deal with promoting this website :) I also set up a facebook. I spoke to Esther. Nothing special happened. Boring Sunday. I haven't learned anything special

2Marty

2Marty, Zazi being kicked out of home, Pearl Harbor Traditional morning - training. It was after the rain, the air was humid. I was surprised by the weight of the body ranging in the range of 75 or even 76 kilograms. I hope it's a muscle mass, because in the morning I have a waist of 82 cm. The training was so much different and I used a push-up handrail and a triceps handrail. Marta wrote in the vicinity of noon. She asked me to fix her computer. She said she has time today so I'll come over to her. I went a long way with glasses and headphones with good music. Her dad must have been in front of the house because he was very similar. Magda's sister opened it, she seemed to be a little different in character. When I met her once she was a bit aggressive, now I saw a nice and nice girl. She said that I have changed a lot and I look great. This conversation made me think about this conversation with a smile on my face for the next hour. Then I went on too. As it turned out later - I wrote with Marta thin and not Marta Tomalczyk. I had two Marts signed in the same way :) Hehe :) In the morning Zazi from Adam's home called me. He said he was kicked out of the house and he needs a place to stay. I agreed to provide him with accommodation. Then, around 4pm, he wrote a text message and, however, made up with his mother. Now Pearl Harbor is on, and I am finally writing a diary to the rhythm of the music, thanks to which I have the motivation to write it.