czwartek, 13 czerwca 2013
Dizziness with drugs
June 12 - Drugs
- Long sleep until 7:00
- I slept in that white turtleneck last night. It was nice and warm, only in this turtleneck I feel a bit like a tip. Similarly, the blue pajamas that my mother bought me. Therefore, to make my life easier, I shortened the sleeves (tucked them) and put on a different pajama top. It looks much better now :)
- I decided to let go of today's routine and morning training. I'll do something else.
- I slept sideways. I'm worried about the lump in my head ...
- In the morning, drink some water with grapefruit extract and go to sleep. I didn't want to do anything. I wanted to rest. Such a slightly sad depressive state
- About 8:20 my mom woke me up. She brought a glass of water and unfortunately administered medication. Oh shit ...
- I decided to go vomit. I packed the water with salt and went to the park. I met our neighbor on sticks, I also changed the place where the fire was burning. Maybe even better. A great place. I was able to vomit at least one ablify tablet. A little blood scared me
- Then I walked towards Alberta / carefour. I bought 2 lemons for free. I drank and ate one, in the health resort rabka the second. Then towards teznia. I met David in the car. We talked about wanting to buy a new car. I told him my dream today, how I dreamed that he was buying a truck per square meter. probably 4,000 zlotys / euro for 1m: D with an apartment in the middle. Interestingly, I dream of a car with an apartment inside :)
- Me too, I tried to rest. I was as bloody sleepy as in the worst period of my life, 16-20 years. I came home, I couldn't breathe. The eyes kept closing by themselves. I suppose it's the hangover effect after the tram + fasting neuroleptics + grapefruit
- At home, I ate. Then I went to sleep, before about 1.5 hours I was sitting in the hemiSync attractLove rhythm.
- I think that Tomek Urbanski is supposed to come at 12 o'clock. Fortunately, he did not come.
- I got up 1:30 pm. Go shopping. Come on sleepy. 2:00 p.m. lunch. This time I managed to smuggle a pill. But after dinner it was drowsy
- Feels that intuflow + stretching exercises help with sleepiness + HemiSync. Mobilization of Rakowski has already given me something
- I'm wondering whether to do today's training, because I'm so sleepy ... I'd like to go.
Written on June 13:
- I was still with Szymek. We combined with the DVD. This horrible cloudiness lasted the whole day. Simon even said that you can see me and I'm muddy
- For the whole day I almost slept and did nothing, hoping that it would eventually pass
- I went to sleep around 20-21 very early
- I slept sideways on purpose to test this method. Pretty OK
- Wake up 5:00 slightly sleepy, like in the old days. When I sleep on my back I am full of energy.
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