wtorek, 12 września 2006

Boarding school

My first day in the boarding school is only now rewriting from a piece of paper, unfortunately I didn't have time earlier. In addition, I will add the remaining days spent in Krakow, Rabka, etc. ... As much from my head as I could remember. So I begin: ... I will try to start in the morning. In the morning I was texting with Korneli. Nice to text. This is a cool girl. It cheered me up a little. I hope we'll talk somehow. Then uncle Kazek came and we went by car to Krakow. The whole time somehow felt wonderful, when I was there, I sent greetings to Cornelia. She said, "Take care of the warm." It was at 20:20. I felt strange all the time. Now I am completely awake. Indifference. And the boarding school is crap, it's a pity to talk. It would be good for Max to decorate these toilets here. We have a great tutor. We were still at our cousin. I'd like to have a chat with Cornelia. I try not to think about Asia. I also sent greetings to Max. Now it is strange without a Friend. I don't feel anything, but my mother's overall well-being is very good. I dream of talking to her now. I try not to think about asi, she hurt me too much. Actually, at the beginning I felt a bit strange, but now it's somehow vague, which is quite good. I'm sitting in a room with my friends from Rabka, so it's not bad. Could use computers and internet. The beginning of the next day was crap. Such bloody boredom. We woke up at 6:00 in the morning and had a breakfast, a suit and at the beginning of the year. We have a great IT teacher. Then such boredom, all day. In the evening it was just fun, because we were playing Toilet paper poker: D It was fun: D Korneli even sent a text, he replied, but I don't know what. The next days are another boredom. Organizational lessons all the time. Plus, I sent over to one guy with dumbbells. Now I can get fucked in this boarding school. I have already been to the Beach and in an internet cafe near the beach. I even managed to talk to Kornelia: D Unfortunately, Konrad was in a hurry and I had to stop the conversation quickly. It's hard. And so the days passed, until a salutary day came on Friday, when I finally left for home. In the meantime, I met some spire and her friend with bristles, but only through text messages, of course. They went out to the bus stop to see me. Then I headed home. On the way I met Kornelie, but unfortunately she didn't look at me very much, but later the signal came to me: D So I wrote a text message, she too, but again it was not possible to make a longer conversation. And when I got home, I somehow felt great: D it's a pity that it all lasted so short :( Dawid made his fortress out of our room. day I went to see Max for Jedi training. Ral became a Jedi which surprised me a bit. I did not manage to talk to Max :( I had a big beer in my life, I was fine and I didn't feel anything, I forgot that I even drank a beer. I feel a bit abandoned by Max. He can perfectly mask his feelings, I started to wonder if he really treats me as a friend, yes Like me his. Sunday I forfeited the meeting of the Cornish. She wrote that she could not, but why not. I'll wait until Saturday, maybe something will come of it. And now I'm back at the boarding school again, mean life again. The litter was trying to commit suicide, which shocked me a bit. He has broken arms and legs. Ah, this life. Even on Sunday there was a beautiful red moon. I sent a text message to Kornela so that she looked at the sky and saw, she wrote that, unfortunately, they are not in the rabka. I wrote that I would send her a picture of this moon. But she wrote back that she would also send me a picture of the beautiful moon, and that I would let me know her as soon as I am in Rabka :) That's all of the more important things, I wrote it as I remember :)

