niedziela, 27 sierpnia 2017
August 27
a moment ago, at Staszek, I moved the laptop from the table to my training bench. it is metal under the stern
All the transformational powers of the laptop have improved remarkably ... faster, more stable internet + much lower CPU consumption ...
it's like a dream on that bench or a dream on my father's bed. I am much more regenerated then, and I am somehow indulgent, sleepy, not regenerated and nervous.
ps. crap, and maybe this is a false alarm ... in fact, it is even bigger, but the internet really breaks up at this point ... maybe it's just a bad place to go to the Internet?
at 17:13
Again that day I fell asleep ... again that day I went running too late on the way to do oli shopping ... again ... again at home I ate a huge amount of sandwiches with a nap, sipping instant coffee with a loaf and it will be fairly good ... again ... ENOUGH OF IT !!!:
TIMELY, QUALITY WILL GO POST / THERAPY 5-7 DAYS AND ONCE FOR THIS PERIOD OF TIME BD WAS EXPECTED WITH GOOD FOOD .... ONLY OLA IS HERE TILL THURSDAY BUT IT CANNOT AS IT ALL WILL BE ALL .... NOW I HAVE ABOUT IT .... KUNDALINI COLLECT THE DROPPED SOCKS AND CASTETS ... MAY FIRST KUNDALINI IN SILENCE AS A SPARK
And when I did so, I could first drink bitter brewed tea and then eat more acclorable food, which are sandwiches with a nap ... well, hard ...
post the same family tea black bitter tea and then we will think ...
I am scared for my kernels ... I am grounded and destroying myself ... I am scared for my kernels carefully ..... I hope that it will be fine, in the end I will prevail and then I will find a doctor with new salt .. .
kiurwa nzow nalog has won. went to church and I had coffee again and lost one hour of my life ... I don't know why I did it again .... I don't know ... I could have made almost an hour of kundalini at home during that time ... my secret rkyjoweczki and I still have to go for socks and brass knuckles ...
August 24-orchard, 2-day new person
where to start ...
writing ... writing as if it would be a way to cope with pain ... tips, I have a lot to help myself
I set the energies to:
100pr reiki for me nonstop on: the court assigned me the right to a pension back. I have rent back. I have a rent back I have a rent back (
). madeosieterazzatweirdzamen!
yesterday, I ran to the pharmacy for herbs (here in the rabb), I did not run "empty" until it was mossy. I bought there, I returned home at 5:23 am and for 3 hours I was scouring myself with various things ... it would have been enough for me to drink black tea with chamomile, but I succumbed to weakness again and for almost 3 hours I lost myself ... back he picked me up like a guest atuospot he told me to run in spytkowice in 2 weeks ... then I lay down, wanting to practice a new exercise that I came up with (kundalini with buckets) - unfortunately my father came not on time and as usual .... I had to run with him ... but I succumbed to weakness in the end and I lay down in a soft cunt bed, sleepless ... and unregulated ...
whore .... now I have to ... I have to eat nothing ... I wanted to buy him some bread and sugar in the morning but I fell asleep and fell asleep ... well ... I did not do...
Now I watch the movie teddy bear and I am a god at the same time. such a hybrid. former bronek strong, heavy boy and actor on the subject of energy and energy. I now feel as if in the state of this bear addicted to his father whom I hate. I agree to everything ... the actor instead of having the courage to tell his mother that he is already an adult and can do whatever he wants, he is afraid to tell his mother that he has a girlfriend and looks for excuses ...
the rest of watching these 2 videos let my mind and body draw conclusions automatically !!! what I do not have the power to write about, to say because I am still thinking and afraid of pain and ailments, which makes my functioning difficult. tips (a way to deal with pain).
