what are you smoking

September 5 - coTyPaliszGrzegorz? EUREKA! Leaving a short affirmation: "He draws energy and power from this meal." It's better. I feel better! By giving a prefix that I do not want to write, just like the one whose name is not allowed to say, I only felt ... well, exactly ... I felt what I did not want to say. Great, when making breakfast, I don't see a meal as a compulsion to eat / something to be wasted. Elegantly! Breakfast is right next to me. I am satisfied with corn and potatoes. The body is content, although somewhere on the side there is this "negative feeling". Mom noticed a moment ago that I stink of cigarettes. Now I was a little scared of it. But I made one more mistake: I told my mother something about my job. I said, I talked out and my mother has already approached me with negative thoughts. But shit with that, it only motivated me more, I feel the impulse and adrenaline to get this stuff done. Arguments: {Grzegorz reflects on his attitude to cigarettes} {With marcin, words will have more power} (I do it until 3:30 pm - I have over 5h) {Grzegorz is sitting still. I cannot access these notes. He is stupid to approach} - hardly anyone will be able to notice how many more pipes are you going to smoke? - I don't smoke, for me 4 pipes is a lot. - you do not only unpleasant to people, but also endanger their health and safety - everything hurts, head, heart - my family pays attention to me - what stinks me - everyone is different and accepts the advantages and disadvantages of people - I have to quit my job as a last resort AFFIRMATION: Our ancestors were exposed to stress that cannot be imagined ... SUCCESS! It worked! I broke my fear, I didn't say it all but I did It. I want to write the rest in an email. Thank you in the e-mail and he agreed to my request As for the mother who infected me with negative thoughts today, here are my retort: - It's as if I did something wrong and you want to sell me - There are no problems that cannot be solved - I can see that I have said too much - And that's why I don't want to inform you about my work - I do not wish such negative words towards me There was a moment today: "I invite you to my world" Olsenf. Imagination - I wanted a feeling of love for a moment. Afternoon meal - Cottage cheese with cream + tomato. One slice. Then more Leviathan cream, hoping the energy will Come. However, she did not come. I didn't like the cottage cheese / cottage cheese at all. Apparently the body no longer needed this meal. However, I liked the cream very much. In the evening, earlier at home. Playground - sunbathing. Eventually it will fall soon, you have to reap the leftovers of the sun. I talked with Hania - a great woman;) ECR is finally here. I just don't want to work, and I have to do a project for work. First, the carrot apples. Then 20:30 chop after talking to Hania. There is an ECR, although there was no hunger, I just threw it to the stove and modified the affirmations - I deleted / reduced unnecessary garbage Man, if I don't want to do this project. Thursday - I listen to really great music from Radio-Krakow. Perfect for such an evening