Boarding school

My first day in the boarding school is only now rewriting from a piece of paper, unfortunately I didn't have time earlier. In addition, I will add the remaining days spent in Krakow, Rabka, etc. ... As much from my head as I could remember. So I begin: ... I will try to start in the morning. In the morning I was texting with Korneliš. Nice to text. This is a cool girl. It cheered me up a little. I hope we'll talk somehow. Then uncle Kazek came and we went by car to Krakow. The whole time somehow felt wonderful, when I was there, I sent greetings to Cornelia. She said, "Take care of the warm." It was at 20:20. I felt strange all the time. Now I feel absolutely nothing. Indifference. And the boarding school is crap, it's a pity to talk. It would be good for Max to decorate these toilets here. We have a great tutor. We were still at our cousin. I'd like to have a chat with Cornelia. I try not to think about Asia. I also sent greetings to Max. Now it is strange without a Friend. I don't feel anything, but my mother generally feels very good. I dream of talking to her now. I try not to think about asi, she hurt me too much. Actually, at the beginning I felt a bit strange, but now it's somehow vague, which is quite good. I'm sitting in a room with my friends from Rabka, so it's not bad. They could use computers and internet. The beginning of the next day was shit. Such bloody boredom. We woke up at 6:00 in the morning and had a breakfast, a suit and at the beginning of the year. We have a great IT teacher. Then such boredom, all day. In the evening it was fun, because we were playing Toilet paper poker: D It was fun: D Korneli even sent a text, he replied, but I don't know what. The next days are more boredom. Organizational lessons all the time. Plus, I sent over to one guy with dumbbells. Now I can get fucked in this boarding school. I have already been to the Beach and in an internet cafe near the beach. I even managed to talk to Kornelia: D Unfortunately, Konrad was in a hurry and I had to stop the conversation quickly. It's hard. And so the days passed, until a salutary day came on Friday, when I finally left for home. In the meantime, I met some spire and her friend with bristles, but only through text messages, of course. They came out to the bus stop to see me. Then I headed home. On the way I met Kornelie, but unfortunately she didn't look at me very much, but later the signal came to me: D So I wrote a text message, she too, but again it was not possible to make a longer conversation. And when I got home, I somehow felt great: D it's a pity that it all lasted so short :( Dawid made his fortress out of our room. day I went to see Max for Jedi training. Ral became a Jedi which surprised me a bit. I did not manage to talk to Max :( I had a big beer in my life, I was fine and I didn't feel anything, I forgot that I even drank a beer. I feel a bit abandoned by Max. He can perfectly mask his feelings, I started to wonder if he really treats me as a friend, yes Like me his. Sunday I forfeited the meeting of the Cornish. She wrote that she could not, but why not. I'll wait until Saturday, maybe something will come of it. And now I'm back at the boarding school again, mean life again. The litter was trying to commit suicide, which shocked me a bit. He has broken arms and legs. Ah, this life. Even on Sunday there was a beautiful red moon. I sent a text message to Kornela so that she looked at the sky and saw, she wrote that, unfortunately, they are not in the rabka. I wrote that I would send her a picture of this moon. She wrote back that she would also send me a picture of the beautiful moon, and let me know her as soon as I was in Rabka :) as I remember :)

sobota, 2 września 2006

tomorrow to school

Well, tomorrow to school, or rather to the boarding school. Actually, I don't feel anything. Send Aske I don't want to live somehow now, because what for. I don't care what is tomorrow. I don't feel anything, normally as if I'm just a programmed machine whose purpose is just to live for some reason. Eh I packed up, my mother is getting rid of any shit again, as always, we don't know what's going on. ehhh .... I feel strange. Sadness and pain in my heart must have stayed forever. kurrrrr ......... waaaaaaa. because how else am I supposed to describe it all. I got into the school I had been dreaming about for a long time and I'm sick of it. Whore. It feels strange. Recently, I was talking to Monika Babinska about her problem (love of course). She must have been hurt a little, but probably not as much as I did :( But at least I know that there are girls who have a bit of heart like her. Ola about her problem. I was comforted by a little girl. It was nice to talk to her. However, her problem from what she told was not as advanced as mine, she is only sad, and I got the tingles 1000 times. The girl can fall in love. She was also very nice to talk to. It's cool. It's just a pity that the net was broken, because the conversation was interrupted at very important moments. Ola is a cool friend: D Besides, a few days ago I was still talking to the mackerel. It was also very fun to talk, I relaxed thanks to it. It's just great: D: D He was supposed to invite me for tea to his place, unfortunately, when it did not take over, the scabbard was not overwhelmed. Well, how nice it was to talk to him. I would like him to become such a scout for Asia, I would very much like to. Besides, it feels like the dark side of the force is slowly sucking me in. if I had superhuman abilities, I would kill, use my anger and hatred. ehh it would be fun to kill like Anakin. It's just that he had nothing to hate for, and I do, and here we will separate. In addition, there was a unification of the Jedi Order. We all met for the first time on Friday. Grzesiek even liked Ral. I do not know if I wrote, but recently this order was me and Maxy. There is no other name for it. Grzesiek was jealous of May's friendship with Maksym, and Hubert convinced him to his side. And it's even good that it happened so, thanks to that we met Maks all the time, day after day for the whole vacation, and even a bit earlier. Thanks to this, I was well trained in the arts of Jedi: D It would be a dream to create a movie. That's it, I don't want to write anymore. I'm going to exercise and then eat something. You have to gain weight. When I come back to Rabka, I will be strong, mighty and invincible. I would love it.