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concept: rule like that, I developed a rule on the way today. it is as if in reference to today's race ... apples, although healthy spiduja - ultimately weaken! visualization itself while running .... chanting is good in bed before going to bed, preferably with visas and breaths. in synergy
that's more or less the rule! it resists fasting ... bitter tea as much as possible
THOUGHTS NOW: about ailments: especially about the testicles, I put on several days of socks in the 3x system so that they work painlessly, about the fact that I was stuffing a lot, about the lack of training because of my father's arrival and at the same time I hate him ... I HATE HIM FOR IT. WHAT HAPPENED TO ME AND HOW WAS MY LIFE TREATED TO ME .... UNLODGED HUGE AMOUNT OF FOOD ... I have no access to resources where I can overcome it, my father is asleep now ... I want to make an effort .... I also think about it and I can't think of it and now I'm typing and trying to relax drinking tea once and then tea with chamomile .. It is a pity that I did not persevere, if I persevered with my methods I would calmly advise myself .... in the morning we will also have to buy bread and sugar for my father ... we will have one code for Fontanne!
>: it remains for me to somehow reprogram my thoughts so that my organism and my body compresses everything that it produces to the maximum
DM: double visualization, for example, a pepretum mobile: the grounding sign of Hitler and the second fast icon ... probably ucrib: the visual of a heavy Arnold terminator and simultaneous visualization of movement ... this is my original and visualization method ... a hybrid of the hive and mine style. .. gives you a super powerful mixture! it's like ssj2 ... now I have to allocate txt power to this diary and what I do in front of the computer
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ps. shit is July 25 at 8:22 am I succumbed again and I lay down. I am sleepy, not regenerated ... what should I do, sore ... in smeirdzacych socks ... so many things, I do not know what to do, dad went to 12 guests .... I don't know, I'll start with the preparation and then we'll see ... before everything, how to develop a dream to be regenerated and refreshed? how to do it t odla mine most important thing ...
on the other hand, I succumbed to weakness both yesterday and today. yesterday I slept on my father's bed and was cold. instead of aspirin, I could use apples from the second tree (the first sharp from the first one) ... but ok, it doesn't matter at the moment ... today I also succumbed to weakness ... I could meditate for a while, breathe, but as usual I succumbed to weakness. Unfortunately...
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it is now Saturday 22:27 on 26th July 2017. this morning I was able to eat just the cake sipping bitter tea ... but I listened to my mind, I ate a chaotic alternating dinner ... as if it was necessary ... unfortunately .. again, as usual, I obeyed the mind of the rules and it is supposed to be so difficult
piątek, 25 sierpnia 2017
wtorek, 22 sierpnia 2017
August 17-gstopy, ubrnormal, wizrece, pmobileDM,% 20 OHZW (collateral% 20ether),% 20
this is where it is entered on August 19
since it's been ola like ... I went out .... now with her, as if practicing my quirks that kind of help me (shoes / clogs etc .....) .... hence I feel a bit stronger in my mouth ..... ..
I also mention a new guard / bodyguard on metal plate from before the last few days ... he did not even examine me, I easily revealed the security. He did not call, did not check ... maybe also a cripple, maybe everything always hurts him, he was talking nervously like a wee ... disabled person ... normally, as if I saw myself in it: D
Aug. 20
Not long ago I found out that Dawid bought his own apartment ..... he has even his own capital for it .....
hah .... and I'm furious .... I think about it, where is the sugar that is harmful to me now, I'm afraid of cancer, I feel lumps in my testicles, although I know that there is a way to get rid of what is fasting .... and will it make sense then to find a doctor with new salt? will I be able to prove my point?
david a flat, sugar ... enough I want to vomit all of this, drink only bitter tea and rinse it with horsetail because I know that it helps me a lot ..... I have lost a lot of my life
Anyway, today, moments ago on August 22, around 01:00 am, my father insulted me. What are you walking around every now and then ... I have to name it!
In addition, I noticed that learning, listening to the overdue materials from the mind cell also ground me strongly, it really is much better than music.
