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The morning started with an 8 o'clock visit to Rafal, but before that, I took the medication alone. I swallowed, of course, but my mother was outraged and swallowed too soon. Never mind. There will always be claims and trouble for drugs. I went to him. He said he was very delighted with my MMS. He even read it several times. My words touched him. I was very pleased that I acted on him this way. He is a great therapist and for free, it would be a shame to lose him. Today we talked about my experiences, about everything and nothing. He said that when he listened to what I was saying, he saw my tone, calmness, composure says that I am very brave after all this. I felt appreciated, in the end my thoughts were just like that - to be admired for being brave. Nothing special happened at home at 4 p.m. we went to zarowski. My dad's swearing after relaxing exercises and with Zarowksi did not impress me much, as they did there, although not that big. I freed myself from zarowski, so now I am writing affirmations: only something good will come out of this situation. It can be easily solved for the benefit of all. I'm safe. We spent some time in the bonnet. I ate a huge unnecessary dinner. On the way back too - I was barefoot. I met Lukasz Lopate and some crew. We talked mainly about nutrition, Allen Kara's book, eating two meals a day What I learned today: nice to be sincerely appreciated :) In the morning I also talked to some nice old lady. This conversation really relaxed me. Yesterday I also attended a lecture on the illness of Ewa Foley. We want to get rid of the pain, and we wanted to get sick ourselves, we chose the parents we have because we knew that they would be appropriate for our needs. In the morning I only practiced streatching. I listened to more of the channeling book today. I met this lyso friend who was drinking. Nice friendly man, he said he drinks because the girl dumped him. Interestingly, I was interested in his story. I wanted to help him in some way. Since my life goal is related to peace and mediation ... And the disease was supposed to prepare me for my future life. At 20:00 I have an appointment with Lukasz Lopata for irritation. He wrote a text for me to come there. Apparently, without hesitating, I agreed, but I was wondering what it said: Come in at 20 for a strike, instead of being able to stay at 8:00 pm? Great persuasion, you can see he's pretty well trained. For the most important things, that's it for today. Here is what I learned today, I analyzed the persuasion of Luke. Drenched in fat and put on weight. DEBRA: You're not particularly annoying for a swirologist. For the next day I listened to channeling, watched a nice music video. I met Pania Nele Zajac - a great woman. I added affirmations on the spine. Mateusz wrote to me about our business - I think he's a bit pissed. Today I tried self-hypnosis with hemiSync in a good position of the legs, but the hand did not rise despite the fact that I made suggestions conveniently. Today I learned an even more comfortable position for my legs while sitting down. The day is written with a one-day delay. I spoke to the Poet Lukasz. He told me that there is work available with Michał Wawrzyniak. I wrote to them. The poet said: great, if you don't try, you won't get the chance. While at the t�nia, I met this old man again who spoke very quietly. I said I have to go, then I met this blonde woman with a tall man who walked with poles. The woman said good morning to me first. I asked if we knew each other. And so the conversation developed. We talked about health. She congratulated me and I got myself together so quickly and I can walk so well. I was very pleased and someone appreciated me. I couldn't see the poor boy walking. So I left him my phone number and promised my help if necessary. The woman also gave hers, it turned out that her name is Herian, she is the second wife of Dr. Heriran. I thought to myself - what luck, what a promising day: D During my separation, I imagined myself entering Kalemba confidently and receiving a referral for rehabilitation. Wow, that would be a feat: D At 18:15 I went to Olszowka to practice yoga. I was looking for it there, but it turned out during a phone call and it is in Rafal Pawlik's house. An interesting coincidence. I liked yoga niesetty on average, but I took the risk and bought classes for a whole month, hoping that it would get better I ate a huge amount of ice cream for the night instead of a late dinner. My body reacted with a restless sleep, I woke up several times, and in the morning I woke up sleepy. God, how many years have I poisoned myself all my life: a lot of food, bad mattress, no family atmosphere - I hate my parents for it. These are mean COCKS !!! The morning started with "ice lack of sleep". As I mentioned - I ate ice cream for the night. I would wake up to shift with falling asleep. I remember having a dream. The angel spoke to me. I can't remember the content of these words for anything. During the day as standard: several times too. I met a deaf old man again. I read e-books in the morning - it's a perfect opportunity not to waste time. Today I was preparing