tomorrow to school

Well, tomorrow to school, or rather to the boarding school. Actually, I don't feel anything. Send Aske I don't want to live somehow now, because what for. I don't care what is tomorrow. I don't feel anything, normally as if I'm just a programmed machine whose purpose is just to live for some reason. Eh I packed up, my mother is getting into any shit again, and I don't know what's going on as always. ehhh .... I feel strange. Sadness and pain in my heart must have stayed forever. kurrrrr ......... waaaaaaa. because how else am I supposed to describe it all. I got into the school I had been dreaming about for a long time and I'm sick of it. Whore. It feels strange. Recently, I talked to Monika Babinska about her problem (loving, of course). She must have been hurt a little, but probably not as much as I did :( But at least I know that there are girls who have a bit of heart like her. Ola about her problem. I was comforted by a little girl. It was nice to talk to her. However, her problem from what she told was not as advanced as mine, she is only sad, and I got the tingles 1000 times. The girl can fall in love. She was also very nice to talk to. It's cool. It's just a pity that the net was broken, because the conversation was interrupted at very important moments. Ola is a cool buddy: D . It was also very nice to talk, I relaxed thanks to it. It's just great: D: D He was supposed to invite me for tea at his place, unfortunately, when that mummy did not attack him. Well, it was nice to talk to him. for me, such a scout Asia, I would love to. Then it feels like the dark side of the force is slowly absorbing me. if I had superhuman abilities, I would kill, use my anger and hatred. ehh it would be fun to kill like Anakin. Except that he had nothing to hate for, and I do, too, and here we will separate. In addition, there was a unification of the Jedi Order. We all met for the first time on Friday. Grzesiek even liked Ral. I do not know if I wrote, but recently this order was me and Maxy. There is no other name for it. Grzesiek was jealous of May's friendship with Maksym, and Hubert convinced him to his side. And it's even good that it happened so, thanks to that we met Maks all the time, day after day for the whole vacation, and even a bit earlier. Thanks to this, I was well trained in the arts of Jedi: D It would be a dream to create a film. That's all I don't want to write anymore. I'm going to exercise and then eat something. You have to gain weight. When I come back to Rabka, I will be strong, mighty and invincible. I would love it.