Recently, I have been wondering how to explain my gluttony ... I gave myself to my parents and Markiewicz and zarowski ... they programmed a harmful addiction to my parents, to their food ... I have to get rid of it ... internal conflict, this food will not be wasted. .. I will feel better and somebody else will eat it anyway - I think so ...
all eye needs are provided!
the echo is 2:25 and I showed my belonging to my daddy and mum ... and I eat her racuski, hoping that I will feel better, however ... I don't know ... . now I think about the side effects and about washing the chew thoroughly before chewing it in order to protect it and then chewing the chewing gum ...
yes ... again I did not show persistence I made a mistake
I do not know ... God, dear, why I did it (from the priest, healing visualizes the situation when I take this container at night and throw the teats away from the hens ... so it's a good visualization, let's see if it helps).
I have to check this technique thoroughly and it is by eating less that I put the body more resistance, which makes it easier to build muscle and muscle !!!
August 22
I don't know why I was doing everything wrong that day
I wanted to eat some tea, but as usual the rush was stronger, I wanted to eat something too
It was a delicious salad, I wanted to eat bread from the sausage ... but I couldn't wait for the sausage, first this salad, then the sausage and then the coffee ... everything was bad, only the front and back lock, then I secured myself
now there were 2 soups. first I ate a cauliflower soup with potatoes and then a tomato soup ... also wrong order. I should eat tomato with noodles first and then cauliflower with potatoes on VE style ... why do I do that?
still dad bought fresh intermache buns, I think it would be a pity that they would have been wasted because he bought a lot of these buns .... why am I doing this then ??? I do not know ...... this example, a habit and this is how you have to do it, respect the rules for food so that it does not get wasted and at the same time I like to eat ...
would help me th5-7d anyway
in the morning I should drink coffee first, then eat kielbasa and then salate. it would be enough for me, but unfortunately I did not do it ... I don't know why ....
therapy 5-7d ... my father is leaving tomorrow, on Thursday I have a court hearing ... we'll see what will happen ...
update: Indian herb + family sachet ... super ripped VE composition is a method for immediate fasting ...
enough of this ... time for rzpth57d .... it can restore me to normal functioning ..... I can feel it .... it will really help me a lot !!!
now my father reminded me of my socks for the night ... he was rummaging in the washing machine? Well, I threw them there anyway, but after improperly eating a meal without an e-mail, I should not reply to him anything specific, unfortunately ... to get rid of it .... God, what am I doing ... but I have to get rid of it unnecessarily, trying to use everything that has been created, all situations ...
God ... I'm afraid of what it will be, I'm afraid for my health ...
hmmm I struggle with this fasting what to do:
-th57d and maybe choose only health products .... plan for th5-7days and then on 5-7days to make yourself a beautiful real alternating feast? to ground yourself at home (like goku?) yes - it would really have hands and feet ...
from what I remember my thoughts from a few years ago ... I wanted to spend my life in pain and suffering ... in the end everything I wanted came, but in the meantime
well ... such strange non-standard obstacles have happened to me in my life ... but now maybe I will drink this instant coffee with milk? I do not know, my father is going to go to sleep soon ... it would be good enough to wash despite the lack of training .... god ... I'm afraid for my bones, I'm afraid for my health ..
Is it really possible to fasten my body so well / successfully ... I don't know, we'll see soon ...
Such 21 days of fasting requires a deep spirituality and I did not have time to get out when I was young, so I persistently keep it all old and try to have fun ... as mbudka says, boy ...
czwartek, 17 sierpnia 2017
On August 14, I have an expedition
Analysis of the last few situations:
- aunt the hive needs a soft sleep so that the spine is formed ...... Yeah .... // styl_waldka
- like a comparison to David: I'm joking man, and you take it all seriously !!! // okay, you are air to me, I don't want to know you.
When
- COMPUTER THE SAME BATTERY FOR 6 MONTHS
- Magnetic antenna designed by me a year ago
- you accuse me of schizorena for years, no idea why, I proved before the court that I never had it ...
This is how I will describe the last few days
a few days ago I saw a girl who was walking barefoot about 3 hours at night in a housing estate on Sadecka Street ... a pretty blonde girl had beautiful feet .... how to call it...