mum coats to display. at 8:00 am we have to put them up to be better demand. Someone has been hooking up to our wifi network for some time - this is my feeling. The lights are flashing and I can't connect for anything. Probably someone from afar as that's the problem. Today the chakra thread in the Channeling Book reappeared. I just remembered that someone had some chakra meditation, so I downloaded his meditation I drank a little alcohol with my chick. I didn't feel anything unsettled. Absolutely nothing. No euphoria. Today I resumed training. Mom went somewhere to a new market. I was wondering whether to eat or throw in the broth she had prepared. However, I ate this broth hard. I eat too much. I am frolicking too much ... I explain it so that I would have a lot of spare material for a starch that I will carry out one day. Now I know that not only is a lot of water important during the fast, but a large body surface to breathe, a lot of exercise, walking, breathing, alternating showers, enemas can be an addition. All this for the body to detoxify itself. In a moment I will rehearse this recording. At 4:30 am Kaja woke me up with a text message. I couldn't sleep anymore. At that time, I dreamed of picking chestnuts and I think of something like the number 11. In a dream, I felt to give even more chestnuts to my bed. Leg training in the morning. I didn't want to hurt these legs. Coming back today, I met Kornelie Some homie 10720536 wrote to me asking for generators for Heyah and other networks Today I was looking for information on positioning, I found a program like LinkMaster that could be really useful to me. Unfortunately, they cost a bit. While looking for a pirated version, I did not manage to find anything special. Yesterday and today I resumed listening to OSHO with the balance of body and mind. Illness is to reconnect with the body, His words are so beautiful, so wise Today I finished listening to a book about channeling. Darling, go to a psychiatrist - this is the title of today's controversial post by Rafal Pawlik. As he said during the morning conversation - up to a certain point he can listen to his wife, but when she has a problem, he gives her a business card and tells her to go to the appropriate specialist. It was almost again about my pension. He asked what I got out of it and I come to him. I told him that I was gifted with understanding. He insisted on this understanding. Or maybe I will be diagnosed by the Borderline team. Well, even if what next? What to do next when I am diagnosed with BDB. What if it's something else? Worse? Everything, however, is that I will be diagnosed with this BDB, seeing the symptoms is correct. I would accept such a diagnosis because I am well aware of the fact that I have an acting personality - reading the psychological portrait everything agrees with me. Besides, I praised him with those people in the park who congratulated me on how I was walking and we talked about the knife attacks. He confessed that as soon as I came, he knew that my name was Krystian Broniszewski and that I was David's brother. During the day I did nothing special again. I read Lukasz Lopata's tutorial until the end. It was really fun to read. In the morning Kaja wrote to me on the gg, but, as usual, somehow the contact broke off on the way. I made Generators for this guy. I bought red envelopes for Kaja for a letter, on the way meeting Bartek Sl�sarczyk in a stescal, where there used to be a slizzing machine. What I learned today: Honey go to a psychiatrist. I'm in shock. Otherwise, I would have dealt with my girlfriend / wife. You are the last message I read here;) if you want, write to atalinkac@vp.pl;) best regards;) We will see if you are still so brave and do not talk about anyone: P Regards NC Hello I read your description again. When I read it last year, I admit to you that I did not have the courage to write to you. Back then I wasn't too outspoken or brilliant and I have to confess - after reading it I was scared :) Not only because you have high expectations, but for the content - a lot of what you write agrees: we boast about muscles that we don't have, we show off our sense of humor by going out often for idiots. What I can say about women / girls: indeed, you are often stronger than us, more mature. However, everyone has disadvantages, the disadvantages include: frequent gossiping of everyone with such complaints, reproaching and all are bad (these are of course milder epithets). However, I hope that you are not like that - you write that you are full of life and energy. If this is the case, do you like the words you write, or would you be willing to talk on Skype? I don't expect any meeting or date, I'm just today brave enough to write this letter and I'd like to talk to someone like that: find out more about what the girl wants / a woman like you! :) Regards, Warm Krystian PS I am also interested in how often someone writes to you, and what the contents contain:) Lukasz Lopata in the morning. Conversation about pick-up and sex. Then a urologist. Agnieszka, refusal of the attic. Szymek talking about dumbbells. Resuming the Universal Bot - podwiwetlenia functions. GetElementById problem on 