Czeslaw's refusal

March 29 - Czeslaw's denial From the morning, quite a strong attack on the tailbone. I cried out In the morning after 5 WFM of the hips to the rhythm of this psychedelic music. During the morning training, I felt a clear hunger. Today is great Friday. I didn't eat sandwiches again, some 300g of nuts for breakfast. Great meal. I felt that my body needed it. I read a bit about nuts today. They have anti-inflammatory effects, A lot of vitamin E, arginine. I ate them with the intention of regenerating my tailbone. And I remember that it has a similar effect to the Japanese RDest - they contain a lot of Reservatol. I found Elen Kanicka's Channeling guide. Converted to txt and put it into my speed reading program. In the morning, I had a great desire to read this guide. Being some 30 minutes ago while shopping, buying intimate insoles, my mother in a chemical store, I met a tutor Ewa Kurzejewska. Moments ago, literally a minute due to attaching chlamydia to the heart and tailbone, I started Echinacea therapy. I have very nice memories of this drug! Echinacea also heals injuries. A moment ago, while I was taking a second cup of Inka Coffee with milk and honey, my mother remarked to me: Krystian, enough, Lord Jesus spent 40 days for our hens ... Fuck, I thought to myself: you also do not know what the truth is, that this Bible is one big lie and a bulshit like the National Health Fund. Jesus took 40 days for fasting to give him strength before an important life mission !!! But I kept silent about it in my mind, thought my own way and only said to her: Yes, but Jesus had divine power. For him, it's a good idea to go through 40 days without eating. In a moment I am planning to go out to town for Echinacee or Echinacea. I just got back from my trip for Echinacea. I ordered from this cheap pharmacy. In addition, I checked at the pharmacy in stescal. They have Echinacee there if needed. I also ordered a purple hedgehog in a herbalist's shop. It will definitely be cheaper than tablets and probably much more effective. Echinacea stronger than antibiotics. I still think about my heart. Chlama began to cling to her heart intensely ... Moreover: I was talking to Szymek now. I was at his apartment. He has no money, he doesn't know what to do with his life. I would like to help him somehow, but I don't know how ... He says: I have it well with him ... I feel how. As if I didn't eat nuts too much. Fortunately, there will be dinner in a moment :) A beautiful gift of hunger. I want a few breaths. A moment ago I watched the world according to the bad ones, but I laughed. Unfortunately, due to the fact that the chalmydia clung to my heart while laughing, my heart ached. As if for a moment the part of the body under which it is attached is weakened / damaged. Wlansie got an answer from Mr. Czeslaw: Clairvoyant. He said: I am sorry, but I am not receiving bright pure energy from the Lord. Scare can harm you more than help ... Fuck mac ... When you're happy people don't need any kind of shit like meditation. Such things are reached in times of need. I know because I was happy once and felt no need to meditate. I feel now! Because I'm angry, full of anger and hate! Hates of Father and Mother! Shit, such a good shit, 50 years of experience and unfortunately I lost it. How can I convince him to myself? Got an idea: we'll do as we get the girls back. I won't be writing to him for a while! Let's say 2-3 weeks. I'll be back in these 2-3 weeks! Then he will feel as if he has lost something, and until then he will write back with the explanations of this negative energy full of non-aversion to my father! Maybe then he can help me. At least there should be a better chance of that. I watched the Death Note a bit Now, between 5 pm and 6 pm I am training. But depressing weather. Simply depressing, supposedly a few degrees above 0, the sun is shining, but it is depressing and depressing. I long for darkness, let the sun finally go down, I prefer darkness. I feel great in the dark. I feel safe in the dark! In the dark I feel myself! After training, I was going to buy butter. I drank a liter in the cold air so that my mother did not see it. On top of that, I was a bit cold. Coming home, now I have the impression that I have had a cold. My nose is dripping, I feel like the first symptoms of a cold. But then I'll take Echinacee, and I should help for that too. In addition, my stomach hurts a bit after the butter. The last fairy wrote back to me. For PLN 30 he can channel me. Jupi: D I promised myself that my first question would be to ask for affirmations to get rid of the traveling pain. I'll figure out the rest. I also did it so that she sent me her account number first. I will give her an advance so that she feels a certain obligation towards me and does not refuse me like Mr. Czeslaw. I hope he doesn't sense hostile intentions towards me. Maybe now resend some extended message?