And I came to the conclusion that it's time to go barefoot again as if in a maxim ... it ground me and not at all ... I don't know what to say, but it works in a way. by the way ... it's similar to goku when he was training in a capsule to fly to namek I don't know ... so I think I have to do temporarily in a slight contracture ...
because I have been eating terribly for my kernels lately .... what would I not eat ... well, let's see ...
In addition, Ola fell down again for a whole week ...
ok, let's try some persistence !!! I think that I can do it with just horsetail and rinse without tea as my universal exercise ... be tough, we can do it!
although on the other side
Being now barefoot at Staszek Cuzje and I could help popcorn albogorzka tea ... kurwaklawiaturajeszczesiezacina
yet fear ... health dishes, training .... everything, everything, school, studies, death, credits, work, etc ... I want revenge ... I want revenge on my own FATHER !!!
David came .... I didn't answer him ... it's even quite good, my body is in this condition too, I could answer and maybe you could say hello ...
Yesterday, at the end of the day, I made a mistake ... I felt like trying to get some oxygen, but I was bouncing on the same hkija ... the second thing was to rinse my mouth out ... and what did I do? and now I just lay down and fell asleep as usual, hypoxic ... I don't know what to do with my sleep to make me sleep pleasantly and comfortably .... I just don't have a green idea.
now this morning I want to eat something like coffee with sugar and then go for a run ... well ... maybe Indian tea for a change? I do not know ... or maybe just finish and be persistent and the same creak with rinsing ...
what could i do I could just go straight with my laptop to the bottom, wait out here and then go rinse my teeth. this is how I would switch and reprogram my private nocturnal lifestyle!
I remember that I had to add something else here. about this and with someone ... I don't know what exactly it was supposed to be ... for sure, he will often recently build this trainer without a shirt (this is how he introduced himself to me and he is a trainer and he knows Łukasz Jarosz, he told about his son) yesterday morning as usual with the poles they hurt on the lift ... I was a bit discharged, going down I met a nice old lady, earlier with Ola's kids by the river ... but when I got back I ate like her ... dinner ... to do them, you would have to do fried
I am worried about my testicles lately .... I am worried about my testicles ....
aw no cy as usual .... reflex instead of the diamond position as I planned it, I lay down on a soft cunt bed and ... and what? I fell asleep ... fell asleep unfortunately ...
I don't stupidly sleep on my father's bed and on my bench as if it were a combination of hard and soft at the end ... I don't know how to accurately describe it ...
Well, let's try again, because I will be afraid that my life is running out .. it's already August 17th, I have to do a light fairly here, I have to do some money, a little bit of training and fuck off ... think about tea ... I'm afraid of all this, I'm afraid of all this ... can I heal it? Will I find doctors from the new salt? I have a feeling and a woman from Ochikara will help me .... she, if I remember e-mail, a similar problem.
piątek, 11 sierpnia 2017
August 12
yesterday our family from Krakow fell down unpleasantly
Ula's aunt, Beata with her new husband and kids Elenka with Bartek
darkness and dark thoughts are within me
today, around August 12, after a normal meal, I felt better - heavy ... hania said the diet of the future is fruit, but I find that vegetables are better for me - they ground
as a rule, I also drank coffee - but I could start with a brewed prima, but well, it's hard to talk ...
Dad remembered something yesterday when he forgot his keys in edelweiss ... I kind of repelled this attack reminding him that he was fucking us then and blaming me, he obviously grunted ... there was always a piece of an unfair dick, I felt bad at all .... David treated most things better although he claims that he has always treated us equally but this is not true ... this is a lie of course
czwartek, 3 sierpnia 2017
MANTRING SYSTEM
NZNNN - MANTRING IN THE MUSIC STYLE A TERMINATOR IS A SOUND, A PICTURE ..... A WORD ... THIS IS EVEN THE MOST IMPORTANT SENSES LIKE DROPPED OUT
- focus on the hands (ucrib);
- visually, such a sharp burnt voice from coffee with sugar .... I finally feel like that. // WEWNKRZYK!
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