4programmers forum. A day written with a one-day delay. Morning training. Interview with Łukasz Lopata about hitting on women and sex. As Feniks claims, she focuses on being authentic, so that a woman would like / love you for what you really are. We discussed this for a long time. Together we found that women turn away from us because we become: pussies. Then a trip to Urologist in Nowy Targ. He remembered me well. All I said was that everything is OK, it is careful and thorough. I wish I had explored for safety. But I learned an important thing about public health - every doctor is for something different. There is no common disease, one heals the teeth, the other the joints, and the third the testes. He healed the testicles, the rest are treated by a rheumatologist. But the testicles are healed, the joints remain to heal. You have to count on your feathers here. Niesetty, despite the fact that all symptoms were cured by Cipronex last year, in the National Health Fund, everyone treats something else, despite the fact that it is one disease. I said that I was cured dermatologically, now I am under the supervision of a rheumatologist. It is also good that I have learned to talk about embarrassing things as if they were normal things for me - especially with doctors. Agnieszka wrote to me that day about the stryszawa. I was wondering what to say to her, I was a little afraid, but here with help came the affirmation of the curvature of the spine: I release all fears, now I trust the life process ... She didn't have that too bad for me, I think she even appreciated my honesty and respected my opinions. In the evening I talked about the gym and dumbbells. I resumed writing The Universal Bot. I did the code highlighting function. The problem with GetElementById a user today on the kAzek forum solved the functions how to handle it with GetElementsByName - brilliant !!! I needed this because not every component has an ID parameter. There is also a question of corrections, I will try to figure it out. Better morning training, again the maw, going to the hairdresser - shaving bald. There is a meeting of Ewa, I want a chocolate in the evening. Darek's meeting, he said, and who has already been renovating the apartment for several years. Telephone from JKrupa - this is how I called today's entry. During the day as standard - training, I spent a lot of time today writing my universal bot. I was doing very well until I got addicted to work :) In the evening at the same time, Jerzy Krupa called me. He asked what's up and what's up. Unfortunately, I feel somehow and I have lost my good talk. Despite the fact that I see that I have been running my diary for a good three months and the arletta claims that I have not lost my ability to communicate with people. The more people I talk to, the more I will find that nothing has been lost ... Jerzy Krupa asked why I was not speaking. He is enrolling in a psychiatric hospital in the spring and asking for me if he is also enrolling. During the conversation, I realized that I was still in work. In public. Someone can hear me. In addition, I felt like a Pussy. I barely spoke. I promised that tomorrow I will call 11, but I will write a hard and firm text and I will not call you. The hospital didn't bring me any relief, it didn't really help much. His talk will only kill me additionally and distract me from the search for a doctor who will cure me. What I learned today: be firm and firm. We have a question in the morning about business, I, like a parrot, answer that it is illegal. Writing the program by analogy. Giving up training. phone to kaji na tezni. Robert the Green Hypnosis. Mind Training - Do your daily activities differently. Today's day: practice morning. The weather was fine. Throughout the day I have been working a lot on my portfolio and the MadMax program. I have removed some of the errors. I discovered a simple method to submit which is: elem.form.submit; // just enough For some reason, after repeating the loop, the command does not work at all? Why? I have no idea. Yesterday evening my mother came to hug me, but somehow I didn't want to. I had a great disgust at hugging her and I was disgusted with her. I found some cool hypnotic music for the evening - that was yesterday too I just changed the desktop on my dad's computer. Dalem Idylle as compositions. It looks great. In addition, the task bar at the top of the screen. Divinely What I learned today: do all your daily activities differently. You train your mind in this way. Yesterday also written with a delay In the morning I talked to Rafal Pawlik. We had an appointment at 9:00. A few minutes late. We talked again about confidence levels and that not every secret can be told to everyone. He was shocked and told Kasia so many secrets. Throughout the day I was working along the line again. I listened to a positioning course. I created a video for youtube. I felt very well with this analogy. Around 4:30 PM I had an appointment with Łukasz Lopata. He asked when are we going to some pickup. I told him that at the mere thought of shivering through me, I was already out of practice, although as he says when you learn to pick up, you have confidence in