czwartek, 9 maja 2013
Urologist Fun
May 9 - Urology Fun
Sleeping sideways - tired hands. Lots of cheese for breakfast. Short breathing training, picking up packages from the post office. I picked up the shorts and the Magic Herbs Book. There, herbs actually serve for Magic: D I like this book: D
Home, preparations for the Urologist, On the way to the hurricane, test results and joining everything after 2.50. Buying a lot of things.
At the urologist, someone was messing with me, but I had no complaints. I had a lot of discussions with the urologist about the health service, asking for an internist. Referral for the treatment Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday.
I wonder whether to use this referral for testicular surgery ... I don't know ... I found out a little how the public health service works: and once the public health service in Poland was one of the best in the world. However, I did not have time to take a referral and a copy from the rheumatologist and neurologist files. I had to go home for dinner.
Coming home, I bought juice earlier and drank too much as much as 1l of multivitamin. Along the way, I was afraid of the spine, especially the neck
In the park, I met this woman with great Artur, I just greeted myself and said that I have to go because I'm in a hurry :)
At home, I ate doves abundantly. Mom bragged about her shoes. I feel as eaten as a dragon, gut pushed forward. I don't like that feeling.
I had an idea to write a computer current optimization program, something like IBM Power Manager.
After lunch, I was so driven and did at least 15 minutes of WFM, but the tailbone pain prevented me.
I put up my tablet on Facebook. I decided that I do not need it for anything.
Idea: Internista Nowy Targ Well-known doctor
A moment ago I was doing the WFM Meditations while standing. The legs are slightly extended, and the hands are resting on the table with the fingers. This relieved tension and relieved the tailbone!
After afternoon training in the sun. I was still thinking about eating a big dinner. It was not good in my stomach, I also drank 2 cups of coffee with milk and honey. I felt a little vomiting ... Ah, how I regretted it.
After 18-19, walking across the river, I met my husband, Patrycja Czyszczon. Wow as the saying goes: husband. I don't even know what the guy's name is. He talked to me that I lost weight and I took it for myself ... I was a bit afraid of this team and I really wanted to go home. I wanted to finish quickly. He also said that I'm done with "fun". I was wondering what he meant with this game ... Przemek, fun? Sex? I don't know, I didn't know what he meant. It was only after a few minutes in silence that I associated: he is Patrycja's husband, and I talked to Patrycja about various things, such as DXM and summoning spirits. I suppose that's what he meant. Good, I don't even know the name of the guy, but he already has an opinion about me ...
In general, I felt a slight fear and discomfort in their company. I wanted to leave quickly. And at the same time leaving the hatred for my father. Even more hate! More anger! For fucking up the most beautiful years of my life.
I avoid people, I don't like the goods of all people. I like being alone.
At home, I ate 2 apples and a carrot. I didn't want this carrot, but I promised my mother that I would eat it. Then a hearty dinner around 8:30 pm, 2 slices of chalka and butter and a lot of cheese. After that, I felt like eating somehow. It's been a long time since I had such bouts of marriage. He controls himself. But now I would eat something else to fill myself. To stuff and to purge from hatred - as H. Louse claims to keep such people "merry".
Yes, I haven't had it for a long time, but sometimes you can sin! I feel stuffed right now, but I don't feel such remorse that I ate so much!
Earlier, I went to bring the dinner to Szymek. I had fun talking to him, but I had to go. He's tired and I have to write a program for Jarek. How about going to the kitchen and eating another slice
Heh, about the operation jader: I don't know. I asked for this referral. I think to myself: an additional procedure: something will be added at least to the file, always some proof. But on the other hand, I'm worried about my testicles. I am afraid that I am screwed up with this procedure, although I told the Pomeranian that I am not afraid of the operation there. I lied. I'm afraid that they will hurt me. What to do? I don't know fucking ... Ask a fairy, an angel, a channeling? Anyway, I have already asked about this procedure ... I could take a risk, but I would like to have an answer from the card + from an angel that the procedure will be successful ...
Eh, I think I know what hurts me right now. I feel sorry, I feel sorry that people remember me as Cipe, as a huge tight fat pussy, and that's how I feel now. I want to show, regain my honor, build a powerful body and muscles, straighten my spine and learn to fight like Uri Boyka. Supposedly I feel strong enough to achieve everything except the last one: the science of martial arts. I hate you fucking father
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