czwartek, 17 sierpnia 2006

Broken heart

About twelve days ago, talking to Ola in the evening, she told me that Asia was going to the disco. As I heard it, I quickly begged my parents to let me go, unfortunately I had to tell the truth why I was going. So I went, hoping she would be alone without this darling. I stood outside for the first half hours. I didn't know what to do and if she was there for sure, but I thought I saw her friend. So I wrote a text message, which resulted in such a conversation: ME (21:35): You are here? ASKA (21:40): I mean where? ME (21:44): In the cinema :] ASKA (21:44): I am :) ME (21:45): Me too :] ASKA (21:45): and tx where? ME (21:51): Will you come outside for a moment? It will take you literally 6 minutes. Please ASKA (21:49): but I can't because I didn't pay for the admission and he won't let me in later. you come in ME (21:56): I'll come in, but promise me it won't hurt me. I would like to talk to you, and finally there is an opportunity :) ASKA (21:54): but why should it hurt you? ME (22:04): Wow, they don't want to let me in, because I don't have money. Please only go out where there is billiards. 6 min And after that text message from outside through the glass I saw Asie sitting on the first chair on the right by the mirror. I decided to somehow squeeze and go inside. At first I didn't know her completely, she was so beautiful, and this smile was so nice and sincere. I got in, sat down next to her and we talked. I already wanted to yell at her, why is she playing with me so much, why she doesn't reply to her, but because of her smile, I didn't have the courage, I didn't want her to lose it in an instant. So we talked figuratively about "sailor ass" all and nothing. However, it was fantastic to talk to her, some good 10 minutes. I thought she was such a sincere kind and smiling. It was really such a nice conversation :( I also asked if she picked up the flowers and what the love letter I wrote there meant to it, and she replied with such a smile: "nothing". even if it were eggs, they were such nice balls (with a smile, of course). Then the conversation ended and she said that she was going to the hall to dance. I asked if she was with someone and she was with a cousin. I also asked if I could stay and if she wanted me to She stayed, and she only depends on me. I entered the halls a bit later, I looked for her and I saw her with a blonde I had never seen before. I also tried to dance with her, and she with the text: "Here you fight together". And they went home together, I wanted to go with them, but my dad caught me and I had to go. I wrote a text that I was sorry that I couldn't walk her away, but dad tracked me down. She wrote back "no problem hehe". The next day in the evening, I tried to talk to her on the gh. Finally, I asked if we could get together somewhere? And she said that he was meeting somebody, and it was the blonde who saw him at the disco. "Pawel Chlipala Raba Wysna 13" I wrote to them by text messages in the midnight, whether those flowers meant anything to her, or did they ever feel something to me. She made a text message to these flowers in Ham, that she did not want to talk about it, but she wrote that they meant and that she only thanked them. She broke my heart, I cried like that at night, I did not sleep all night, I roared so much, my heart ached both literally and figuratively :(: :( :( :( she was not born for it. The next thing I tried with Maks, I tried to come to her house and talk to her, but unfortunately she was not there. I tried to go to her house more than once, but she was still gone. Being in front of her house, I wrote text messages to let her leave, and she said she was gone now. She dismissed me, didn't write anything outright. It was spinning all the time. It's hard, I don't know what to do, it's been twelve days since this event, and I still don't know what to do :( I just want to talk to her. I was playing with my brother a moment ago and I got seriously in the face to hurt and my nose, a beaten lip. I live now with a hate to hate my brother, I would have had him if I could, if he hadn't gone to prison for it, he would have been dead for a long time.

Broken heart

About twelve days ago, talking to Ola in the evening, she told me that Asia was going to the disco. As I heard it, I quickly begged my parents to let me go, unfortunately I had to tell the truth why I was going. So I went, hoping she would be alone without this darling. I stood outside for the first half hours. I didn't know what to do and if she was there for sure, but I thought I saw her friend. So I wrote a text message, which resulted in such a conversation: ME (21:35): You are here? ASKA (21:40): I mean where? ME (21:44): In the cinema :] ASKA (21:44): I am :) ME (21:45): Me too :] ASKA (21:45): and tx where? ME (21:51): Will you come outside for a moment? It will take you literally 6 minutes. Please ASKA (21:49): but I can't because I didn't pay for the admission and he won't let me in later. you come in ME (21:56): I'll come in, but promise me it won't hurt me. I would like to talk to you, and finally there is an opportunity :) ASKA (21:54): but why should it hurt you? ME (22:04): Wow, they don't want to let me in, because I don't have money. Please only go out where there is billiards. 6 min And after that text message from outside through the glass I saw Asie sitting on the first chair on the right by the mirror. I decided to somehow squeeze and go inside. At first I didn't know her completely, she was so beautiful, and this smile was so nice and sincere. I got in, sat down next to her and we talked. I already wanted to yell at her, why is she playing with me so much, why she doesn't reply to her, but because of her smile, I didn't have the courage, I didn't want her to lose it in an instant. So we talked figuratively about "sailor ass" all and nothing. However, it was fantastic to talk to her, some good 10 minutes. I thought she was such a sincere kind and smiling. It was really such a nice conversation :( I also asked if she picked up the flowers and what the love letter I wrote there meant to it, and she replied with such a smile: "nothing". even if it were eggs, they were such nice balls (with a smile, of course). Then the conversation ended and she said that she was going to the hall to dance. I asked if she was with someone and she was with a cousin. I also asked if I could stay and if she wanted me to She stayed, and she only depends on me. I entered the halls a bit later, I looked for her and I saw her with a blonde I had never seen before. I also tried to dance with her, and she with the text: "Here you fight together". And they went home together, I wanted to go with them, but my dad caught me and I had to go. I wrote a text that I was sorry that I couldn't walk her away, but dad tracked me down. She wrote back "no problem hehe". The next day in the evening, I tried to talk to her on the gh. Finally, I asked if we could get together somewhere? And she said that he was meeting somebody, and it was the blonde who saw him at the disco. "Pawel Chlipala Raba Wysna 13" I wrote to them by text messages in the midnight, whether those flowers meant anything to her, or did they ever feel something to me. She made a text message to these flowers in Ham, that she did not want to talk about it, but she wrote that they meant and that she only thanked them. She broke my heart, I cried like that at night, I did not sleep all night, I roared so much, my heart ached both literally and figuratively :(: :( :( :( she was not born for it. The next thing I tried with Maks, I tried to come to her house and talk to her, but unfortunately she was not there. I tried to go to her house more than once, but she was still gone. Being in front of her house, I wrote text messages to let her leave, and she said she was gone now. She dismissed me, didn't write anything outright. It was spinning all the time. It's hard, I don't know what to do, it's been twelve days since this event, and I still don't know what to do :( I just want to talk to her. I was playing with my brother a moment ago and I got seriously in the face to hurt and my nose, a beaten lip. I live now with a hate to hate my brother, I would have had him if I could, if he hadn't gone to prison for it, he would have been dead for a long time.