every field and you will find a job everywhere - that's what I learned today. In the end, it was my view as well. In the morning, leg training and treatments 7:20, workaholism3, posting a video on YouTube and boosting views Przemek Talaga lack of assertiveness About health Gluttony for the night - check how it negatively affects sleep! Morning treatments. I didn't practice today, which made me feel somehow bad for the day. During the day I was working on hacks. I improved their appearance. I couldn't tear myself away from the computer. Then I wrote a goo position checker. In the evening, a moment on the road. Met the buddies from stret. I feel great being a workaholic :) Yesterday's effects in the form of a huge amount of displays motivated me more to continue my work. I also noticed that the last entries in my diary, despite the fact that quite a lot is going on, describes quite modestly. This is maybe because I feel tired in the evening and I don't feel like doing anything. After such intensive work, my spine hurt, but knowing how to communicate better and better with my body, I went to the bar. What I learned today: on youtube I only wrote in tags about my hacks. Despite this, the position is quite high for the entered phrases. Brilliant !!! PanzJoga - that's what I called today's post. Treatments in the morning, then exercises. Through the day of workaholism. I was even sunburned. The weather was fine today. Mom was also undergoing blockade surgery. She complained of pain in her feet. Today I met Wojciech Panz in the park. From a distance I was wondering if I knew him. I guess it was him. But I did not speak to him or he to me. He was with the kids and probably the wife. I was wondering if he met me. After that, I really wanted to talk to him, but I didn't have the courage. I have lost my old power ... And Raphael told me - you will come out of it even stronger. I believe it! Then Yoga. It was my second meeting. This time I was doing much better. In my head I think whether to unsubscribe or stay for pity. This lack of assertiveness on my part. What I learned today: write more about my feelings in a diary. The day as I used to say - finally written on time :) During the day, I was 2 times my mother for a finger so that it would not hurt. In the evening I was walking on stones. Nothing special happened after that. Morning training and treatments. There was a new lady - we talked pleasantly. Unfortunately, I had to lie and study. now I started watching the movie Under Our Skin - a documentary about Lyme disease. It interests me very much. People also had similar problems and were told that they were fine. This is screwed up !!! It motivated me and you should fight for yourself even more! Again, I visualized Kalembe as I step into it and receive the necessary treatments. Today I also started reading Volume 2 of Reality Transfers. There was a lot about lucid dreams to ask myself during the day - if I really dream - and from what I understood asked the question in dreams similarly. Standard morning training. I was doing very well. I practiced push-ups on newly discovered handbags, and triceps with a cage on red ones. I forgot to take a watch to count time - that's why I counted in my head. After training, I felt a laugh. The pumped bicep was 38.5 cm During the day, I supplemented the links with a link shortener for my blog. I didn't write anything in delphi and somehow I felt bad and didn't work. I downloaded the book hay louise you can change your wish in pdf. Of course I converted. Despite the fact that I have always been a skeptic of such literature, this time I really liked it I recommended Lukasz Lopata a few items on earning money. The day started at 6:00. Well-rested. Then training. I was able to throw drugs in the field. I was proud of myself. Mom was in bed at the time. It was too easy. The training was great. Today I exercised my lower body. I met Marek Pitek - I think he started to practice too. After training, acupressure of the foot on the tezni. Perfect Breakfast, but the unloading of training after breakfast streatching was amazing. Sunbathing after 12 PM. Mom and David were in the church at that time. So was the day In the evening someone wrote about the bot. I was listening to H louise. My programs did not work out well, I left myself alone. Now in the evening I also managed to smuggle in drugs. I'm going to wash and go to the toilet. What I learned today: smuggle drugs. Ala, I was also looking for a tram to the ibazar. I hope that I will be able to get it and I am curious how the tram will work on me with neuroleptics. A day with a slight delay Treatments in the morning, then rafal - a conversation about the lack of a TV and radio. Talking about Maks, plans to live alone, feeling that I will disturb Maks when I live with him. Then breakfast, 12:25 Krakow, herbal medicine clinic, visiting guests, departure to Wroclaw. Ice cream, obzanek, driving a stinking rabbus. Baba in the bus gives way to a girl. Teznia, grapefruit juice, krystian drazek, Dawid laptops Long interesting day. Lots of freedom :) The day started at 6:00. Exceptionally, however, I did not want to get up. I was strangely awake. It has rarely happened to