Psychodelic

March 28 - Psychodelic Nothing extraordinary happened since this morning In the morning I was able to sneak in my breakfast. I ate nuts for breakfast. A nutritious meal, I felt I needed it. Apart from that: Although I am ashamed to admit, but since I broke up with Kaja - I started to think about her constantly ... Well fucking good, I didn't want her a few days ago. She writes nothing, changed nothing in her description. Nice tactic. It really works for me. I would like to write to it, but honor does not allow me ... I found cool psychedelic music to listen to on youtube. Really great! I took, about 2, and even more than 2 hours to listen. My head nodded pleasantly in its rhythm. What mentally: I don't know what to do with myself. This fucking chlamydia wanders here, here I want to exercise, regain my super-fast mind, and on the other hand I want to do nothing, give up and have everything in my ass. Here, from the next page, I want to meditate, have great great power. What the fuck am I supposed to do. I'm calling you fucking angels and telling me what the fuck am I supposed to do? Listening to this psychedelic music during another attempt at meditation, I had an idea: how about writing to Kasia Szafranowska asking for help? At the same time, the pain wandered, and at the same time I ate a lot ... At the same time I got rid of the slices, but ate a lot of cheese and nuts. I literally stuffed myself like a pig. Whore. My stomach was full and I was still eating and stuffing myself like pigs. Whore. Because it's already 18 because you have to eat dinner. Well fucking mac ... What to write Kasia? I have lost my power of words and I do not know how to ask her to agree. What can I write to her? Well, now I stuffed myself like a pig. Time to go for a walk and breathe. Time to burn it all down. This is already a sick pale colour ... For the night I wrote again on the Allegro, this time instead of channeling: clairvoyant. I bought auctions from some tramp who has been clairvoyant for 50 years. I asked 6 questions I wrote to 2 more fairy. One can communicate with the dead. The second writes that she has a gift from birth and can contact Angels. I also wrote to her by email wrozkaanielica@interia.eu I also talked to Karol Olszak just now. He offered me cooperation on his website: nowybrzmienie.pl. I wonder whether to cooperate with him ... I would get to know a lot of interesting pieces It is worth adding that listening to this music gave me an amazing experience. Interesting imagination again, imagining a fight with my father, and I even imagined my sharp retort in action. It was just great for me.