poniedziałek, 24 czerwca 2013
I Feel Perfect 2
June 24 - I feel great 2
- Wake up at around 4:00 am, standard preparations for the day
- 4:30 am I started my meditation. WFM vibration on the floor in the diamond position. I felt it was a great ritual for me
- I wrote to this Michal Sornat about meditation. He wrote back and said that we could meet on a bench in the park one day and talk.
- Around 5:30 I went for a run. I took breakfast on the road. In total, I made myself an extra pie and had yesterday's slices. Earlier, at home, I ate an apple, which then turned out to be not very tasty, as I felt while running. Every now and then something rotten inside but I didn't care so much about it. Fear of pain and ailments seemed to come back again. My mediocre affirmation worked.
It was a preliminary run and I looked around the rabka. I left Torbe under the roof on the playground. I ran to PPU, I pissed there, so I know that it is already open around 6:00. This guardian of the law agreed to let me in. I wanted to get the ligole as the first breakfast, but Marcin was still closed. I ran towards NaSkarpie. The thought came to me to break into Donata's computer, see what is written down in the files. The files are probably kept both in the computer and on paper, and even if not, I can break in for fun. Skarpie network55. I was already thinking how to do it. Download your phone number to the phone and leave it there in your bag for a few hours in the process of reporting the results of your tests. Then I'll pick it up. Another way to do a fakeAP
Then I was running towards the teznia, the river, the park, after some time returning to the playground, stretching my muscles and finally breathing. My shoes were incredibly wet - socks too. It's good that I haven't decided to use new shoes yet.
Oh and most importantly, I did the fountains test. There are a lot of coins, I put mine in to see if the fountain will be cleared tomorrow.
On my way back, I burnt my card with the plan of the day in a metal basket near the river. I was paying attention that no one could see me yet.
At home, my mother is still sleeping. I made a mistake, I did a little research. Man, I thought how beautiful the morning had begun, how much free time. I only had in my head: fear of ailments and, moreover, thoughts about food = I did not want to eat breakfast yet. I said that I would go buy my dad a tree of happiness and I knew that then I would eat breakfast when I wanted to.
In addition, my mother asked me to buy a card for Aunt Jasia for a name. I did so at the post office.
There was so much going on with a shortcut: a gift for a piggy bank, a tree of happiness at a kiosk and a dog nodding his head, a paper florist, also breathing and breakfast for cardiology, losing a container ...
Yes, I lost the bitten heel can which I realized when I got home after 12 and looked into the bag. Unfortunately, at the same time I wanted to rest and so I did in bed. After 1 p.m. I told my mother that I had lost the headphones and went to look for them. I also took the keys to the basement, I didn't take my bag. Then I wanted to smuggle this container into the basement.
And I was looking for: I asked in cardiology - Ada Grzybacz, the best friend of Iza Draganowska, in whom I loved a maxim, worked there. Sympathetic in character. And I was looking for this container, but I did not find it, I also returned home, unfortunately. I was telling myself - if I can't find such a fuck, how am I supposed to find the more serious things in my life?
I called my mom, lied that I had to wait until 2pm. I really didn't want to eat yet and wanted to wait out the time and the moment to start feeling hungry. I returned home after 2:30 pm and then ate dinner - pasta with topping. I was saying that I would add some cheese, but I wanted to avoid combining proteins with carbohydrates. I also ate the same pasta with strawberries. And what's next - well, I lost my keys while searching: D
It was also after lunch, even though I did not want to eat, in addition to drink and sleep, and dinner even more than a day worsened my sleepiness, I started to use the keys to prepare yellow cards with contact to me. And I distributed it everywhere, fortunately I found in a prokom where I bought a phone case with a strong clasp. I bet that they will also be in Malgosia, I also left a contact note for me there.
In addition, when I was leaving, I put on this blue shirt that I bought in a rag for a few zlotys. I felt very confident in it, very handsome, well suited to my figure. I liked it. I felt outspoken, I felt I could do anything! It was a brilliant feeling!
Unfortunately, when I returned home, the house was closed. I used the help of Friday so that I could call because I didn't even have a phone. After messing around, I found my mom in the park and gave me the key. As always, her fucking and whining and fucking for anything.
Moreover, I got 4 bottles of 5l mineral water. I wanted 2 and I got 4 because I think they wanted to get rid of them. Someday they will be perfect for exercises with water canisters. I found out from this lady "Lucky God" who I like very much :) I went for these bottles as if for free. On his way back with the bottles he met me and asked why I needed them. Here I made a psychological error, as if I farted my mouth and showed that I want to have them for exercise. Well, it remains to believe that he will not shoot any more such blunder.
At home, I went to bed, I was tired, exhausted, exhausted, I wanted to drink. I quenched my thirst and went to bed, unfortunately a moment later he called to open the door for him. Then my mother came over and they interrupted me a bit. Fuck the basket not taken out again. I went back to bed, I went to the sound Healing on my stomach and somehow rested until 7:00 p.m.
In addition, for the day I felt a pain in the place where the nodule had grown. Such strange sensations as if you were a redhead. I was worried about it.
When my dad arrived, I gave him a gift and gave him false wishes. I did it just to get the fuck off, I hate him!
And after 7 p.m. I started looking for a book that she disgraced me. I also had an idea to create a new hamster account with HemiSync and then a sub-account with saved Hemi-Sync-Collection files. Likewise, other Hans-Zimmer Hans-Zimmer-Diskograpy and Within-Temptation-Diskography accounts
I did not find a book about Kurt Tepperwein's diseases, but I did find other books of his that I was reading that evening. The title of one of them (the one I am reading now) is Creative Thinking Power. And I started reading on Hemi-Sync BrainPower. And I got into the same state I entered yesterday: I didn't care about the pain, I was focused on the book, I was reading really fast. something beautiful again. It made me happy again.
Get yourself a steamer for tomorrow after your run. There are watermelons in the morning will be perfect. With 4 slices of butter, I feel like I want these sausages now, although ... already so late that I would rather give up. Maybe I will eat them in the morning after the watermelons, maybe then the body will make up for the hunger for steamers that it feels now and will use them well? Who knows, we'll see this experiment.
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