me. between 8 and 9 I went to training. After 10:30 am I went to the new market. I was supposed to go with my dad, but when we called it turned out that dad is already in the new market a long time ago. I have a low self-esteem. I'm afraid I've lost my old power. That confidence, your good talk. I'm afraid of everything. WHORE!!! And as if arleta says that nothing has been lost, the more I talk to people, the sooner I will find out about it. Since yesterday I have been reading Satan's Bibles, suddenly I became interested in magic, the power for which I began to desire !!! Enough of these affirmations about love and joy, since I am full of hate !!! At Pierzga I waited a little in line. From a psychoogical point of view, being at the nurse's, I said briefly: good morning, will you register me? I knocked very briefly, only 3 taps. Pierzga sees narrow gaps. I want to enter that it was nothing, no Reiter. Maybe I made a mistake and said that the injection worked. We are to repeat the photo after the treatments. When I put her photos away, I said what I was doing so that she would not worry. I can feel it, everyone just wants to know. I ate 2 cabbage rolls there, and I drank a liter of grapefruit juice. Then I went under the daisy. Even earlier in the queue, my grandmother talked about her husband, who had worked on a construction site for 35 years, had destroyed his medicine. He cannot walk, and in addition, after so many years, he cannot receive an invalid group, and crazy people somehow receive. Nothing special at home, I wanted to sleep. I didn't do anything, ate corn and Cips in the evening. Double main course is a hearty meal for me. It is hard for me to adhere to it. What I learned today: better and better communicating with the public health service. The day started with nausea at night. I really wanted to vomit several times until I woke up because of it. But my body has taken a poison. I was calm and composed. I explained myself and thanks to this I will be strengthened. My body will remember in the future what to do with such a poison. What you accept as truth becomes truth ... Truth? I fell asleep for treatments. Mom woke me up and I went. I took the medication a little earlier. On the way, I met a farmer. He said I still go everywhere. When I finished my treatments, I visited him. I bought milk and cranberries. Even though I had 2.40, he gave me cranberries for 2.60. Nice of him. I went home, training, thermos, green tea. The training was so exhausting and I wanted to throw up. During the day - I don't think I did anything special. I programmed a little, in the afternoon I ate a liter of ice cream, which I regretted with time and so much. Teznia, music. Day like everyday. Have I learned anything today - I don't know ... Boring day. I asked Arletta what to do to strengthen my self-esteem. She told me that when I start working my self-esteem will increase, so my feelings will be mixed. Boring days. Nothing special happens in my life. The nonsense of life. Park, exercise. My mind is bored, I do the same thing in a circle, maybe it's time to try a new technique in practice - that is, explore new areas, do new things. In a moment, when I go to breathe again, I will go another way. In the morning of training, I met a lady who was picking mushrooms. People started to like me somehow. I mean mainly older people. However, I have nothing to talk about with them. I feel like I have a weakened sense of self-worth. Not as much as I used to, but I think I lost my good talk because of these drugs. Through the sensations of his own body, he no longer analyzes anything as before. July, August, September, October ... and I feel that I haven't regained it yet. When I started writing my diary, I was filled with euphoria. When you are afraid of something - you will lose it - that's what Transerfing says. Today I read the next parts of the streaming. It was about slides. About imagining what kind of a picture. Visualizing something someday it will happen. So if he visualizes revenge on his father with my new power - it must happen sometime. I believe it. And what I am experiencing now is to make this situation happen in my life. Gee, now that I am slowly starting to analyze, writing more what I feel - the diary becomes more interesting. However, it is 21 o'clock, I turn on this music, and I still do not want to write. Maybe because the music is the same over and over again. I'm listening to something new at the moment - within tempation, the next songs from the entire discography. Today I found out from one guy with a drag that exercise also affects the brain. Is it true or not - everything is interconnected. They certainly influence there to some extent. I watched dr. House. Ah - think that a year ago I had his strength as well as his talk and now I lost it. I enjoyed watching an episode of it again, but these online series have limits and I didn't want to refresh the screen to watch it. What I learned today: WRITE INTERESTING IN THE DIARY ONCE AGAIN. Usually describe events in an unusual way to make them unforgettable. Include new music. There is a radio! I forgot to add a conversation with Darek Michalak yesterday. He said that I was a handsome