poniedziałek, 29 października 2012
NoBedeBzykal
Once again the assertiveness of Bot Chomikuj :), a conversation with Rafal about dampening feelings? He said that he picked me up as if it didn't impress me at all.
Showing off to David how my hamster looks - a mistake.
Yesterday was written with a delay due to fatigue
Once again I was assertive with the Hamster Bot :) The guy wanted me to write him an application on FB. I firmly asked what I would get out of it. Then again I said that I can learn what you offer as well. I was proud of myself :)
In the morning I talked to Rafal about suppressing my feelings. He was shocked when I told him that now at his place he smothers his tears telling me when my father ridiculed me and criticized me (an old event regarding a gift for Magda). Rafal couldn't believe it. He said that he perceived it as if it was flowing over me, it did not make the slightest impression on me. He couldn't believe it.
I praised David with my bot - unfortunately my mistake. Never boast about what you have, what you want to achieve. Now he will probably send negative thoughts towards me.
My dad and I went to the gazda to buy shoes. At that time, Dawid went to the hospital for a medical visit. But it pissed me off when David, telling about his dad's knee, gained his approval, compassion and understanding, which I did not gain when I was suffering unimaginable pain. What I got for it - criticism: "Don't be surprised !!!" in my life I will not say that to my own child.
While I was in Gazda, I found nice shoes. I bought them. Although it was number 41, it suited me perfectly. Light, soft sole, insoles fit, they looked like sneakers and were fastened on the side :) Price also decent, only 79 PLN. Cool!!!!
On my way home I met with Łukasz Lopata. We talked somewhere between 5:30 pm and 7:00 pm. God dear, he's still about sex and fucking. He encouraged me to do this in various ways to make me fuck girls with him. I do not want this!!! I love Kaje, at the moment I only think about her and I would only like to love her! I didn't know how to say it to him, I wasn't afraid of this conversation, but I probably couldn't tell him directly why I didn't want to make love. And I could tell you the truth: I have a girlfriend now, or rather, I'm trying to get someone and not just fucking me with other girls. Instead, I dodged myself and now all I am interested in is making money. I was a little ashamed and embarrassed when he spoke out loud about tantric sex when people were passing by, especially my neighbors. Boze: D: On one hand I want to laugh, but on the other hand it makes me a bit embarrassed.
In the evening I slept, I didn't feel like anything. I had a problem with hamster bot navigating to pages when Visible = false.
I did this Visible True; Visible false, which was such a specific flash, fortunately on the internet at: http://www.delphipages.com/forum/showthread.php?t=112508 I found a more interesting solution:
WebBrowser1-> DoObjectVerb (-3); // hide
WebBrowser1-> DoObjectVerb (-1); //show
An alternative is to set Width and Height to 0; but the former works great and I can also see how the bot in TWebBrowser works.
What I learned today: a new experience at TwebBrowser and better assertiveness and I analyzed my mistake.
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