Broken heart

About twelve days ago, talking to Ola in the evening, she told me that Asia was going to the disco. As I heard it, I quickly begged my parents to let me go, unfortunately I had to tell the whole truth why I was going. So I went, hoping she would be alone without this darling. I stood outside for the first half hours. I didn't know what to do and if she was really there, but I thought I saw her friend. So I wrote a text message, which resulted in such a conversation: I (21:35): Are you here? ASKA (21:40): ie where? I (21:44): In the cinema:] ASKA (21:44): I am: ) I (21:45): Me too:] ASKA (21:45): a tx where? ME (21:51): Will you come outside for a moment? It will take you literally 6 minutes. Please, ASKA (21:49): but I can't because I didn't pay for the introduction and he won't let me in. you come in I would like to talk to you, and finally there is an opportunity :) ASKA (21:54): but why should it hurt you? Please only go out where there is billiards. 6 minutes And after this text message from outside through the glass I saw Asie, sitting on the first chair on the right by the mirror. I decided to somehow squeeze and go inside. At first I didn't know her completely, she was so numerous, and this smile was so nice and sincere. I got in, sat down next to her and we talked. I already wanted to yell at her, why is she playing with me so much, why she doesn't reply to her, but because of her smile, I didn't have the courage, I didn't want her to lose it in an instant. So we talked figuratively about "sailor ass" all and nothing. However, it was fantastic to talk to her, some good 10 minutes. I thought she was such a sincere kind and smiling. It was such a nice conversation :( I also asked if she picked up the flowers and what the love letter I wrote there meant for them, and she replied with such a smile: "nothing". even if it were eggs, they were such nice balls (with a smile, of course). Then the conversation ended and she said that she was going to the hall to dance. I asked if she was with someone and she was with a cousin. I also asked if I could stay and if she wanted me to She stayed, and she only depends on me. I entered the halls a bit later, I looked for her and I saw her with a blonde I had never seen before. I also tried to dance with her, and she with the text: "Here you fight together". and they went home together, I wanted to go with them, but my dad caught me and I had to go. I wrote a text that I was sorry that I could not walk her away, but dad tracked me down. She wrote back "no problem hehe". The next evening in the evening, I tried to talk to her at gg. Finally, I asked if I could would we meet somewhere together? And she said that he was meeting somebody, and it was the blonde who saw him at the disco. "Pawel Chlipala Raba Wysna 13" I wrote to them by text messages in the midnight, whether those flowers meant anything to her, or did they ever feel something to me. She made a text message to these flowers in Ham, that she did not want to talk about it, but she wrote that they meant and that she only thanked them. She broke my heart, I cried like that at night, I did not sleep all night, I roared so much, my heart ached both literally and figuratively :(: :( :( :( I asked for a live conversation to explain everything to me, but She was not born for it. I tried to come to her house and talk to her the next time, but unfortunately she wasn't there. I tried to go to her house more than once, but she was still gone. and she didn't have her now. She dismissed me, didn't write anything directly. She shot all the time. It's hard, I don't know what to do, it's been twelve days since this event, and I still don't know what to do :( Just to talk. Just a moment ago, I had a fight with my brother and got a good shot in my mouth, to hurt me and my nose, a beaten lip. I live now I want to hate my brother, I would have had him if I could, if I hadn't gone to prison for it, it would have been a long time ago. not dead.

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