boy and that I should find myself a woman, because loneliness is good for 2-3 years. It was nice to talk to us, although on the other hand I didn't want to talk about Mary's ass. It was a pleasure to listen to him, I asked him numerous questions. Today's treatments, then I did not want to exercise. I ate a huge breakfast. I've been eating huge portions for several days. I'm stuffing myself like a pig. Then a dream, around 12 I went to practice. I met a lady from a neighboring block whose name I cannot give at the moment. We talked about my barefoot walking on stones. Today I regretted and unnecessarily told my mother about my ordered armchair. Now he will send negative thoughts to me and the chair will be broken or something. And the armchair wants to use osho kundalini for meditation. It seems to me that it will be perfect for this. Arleta advised just to change the meditation technique and not do esoteric tricks on strength. I was able to figure out what the problem was in my delphi program I downloaded the truth program today. There was something about money and the US economy. I wonder what will happen next, will there be anything about meditation. We managed to get in touch with Marlena. The poor one is experiencing the same things as me. I feel sorry for her. How is it possible that with so many symptoms people do not want to heal us? This confirmed me once again in an even stronger conviction to go to kalemba and in the future to win the fight against the court! Today I exercised exceptionally at home in the rain. I started training between 8-9. A full warm-up at the end of your workout. I made push-ups with a tennis ball on the chest, and it was perfectly replaced by a lemon. It made me push-ups much slower. It's hard for me to say how the buttocks and stomach worked with all this, but I felt a bit better the cage due to the slower work. After training, I measured the biceps. Az 39cm. It was amazing for me. There are more and more :) Natural medicine works miracles !!! every time I measure my biceps I imagine him wanting more and more. Mom went somewhere, I was doing a hamster for the day. I overcame more and more new obstacles in this browser. A guy wrote to me today about writing a program for remote control with sound support. He is a musician, hence he needs such a program. I was with Mrs. Basia Slosarczyk. I repaired her computer, or rather, I only used System Restore to recover the audio on her computer. I even got 20 zlotys from her. I met with Łukasz Lopata. We discussed nutrition. He gave me a book: a man's amorous potential. I gave him a book of meditation techniques. What I have learned today: I have gained experience in handling the TWebBrowser component Now cry, now cry pause time - maybe something else will change this �za - this is the title of Andrzej Piaseczny's song that I listen to. In addition to this song, today I downloaded a bit more Ambient techno songs from some hamster. It snowed in the morning. The weather looked great, so sunny :) I went to training, but I returned quickly. The shoes were too wet, they are not suitable for this weather. I was afraid to put on a lot of clothes - I was beginning to feel these unpleasant reflections from the spine. Every day I imagine my "Divine Power" taking revenge on my father. It is true that I do not have the divine power yet, but if I still visualize it, I may someday attract this situation to myself. I imagined how at Christmas in the family circle I would ridicule him, fighting him with words and fondling, without doing much harm. I don't want to do anything physical to him. Then, hypnotizing, I make a plant out of him, I call an ambulance which takes him to a psychiatric hospital. Revenge is beautiful, but what consequences would it have for me .... Probably quite a lot .... Loss of money, lack of support ... Maybe I would even be prosecuted - who knows ... the first two consequences would be for sure, for him it would be worth it first secure and earn a lot of cash to be able to leave home. Listening to Transerfing in the morning was a beautiful affirmation that I liked: let me quote its content: Enjoy great health, powerful energy and spiritual comfort. In the morning, practicing the vibration of the brainwaves + music + affirmation every day in every way I feel better and better. There are a lot of things in her affirmations like love, joy - and I still feel hatred. I even thought from renaming the affirmation: my heart beats with a rhythm of hate! Throughout the day I wrote a bot to chomikuj. My work is going smoothly. I wrote a single post posting function along with an error handler. Finally, I bargained with the price for the bot - it escaped a bit. Besides, I acted assertively in a different situation. The guy wrote that I shouldn't write information to the other person. I replied: I think he has the right to know, since he also pays. And he missed something. I felt a bit scared writing this, but after writing this I felt better. I even thought it was much better than writing something like: aha, oki - where I look like a pussy. And I often do that Finally some psychoanalysis :) What I learned today: new music, new sensations and thanks to that I did