I think I'm cheating myself

June 11 - I think I cheat myself Early wake up at 3:15, cold, go to sleep again No hunger, it felt good that I had overcome the weakness Open window I woke up 6:15 - beautifully made my time :) Training on the tram: - rush, the duration of the exercises was 60 minutes: 7: 30-8: 30 - 3 marshmallows gave me energy when I weakened after warming up - the herbs were tasty - In the end intuflow energized me like WFM - stretching by climbing on toes - legs are also working and feeling better Meeting of the gray postman. The question is whether there is any package Receiving test results. Hesitating whether to jump in line. But I gave up, I got old this time. Long cold shower at home - I felt great. Maybe the tramal anesthetized 30 minutes before 11:00 a secretary called. But cool, we managed to postpone the visit to June 18th. Tramp seat on the armchair Sour milk - response. A sense of taste. Then bitter coffee as a medicine :) A bit before 2 pm I lost my mega speed. Sedation was almost completely gone. Dokladka lazankow with affirmation with 70% less guilt Pissing off trip to the bank. Wet rain. Headphones on the way. This guy sells great We screw our mother up for Zalando with a little fear. Submission when writing programs for Settlers. Login problem Access to Kaja's profile. She had a lovely picture on the roof. Beautifully dressed. And I told myself - I don't want her ... It's a pity to suffer again later. I don't want her. And I think I felt it: I don't want her. I want to be alone. He wants revenge. Revenge on the father. Revenge is the only purpose and meaning in my life right now. I want power, I want power equal to the gods! The meal was pretty good: 6:30 pm yellow cheese, 7:00 pm prison sandwich with lard. Then more processed cheese. I wanted them. And strawberries. But still good. At 19:40 I got stuck with these strawberries I found that for some time I did not want to write the full version of the diary. I will only write points. We'll see how I get out of this. Nothing makes me happy anymore. I am going to sleep in a trampoline state. Again I don't feel like doing anything ... Again. Tomorrow I promised myself: I do nothing. No book, program or anything else. Fuck everything. I'm going to drop today's card in the toilet for punishment. I even thought about eating sweets, but luckily resisted ...