poniedziałek, 16 września 2013
loveFreedomFood
September 15 - loveFreedom to eat
- Cocoa experiments in the morning
- Lots of apples, lots of ECR. Especially after the wild ones from Dietl - I feel that these apples have much more energy and are much more nutritious than the shop apples, which are as if "empty". I eat, eat and feel nothing ....
- I noticed that in the morning I have a lot of will to live, while in the evening I feel like I'm losing.
- I did some shopping, then I went for a run quite thickly dressed for Maciej, unloading the ECR to the rhythm of Marcin's music.
- I dressed too fat. I had to download almost everything along the way. For the diet of 2 little boys, they sold mushrooms and plums. I bought plums as if for free. 1kg for 1 PLN. Let the young people be happy;)
- At the top I got a little sunburn in front, coming back. I talked to the old mountain guide and some guy asked if he was also hot up there.
- At home, I ate a lot of apples, carrot juice. Then I felt like a stimulant. I ate the rest of the bitter cocoa with the cream. Now I really liked it, as if I had sweetened myself with apples. A little more cream. only these thoughts, I have yesterday's chicken, today it's chicken again - what to eat, eat chicken - throw away? If I throw away this guilt, I will be angry ...
AFFIRMATION: Negative thoughts have no bearing on me. At any level of body and mind.
- CONCEPT: Remember to write down affirmations in my journal, especially for negative events.
- Yesterday, I hid my laptop table. As if more space on the desk. I plan to buy a rooth for $ 80. My mother has been in a really good mood for a long time. At least 2 weeks. It makes my actions and mental functioning very easy.
- 3 stimulants:
- Kako
- Inka
- Guarana
- Today I want to finish reading Marta's book, give it back to Marcin and if I have time "You can live without eating". I remember there was a beautiful affirmation there.
- Moreover, as soon as possible it is fitting to talk to chim and offer him dinners, only this fear ...
AFFIRMATION: Negative thoughts have no bearing on me. Everything is fine.
- Wow, I made a brilliant affirmation
AFFIRMATION: "I draw energy and power from what I have, in the conditions I have"
- Because I wanted it to be a bit hard. To make the food a bit "unhealthy" and see what it is like to draw energy and power from it. Suddenly I got a positive attitude towards the meat ... Wow ... Great affirmation. It's just like my laptop. I don't need better equipment because I don't feel ready, I want to see what it's like to work on the T41 (currently T60).
- Generally yesterday I put on an old gray tight "fleece" made of rag. In such a tight fleece I feel so "powerful / muscular"
- THE CONCEPT: in tight clothing, I feel much more powerful.
- I just watched a nice simple video of WPA / WPA2 password cracking. 2 simple tools
wash - wifi protect network setup
reaver - wifi protect setup attack tool
/ pentest / exploits / set - password tool set in the local network. quite a lot of possibilities.
- Rest of the day (written with a delay)
- The state of love after hemi sync and reading a book you can live without food
- A visit to Romek Luberda. Repair of the bike, long gone. Buying tires and a stamp.
- Office. Freedom from cottage cheese.
- Hungry, eating 1.5 chicken with garlic and tomatoes. They gave me a lot of energy, which I discharged during the evening 1s training
- CONCEPT: Diaphragmatic breathing during most exercises!
- Szymon's consent to meals from me. I felt as if relieved, and at the same time fear, that I would eventually be splashed
AFFIRMATION: Negative thoughts have no bearing on me. Everything is fine.
- Reply to Hania, preliminary appointment for Tuesday 8:00
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