not get lost :) PS Szymek came during today's work. I played single songs to him via bluetooth. He also showed his old girlfriends on nk. Such a cool moment, we did something together :) Once again, assertiveness of Bot Chomikuj :), a conversation with Rafal about suppressing feelings? He said that he picked me up as if it didn't impress me at all. Showing off to David how my hamster looks - a mistake. Yesterday was written with a delay due to fatigue Once again I was assertive with the Hamster Bot :) The guy wanted me to write him an application on FB. I firmly asked what I would get out of it. Then again I said that I can learn what you offer as well. I was proud of myself :) In the morning I talked to Rafal about suppressing my feelings. He was shocked when I told him that now at his place he smothers his tears telling me when my father ridiculed me and criticized me (an old event regarding a gift for Magda). Rafal couldn't believe it. He said that he perceived it as if it was flowing over me, it did not make the slightest impression on me. He couldn't believe it. I praised David with my bot - unfortunately my mistake. Never boast about what you have, what you want to achieve. Now he will probably send negative thoughts towards me. My dad and I went to the gazda to buy shoes. At that time, Dawid went to the hospital for a medical visit. But it pissed me off when David, telling about his dad's knee, gained his approval, compassion and understanding, which I did not gain when I was suffering unimaginable pain. What I got for it - criticism: "Don't be surprised !!!" in my life I will not say that to my own child. While I was in Gazda, I found nice shoes. I bought them. Although it was number 41, it suited me perfectly. Light, soft sole, insoles fit, they looked like sneakers and were fastened on the side :) Price also decent, only 79 PLN. Cool!!!! On my way home I met with Łukasz Lopata. We talked somewhere between 5:30 pm and 7:00 pm. God dear, he's still about sex and fucking. He encouraged me to do this in various ways to make me fuck girls with him. I do not want this!!! I love Kaje, at the moment I only think about her and I would only like to love her! I didn't know how to say it to him, I wasn't afraid of this conversation, but I probably couldn't tell him directly why I didn't want to make love. And I could tell you the truth: I have a girlfriend now, or rather, I'm trying to get someone and not just fucking me with other girls. Instead, I dodged myself and now all I am interested in is making money. I was a little ashamed and embarrassed when he spoke out loud about tantric sex when people were passing by, especially my neighbors. Boze: D: On one hand I want to laugh, but on the other hand it makes me a bit embarrassed. In the evening I slept, I didn't feel like anything. I had a problem with hamster bot navigating to pages when Visible = false. I did this Visible True; Visible false, which was such a specific flash, fortunately on the internet at: http://www.delphipages.com/forum/showthread.php?t=112508 I found a more interesting solution: WebBrowser1-> DoObjectVerb (-3); // hide WebBrowser1-> DoObjectVerb (-1); //show An alternative is to set Width and Height to 0; but the former works great and I can also see how the bot in TWebBrowser works. What I learned today: a new experience in TwebBrowser and better assertiveness and analyzed my error Lots of clothes - discomfort during training. Thermos herbs, Washing teeth eliminates the urge to eat - a mint smell. Mum went to Zakopane for surgery. Dawid watched the episode of the bad ones where Halinka sent Ferdinand to the Psychiatrist. morning training plus stretching gave me a lot of energy. Ultrasounds for home heating. Deathcaptcha, how to do it in a hamster? Yoga, KundaliniMaterac, Onion also has a lot of vitamin C. Meeting again Mrs. Herian because of this, and from today I am again injected with psychotropics and I am already getting sleepy, I will shorten this day to the most important events. In the morning after training, when no one was there, there was a lot of physical stress. Cold in the room, weakness, burnout, hunger. Fear, I thought it was from drugs. I was already wondering whether I should take the pills that I put aside for one day, but I took a short hunger. I could only fuck more with pills. I took many deep breaths - calmed down, stopped trembling. After some time my breath strengthened me, I supplied my body with energy, a lot of warm water - I warmed up. The apples gave me energy, the warm shower relaxed and warmed me up. Thanks to breathing in a stressful situation, I listened to my body, listened to my body and healed with what I had :) I was so fascinated by it :) I even imagined myself winning the case. Throughout the day, I had a high sense of self-worth after this event. In the afternoon I found a tarot program. I left that I hadn't used it yet, and that my mother would not be happy with the purchase of the coat. Mom came today from the hospital. I cleaned the house. I also took photos for the auction, unfortunately I haven't sent the spruce to Cuba yet. What I learned today: thanks to deep breaths you can listen to the sounds of your own body :)