poniedziałek, 18 marca 2013
Tramal hypnosis
Morning Tramal. I started feeling the effects very late, around 13-14. Here are the notes:
10:09 - negligible effects. Maybe because I recently took 200 mg, although on the other hand, now in the morning around 7:00 I took 100 mg on an empty stomach, but I didn't drink milk. But even if it does not work, it will write down the conclusions whether the milk strengthens the tramal. I will be more sure about my assumptions.
11:12 - almost 1 hour later - I still do not feel the effects of the tram.
2:00 pm Tramal entered.
In the morning I went to exercise in the park. I have modified my training. I train my chest exercises that I didn't like doing at home, and I train my legs in the park. Such modification turned out to be good for me - I feel that I am doing something new, something different. The mind does not get bored. Today I showed David my chest, although he says nothing special. The photo in Janosik looks really impressive, and now - guts. This David, despite not exercising, has a much harder chest
I registered with dr. Bargiel, on April 9 at 10.20.
15:00 Tramal hypnosis with Esther. Super condition! :)
Put together a pretty cool script. The effect of entering the tram + its presence and script brought me into such a meditative state. It was nice to lie in the crib. I didn't feel lonely. Simply blogging! :) Home and family are my obstacles in meditating. The homely family atmosphere was never too friendly. Fear of the mother. Yes, I could meditate much easier in the presence of the ester. We made an initial appointment at 21.00. Ah, this blissfulness, silence, lack of music and his words. It was really cool. It is true that it was not possible to contact the angel, but I hope that one day it will be successful :)
Now, after the evening training, I feel that the effect of the tram has evaporated. It's a pity because it normally keeps me much longer.
Another event of the evening day. In the evening, my mother insulted me, I had a great Riposte cut in my head, everything was arranged in one puzzle:
- What, mom didn't love you, now you have to challenge me. You hated your father too, but you have to protect your reputation and pretend to be crying at the funeral. I will not cry for you at your funeral, moreover I will not pretend, and even come out in front of the altar and shout: jeah !!! this foul whore is finally dead. Let Christ save her, lest evil souls take her suck off Satan's dicks (oh fucking but strong!) ... And so I rode in my imagination. But I was proud of myself: D
PS
As for traveling pain. I eat light and healthy - I listen to my body and not my mind. Thanks to why the pain doesn't travel and it feels great! The pain does not move and I am happy! :) This pain occurs when I do something wrong with my body, mainly nutrition.
Now for the evening I found the website backtrack.pl
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