sobota, 1 grudnia 2012
Today DXM
2 dreams - the first when I was here in the room and woke up dad the second related to MYSQL and hacking. Unfortunately, I do not remember Snow exactly.
Today: I wanted to do my CV but quickly got discouraged.
I made my decision impulsively and today I will take DXM. We'll see what comes out of it.
In the morning I woke up with high pressure and was terribly sleepy. Bad body position contributed to this the late notion of sleep. I settled into a sitting position and was breathing deeply. I passed quickly.
I don't think anything special happened during the day. My mom and I had a fight about the broken mouse. I hate when he uses the words: Don't be nervous. Tomorrow he gets up early in the morning and leaves.
Now I managed not to take the evening psychotropic pills, of course. I brewed herbs, Andrographis, I have batteries, relaniums, good music. There will be an ester. It promises to be great :)
01:51 Time Trip Report:
Based on a skype conversation around 10:53 pm I went to sleep. I did not fall asleep. There was tension in the lumbar spine. It seems to me that there is a hole in the mattress so it got really soft. It will have to be transferred to the other side.
Overall trip report I would describe as follows: after 15 tablets dxm I felt a momentary euphoria, quite intense and pleasant. However, there was no euphoria while listening to Assemblage 23 lying in bed, but I felt the pleasure of listening to Polish Radio London music.
About 00:38 I wrote to Esther. They were after less than 2 hours. I didn't sleep quickly. The organism is slightly disheveled and muddy, the balance is disturbed, the nervous system is relaxed as after alcohol, but I do not feel very muddy. It's ok :) I drank 3 cups of herbal cleansing composition, then I took NAC, I urinated a few times. The urine, interestingly, was almost white. I feel that the toxins are still inside me. I also drank first-class grapefruit juice. I don't feel like sleeping.
When communicating with my body, I feel energy and to do something about the lower spine that feels heavy. I dream of an exercise on a bench in the park, I will do it in the morning during training. And I will sleep on my stomach because the mattress is too soft.
PS the body after dxm is soft like jelly. It is as if chlamydia is getting under the capillaries. I have not felt this for a long time. Maybe DXM is a breeding ground for bacteria. But it is not as tragic as last December. I'll get out of this quickly. Mom leaves in the morning, she will use a starvation :)
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