operation Turkey

September 24 - Operation Turkey CONCEPT: only dbz training this week CONCEPT: development of a set of exercises for bed / recumbent meditation (+ jacobson's tr) AFFIRMATION: "Straightens his spine, becoming even taller" AFFIRMATION: "Draws energy and power from negative thoughts of people" Since yesterday I feel like working in a standing position. EXPERYMENT: Valerian droplet test. Change of plans from donata Hah, I'm finally out of the donata mission. But mess. I was going to ask her to write it on the prescription. On the way I had an idea to check the barcode in a Malgosia reader and take a photo with my phone. However, I felt fear there and gave up. Leaving the Malagasy, I joined the sweet. I wanted to wet the rollers. However, here a thought came to me: donations probably will not be today and she may have taken a vacation. I called and my guess / premonition / thought turned out to be true. And he thinks again what to do? I thought I had to print these prescriptions, but I was afraid to go back to Malgosia. I was afraid of other people's thoughts. I spent a lot of time in the toilet in sweet, I wrote in impulse to Marcina and I will be late a lot that I have a very urgent matter to piss (which in the end was true) and I went here and there. Kabanos, adas, carefour - unfortunately they had readers that did not show the code. Only this Malgosia reader showed the codes correctly. In addition, I developed a method that allowed me to discreetly look at the barcodes in the reader. Quite intuitive. I found that I am changing my plans. I put two new affirmations in flight that I had prepared for today: "Father is in a hurry, he does not pay attention to the expiry date / prescription. Everything is okay" "Donata cares about her patients. She is happy to write a new prescription. Everything is fine" "Love is in me and for me. And for people with whom I work" "I am handsome. I can convince others of my opinion. Everything is fine!" That was my key affirmation for today. Ah, what a strategist I was today. In Alberta I found out that the prescription is still valid and tomorrow it will also be valid. It calmed me down, so I stuck to the last affirmation. I found that I am going to discharge excess energy. On the way, I think I saw my father's car, the maxim - this mazde combi I took 2 apples from the tree. Earlier I left my laptop and "stuff" in Alberta upstairs. I went home. I had prepared excuses along the way that I don't want to describe, but my key was not to say anything and arouse curiosity. By the way, I excitedly thought that I would take nuts from home and drink some juice. hehehe. It's a bit sick and it feels like a creep (...) AFFIRMATION: Maybe I feel like a fag and I don't feel good, although I am handsome and many people can envy me for that. // this affirmation still needs to be refined. CONCEPT: Just a moment ago I had an idea to give old books to buy waste paper - those that are not suitable for sale anymore. http://skup-surowcow-wtornych.pl/ At work, playing with marcin in "warm-cold": D I fuck, here's the sachara: D although my sense of temperature may be called Russian frosts. The whole thing is dry and a bit sleepy and still scared because of it. As for Marcina, by arranging affirmations, I can arrange that by translating this AFFIRMATION: Overcomes fear and guilt. Marcin is warm, I am cooling. There's a draw // something like that, the point is to give some kind of justification. Today I was listening to Osho in the morning exceptionally well. Chapter 4 - Overcome The Ailments. I enjoyed listening to his words. I think I'll start back in the morning to meditate. In addition, I started to develop a set of stretching / dbz exercises for the bed. And that's about it. I feel fear and it is hot and stuffy in this room (toxins) AFIRMATION: My body becomes resistant to working conditions and becomes even stronger. Treats it like a challenge! NEXT DAY: Yesterday some Turkish arrived with Sylwia. But this silhouette is pretty ... In addition, so nice, nice. Super woman. It is a pity that she is so much older and, in addition, probably a married woman. We had to clean the office. Before work, being in Alberta, I met Romek with his sister. His sister reminds me so much of Kasie. Very similar in appearance and the same nice, sympathetic character. I would like to get to know her better. Moreover: I returned home earlier. I went to sleep. I woke up before 8pm and had a problem with the chimney. I ate the cutlet for the night. But I had tremendous fear and guilt. Heck ..... wa ... I thought for a few hours if I ate well ... Then I woke up before 23:00. I ate loads of plums again ... this fear and guilt again. I felt right that I mixed it up: AFFIRMATION: I free myself from fear and guilt. Everything is fine I achieve amazing gains in MM, and the fear and guilt disappear. And so in the morning I ate apples with bitter cocoa - a perfect combination that I like very much. In addition, as if with a slight success, because I ate one apple, then at the next wake up already 2 Grilled yellow cheese with garlic in the morning. Then peppers and nuts. He feels tremendous energy and power! Unfortunately, the morning measurements seem to be falling. Biceps only 35cm ... Why? This is probably the worst result in a really long time ...