Many Dreams

April 27 - Many Dreams I got up quite early at 4:30. Seems well rested, as if in toxins ... I tested sleeping my head to the east, in addition I am also testing more chestnuts. Traditional home activities. Ah, how wonderful to imagine him building his erect, powerful, muscular body. How all these activities affect it. Today I start at 2 p.m. Fasting. I measured and weighed myself in the morning. Big some 36.2 cm, slightly fat at the waist. About 1.2 cm, but that's nothing. Parameter rest approximated. Today it is cloudy during training. At the beginning of the sun shone, but later there was already a hatch. However, I remember the training very nicely. Due to the fact that I did not feel a backbone or wandering chlamydia, my thoughts were really cool and very positive :) I imagined him walking in the mountains and even running. I collect herbs, nuts, fruit - treasures of mother nature. In addition, I imagined how he builds his muscular body this way. I live in a zary, the house is mine. I grow vegetables and fruits, I arrange and improve my home. I was stuck in these imaginations for a long time :) You could call it a kind of meditation :) I didn't think about revenge, I didn't think about pain. I just imagined it all :) Oh, in the morning I also met a woman with a little girl. First, I practiced balance on the health path there, then they practiced yoga. We talked for a while. Nice conversation. The woman kept my legs on drazki so I could do crunches. Aha - I went to training today completely barefoot. I felt great, at ease. You might call it oneness with nature. Maybe that's why I had such positive thoughts today :) After training, I went to the river to harden my feet. Barefoot. The stones acted like acupressure, while the cold water strengthened the feet. Come back home, 3 slices of bread with butter, then scrambled eggs with chives and .... He came back again. Fear of pain. Fear for the backbone ... Quickly on the vibrating mattress in a lying position, and breathing in order to digest the food well, repeating the affirmations: A light, healthy meal builds a powerful body, giving me great strength! I felt chucks in the vertebrae, especially the neck. Eh, Macikowski only on April 30 ... Nothing, keep on fighting. I must succeed in the end. My technique just works! But fucking balls. My mother probably discovered MJ who walks on the cupboard, and all because she hung a cross with Jesus on that nail: D: D I feel like laughing, and at the same time I have a slight fear. My mom hasn't told me anything yet ... But she's cramped! I wrote about it to the ester: D In addition, he is constantly losing his spine. Still forging in the back, cold needles. I was reading Kasia Szafranowska's Memory Code in a recumbent position. In addition, today I washed my hair with gray soap for the first time. I also examined my height and marked a dash. It was even over 175cm. I think even 176cm. I have marked the line and as long as my spine is straightening the line should jump up. In addition, in the afternoon after 2 p.m. due to fear of my spine, I went to lie down right after the meal. On a vibrating mattress - it's always better. And here was my mistake. It feels like the food is rotting in my stomach now, full of toxins. In addition, guilt ... Eh, I'm fed up with it now, my stomach hurts. I feel like walking around my heels to improve my digestion. Oh shit, it's already 4:12 pm. The stomach hurts a little more. It feels like rotten food is in my body. Maybe if I go to exercise, it will take a while. Fast? Yes, today I will definitely fast :) Maybe by fasting this rotten food the body will get energy. In addition, chlamydia is sticking to my joints ... At the moment it is in the left knee joint. I went to the playground, but I thought about stomach pain for a long time. I walked a bit barefoot. I think I even had an idea but later forgot. A moment later I went to the river. Some guy was going downstairs and he was staring at my feet. I did the same towards him. I looked with a sinister look. I walked barefoot on stones and the river - foot acupressure. I thought about the pool and came up with such an idea - I can swim for free! It is enough to find a deep river somewhere: D I asked this gypsy at about an hour in confidence. He was happy to answer me. Then I returned to the playground. A little spine. Some girls were looking at me again. I have been wondering quite a long time whether to do a starvation today or not ... In the end, I say I do. I still think that I ate my dinner badly. That instead of supplying my body with energy, I poisoned it. Chlamydia started to wander for me - because I made a mistake ... Usually it wanders intensively when it makes a mistake ... So: I'm doing a starvation today :) Dad is at home though ... All in all, I'm thinking now: it's my birthday today. Happy birthday Krystian! As for a birthday, today was an interesting day full of adventures. Ah, I'm still thinking about this dinner. About that belly. If I hadn't poisoned, my starvation would have gone much better, and at least I wouldn't have lost my chlamydia ... FUCKYAAAAAA !!!!!!!!! And it goes, fucking chlamydia .... I made a mistake. Fuck as hellish regrets. How terribly sorry .... But maybe the hunger will at least cure this matter, although dad is at home. I'm a little scared ... Now because of this wandering of pain, I began to wonder if I should take a tram. In 15 minutes we are stuck in this conflict: glodowka or tramal? Eventually I chose NAC ...: D because of pain wandering. To support the hunger. I also supported the affirmation: - Hunger regenerates my body, destroys all diseases, eliminates cysts, rejuvenates and extends my life. Builds a powerful body! There it is, it feels a little hungry: DI fear for the spine, but at least the chlamydia is not moving now. My parents greeted me with birthday wishes. I got a perfume from my mom. The book caught my eye: Encyclopedia of magical herbs - there are even herbs there to summon spirits or how to become invisible: D